Xu Duole's mother is self-employed, and his father is a university professor.

Xu's father is a romantic liberal arts student, graduated from a university in China, and the education of his daughter is a standard gentle policy, while Xu's mother is the opposite, paying attention to reality and materialism.

Xu Duole thought about why they were so different from each other so many people would be combined, a long, long time ago her mother had recalled to her in a sweet tone, the two met when their friends got together, and it was love at first sight, so complementary personalities are appropriate.

However, this is not necessarily the case for Xu Duole.

Perhaps it is the firewood, rice, oil and salt in life that have worn out Xu's mother's hopes and hopes for romance, and Xu's mother has said that she will educate her well before giving birth to Xu Duole, and has promised to be the best mother in the world.

It's all a little bit of fun.

Xu Duole, who was born after five years of marriage between Xu's father and Xu's mother, Xu Duole was asked by Xu's mother to attend various interest classes since he was in kindergarten, and Xu Duole was really interested in these interest classes, I'm afraid even she didn't know.

Some children will rebel, struggle, and skip class, but Xu Duole is very well-behaved, and she will learn everything Xu's mother wants, but there are some things that she really has no talent, such as playing the piano and dancing.

Xu Duole still remembers that many aunts came to visit the class and they practiced dance, this class happened to press a leg, Xu Duole saw the friends who studied together next to him and sat down with a split, and she pressed down very hard, but her legs were not as straight as them. Xu Duole turned his head to look at the parents watching outside the window.

saw Xu's mother frowning and very dissatisfied.

When she left the practice room after practice, Xu's mother didn't even help her wipe her sweat, and threw the towel on her hand.

After returning home, Xu Duole was scolded, and the details of the scolding were Xu Duole couldn't remember it exactly, but he remembered that he had been crying and crying all the time at that time.

Xu's mother has high expectations for Xu Duole, and she does not let her daughter develop like Xu's father.

Xu's mother's expectations for Xu Duole are beyond Xu Duole's own strength, for example, when she was in the fifth grade, the Olympiad was only on the verge of passing, but Xu's mother said that she was talented, and then entrusted her father's relationship to transfer her to the sixth grade Olympiad class in the summer.

Many years after this incident, Xu Duole's interest in Xu's mother's forced Olympiad class is no longer a mixture of sadness and sweetness, but gratitude.

Xu Duole is timid, the class is all students in the first year of high school, no one wants to know a junior class, and no one greets her, she tried to talk to a few girls, but others were even stingy with her eyes.

Soon after the transfer, the exam began, and she rubbed her eyes a few times to understand the test questions sent by the teacher, only a few déjà vu, and worked hard to solve them with the solution she had just learned, and the others could only be helplessly vacated.

Xu Duole remembered that the dusk of that day came very early, and before the class bell rang, the orange sun had swept into her desk and hit the back of the front desk, giving him a wonderful layer of light.

The moment the test paper was sent, she saw the scarlet 36 points, she nervously wanted to cover the score, but inadvertently looked up and saw the disdainful eyes swept by the table that had never spoken, and even raised the 80-point test paper in her hand.

Xu Duole kept his head down nervously, hoping that he could learn to teleport, and hoped that he had the invisibility cloak in Harry Potter and could leave the classroom quietly and silently once he put it on, but unfortunately these were all fantasies.

This is the Olympiad class, but also the sixth grade top class, in order to improve the students' learning momentum, every time the test teacher will read the results, no matter how high or low, and then paste it on the learning garden of the classroom.

For the first time, Xu Duole knew that in addition to drawing blackboard drawings and writing essays, Xu Duole also knew that in addition to drawing blackboard paintings, writing essays, he could also post grades.

Xu Duole still remembers that the short and short-haired female teacher had a mole on the corner of her mouth, and the mole moved with her lips when she spoke, she remembered that the teacher's surname was Liu, and she read the results in Mandarin with a southern accent, and when she talked about Xu Duole, she glanced at the results, and said in a disdainful tone: "It's not that you came in with your grades, you have the ability to stay in this class, this exam is not particularly simple, but it's okay for people in this class to get seventy or eighty, and some people are advised to understand this clearly." ”

Xu Duole actually didn't understand the meaning of this at that time, she wasn't angry, she didn't cry, she was just a little dumbfounded.

But when the teacher read out her name and grades, the class laughed.

Almost everyone turned to look at her, pointed at her, and laughed insolently.

Xu Duole remembered that those people were like monsters, with bloody mouths about to bite her off and tear her apart, and the laughter was like a magic sound, every sentence scraped her self-esteem like a blade, and it was cruel and desperate to overwhelm all her self-esteem and self-confidence.

Xu Duole cried, she lay helplessly on the table and sobbed, trying not to make a sound, tears wet her arms, she could feel that the study table was full of her tears, slippery and ridiculous.

She didn't know how long she had been crying, and when she looked up, class had already ended, and the teacher and classmates were gone.

Xu Duole tried to wipe away her tears with her arm, but her arm was already wet from crying on her own pillow just now, and her eyes were a little muddy because of tears and pressure, she tried to rub her eyes, but her eyes couldn't stop crying.

Xu Duole bit her lip and tried to wipe the tears from her arm with her palm, she also knew how ridiculous she was.

At this time, Xu Duole, who lowered her head, saw a folded tissue in front of her, and Xu Duole rubbed her eyes several times before she saw clearly that this was the tissue handed over from her front table.

"Wipe your tears." The front table spoke very lightly and lightly, with a kind of stability that did not belong to this age.

Xu Duole took the tissue, wiped his eyes, and then wiped his arm, and before his arm was wiped aside, the tissue was already soaked.

A full pack of tissues was handed over to the front table, and one was taken out to help her dry it.

Xu Duole sobbed and said thank you.

wiped away her tears Xu Duole saw the other party's face clearly, Xu Duole didn't have many adjectives at that time, but she was willing to use all the adjectives to describe him beautifully.

Whether it is his good-looking appearance, even if the other party may not have grown up at this time;

Whether it's his wordless comfort, even if it's just a tissue.

But like a gentle invisible hand, it gently brushed Xu Duole's scarred heart.

"You haven't learned the sixth grade Olympiad yet, so it's normal that you can't do it." The front table continued to speak in that light and breezy tone, obviously speaking very lightly, and it could float away when the wind blew, but the words were so sure that people could not question it.

"I just took your test paper and saw that I can solve the sixth grade problem with the fifth-grade solution, which is very good." The boy was old-fashioned, like a teacher.

And he is a gentle teacher.

Xu Duole looked at him blankly.

"If you still don't understand the test paper, you can ask me." The boy continued, afraid that Xu Duole would not believe in his strength, so he handed his exam paper to Xu Duole.

The big 100 points are written squarely next to it, Zhuo Yiyang.

That was the first time Xu Duole saw Zhuo Yiyang's name, and his first impression of Zhuo Yiyang was that the slanting sun like golden sand sprinkled on his refreshing face, he was expressionless, but he soothed her heart with the most practical words.

Zhuo Yiyang is the most gentle person Xu Duole has ever met.

"I don't think I can cope with it......" Xu Duole muttered admitted, she has always been reckless, when Xu's mother asked, she accepted it silently, she didn't want to see her mother frowning and angry, and she was afraid that her mother would scold her for being useless and incompetent, so she gave up the right to struggle.

However, in the face of such a gentle and sincere him, Xu Duole honestly admitted that she was actually very weak, and the sixth-grade Olympiad was already beyond the scope of what she could handle.

"Then be brave and tell your parents, don't force yourself." The boy still had that irrelevant tone, but every word made Xu Duole feel considerate and gentle.

Xu Duole nodded.

And when Xu Duole went home, Xu's mother already knew about it, and when Xu Duole saw Xu's mother's frowning and pursing the corners of her lips, she knew that Xu's mother already knew.

Xu Duole has memories of disobeying Xu's mother for the first time in his life, and that was this time.

"Mom, I don't think I can cope with the sixth grade Olympiad, I can't keep up with the curriculum, can I continue to go to the fifth grade?" Xu Duole's eyes were still a little bloodshot after crying, and her philtrum and eyelids were a little red and swollen from crying, no matter how firm her voice was, she could see the traces of crying.

Mother Xu is a very tall and thin woman, with long hair, willow eyebrows and a straight nose, small lips, even if she is 170 tall, she also reveals a slight taste of weak willow Fufeng.

But when she was angry, her good-looking eyebrows wrinkled fiercely, and even her smile became sarcastic, which made Xu Duole even more afraid of her mother's anger.

Xu's mother didn't beat Xu Duole, but said in a mocking tone, "If you want to go to the sixth-grade Olympiad class, you don't have to go, it's so embarrassing, and you are the first to the bottom of the exam." ”

"Do you know that our family lives in this university staff dormitory, which one of the neighbors is not versatile, the fifth grade is the sixth grade, why are you so stupid?"

"You know that you're like this, like a rotten kite, you can't fly for the rest of your life!"

This rotten kite, Xu Duole has always remembered it very clearly.

Xu Duole's first disobedience doesn't know whether it is a failure or a success, but she doesn't have so much courage to resist all the time, maybe the CD of courage accumulation is relatively long.

After this incident, Xu Duole no longer resisted her mother, but went to study with all her heart, she knew who Zhuo Yiyang was, the first to go to a famous high school in the high school entrance examination, she cut it out and pasted it on her own book full of secrets, and took a look at it before going home to do her homework every day, as if asking for the blessing of the examination god, pious and serious, and then concentrated on writing homework.

Xu Duole's talent in learning is not high, and her personality is not cheerful under Xu's mother's coercive policy, and she is even a little cowardly and timid, Xu's mother has criticized her many times, but she has never thought about what Xu Duole's character is caused by.

So Xu Duole was like a little transparent, quietly chasing the direction of Zhuo Yiyang's progress.

Zhuo Yiyang's top score was admitted to junior high school, and Xu Duole worked hard to fly low into Zhuo Yiyang's junior high school

Zhuo Yiyang's top score was admitted to high school, and Xu Duole worked hard to fly low and entered Zhuo Yiyang's high school

Zhuo Yiyang's top score was admitted to university, and Xu Duole worked hard to fly low and entered Zhuo Yiyang's same university

Zhuo Yiyang is like the sun in Xu Duole's life, she never said that courtship would defile the sun and the gods in the past, and the greatest courage was just the pursuit in the game.

But Zhuo Yiyang's beauty, Xu Duole couldn't control his heart at all.

was content and happy in the past, and after marrying Zhuo Yiyang in the game, his heart and love for him have long grown like vines.

What she was afraid of still appeared, she was afraid, she didn't even have a chance to chase Zhuo Yiyang like this.

She was afraid, Zhuo Yiyang turned her away like this.

She didn't know what she had done wrong, but she felt that she had done everything wrong, and she felt that she should stand and watch from a distance, which was probably a punishment for tarnishing Zhuo Yiyang.

Despite all the trepidation, I still want to get closer.

In the power outage, Xu Duole's thoughts went back to many years ago.

There is a suffocating heaviness, and there is also a first meeting that warms her heart.

At this time, only the sound of electrical appliances being started was heard, and the dormitory was brightly lit.

Chen Zhaozhao said angrily, "There is only electricity now, and the network is about to be cut off!" ”