Looking at the tent on the beach makes people miss the warmth of home, Ai Mengmeng sits alone on the windowsill and smokes, the cool and moist breeze blows the curtains, raising tassels like scallop lines, the sea surface that has blown a day of strong wind is surprisingly quiet at night, and the sky in the distance is blue and purple. At night, after Wu Jiao fell asleep soundly, Liu Xingchen, who couldn't sleep, quietly opened the door and perfectly concealed his footsteps and soft knocking in the thunderous corridor.

Ai Mengmeng sat on the windowsill and asked, "Who?" ”

"It's me."

"Is there something wrong?"

"Open the door."

"I slept."

"I miss you."

"Go back."

"Please."

"Fuck off."

After a while, there was no movement outside the door, but the next window was gently pushed open, and he poked his head out of the window, looked at her, and smiled. Ai Mengmeng also really convinced him, and smiled helplessly: "'Hehe', you always have a way, right?" ”

He jumped out of the windowsill, gently covered the window, supported Ai Mengmeng's windowsill with both hands and easily scurried up, and sat beside her: "Are you looking at the tent?" ”

"Nope."

"Looking at the sea?"

"Nope."

"Looking at the stars?"

"Nope."

He looked at her, "Then what are you doing here?" ”

She shook her fingers: "Smoking." ”

He smiled, smiling with confidence: "Actually, you are waiting for me." ”

Ai Mengmeng turned her head: "Heh! Scold! You simply say that I was born for you. ”

"That's right." He said: "Life is a long wait, waiting for everything is good, waiting for someone is the most painful and hopeless life. You know, I'm waiting for you, although I'm gone, I've gone so far, so long, but I've been waiting for you, and if one life is not enough, then there is an afterlife, an afterlife in the next life...... I'll always wait for you. ”

Ai Mengmeng smiled and didn't reply.

"Don't you believe it?"

"It's not." She shook her head: "What can I believe?" ”

He took a deep breath and said, "Ai Mengmeng, in this life, can't we live a little easier?" ”

"What's easy?"

He said: "Marry me regardless of a qiē, don't ask anything, don't care about anything, leave everything to me to deal with." ”

"What do you do?"

He said, "Here you go again." ”

"What do you do?"

He said, "Didn't I tell you not to ask anything, and not to care about anything?" Give me all the qiē and trust me, okay? ”

"It's not that I don't believe you......"

He said, "You just don't believe me!" ”

"How do you want me to believe it? Is it called believing to cover your ears and steal the bell? ”

He said, "What's wrong with covering your ears and stealing the bell!" Cover your ears, cover your eyes, and willfully steal me from Wu Jiao's side! Can't you! You're a thief, you stole my heart ten years ago, and you still don't admit it! When did fame become so important to you? What words do you Ai Mengmeng dare not say? What do you Ai Mengmeng dare not do? Why can't you be willful for me once, not once! ”

"Be quiet, Wu Jiao should be woken up."

He raised his gloomy face: "Wake up, wake up!" I'm going to say it out loud! Besides, she already knew! ”

"What did you say?"

"She already knows ......," he said.

Ai Mengmeng leaned forward and stared at him motionlessly: "How did she know?" ”

He lowered his head, half of his face in his elbows: "I don't know, she knows anyway." ”

Ai Mengmeng asked, "How much does she know?" ”

"Maybe it's just a few clues, she's hinting at me, condemning me, warning me," he said. Even if we get married, we won't be happy, I have a hunch. ”

Ai Mengmeng said: "You did it on purpose. ”

He suddenly turned his head: "I didn't!" ”

Ai Mengmeng said: "Wu Jiao's mind is very delicate, if you delay time like this, she will know sooner or later, hurry up and marry her." ”

He looked at her: "You're still going to break up with me......"

Ai Mengmeng replied in silence.

Two puddles of dew gradually accumulated in his eye sockets, and when the wind blew, they became so vulnerable, trembling, and whirling.

Ai Mengmeng couldn't bear such a look, she jumped into the room from outside the windowsill, lifted the bed and prepared for sleep. Liu Xingchen sat at the window, silently blew the cool breeze for a while, and then wiped away his tears.

He jumped in and closed the window tightly: "I don't agree! ”

In the silence of the room, Ai Mengmeng let out a long sigh. Maybe she didn't know how hard it was to make a big man cry when he said it, but she knew that he was challenging an unwarranted position and could change all the decisions she made. He overwhelmed her again with his absolute superiority as a man, reasserting his dominance in the matter over and over again. He said angrily in the dark: "If you break up with me again, I will impregnate you immediately!" ”

Ai Mengmeng also said angrily in the dark: "If that's the case, I will go and kill it immediately!" ”

In the darkness of the night, he trampled on her pride with all his might, he wanted to destroy the island of self-esteem that she had survived, he held her head with both hands and subjected her mouth to ruthless punishment again and again, and then he wanted to give her the best, his love, his tears, his hormones, and his bitterness and hatred. His heartache gradually eased with the trembling of his body, wonderful hallucinations appeared in the blackened room, he felt her begging for mercy, crying, trembling, convulsing excitedly at the critical point of pain, this spasmodic lovely response made him more satisfied than anything he received, but it was not a feeling that could be described by the word happiness, get out of the way, happiness, to this day, he no longer wants to have happiness with whom, from a good boy ten years ago to the terrible man in the darkness now, He witnessed a beautiful love affair being weathered into a hateful love by the helplessness of reality, who told her that this was what she wanted, maybe he should have loved her in this way!

There was a sound of water in the bathroom, Ai Mengmeng shook her withered arm, and sent a cigarette to the corner of her mouth, he adjusted the water temperature and asked her to take a bath, she walked over tremblingly with a cigarette and holding on to the wall, he looked back at her and stretched out a hand, she hesitated for a long time before giving him her hand. He poured water on her head with a shower, the cigarette was extinguished by the water, she was still holding it, he wiped the shampoo on her head, and scratched her with ten fingers in her scalp, it was a kind of indifferent hair washing technique, which was very different from the technique in the shampoo room, she felt that her head was about to be rubbed by him, she knew why he was so kind to help her wash her hair, usually those large wild animals always like to pour a soak of urine under a big tree when dividing their territory, heh, when Sun Wukong also sprinkled a soak of urine in the palm of the Buddha's hand, I thought I had a heel fight turned over to the edge of the sky!

When it was almost dawn, Wu Jiao turned over and found that he was sleeping next to the pillow, she thought back to what happened last night before going to bed, a few boys called him out to play billiards at ten o'clock, she waited until more than twelve o'clock, he hadn't come back, she really couldn't stay up and fell asleep, she was too tired to play these days, and slept soundly at night, and then I didn't know when he came back.

He felt Wu Jiao's arm coming up from behind, he didn't move, his eyes were closed, he forgot where he had heard it before, the relationship between the couple can be seen from the sleeping position, the one who is hugged is always loved more, at this moment, he is not thinking about Wu Jiao, he is thinking about Ai Mengmeng, remembering that when he slept with Ai Mengmeng, he was not hugged by her once, and he felt lonely because of this.

Finally, what he was most afraid of came, Wu Jiao's hand was slowly moving down, and it was placed on top of his Chenbo's small tent through a layer of underwear. He suddenly felt chills all over his body, and his restless heartbeat was gradually accelerating, this was not the heartbeat of burning passion, he had a kind of impulse to escape from his whole body, but he knew that as long as he continued to pretend to be asleep, he could dispel Wu Jiao's thoughts, so he couldn't move, Wu Jiao's hand was gently caressing there, making the small tent feel more and more high-pitched, at this time a layer of cold sweat oozed from his tormented body, he tried to pretend to turn over and lie down a little, but Wu Jiao lay on his back, It didn't seem to have given up, and soon, he really felt Wu Jiao's hand also stretched out, and this sleeping position on her side provided her convenience, she could put her hand directly into his underwear from the loose waistband, and suddenly he was firmly held by a warm little hand...... Liu Xingchen half-opened his mouth to make the sound of breathing as low as possible, and the tense muscles of his whole body were preparing to jump up all the time, he was thinking about whether to continue to pretend to be asleep in the torture, and immediately woke up to stop her It was the last resort. He has never been so indecent, even in the past, a woman who may be pregnant is no longer shy in this regard, but Wu Jiao should be an exception, he has always thought so, and he really takes this unexpected situation lightly.

For some reason, Wu Jiao knew that he was awake, and she said to him behind her ear: "Husband, I miss you, can you do it gently?" ”

Liu Xingchen knew that he couldn't pretend anymore, so he took out her hand and put it aside: "I haven't woken up yet, I'll talk about it later." ”

Wu Jiao seemed to be disappointed, lying behind him for a long time and not moving. But after a while he heard a faint sobbing sound from behind him, oh my God, why was she crying, so much so a thing. Although he thought so, he still pretended to be asleep motionless, pretending not to hear, so he could only continue to pretend.

When Wu Jiao was just pregnant, he found a gratifying little common sense from his personal doctor, that is, pregnant women can have a little light sex between four and seven months, and he knew that she was just four months pregnant yesterday, if he hadn't been called out to play billiards by those people at ten o'clock, she might have brought it up to him last night. He thought that she should not be so hungry and thirsty, and that she should want to improve the atmosphere between them with this, so he cried when he was refused. Listening to a pregnant woman crying behind him made him feel guilty, but he couldn't touch her anymore, no matter what.