61.chapter 61 I want to be quiet
"Can this be compared?" Nanxi asked Yin Beiwang with a cold face, "I collect the diary he wrote to me, at least my heart is very clean and I don't have any distractions, what about you?" Can it be the same to keep your notepad so that you can occasionally turn it over and recall your vigorous and unforgettable first love? ”
Yin Beiwang looked at her very sternly, trying to explain: "My heart is also very clean......"
"It's coming." Nanxi sneered, "Yin Beiwang, you have distracting thoughts in your heart, and you are not single-minded towards me. ”
Not single-mindedly?! Yin Beiwang felt that he had failed in 2014, and he was kind to her from the bottom of his heart, but in the end, people not only didn't appreciate it, but also said that you had distracting thoughts.
Yin Beiwang smiled bitterly and shook his head: "If you think like this, I can't help it." ”
This confrontation was a failure, Nanxi felt that there was a pain somewhere on her body, that kind of heart-wrenching pain, she covered her chest, held back her tears and said: "If we didn't have a relationship in Yunnan that time, wouldn't it be like this?" Maybe Ai Qing will come back and you will marry her? ”
Yin Beiwang frowned, feeling that now was not the best time to talk about these things, and he refused to answer: "We should all calm down and talk about these things later." ”
Nanxi smiled bitterly, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and sneered: "Zhou Lan loves Su Zhoujing so much, he can get involved with his ex-girlfriend when his wife is pregnant, and you, to be honest, I don't have that much confidence in myself, I have been married for seven months, I spend every day trembling, especially when Ai Qing comes back, I am even more on pins and needles." ”
Yin Beiwang frowned at her, Nanxi met his gaze, looking like a broken jar, and said word by word: "Actually, Yin Beiwang you have a chance to be with Ai Qing, but you were messed up by my plan, you don't know me, in fact, I also have my own scheming, heh......"
What do you mean? Yin Beiwang doesn't understand, what does it mean to be messed up by her plan? What is the plan?
Nanxi plucked up the courage and said: "Yes, I was prepared for a relationship in Yunnan, it can be said that I planned that night, but I didn't expect you to cooperate with me, and I lied to you, in fact, I didn't take birth control pills at all, and besides, after pregnancy, because Sister Beitong returned to China, we went home for dinner together, in fact, I wasn't disgusted at all, there was no such thing as morning sickness, that qiē was just to make my parents suspicious, and you definitely wouldn't shirk your responsibility, so the purpose of my planning this qiē was just to marry you." ”
Yin Beiwang's eyes widened, unbelievable, he didn't know that Nanxi would have such a deep mind.
Nanxi sneered: "If it weren't for me, you and Ai Qing might still be together, after all, you loved each other so deeply, Yin Beiwang, don't deny it, you have broken up for so many years, and you haven't looked for a woman, isn't it just to wait for her to come back?" You don't deny it! ”
In fact, what she said was right, Yin Beiwang did not deny that he had the idea of waiting for Ai Qing to come back, after all, they had been in touch, but this qiē seemed to be really like what Nanxi said, since Yunnan, everything has deviated from the track.
Yin Beiwang didn't know what it was like in his heart, it seemed that he hadn't understood his feelings yet, and he always felt that his heart was a mess, did he blame Nanxi? He didn't know.
Nanxi saw the tangle leaking from his face, and laughed at himself: "You also think I'm very bad and scheming, from the day you decided to go to Yunnan together, you fell into the trap I set, but I didn't expect that that child would ...... Look at me, I'm standing in front of you now, breaking up your original marriage. ”
"Don't say that, Creek, you're not a bad person." Even if he was entangled in his heart, he didn't want to listen to Nanxi position himself like this.
Nanxi didn't speak, squatted down and picked up the pink notebook on the ground, stuffed it into Yin Beiwang's arms without looking, and then slowly walked out of the study sideways.
Yin Beiwang held the pink book in his hand, glanced at the cover, his mood was very complicated, and when he saw Nanxi walking out of the study and walking in the direction of the door, his heart was tight, and he hurriedly followed.
As soon as Yin Beiwang walked out of the study, he saw Nanxi open the door at the entrance, he walked a few steps quickly, pulled Nanxi's arm, and said hurriedly: "It's so late, don't go out." ”
Nanxi withdrew his arm, faced him, and said coldly: "It's not me who goes out, it's you." ”
When Yin Beiwang heard this, he suddenly felt bad, and really heard Nanxi continue: "Didn't you say that I don't have the right to deal with Ai Qing's things? I was sorry for throwing away her USB stick, but now you can go down and look for it, and hopefully you can find it. ”
Yin Beiwang could hear Nanxi's mocking tone, he didn't want to go out, he really didn't worry about Nanxi staying at home alone, so he didn't move.
Seeing that he didn't leave, Nanxi couldn't bear to say, "I want to be alone." ”
Yin Beiwang: ......
Seeing that Yin Beiwang was still like this, Nanxi pursed his lips and said, "Okay, if you don't go, I'll go." With that, she raised her feet and prepared to go out.
Seeing this, Yin Beiwang pulled her back again, stared at her resolute eyes, suddenly deflated, and resigned himself to his fate: "Okay, I'll go, you stay at home." With that, he glanced at her, went back to the bedroom, changed his clothes, and went out with his briefcase.
As soon as the door closed, Nanxi's whole body strength seemed to be suddenly drained, and she squatted on the ground, her arms clasped around her knees, her head buried in her knees, and after a while, her shoulders began to shrug, and a muffled cry came from her knees.
Yin Beiwang, who went out, didn't look for the USB flash drive, and stood downstairs looking at the lit window of his house for a while, still holding the notepad in his hand.
This notebook was originally written by him and Ai Qing, he will turn it over tonight, to be honest, he doesn't know why he did it, as if he was just looking at it, and he didn't feel sad about the scene described in it, just like watching other people's stories, there was no feeling in his heart that he shouldn't have.
South Creek ......
Yin Beiwang was very surprised that Nanxi said that she was doing these so-called "scheming" things behind her back, and now he is very confused, and he is completely unable to deal with this sudden situation and digest the news.
Nanxi and Ai Qing kept hovering in his mind, alternating between them.
He looked around at the bleak winter scenery around him, and when he figured it out tonight, and when Nanxi was not excited, the conversation might be better.
Yin Beiwang decided to find a hotel nearby tonight and come back tomorrow to solve the matter.
It's just that he doesn't know that after tomorrow there will be earth-shaking changes, and he can't bear the weight of his life.