64 chapter 64 Love You Forever
The moment the doorbell rang, Nanxi didn't think much about it, only pushed Hao Qi and urged: "Go and open the door." ”
At this time, who could come to her house to visit Hao Qi had doubts, but the moment she opened the door, she saw a man standing at the door, and suddenly she was stunned.
Before Yin Beiwang could ask, Hao Qi had already turned around and yelled at Nanxi who was sitting on the sofa: "Nanxi, looking for you." ”
Looking for me? Nanxi's gaze moved away from the ipad and prepared to get up.
Yin Beiwang couldn't wait, walked into the room sideways, and saw Nanxi, who still had a trace of doubt in his eyes, sitting on the sofa safely and soundly, he really put his mind at ease.
Nanxi was also stunned for a second after seeing Yin Beiwang, then looked away lightly, took the ipad and continued to scroll Weibo, but this heart no longer has the leisure and elegance just now.
What to do? I feel that she doesn't know the words on Weibo anymore.
Yin Beiwang looked down at his leather shoes, and then looked at Hao Qi beside him, and stopped talking.
Hao Qi suddenly understood his action language at that moment, took out a pair of men's slippers from the shoe rack, and said to him: "This pair is Xing Lei's cotton slippers last year, not very warm, you can make do with it first." ”
Yin Beiwang had no other uncomfortable expression, smiled at Hao Qi, and said thank you while changing his slippers.
Hao Qi walked straight to the study with great insight, pushed open the door and said loudly: "Xing Lei, it's time for us to go grocery shopping." ”
Xing Lei answered, left the position of the computer and walked out of the study, after he received Yin Beiwang's phone call before, he never told the two women that when he came out of the study and saw Yin Beiwang standing in the living room, he didn't expect his action to be so strong, he expressed his admiration.
After Yin Beiwang saw Xing Lei, he nodded at him, Xing Lei also smiled back, and then went out with Hao Qi to buy vegetables.
As soon as Hao Qi went out, he pulled Xing Lei and said excitedly: "Oh, how did you say that Yin Beiwang knew that Nanxi was in our house, and he even knew the house number." ”
Xing Lei said very calmly: "Your life circle is a little bigger, you won't find a big living person in a month or two, not to mention that Nanxi is not trying to avoid him." ”
As soon as he said this, Hao Qi also figured it out, and as soon as his brain turned, he immediately came to a conclusion: "Huo Yutong told him." ”
Xing Lei added embarrassedly on the side: "Actually, I also have a copy of the merit medal, Yin Beiwang called me to confirm when he got off the plane, so he can go straight to the destination and catch it." ”
Hao Qi couldn't help laughing, "If you let Nanxi know that we are all standing on Yin Beiwang's side, you won't be half angry." He burst out laughing.
Hao Qi's house.
Nanxitou continued to look at the ipad without raising her head, in fact, she couldn't read a word of the content on it, and she quietly used it to observe Yin Beiwang's every move.
Yin Bei saw that she didn't look at herself, sighed lightly, walked over and sat on the sofa next to her, glanced at the content displayed on the ipad in her hand, and saw the eight big characters of the Shanghai Bund stampede, he frowned and said, "I'm worried about you, Xiaoxi." ”
Nanxi was unmoved, her fingers continued to slide across the screen, silent.
Yin Beiwang was not discouraged, pursed his lips and continued: "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't have accepted these things that Zhao Xiaoxiao gave me, and I shouldn't have turned them out to see ......"
Nanxi didn't eat this, and said indifferently: "It's okay, no need to apologize, who can't miss the past, I can't deprive you of this right, and I also have a diary written by my ex-boyfriend, it's all the same, I want to apologize, I should say I'm sorry, I'm making a big fuss." ”
Even if she said she was sorry, Nanxi didn't act like she wanted to apologize, Yin Beiwang also figured out her temper and knew that she was betting on his mouth with what he said before.
Nanxi, this little girl has a strong temper.
Yin Beiwang's tone was sincere and sincere: "Your girlfriends have already scolded me, I will accept and learn a lesson, and I will never do it again in the future." ”
Nanxi put the iPad aside and muttered dissatisfiedly: "I'd rather believe that there are ghosts in the world than believe in the man's broken mouth." ”
Yin Beiwang heard this, and he said, "That's okay, see how I perform in the future." ”
Nanxi was still a little unhappy, so she stopped talking.
Yin Beiwang had no choice but to use a killer move, holding Nanxi's face with both hands and letting her look at herself.
His gaze had a very awkward feeling, being stared at by this indescribable gaze, Nanxi suddenly felt that he was not confident enough, and couldn't help but look away, and stretched out his hand to remove Yin Beiwang's hand.
Who knew that he whispered, "Don't move, look at me, listen to me." ”
Being said by this series of three-character scriptures, Nanxi's action came to an abrupt end, and his eyes moved back to Yin Beiwang's body, and his heart was beating wildly unconsciously.
Yin Beiwang took a heavy breath, and looked at her with a softness that he had never seen before: "Xiaoxi, you said that since the day you went to Yunnan, you began to design me, and you didn't take birth control pills at that time, and you were going to use the child as a bargaining chip to marry my son, I admit that I was a little scared when I heard it at first, so that I couldn't give you a good answer, and after I left home that night, I thought a lot, including your so-called ' Planning', I can only say that I'm glad you did this, you don't have to think about what you did to break up me and Ai Qing, the marriage that can be broken up is definitely not a good fate, when I broke up with Ai Qing, I was already doomed and couldn't turn back, so you don't have to think about some things that you don't have, because ......"
The most important sentence Yin Beiwang hadn't finished speaking, and Nanxi was already crying with tears on his face.
Yin Beiwang sighed, took out a few tissues to wipe the tears on her face, and said with a smile: "What? Touched by what I said? I haven't said your favorite sentence yet, I know you haven't called me these days, not because you're angry, but because you want to know my attitude towards you, I'm willing to fall into the trap you set, and now you listen, I'll only say this once! Throwing the tear-stained tissue into the garbage basket, she continued to look at her and said, "I love you, Nanxi." ”
The tears in Nanxi's eyes poured out more urgently, crying non-stop, she suddenly hugged Yin Beiwang, and cried loudly: "Do you know that I have been waiting for you for ten years, do you know?!" After yelling, he was angry, and his hands were clenched into fists and pounded his back.
Yin Beiwang hurriedly coaxed her, patted her on the back and said, "I saw a little story before, which is particularly interesting. One disciple said, 'Lush is good.' The Zen master shook his head and said, 'Prosperity will eventually disappear'. Another disciple said, 'It is better to wither.'" The Zen master still shook his head, 'Withered will eventually be a thing of the past'. Then a small novice will wither him, and let him wither if he is luxuriant. The Zen master said, "Yes, everything should go with its own flow and not be attached, this is the attitude that cultivation should have." ”
Nanxi sniffed, wiped away her tears, left Yin Beiwang's embrace, looked at him and choked up and said, "You're telling me, don't be too attached to your past, Ai Qing has become a thing of the past, right?" ”
Yin Beiwang nodded, "Yes, don't compare yourself with her, because there is no comparison, she is my past, you are my present, no matter how beautiful the past is, unforgettable and thrilling, it can't replace the present, that feeling will be smoothed out by time bit by bit, and the story of me and you will be updated over time, which is more important, you should be able to feel it." ”
Yes, Nanxi will always unconsciously compare herself with Ai Qing, thinking that Yin Beiwang loves herself more or loves Ai Qing more, whether Yin Beiwang will completely forget Ai Qing, these questions always make her very crazy and can't let go.
Until now, Nanxi was still a little unsure, "Yin Beiwang, yes, I got your whole person, and the rest of your life will be connected with me, but I will always feel that you have a responsibility to me, and that responsibility is greater than your love for me, which is far less pure than your purity for Ai Qing." ”
Yin Beiwang felt that his words were in vain, and patiently explained: "This all stems from the illusion that you and my previous brother and sister relationship gave you, yes, I have a responsibility for you, but this responsibility is something that every man who has a family will have, and when he gets married, he naturally can't ignore his family like before, what do he likes to do, you go out and ask, which man who works hard outside does not have a responsibility for his family on his shoulders, I am willing to be responsible for you, not because we know each other, nor because I took your first time, because I love you." ”
"I'm not so noble, I will bet on the happiness of my life for the sake of my child, I'm not so shameless, I was very sober on the night I had a relationship with you, I knew exactly what I was doing, if I didn't have feelings for you, would I look for you to vent my desires? There is no shortage of sexual encounters in Yunnan, so all of this is that I love you, you Nanxi has the kind of special function that can attract men's attention, not to mention that I loved Ai Qing very purely, and at that time there were indeed no complicated things such as firewood, rice, oil and salt after marriage, but Ai Qing has low self-esteem, so it will cause us to break up, which is fortunately a problem before marriage, if it is after marriage, it is the real delay people, delay her, and delay me, understand? Even if Ai Qing and I are reluctantly married, there will be a lot of problems after marriage, because our personalities are really incompatible. ”
In the end, Yin Beiwang emphasized again: "So don't think about some things that you don't have, look forward and go with the flow." ”
Nanxi smiled bitterly and said, "Heh, I haven't figured it out yet." ”
Yin Beiwang said: "This is what I realized on the plane in the morning, as soon as I heard that there was an accident in Shanghai, I wondered if you would be fine, I still dreamed that you were not there on the plane, and you didn't know that my heart was panicked, almost cerebral hemorrhage, myocardial infarction." ”
Nanxi frowned and hurriedly covered his mouth: "Bah, don't talk nonsense." ”
Yin Beiwang pulled away Nanxi's hand and held it, and said with a smile: "I'm not exaggerating, so you can't scare me anymore in the future, I lost my phone, at least borrow my phone to report my safety." ”
Someone who was coaxed nodded with a smile and said, "Doctor Yin, I still haven't heard enough of those three words, you can say it a few more times." ”
Yin Beiwang: ......
"Say it, say it, I've been waiting for ten years."
As soon as he heard this, Yin Beiwang raised his hand and surrendered, "I love you, I love you the most, and I will always love you......"
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