On an April day, cherry blossoms fly. In most countries in East Asia, you can see cherry blossoms flying all over the sky, and pink overshadows the blue sky. Looking up, what is left behind is not the unreachable blue sky, but a touch of pink that has passed away in the wind, and they have floated into the distance with people's hearts.

It is said that the moment a flower blooms is the most beautiful, it is the most brilliant moment of life, just like an epiphany, the moment it blooms is always eye-catching. But, just like the sunset, the withered cherry blossoms are the most brilliant moment of their lives.

Blood-stained cherry blossom ...... Kim Tae-yeon suddenly remembered the Japanese legend of cherry blossoms, which were originally white, but their pink color was only dyed with the blood of the samurai who committed suicide in front of it. There is also a legend related to love, whether it is samurai or love, and the beauty of cherry blossoms is only because it feeds on corpses and blood. It sounds a little creepy, but there is also a wordless sadness, just like Sakura's words, the law of fate is a cycle, a process that repeats constantly.

Casually block a piece of cherry blossom petals that were blown off by the wind, twist it in front of your nose and sniff it, the faint fragrance will be ignored if you don't pay attention to it, just like some people, it doesn't look very eye-catching, and you will be surprised when you really look at him. I let go of my fingers that were twisting the cherry blossom petals, and when the wind blew, the petals mixed into the petal clusters, and I couldn't find any of them that I had touched.

Unlike the beautiful hibiscus flowers, which are tough and timeless, the cherry blossoms give people a more romantic feeling, with pink spirits floating in the air.

Kim Taeyeon wanted to cry, she wanted to cry, but her pantothenic nose just wouldn't let the tears flow. Looking up at the blue sky, there were pink flowers floating in the blue sky, and the water in his eyes gradually disappeared into his eyes. Kim Taeyeon remembers what someone once said to her, when you want to cry, raise your head so that the tears don't fall and no one sees your weakness. Maybe it's a habit, maybe it's just self-deception, even if there is no one around, Kim Taeyeon still likes to raise her head, so that she doesn't even know if she is weak.

Pulling the corners of her mouth, she couldn't find the smile before the end of the recording, and recalled what Kenzie said to her at the end.

"Taeyeon, the company has decided to delay your solo."

A very short sentence was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day directly on Kim Taeyeon's head, and he was ...... at that time Kim Taeyeon didn't want to think about it anymore, and the tears that had finally flowed back showed signs of popping up again.

The law of fate is the cycle, maybe this is just the retribution of the cycle, revenge for the repeated shirk of oneself. If I hadn't refused, maybe I wouldn't be sad now. Should you reject the first offer, or should you reject the second offer? No, that's all to be rejected, that's all to be rejected......

The hands hanging on his thighs were clenched tightly, as if he was venting the hurt in his heart, but it didn't look like it, because the corners of Kim Taeyeon's mouth were actually raised, and it was a smile that he couldn't pull before.

Kim Taeyeon remembers very clearly her excitement before going to Kenzie's studio, Kenzie said that she had something to tell her, and at that time she thought that the solo forgotten by the company was finally remembered. Running over excitedly, when she opened the door, Kim Taeyeon felt a different atmosphere, not as relaxed as she thought, but uncomfortable that she couldn't say, maybe she was prepared from that time, but she didn't want to admit it in her heart.

"Teacher, I'm here." She remembered her first words, different from her usual casualness, this time with a tone that she could feel but didn't know what it was.

"Well, here, let's record this song again." Similarly, Kim Taeyeon didn't find her usual hanger from Knezie, and the few seriousness told Kim Tae-yeon that she should look at the yellow calendar when she went out today.

Kim Taeyeon caught the A4 paper thrown by Kenzie and turned around, we are all the same, and the five words stimulate the eyeballs. It's not that she doesn't like this song, or that this song surprises her, but that she has recorded too many songs to count.

"Isn't that recorded?" Not all at once.

Kim Taeyeon didn't say the second half of the sentence, she knew that Kenzie knew what she meant, she just wanted to know if her hunch was correct.

The final result was just like Kim Tae-yeon's hunch, but she didn't want this premonition to come true at all, and even if she ran away, she didn't want to admit that Kenzie's words were what the company wanted to say. Kim Taeyeon finally knows why S.M has never shown signs of collecting songs for her, how can she afford an album with her own two songs, even a mini album can't meet the requirements.

"The company decided to let Girls' Generation enter Japan in June or July, so your solo ......" Kenzie did not continue with the words later, and Kim Taeyeon also knew what would follow, only the initial delay.

She didn't know why the company didn't tell her personally, but instead asked Kenzie to tell her this cruel truth because she wouldn't be angry with the teacher? Or is it because they're embarrassed to face themselves? Perhaps the first guess is correct. Although his personality itself will not be too angry, he may be angry with the company on the spot, and what kind of resentment can he have in the face of a teacher who teaches his profession?

Hate? What do you hate, isn't it the same as it is now, it's just that the active and passive roles have been reversed. Sad? Perhaps, whether it was when she heard Kenzie talk about it, or now, many hours have passed, Kim Taeyeon still hasn't realized how sad she is in her heart.

Did you forget, or did you not care at all?

Maybe it's really a solo that I didn't even pay attention to.,Forgotten dreams...... In the repeated itinerary day and night, his dream gradually disappeared, and he never found it, no wonder more and more people forgot their bloody vows after their debut, and forgot what they practiced day and night for.

Will one day, like them, I forget what I have always pursued and what my dream is?

After all, the tears still broke through the shackles of the eye sockets, no matter how much they looked up at the sky, they couldn't stop their pouring, the sky where the sun hung high seemed to be the culprit of instigating them, the more I looked at it, the more I wanted to cry, and the more I looked at the grievances in my heart, the heavier it was.

At the door of S.M's company, the girls were lazily leaning on the side of the nanny's car, but the worries between their eyebrows were clearly visible under their seemingly calm faces.

"Pani, do you know where Taeyeon went?" Kim Hyo-yeon, who has never liked this kind of atmosphere, couldn't stand the unbearable in her heart, and quietly pulled Hwang Mi-young's sleeve, in her opinion, Hwang Mi-young, who was wearing a pair of underwear with Kim Tae-yeon, would not know the whereabouts of their team leader.

"I don't know." The answer was very simple, and it also made Jin Xiaoyuan very puzzled, Huang Meiying's face was not ugly, but it was not much better, which made Jin Xiaoyuan even more uncomfortable, and his heart seemed to be grasping something, and it was uncomfortable to grasp.

Hwang Mi-young really didn't know, she only knew that Kim Tae-yeon hadn't come back since she went to Kenzie's recording studio, and she just thought that Kim Tae-yeon was left to clean up by her teacher again. However, when she went to Kenzie's recording studio, she didn't find Kim Tae-yeon, and when she asked Kenzie, she only got a vague answer.

"She, I guess I'm looking for her dream."

Looking for her... Dream...... The hand behind him was quietly clenched into a fist, and her expression could not be seen clearly when she lowered her head, but Jin Xiaoyuan could feel the momentum on Huang Meiying's body, which was sad that made people frown.

Uncle Kim so Yong, the agent, stood in front of the car and smoked one after another, perhaps a common problem among smokers, and he would never stop until he smoked. Kim so Yong knows better than anyone what Kim Taeyeon went to do, and he ran away alone without making a sound, or disappeared after coming out of Kenzie, he knew that Kim Tae-yeon already knew the company's plans. S.M's decision, from the position of his friend, he is not angry, from the perspective of the company's agent, he didn't say anything, the company's interests are more important than everything, he understands this truth, and must understand.

The ringtone of the mobile phone broke the strange atmosphere around the nanny car, Kim so Yong hurriedly took out his mobile phone and picked up the phone, and after a few simple conversations, the smoke that was still burning with sparks was thrown to the ground, and the friction of the soles of the shoes made it impossible to find the cigarette butts.

"Alright, let's go."

"Now? Taeyeon found? Jung so-yeon stood up straight with some joy, her heart has not been relaxed since Kim Taeyeon disappeared without saying a word. Looking at the photo of leaning together on the mobile phone screen, Zheng Xiuyan's heart was even more confused, this is not her mobile phone, it is another person, even her own mobile phone has been forgotten, what is it that even she can't say?

"Ah, I found it, Jihyun said that Taeyeon ate too much on the side of the road and ended up with a rice in his stomach." Kim so-yong said it lightly, as if it were true. "Taeyeon has a temporary notice to go, let Jihyun take her over later, let's go first."

"Hey~ I said, this guy is not a child anymore, he actually stole food behind our backs, and she feels good when he comes back!" Cui Xiuying shook her fist angrily, as if she hadn't thought deeply about it at all, but someone understood the complexity of her simple thoughts.

"It's a waste of worrying about us, if you don't teach us a lesson, I'm angry!" The rare long and short hatred of the same enemy, maybe it's just that they are pretending to be stupid in order to change the atmosphere around them. No, I can't say maybe......

was urged by Kim so Yong to get into the car, but Zheng Xiuyan's worries did not dissipate a point, but became heavier. Before getting into the car, she clearly saw that there were still a lot of cigarette butts thrown by Kim so Yong that had not been smoked, which was completely inconsistent with the little family spirit of Kim so Yong who never stopped smoking to the point of being a miser in the past. There was absolutely nothing, absolutely no truth was told to them.

The people in the car had different thoughts, but they were all the same, and what happened could only be known if they found the person who worried them.

Kim Taeyeon was found, and there were four or five points similar to the lies made up by Kim so Yong, and when Yoo Ji-hyun and Kim Tae-yeon's assistant found Kim Tae-yeon privately, she was eating on a park bench. There were cakes, ice cream, cooking, and all kinds of snacks, and it could be seen that the two people who were looking for her stared at each other. Seeing Yoo Ji-hyun and the two, Kim Taeyeon greeted him warmly, without the slightest apology for sneaking out to cause trouble, and it seemed that nothing was wrong. yes, it looks like that......

Some people say that overeating is just to vent the anger in your heart, and whether it is or not is known only to those who are gluttonous.