74. Be jealous
Li Jingxuan's movements were very fast, Shen Ran was left with his front foot, and he immediately called Su Ran with his back foot, listening to the sound of 'beep' in his ears, his palms were covered with shallow sweat stains.
The more he realized how deeply he cared about the boy, the more heavy the desire for the boy was in his heart, and the thoughts that were stacked day by day invisibly fermented into a deep-rooted obsession, tearing his nerves every moment.
He is a very difficult person to be emotional, in the words of the old man, he is called thin and cold by nature, and he is indifferent to anyone and everything, even the death of his mother did not make him shed a single tear, and he didn't feel that he was wrong about it, is it useful to cry? Don't the dead still not come back?
Grandpa was worried that there was something wrong with his body, and took him to see a lot of doctors at home and abroad, and finally he healed himself, of course, the so-called healing, but just pretending to deceive grandpa, although he has no way to get close to others, but it can still be done by mobilizing facial expressions, hooking the corners of his lips when he should laugh, pursing his lips when he is sad, and gradually, everyone no longer looks at him with the eyes of monsters, but he has been calm for several years.
Until one day his grandfather gave him a puppy, snow-white hair, short limbs, small and soft, as if a little force could break it, looking at the puppy's wet eyes, he had never had a floating feeling, and for the first time he had a different feeling.
It turns out that liking is wanting to have, he likes to snuggle up to his little guy wholeheartedly, in the eyes of the little guy, he is its whole world, every time he thinks of this, he is extraordinarily satisfied.
For two years, he ate and slept with the trouble, almost all the care matters were handled by him, and even his grandfather was not allowed to touch the trouble, it was his, something that belonged to him alone.
Suddenly, one day, Noisy fell ill and died, but he still didn't cry, just silently buried the Noisy Wash in a place that only he could find, and until now he will occasionally go there to sit on the bench and gently tell Noisy Noise.
Look, just liking him is already inseparable, if it is love, how can he bear parting? Once the other party plans to leave, he can't help but lock the other party in the secret room with chains until he dies, even if he dies, he has to wait for him to die and then bury him in a pit, and don't think about escaping from heaven and earth.
They all misunderstood his nature, he was not merciful, the beating heart in his chest was hotter than anyone else, but there were too few people or things that could make him emotional, making trouble was one of them, the other was Shen Nian, no, he should be called Su Ran now.
It was Su Ran who provoked him first, since he loved him, why didn't he let him see it all? Why let him misunderstand? In the few encounters he had, all he saw was greed that disgusted him, making him mistakenly think that Su Ran wanted to occupy him and imprison him, control him instead of relying on him or be 100% in love with him.
Annoyed, he completely expelled Su Ran from his sky, but he didn't expect that he would fall into it after the other party withdrew his feelings.
The young man no longer stared at him with a crazy gaze mixed with greed, and calmly spread his heart in front of everyone, which moved everyone, including him, it turned out that in addition to making trouble, there was a person in the world who lived for him wholeheartedly, not for money, not for identity, but for him Li Jingxuan.
It was from that time that he finally faced up to Su Ran's existence, and desperately wanted to understand him and get close to him, because he didn't know what love was, he could only try to move forward again and again, self-righteous to cover up his increasingly restless heart with guilt and appreciation, but finally missed the opportunity to seize Su Ran.
The only thing to be thankful about now is that he is in the stage of unrequited love, instead of being accepted and abandoned by the teenager, otherwise, he is really afraid that he will use the injury as an excuse to do something irreparable.
"Sorry, the person you're calling is busy, please call again later."
The voice of the tablet sounded in his ears, which brought back Li Jingxuan's flying thoughts, glanced at the name of 'Ran' on the mobile phone screen, and pressed the replay button with a smile.
"Sorry, the user you dialed is turned off, sorry, thenumber......"
Shut down? The smile faded from his mouth, Li Jingxuan held the fuselage fiercely, but with his other hand, he stretched out a finger and stroked the words on the screen extremely gently.
H City
Yu Tiantian, who was eating fried meatballs, was frightened by a sudden roar and almost knocked over the bowl, and her cheeks puffed out of the flesh looked at the monster-infested West House with tears in her eyes.
In Tian Tian's young heart, Xiao Jinhan and Xiao Jinyu are the two most vicious monsters, they snatched her handsome brother and injured her father, she hates them, no matter how handsome they are.
Handsome guy, you must defeat them and save the world, Tiantian fully supports you! Ah, bite a small meatball again, it's so fragrant~
"Second son Xiao, please return the phone to me." Gritting his teeth, the back tooth socket creaked, Su Ran regretted his soft-heartedness for the 10,000th time, why did he feel guilty about the Xiao family? Why do you blame yourself for hurting Xiao Jinhan? It's not his willingness to change the shell, and it's not because he went crazy first when he injured Xiao Jinhan?
It's good now, one or two don't treat themselves as outsiders, and the big ones don't go to the hospital, they stare at him with two light and faint eyes, what do you see? There was no bloom on his face.
The other touched his head and hugged his waist wherever he went, knowing that he was teasing his younger brother, and those who didn't know thought he was teasing the dog.
"Xiaoxi, I said don't call me 'second' son, come, call my brother to listen." Xiaoxi's angry appearance is so good-looking (please compare the rippling scenes of the characters in the cartoon), the expression of staring is so charming, I really want to hug, but I am afraid of being kicked and swollen? Then ...... Hold your legs? Good idea, hey, hey, hey.
After more than ten years of separation, the two younger brothers and patients with advanced cancer are about to become neurotic, and when they seize the opportunity to get close, all kinds of shameless and unoffline things are done one after another, didn't you see Yu Zhe and the four bodyguards who changed the guard all avoided outside? It's true, I can't bear to look at it directly.
Da Shao's paralyzed face and scoundrel behavior hit them a huge blow, and the scene of Er Shao Bang's image incarnating as an idiot/Han made them messy and speechless in the wind, and the Xiao family's tomorrow will be handed over to these two masters, is there really nothing going on?
"Calling my brother is also a 'second' brother, you will be two in your life." Nima stay away from him, talk to him, don't hold him one leg, okay? Also, selling cuteness with Zhang Junmei's beautiful face is too distorted, and it can't be compared with Xiao Jinhan's natural cuteness, and he wants to vomit when he looks at it.
Turning into a bun face in a second, the narrow phoenix eyes flashed with a glittering streamer, Xiao Jinyu blinked her eyes and looked at Su Ran for a while, and buried her head in Su Ran's stomach, "Xiaoxi, you hurt my fragile heart." "Suck, the smell on Xiaoxi's body is so good, refreshing and refreshing, and accompanied by the fragrance of medicine, I rub ~ I rub ~ I rub ~ I rub ~
"Xiao-Jin-Yu!" His face turned red, he was angry and ashamed, and he picked up a long thing and pumped it the back of Xiao Jinyu's head, "Get up, open it, remove your weird face, Xiao Jinyu, you dare to try a little further!" "There should be a limit to joking, can you touch it casually? He, he still dares to sniff?
Wait, what did you do to beat Xiao Jinyu? This feel...... Slowly bowed his head, embarrassed.
"Xiaoxi, it hurts." Moving the arm that was held in the palm of Su Ran's palm, deliberately making the back of the red hand up, Xiao Jinhan said in a low tone, but no one could ignore the strong and coquettish meaning.
Shivered and shook off Xiao Jinhan's arm, Su Ran said angrily, "You deserve to be in pain, who asked you to hold me and not let go?" "If it's a patient, you should lie down and don't move, staring at him while holding his waist, what kind of fuss is going to be? When did the Xiao family come over and pick up the two abnormal brothers? He's going to go crazy if he doesn't pick him up.
"Xiaoxi, it hurts." is still the same sentence, not a single word, a lot of words, only the meaning of 'to touch' in the tone is more than one level, raising his hand and taking the initiative to hand it to Su Ran, the tall and mighty man pretended to be pitiful and had no sense of disobedience at all, but it was particularly distressing.
Su Ran's heart also hurts, it hurts one after another, it is bigger than the first day of junior high school, can you still hope for a year of peace and happiness? He felt that his little life this year must be even more chaotic than last year, even if he didn't have to run around, with two abnormal Xiao family brothers, it was destined that ups and downs were not a dream......
With a calm face, he shook off Xiao Jinhan's arm for the second time, opened his other hand, covered Xiao Jinyu's face and pushed it back hard, then lowered his head and broke the arm that was tightening his waist.
"Xiao Xi ......"
I didn't hear it, I didn't hear it, I grabbed a finger and pulled it out without breaking my palm.
"Xiao Xi ......"
The deep voice that dropped three degrees stabbed Su Ran's movements, and the strength of the break was a little less.
"Xiaoxi."
"You're my uncle!" Twisted around and pounced on Xiao Jinhan, and opened his hands to hug his neck viciously.
Please, don't speak in a calm and waveless tone, please, don't have red eyes, what about your perseverance? Yu Zhe dares to say that you used willpower to survive the illness and bite him to death, and you went crazy three times in the morning, which is also called willpower? What about liars, right?
"Xiaoxi, it hurts." Adjusting the angle of soliciting people with Su Ran's posture on his body, Xiao Jinhan didn't forget to sell it when he got cheap, and raised his hand to Su Ran's eyes again.
"I'll blow it for you." You can't afford to mess with a man who says he is crazy, with a straight face, Su Ran forcibly endured his grievances and blew Xiao Jinhan's face with a spittle on his face, "Do you still want to blow Xiao Dagongzi?" ”
"Hmm." With doting eyes and no anger, even fools can see that Xiao Jinhan's mood is great.
"Xiaoxi, I want to blow it too, my head hurts, you can't be kind to one over the other." Xiao Jinyu, who was full of bad water, also made a splash when he learned Su Ran's movements, and pressed directly on Su Ran's back, and the three of them were stacked together, like a sandwich biscuit.
Su Ran, who was forced to become a milk heart, was intimately attached to Xiao Jinhan due to gravity, the two breathed intertwined, one stared at the eyes in a daze, and the other slightly bent the corners of his eyes, and the tip of his nose was only half an inch apart.
It's good to die, Xiao Jinyu at the top refuses to stay honest, and insists on twisting her body to play and shake, with the friction of shaking and shaking, the distance is half an inch and half an inch and zero for a while, plus Su Ran's arm is still around Xiao Jinhan's neck, an invisible ambiguity spreads rapidly between each other, and Su Ran's goosebumps fall layer by layer.
"Jinyu, go down." Pressing Su Ran's head on his shoulder, Xiao Jinhan looked into Xiao Jinyu's eyes and spoke coldly.
"Why? You won't let go of Xiaoxi and let me hold it, the front belongs to you, and of course the back should belong to me. Turning his head and ignoring Xiao Jinhan's warning, Xiao Jinyu pressed his cheek against Su Ran's back, and the lean figure under his clothes made him love it everywhere, always wanting to poke and poke here and touch there, even he felt like a pervert, and only Xiao Xi had the ability to make him a pervert and proud and proud.
I'm better than my big brother, what is pink eye? Pervert is the real beauty.
"Xiao Jinyu." Generally, Xiao Jinhan is called Xiao Jinyu with his first name and surname, which usually means that he is very angry and so angry that he may do it at any time.
Others are afraid of Xiao Jinhan's anger Xiao Jinyu is not afraid, his hands on Su Ran's shoulders, his lips to his pink ear and whispering, "Xiaoxi, big brother murders me." ”
Su Ran stroked up and down on his two hands, he remembered that there was an itch on the kang, where was it? Jump out, he wants to kill Xiao Jinyu.
Pursing his lips, Xiao Jinhan's hand was as fast as lightning, and he clenched his palms into a fist and went straight to Xiao Jinyu's front door.
"Big brother, be careful, don't get angry." Let go of the heavy punch, clasped Xiao Jinhan's wrist with his backhand, Xiao Jinyu stabbed him neither softly nor hard, just now Xiao Jinhan pretended to be crazy and deceived Su Ran to take the initiative to give him a hug, which made him quite unhappy, relying on madness and sticky, he was embarrassed?
"The second brother laughed, I was obviously very happy." How can you not be happy? Xiao Xi didn't dislike him, but because of his illness, he was repeatedly soft-hearted, he didn't care what the process was, judging from the results alone, he was more valued by Xiao Xi than Xiao Jinyu, which was enough.
The straightened lips raised a few points shallowly, Xiao Jinhan did not retreat from the side wrist, but advanced, used his skill to shake open Xiao Jinyu's palm, grabbed his shirt and threw it out.
In terms of skill, Xiao Jinyu is indeed inferior to Xiao Jinhan, there is another Su Ran between the two, Xiao Jinyu, who has scruples and is even more restrained, the upper body thrown by Xiao Jinhan is crooked into a ninety-degree angle, if Xiao Jinyu hadn't hooked Su Ran's leg with his leg, it would have been certain that he would have fallen on the kang.
'Hmm' Su Ran's face was flushed again, Xiao Jinyu's knees were between his legs, the hot kang was burning in the room, and two rows of heaters were installed, his father had given him medicine and was not afraid of freezing him, so he only found him a pair of thin pajama pants to wear, it is conceivable that Xiao Jinyu's top is almost no different from directly hitting his balls, the pain is only secondary, and the shame is the most unbearable, okay?
"Xiao Jin hmm......" The low roar was pressed back by another blow, and he couldn't do it when he wanted to close his legs, Su Ran couldn't help bending down and trying to move up, the owner of the big hand on the back of his head seemed to feel his indignation, and he loosened the force of the press and rubbed his hair again and again, but he just didn't let him get up and leave.
"Are you all done?" When is he deaf? The bumps behind him were all the sound of greetings, and they had a good time, did you think about his feelings? Why is it so hard to be a quiet spectator?
"Well, wait." When he subdued Xiao Jinyu, bent his knees and raised his legs, and separated Su Ran's legs, a top knee action slammed into Xiao Jinyu's key parts.
"Xiao Jinhan, you bastard!" His legs were broken into a zigzag, and the curves were one, and it could be seen that Xiao Jinhan was thinking about the wound on the crook of his leg, and he didn't use much effort, and he used most of his strength on the leg that was not injured, but he was still angry, and he didn't want to be entangled with the two neuropaths for a moment, struggling to regain his freedom.
"Xiao Xi be careful!" Xiao Jinyu, who was about to give Xiao Jinhan a cruel move, tilted her body to the left in fright, and her fist did not smash on Xiao Jinhan's body, but let Kang be a stand-in, silently with tears in her eyes, a word echoing in her head, painful.
"Xiao Xi be careful!" Xiao Jinhan, who was also startled, sat with his arm and hugged Su Ran's waist, one of them fell, the other got up, and it was a coincidence, Su Ran's lips rubbed the corners of Xiao Jinhan's lips, and the major general, who was so innocent that he had pulled his fingers with the girls, was petrified on the spot, and the bronzed skin did not block the flying crimson.
"Xiaoxi, did you kiss Xiao Jinhan?" With painful tears on his face, Xiao Jinyu's back burned with a raging fire.
"Is there one?" Su Ran, whose ears were still buzzing, looked up blankly, "Don't come here." Looking at Xiao Jinyu's eyes, he knew that he didn't want to do anything good.
No matter how fast Su Ran saw the opportunity, he couldn't avoid Xiao Jinyu's mouth, the hot corners of his lips felt like thunder, and Su Ran was scorched on the outside and tender on the inside.
"Xiaoxi?" Pushed a picture of a young man who was out of the world, "Are you angry? But you kissed the corner of the eldest brother's lips, and I was jealous. "Okay, he admits to kissing the corners of his lips or something, doing a little too much, but his mind was full of jealousy before kissing, where did he want to get out of line?
Another thunder, I kissed the corner of Xiao Jinhan's lips? When did it happen? The neck Kaka turned to Xiao Jinhan, "I ......"
"It's okay, we often mess with Xiao An like this." Facial paralysis also has the benefits of facial paralysis, and when lying, he guarantees that he can't tell the truth or falsehood, in order to appease Su Ran, Xiao Jinhan doesn't mind giving full play to his 'specialty'.
"Yes, my brother and my brother don't pay much attention to playing around, don't you think foreigners come and go? Our Xiao family has an unrestrained temperament, it is normal for you to kiss me, and I will kiss you, hehe. Xiao Jinyu followed Xiao Jinhan's words and gave Xiao Jinhan a look of 'high mountains looking up', the excuse was too high, and Xiao An would be scared to pee when he heard it.
Su Ran ...... The way the Xiao family expressed their affection was really not flattering.