Lin Chen was lying on the hospital bed, as if he was already asleep, or fell into a semi-coma.

Torture Conglian wrapped a thin quilt and lay on his side, one hand wrapped around Lin Chen's armpit, and the other hand clasped Lin Chen's waist, delicate sweat covered Lin Chen's entire skin from his neck to the back of his shoulders, they were tightly together, the touch was sticky and slippery, and the body felt warm, which was extremely real.

Just as true, there is sweat and blood and the smell in the air.

He pushed Lin Chen's black hair apart a little, hunched his body, rested his chin on Lin Chen's neck socket, and kissed Lin Chen's side face again and again, from the back of his ears to his sideburns, from his neck to the top of his hair. Honestly, none of them had showered today, so it didn't smell good, but this mess of flaws and imperfections felt real.

The torturer was inexplicable, thinking of the heartbreak of crying for the first time in his memory.

He can't remember the exact reason for the incident, but the reason was that his parents felt that he had to be separated from the stuffed duck toy that he had been holding since he was a child.

Because the duck was already very dirty and old, the cotton wool was exposed, and it had been sewn many times.

But he felt that he could only feel safe if he slept with that very dirty and broken duck.

For this reason, the parents read a lot of books about childhood attachment, tried many methods mentioned in the books, and even took him to see a psychiatrist, but none of them could solve his attachment to a broken duck.

As time went by, one day, it was nothing more than him beating up his classmates again or going to the house to uncover the tiles, and his father finally couldn't help but let him throw the duck away.

Of course, it doesn't have much to do with it, but for angry parents, find something that is most crucial to punish their son

It was a very dark evening, and his father took him directly to the lake, and his mother was there, and they rowed to the middle of the lake, and his mother held him, and his father threw the duck into the lake.

It was a heart-rending picture for him, the cold winds of autumn and winter, the blue and gloomy lake, the little thing he loved was submerged in the water, and he still remembers every ripple at that time.

The loss of safety is extremely painful for every child, especially the most beloved toy, and he would have loved to jump into the river together, and if it weren't for his mother's arms, he would have died there.

What's more, when they got back to shore, his father slapped him and told him something like—

"You're going to have a lot of things in your life that you love and people you love dearly, but one day they'll all be gone!"

"Even mom and dad will die, so you have to learn to take responsibility for your mistakes!"

"Don't depend on anything but yourself!"

My father said a lot of similar things about indiscriminate splicing and forcible education, which was a huge philosophical problem for a six- or seven-year-old child, and he clawed at him with snot and tears, and he didn't understand these things at all, but felt pain, and for a long time after that, he was immersed in this pain.

Recovery was very slow, but it was finally recovered. His father later apologized to him for his outburst, and his mother said she had wanted to do so.

He later told Lin Chen about this matter, and at that time he and Lin Chen had not yet fallen in love, of course he wanted to hear Consultant Lin untie the knot for him, or give him a correct psychological analysis of this matter.

However, Lin Chen was silent for a long time, and finally said that there is not so much truth in the world, but for the human soul, there is no growth that does not manifest itself as painful.

This is Lin Chen's consistent theory, sweetness numbs people, and pain has a sense of reality.

In fact, Xing Conglian has long felt that he doesn't need to grow up, after all, he is a retiree, and society should not ask too much of the elderly.

But now, he remembered Lin Chen's words again, and couldn't help but hug the person tighter in his arms.

Just now, after enjoying a long and sweet and happy love, he finally experienced the unbearable pain of ordinary people.

Parting with suffering, understanding suffering, and even epiphany all carry a sense of pain.

But all the intolerable is also constantly expanding the boundaries of the heart, which is meaningless, but full of meaning. Xing Conglian thought that if Lin Chen was sober and they chatted, Advisor Lin would definitely educate him like this. It's boring, pedantic, and so clear that you can't help but want to kiss him.

The torturer kissed Lin Chen's chapped lips that still smelled of blood, turned over and got up, and began to dress the other party.

Lin Chen obediently looked like a dummy, the torturer hugged him, and then couldn't help but laugh helplessly and self-deprecatingly, in fact, how can there be so many fallacies and heresies, all chicken soup for the soul is to give people in despair a little hope.

It's hard to hold on, but it's still going to have to endure.

……

Xiao Zhang, a taxi driver, received a strange business at the entrance of Tzu Chi Hospital late at night.

The other party stood on the side of the road to stop the car, and only after getting into the car did he say that he was going to the seaside of the neighboring province.

For any driver, the first feeling of hearing this kind of work is happiness, and the second reaction is that there is no answer.

Long distances mean high income, but at the gate of a mental hospital, encountering a situation where a man is holding another person is very, very abnormal.

But he carelessly let the other party get on the bus first, and then asked for the address, and the time difference gave the other party a chance to quote, and he couldn't refuse the deposit alone.

In short, he is also well-informed in the rental industry, and he is not bold and can't run at night, Xiao Zhang collected the money, determined that if the other party pointed to any remote path, then he must resolutely not go.

But along the way, the people in the back seat did not cause trouble, except for the address, the shaved gentleman seemed to be immersed in his own world, dark and withdrawn, except for the person who bowed his head and kissed the person in his arms from time to time, he just looked out the window aimlessly, with hidden worries, uncertainty and an inexplicable calm temperament in his eyes.

The roads are getting darker at night and there are fewer and fewer vehicles.

Xiao Zhang even suspected for a moment that the gentleman was holding a corpse in his arms, because the humanoid object wrapped in a sheet was almost motionless.

But he heard the subtle and painful □□ from the back seat very clearly, and he couldn't tell the difference between man and woman, but he was as desperate as the alternative music that sometimes only played on the midnight radio, and whenever the man in the gentleman's arms began to struggle, he always put his arms around the other, almost helplessly kissing and soothing, as if nothing else could be done.

The weird situation in the back seat continued all the way.

When getting off the highway to Louhai City, Xiao Zhang also thought about whether it would be better to park the rental directly at the entrance of the police station, but when they passed by the police station, the gentleman in the back seat seemed to perceive his purpose in advance and flashed the police badge to him.

The moment he saw the police badge, Xiao Zhang's heart finally let go of the heart he had mentioned along the way, the police can always give people a sense of security, and they can also explain all the strange phenomena that are silent.

He couldn't help but talk to the other party first, asking why he was rushing in the middle of the night and didn't use an official vehicle?

"It's none of your business."

That's how the gentleman replied, it's cool.

Xiao Zhang lowered the window, and outside the window was the dark sea on one side and the dazzling resort hotels on the other, he blew the sea breeze and whistled.

Suddenly, I heard a deep voice from the back seat: "Please close the window." ”

He subconsciously looked in the rearview mirror, only to find that the sheet in the back seat was blown by the night wind, and he finally saw that the person Mr. Police Officer had been holding was a man.

Xiao Zhang almost wanted to whistle again, three and a half hours by car, he actually drove a pair of □□ from the door of the psychiatric to cross hundreds of kilometers to the beach, the experience of the night shift driver is simply rich, maybe he can also encounter a bloody story such as cliff martyrdom, when the time comes, will he save or not?

Xiao Zhang thought boredly, according to the navigation instructions, he turned around and around, and finally came to an area where there were no street lights, the wind was getting wider and wider, covering the waves, and he could hardly see anything except the road in front of the headlights.

But according to his assumption, this is not a remote road, because there is no road here.

Xiao Zhang couldn't help but look back: "Customer, this road is too deviant, are you sure you have to go down, I'm afraid I'm going to run out of gas?" ”

The other party seemed to see through what he was thinking in an instant, and only said: "Don't worry, you can refuel when you get to the place." ”

Who knows which gas company has a station in this wilderness! But it was too cowardly to turn back, so he had to bite the bullet and continue......

After driving for a short time, Xiao Zhang suddenly realized that his mobile phone navigation had not rang for a long time.

He was creepy, looking down, there was no signal in the upper right corner of the mobile phone, and he secretly complained, which is simply called the earth and the earth are not working.

Xiao Zhang said in a cold sweat: "Sir, I am old and young, what do you have ......that you can't figure out?"

Before he could finish his sentence, he was interrupted.

"Up front is a sanatorium." The gentleman in the back seat said, "It's special, there is a corresponding level of security, so the mobile phone signal in this area will be blocked." ”

Xiao Zhang was dumbfounded: "This ...... You have to be at the level of a big leader! After he finished speaking, he felt that it was wrong, how could someone shake out the confidential location as soon as he came up, and he always felt that it did not conform to the set staged on TV, so he thought about it and carefully tested, "Then can I still go home, will I be ......?"

The gentleman in the back seat frowned, and Xiao Zhang also felt that his question was really a bit nonsensical, but the other party was still very well-educated, and replied patiently: "No, no." ”

Although there are only two words, the solemn tone is really relaxing. Xiao Zhang's brain has been tense strings loosened, the taxi driver's nagging talent and skills held all the way, he stepped on the accelerator, found a cigarette and put it in his mouth, and clamped another behind his ear, afraid that the back seat would be dissatisfied, so he didn't dare to light a cigarette: "You can frighten me this big night, are you taking your lover to seek medical treatment, what's wrong, there is a holy hand of national medicine in that place, that kind of thing?" ”

He looked in the rearview mirror, and the gentleman in the back seat shook his head, denying his speculation. Then, naturally, reach out to him. He subconsciously handed out the one behind his ear, and then he was afraid that the other party would dislike it.

But the other party didn't care, and took out a cigarette and lit it.

The sparks lit up, and the man's side face was set off by the firelight, making him look extremely lonely. Xiao Zhang noticed that his other hand had been tightly clasped on the sheet, directly whitening and even trembling.

"Then why are you going there?" Xiao Zhang repeated the question just now.

"Because I can go." 166 Reading Network