No!

No!

Or not!

At the notice board on the first floor of S.M, a small piece of paper was pasted in the center, and in front of it stood men and women, some of whom joined in the fun, some came to laugh, some came to see on behalf of friends, and some mustered up the courage to face it. In black and white, there are more than ten names in total, and these names on the list are all lucky and powerful. The trainees who did not make the list looked at the masters of these names with envy and jealousy, even hatred, and of course, rare blessings.

With an uneasy heart, he squeezed to the front of the crowd behind Zheng Xiuyan and several other seniors who were holding hands and comforting each other. On the white paper, it seems to be sorted by age, from top to bottom, Lee Yeon-hee, Hong Bo-ra, Bae Seok-concubine, Zhang Li-yoon, Jung so-yeon, Kim Hyo-yeon, Kwon Yoo-ri, Choi so-young, Lim Yoon-a, Seo Joo-hyun and Kim Ye-jin. There are eleven names in total, Kim Taeyeon has read them over and over again, there are those with the surname Kim, but none of them are called Taeyeon. There are only two people with the surname Kim, one is her good friend, S.M's dance queen Kim Hyo-yeon, and the other is a child Kim Ye-jin who no one can imagine, born in 93, she is only 13 years old according to the Korean algorithm.

Although she has been prepared, Kim Taeyeon still has an indescribable loss in her heart, her limbs are as soft as if she has been drained of strength, and she wants to lie on the bed and cover the quilt to cry and vent well.

"Woo~"

Suddenly there was a sobbing sound in his ears, and there was not a ripple among the crying trainees. Kim Taeyeon comfortingly patted the sobbing Lee Hwan-hee, this little guy who was the same age as Seo Joo-hyun was not selected like Kim Tae-yeon, the cruelty of reality and the huge loss made this 15-year-old child cry, and her deceased Seo Joo-hyun was nowhere to be found. Kim Taeyeon can guess why Seo Joo-hyun disappeared suddenly, and she was the only one who was selected, which is undoubtedly a betrayal of the promise for the upright Seo Joo-hyun.

"There's still a chance, it's the first time to be selected, and we still have a chance, so let's get up and continue to practice after crying." These words are not only comforting Lee Hwan-hee, but also comforting Kim Tae-yeon herself.

There is still a chance, as long as the girl group has not debuted, none of them will have a chance.

"Hmm...... I...... I will...... Yes......"

"Go find Xiaoxian, she's still waiting for you."

"But...... I don't know...... "Although the small yellow building is not big, it is enough for Li Huanxi to find the old man for a long time, and the daylily should be cold by then."

"Someone said that the only place you can cry is the toilet and the arms of your family, so go to the toilet and find it, Xiaoxian will definitely be there." The soft voice is gentle.

"Well, thank you Taeyeono." Nodding, Lee Hwan-hee walked through the crowd and disappeared from Kim Tae-yeon's sight with tears that hadn't dried yet.

Closing his eyes, his weak body was hugged into a warm embrace that felt a little chilly, tight.

"Cry, my shoulder is just right for you to cry." The voice is still sweet and arrogant, which is obviously comforting, but it gives Kim Taeyeon a feeling of crying and laughing.

"I'm not going to cry." If you don't cry, you won't ......

"Daedae, it will feel better to cry."

Huang Pani, obviously you were crying on your back just now......

"Taeyeono, if you hold back too much, you'll get depression."

Lin Crocodile, don't think that you and Xu Xiaoxian are neighbors, just learn from her, you have depression!

"Let's cry, after crying, you can forget everything the next day."

Elementary school students, you think I'm you, I want to too, and when you comfort people, you can take it lightly, I'm not SpongeBob SquarePants, I can bear all the pain.

"Taeyeon cry, no one will laugh."

Power nerd, who is afraid of jokes, just don't want to cry!

"Taeyeon, just cry, they're all good friends, what's there to be ashamed of."

Cui Dayu, you, the person who hid and cried, are the least qualified to make me cry!

"I won't cry, I won't ......" Tears flowed out of his eyes, and his nose began to clog.

"It's hard to keep your mouth open, and if you cry, you'll cry!"

Zheng Sika, is there such a comforting thing as you, so you can take care of the emotions of the sad.

"Just want to see me out of trouble, I do what you want! Woo woo...... "Cry, just indulge in crying once, cry everything."

In a circle, Hwang Mi-young, Kim Hyo-yeon, Kwon Yoo-ri, Choi so-young and Lim Yoon-a formed a small circle, and in the circle, they had never seen Kim Tae-yeon, who had never shed a single tear, hugging Jung so-yeon tightly and crying loudly, and the tears wet the clothes on Jung so-yeon's left shoulder. This is the first time Kim Taeyeon has cried in front of people other than her family, and she is still crying so loudly, is it a shame? It's a bit of a thing, but what does it matter?

…………

"Just want to see me out of trouble, I do what you want! Woohoo......"

In front of a jajanjan noodle stall on a side street in Cheongdam-dong, Lim Yoon-a and Kim Hyo-yeon were holding Choi so-young and Kwon Yoo-ri respectively and performing Kim Tae-yeon's crying scene. Jin Hyo-yeon, a guy with no acting skills, can cry as much as Lin Yun'er, and the two of them are crying really darkly......

And the protagonist of the incident, Kim Tae-yeon, couldn't see her face at all, and the chopsticks in her hand never stopped, and she knew that this group of fun-loving companions would never let go of such a great opportunity to tease her. Huang Meiying smiled Yan Yan, a pair of crescent-like eyes could not find a slit, Zheng Xiuyan's face was flushed, the image of the iceberg was cracked one after another, Xu Zhuxian and Lee Huanxi were radiant, a pair of dark eyes revealed a smile, if it weren't for the red and swollen eyes, Kim Taeyeon would never think that the two of them had cried.

"Ah, that's enough! Play Believe it or not again to cut off your snacks! "I can't bear it anymore, I don't need to endure it anymore, Kim Taeyeon slapped the table violently, and the deterrent power dropped greatly, or the temptation of snacks. The power of confusion drops greatly.

"Don't~We're not playing anymore~!" For Cui Xiuying and Lin Yun'er, cutting off their snacks is better than dragging them out and being beaten, at least it's just a temporary pain.

Stopped two, and there are two more, Kim Hyo-yeon and Kwon Yo-ri are not threatened by snacks, without Lin Yun'er's cry and loudness, Kim Hyo-yeon's cry is even better, poignant and tactful, those who don't know the truth may think that she has just been dumped. Kim Taeyeon doesn't have that much in mind, and now she has only one thought......

Does she really cry like a deep resentful woman??

The celebratory lunch of crying dad and calling mom is over, and Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young's wallets have shrunk significantly. In order to celebrate Zheng Xiuyan and others successfully becoming A-level trainees, everyone decided to go out for a big meal, because Lee Hwan Hee is still young and does not have much financial resources, and this celebration banquet will be paid for by Taeyeon and Huang Meiying, who are small funds. There are so many foodies here, no amount of money can be saved......

I can't afford to raise it~I can't afford to raise it~!

……

"Have you seen the company's list?" Knowingly, Kim Taeyeon knew that Kenzie had already known that she had seen it, and she had cried, and she also attracted the attention of many trainees at that time, which was quite a lot of schadenfreude......

Although "En......" didn't want to think about the piece of paper without his name, it was already deeply imprinted in his mind like kraft candy, and he couldn't get rid of it.

"Do you feel anything?"

"I don't dare to think about it." Prepared, but not daring to guess, this is not what she wants.

"Oh? Is it? Kenzie turned her head and leaned against the back of her chair to the ceiling, the chair twisting and turning as she writhed.

"You know, you weren't in this plan from the beginning." Perhaps a decision was made, and Kenzie finally told the truth.

"Why!" Not a question, Kim Taeyeon doesn't understand why she had to be excluded from the plan from the beginning, so what is the use of her efforts. Hands inadvertently clenched tightly, angry? Still unwilling? Kim Taeyeon finally knew what Kenzie's words meant that day, it turned out that it was not an inexplicable question, but Kenzie had long known that she would lose the election, and it was just a reminder.

"Because someone proposed to make your solo debut." The words were like a thunderbolt on the ground, and Kim Tae-yeon's mind was in chaos.

Half-ringing, Kim Taeyeon asked again uncertainly, "Let me make my solo debut?" ”

"Yes, it's Solo."

Isn't it a team? The self in my memory obviously debuted in a team with others, why did it become my solo debut? Is it because I am no longer the self I have never written a song in my memory? The butterfly effect? So how should she choose? Is it Solo? Or did you make your debut in combination as you remembered?

"Taeyeon, the teacher also advises you to make your solo debut."

"Why?" Kim Taeyeon lowered her head and buried her head in her arms, and her voice was a little urn-like.

"The debut of a group will limit you to one image, and it is very difficult to change, and you have to consider whether the image of the other members is acceptable, but Solo is different, and you don't think about the group as much as you want to change. The most important thing is the distribution of lyrics, if there are many people in a group, each person can't divide a few words, and some people even have only one sentence from beginning to end except for the chorus, but Solo is a whole song that you sing alone. "Kenzie is not wrong at all, the combination is very limited, it does not have the freedom of Solo, but Solo also has the disadvantages of Solo, no one helps you share everything.

"You're good enough for Solo, Taeyeon, don't you like to sing?"

likes to sing, and conveys her ideas to everyone through singing, isn't this the dream she has been working hard for, and Solo debuted, isn't this a good opportunity? But she hesitated, Kim Taeyeon didn't know why she hesitated, obviously no one would have the slightest chance to hesitate, why did she hesitate? Why should she bother?

Why? Why the hell! Kim Taeyeon, what the hell are you thinking!

"Taeyeon, the teacher's words are just suggestions, whether you want Solo or a combination, it's all up to you, the teacher just hopes that you don't make a choice that you regret." Kenzie felt that she was a little ruthless, but she had to play this ruthless role.

Why do I have to make a choice? Can you choose it, I don't want to choose...... I don't want ......

A person's life is accompanied by many choices, from birth to the end of life. Every choice is a different outcome, and the branches of life are as messy and intricate as the root system of a plant. The choice of life cannot be turned back, it can never be repeated, it can only be recalled in the future where the choice was made......

PS: The unforgivable combination composition time, the difference is too great...... If you can ignore those bugs, ignore them, anyway, it's already a broken jar......

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