Lin Qingyan is not a college student who has just graduated and entered society, not a teenage girl who was kicked out of her home and lived in a broken temple, not a girl who was abandoned by her father and depended on her mother, they are not herself, she has always been just a coward who was redeemed by Xiao to get out of trouble, but here, who remembers who she is? No one will know, but she is the only one who keeps this qiē in her heart.

She started this absurdity one after another in order to save Shino, and the original intention of agreeing to System 741 has not changed, to say that she is in love with someone else, she thinks, as long as the beating heart in her chest is still there, it will never happen.

However, there were a few transparent tears on Lin Qingyan's face as she witnessed Qiao Yuming's dimples laughing, to be honest, she suddenly had a strange thought that she couldn't bear to continue, her heart softened, and she couldn't do it anymore.

This thought has been in her mind for a long time, maybe at the beginning, but it is suppressed by her every time, and this time is no exception.

There are too many dramas, and even he can deceive himself, Lin Qingyan is a little unclear whether he is revealing his true feelings or pretending to show others.

"It's dust that blinds my eyes"

Qiao Yuming's index finger rubbed around his slightly closed eyes, and a few tears that were squeezed out fell on the back of Qiao Yuming's hand.

The floor and walls are spotless all around, who will bring the dust, it must be her, how can she be a little clean when she is red and dirty with her blood

"Well, I almost got hit too, thanks to Akira catching it before me."

Lin Qingyan walked around Qiao Yuming's back and held his hands on his pusher, "It's almost dawn, let's go back." ”

The light in the corridor is not affected by day and night, and it exudes light for a long time, which is more dedicated than people who work for half a day and sleep at night.

It took Lin Qingyan a short time to return to the ward with Qiao Yuming, and it was much safer to stay in the ward than to walk in the bright corridor.

A few of the far corners of the room were gray, and the light from the bedside lamp could not reach them.

Lin Qingyan gently pushed back with his foot and closed the door.

"Qingyan, I don't want to sleep."

Instead of a short time passing in vain, it is better to let Qiao Yuming do something more meaningful.

Lin Qingyan, who saw Qiao Yuming's eyes blinking, looked up at the floor-to-ceiling window in front of him, the light on the building outside the window was the same as the stars that were compared to it at night, and the light was hidden in a gray sky where the sun was about to reveal its true body.

"Okay."

Lin Qingyan respected Qiao Yuming's choice, and pushed a wheelchair to the place where he met Qiao Yuming for the first time, which was also the place where Qiao Yuming stayed most often.

They are only one step away from the glass window, and they can clearly enjoy the coming sunrise.

"Today's sunrise must be beautiful."

Lin Qingyan stood on the right side of the wheelchair, his upright body like a guard guarding the treasures of the kingdom.

Today's sun is different, because this is the first time Lin Qingyan and Qiao Yuming have watched the sunrise together, and no one knows how many more chances they will have.

"Beauty?"

Qiao Yuming raised his hand and touched Lin Qingyan's left hand, and instead of letting go, he held Lin Qingyan's wrist, and pleaded: "Qingyan, I want you to watch the sunrise behind my back." ”

Regarding Qiao Yuming's suggestion that this is not a lot of hard work, Lin Qingyan is quite willing, and he is willing to give money when he works.

Lin Qingyan squatted in front of the wheelchair pedal, stretching her hands back as far as possible to protect Qiao Yuming, who was about to make physical contact with her.

"I'm ready, what about you?"

Qiao Yuming leaned forward with both hands, and in front of him was Lin Qingyan, who was almost attached to her, and Qiao Yuming easily put his hands on Lin Qingyan's shoulders. The next action to be completed was a little difficult for Qiao Yuming, her legs were not crippled, but they were not much different from crippled.

The wheelchair is a good thing, but it also makes Qiao Yuming forget how to use the strength of her legs, whether she can stand up, whether she can take a step, Qiao Yuming doesn't know, she hasn't tried it, and she doesn't want to try it much.

Qiao Yuming pressed his hands on Lin Qingyan's shoulders, and after leaving the wheelchair a few centimeters later, Qiao Yuming, whose legs were trembling, fell down on Lin Qingyan's body. At the moment when she was about to fall on Lin Qingyan, Lin Qingyan stabilized her body that might fall forward, and fixed Qiao Yuming's body behind her back with her recovered hands.

When Qiao Yuming reached in front of her and held each other, Lin Qingyan's left and right hands slid down to his thighs, and his right calf knelt on the floor and stood up.

Completing the action of carrying the person is much simpler than Qiao Yuming imagined.

Qiao Yuming's head was lying on Lin Qingyan's left shoulder, it was very soft, she really hoped that it would go on like this forever.

"It's out."

Lin Qingyan kept staring at the scene outside the glass window, and when countless rays of sunlight radiated, he opened his mouth to remind Qiao Yuming.

Qiao Yuming hugged Lin Qingyan's neck with both hands, and did not show his interest in the sunrise.

Lin Qingyan was as close to the glass as possible, and hinted loudly, "Yu Ming, stretch your hand forward." ”

Qiao Yuming's right hand stretched out and stuck to the glass, only to feel that it had become magical, and his palm was surrounded by a warm cloud.

"It's sunrise, I love it."

"If you like it, I will accompany you every day, and when you are well, I will carry you on my back"

Feeling better? The doctors couldn't give her a promise of how she was going to fulfill it.

"Qingyan."

Qiao Yuming interrupted Lin Qingyan's beautiful fantasy with a loud voice.

"I'm missing them a little."

"You still have me."

"Well, you're there."

Qiao Yuming's breath became a little faint.

"We are very much like father and mother, I remember there is a picture of a young father carrying a beautiful mother on his back, which was sued by the nanny, and they are an enviable couple in the eyes of outsiders."

When Lin Qingyan heard Qiao Yuming's description, the corners of his happy mouth rose, and he remembered some good memories.

"Your father must have loved your mother very much."

"Yes, my father confessed to me that he loved my mother, and he said that love makes people feel happier than ever, and that one day I meet someone like this, who will love me more than they do."

At that time, Qiao Yuming didn't understand, but now, she thought she understood a little bit what her father said.