CHAPTER XXIX

"Going to the Soup and Fire" / Call me Meow

In my life, the most feared thing is not being able to meet someone who makes you have the urge to go to the soup.

"Doctor Shu, is this abnormal?" Yao Qian sat on the chair, her eyebrows lowered.

Her hand had been resting uncontrollably on her lower abdomen, and it was clear that her body was fine, but she felt that it hurt there. Sometimes, the psychological effects are more worrying than the actual physical pain.

Shu Ran looked at the case in her hand seriously, showing that her patient's current physical condition is basically normal, only a little anemic but not serious. In order to dispel Yao Qian's concerns, he said softly: "In most cases, in the first time. when the female is down. The body will experience mild pain and very little bleeding. But this kind of thing varies from person to person, so don't worry too much. ”

To this day, many people still believe that women experience sex for the first time. Life must be red, and even use it as the only criterion for measuring women's chastity, in fact, this is a very wrong concept. It's just that what Shu Ran didn't expect was that Yao Qian, who was already married, actually experienced sex for the first time not long ago. Life.

She and Yao Qian's ex-husband Lu Zhao work in the same hospital, and it is impossible for them not to socialize. In the year of Yao Qian's marriage, Lu Zhao once accompanied Yao Qian to the hospital for a reexamination. The two seem to be a good match, and the relationship doesn't seem to be bad. Such two people are only in the name of husband and wife, but not husband and wife.

Seeing that Yao Qian pursed her lips, Shu Ran probably guessed her worries at this time, put away her medical records, and put it in other words, "In fact, situations like yours are not uncommon. And judging by your examination, you are in good health,"

"Doctor Shu..."Yao Qian raised her head slowly, her always stubborn face was a little timid, and that kind of look was only in front of Shu Ran, she would completely remove her disguise and expose it.

As if to be able to see through the sadness in her eyes at a glance, Shu Ran got up and poured a glass of water for Yao Qian, put it on her hand, and said earnestly and comfortingly: "Shen Bai, it's been seven years. Isn't that long enough for you to accept that fact? You have to know that you are a normal woman now, that you are married and have children. You have to look at those pains after all. ”

Every time Shu Ran looked at herself so gently, Yao Qian would feel very warm. Shu Ran is not a few years older than Yao Qian, but that kind of eyes with concern are like an elder's care for him. She took a sip of water, pursed her lips and smiled softly, making her face look less ugly.

Seven years ago, Shu Ran had witnessed the only two major surgeries and one minor operation in Yao Qian's life. Uterine fibroids, which later worsened, and she had to be forced to remove her uterus and preserve her ovaries, although she could still maintain the normal physiological characteristics of a woman, but it was not acceptable to any woman. God divides human beings into two categories, men and women. Men are yang, women are yin, and women are responsible for reproduction and progeny from the moment they are born.

Every girl, before becoming a woman, imagines her future life once in a while, once or twice. There will be a life you like, you don't have to be rich, you can have twists and turns; In such a life, they will harvest a love, which does not have to be vigorous, it can be plain; Perhaps, there will be a marriage, casting the legend of holding the hand of the son and growing old together; Finally, of course, there is also the desire to have a child.

Such a simple thought was completely interrupted when Yao Qian was twenty-one years old. At the same age, he should have had a better life.

That year, Shu Ran had just graduated and was assigned to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the city hospital, and accompanied the attending doctor to the operating table for the first time. After so many years, although Yao Qian's body has recovered well, and the scars left on her body in the past have also been removed through plastic surgery, the scars left on her heart have remained there, and they have been deep over time.

Also as a woman, and a doctor in obstetrics and gynecology, Shu Ran is more able to understand Yao Qian's mood.

"Do you still have nightmares now?" Shu Ran sighed and asked in a low voice.

"Occasionally." Yao Qian answered honestly, compared to the previous years, she was almost unable to sleep every night, and she was always haunted by nightmares after falling asleep, but now she can basically sleep until dawn all night. She also had some of forgotten when such a change began.

"Well, usually pay more attention to your diet and avoid spicy food. However, you still need to make up more, your body is too weak, and you are still a little anemic. ”

Shu Ran explained some precautions to Yao Qian again, comforted her a few words, and saw that her face turned a little red, before she was relieved to let people leave.

It was raining again in City C, and it was dense and dense like a net.

Yao Qian held an umbrella and walked very slowly in the rain. The secrets that had been hidden in her heart all those years were being screened in front of her eyes. I didn't dare to think about it a few years ago, but once I thought about it, I couldn't sleep, and I would have endless tears.

Now she is no longer the girl who will only be afraid of helplessness when she encounters things, from canvas shoes to high heels, she no longer has so many tears to let her flow wantonly, and when she thinks of those things, her heart is more calm.

Her hand had been resting on her lower abdomen, gently caressing it, where there had been a long scar, and her fingers trembled slightly through her clothes.

Closing her dry eyes, and raising them again, she had stopped in front of an ordinary house. The blue-gray walls were covered with tender green creepers, clumps of clumps, and from a distance they looked like they were all together.

The house is very old, and there are big words on the wall that still have the words "demolition" printed on it. It seems that it will soon be replaced by commercial buildings or bustling residential areas. She plucked a green leaf with her hand and played with it in her hand.

This is where she grew up, and at that time, Shen Yue's job was still stable in City C, and their family had not yet moved to City A. Every morning from home to school, Shen Yue always rides the Phoenix bicycle to take her to school and then to work.

Jiang Lanfang would get up early every day, but she would clean up very late, and when the father and daughter were gone, she would finish the housework in a hurry and go to work in a hurry.

My parents are both doctors, and sometimes when I get busy, I come home next to the pillow and still haven't fallen asleep, and I am called back by the hospital. Since Yao Qian was very young, her parents' requirements for her were not very strict. You can get bad grades and don't even want her to work in medicine.

So, she had a great time in those years. Every day when I come back from school, I run around with a group of friends, wait for my parents to come back from work, and then go home for dinner with a disgraced face.

Once, she was having a good time, and it was already dark. Shen Yue came out to look for her, and when she got home, Jiang Lanfang was waiting at the door in a hurry, holding a cane stalk that she had picked up from nowhere.

Thinly, pumping on her legs, it hurts. Shen Yue came back just to see this scene, and without saying a word, he hid Yao Qian behind him. Yao Qian's snot was wiped on Shen Yue's yellowish shirt, but she didn't forget to squeeze out a squeezing grimace at her mother Jiang Lanfang.

Jiang Lanfang couldn't beat her, so she could only be angry with Shen Yue. Shen Yue is the kind of man who is very gentle, he knows how to coax his wife. So every now and then, the family will end up at the dinner table with a pleasant face.

Yao Qian has known that her parents have a good relationship since she was sensible. She and her classmates also showed off such feelings, but more often than not, she also longed for such feelings, or life.

Get married, have children, and have a sheltered home, like this room in front of her now.

The days are dull, but they are very comfortable.

Recalling the past made Yao Qian's mood complicated. Since she came back from City A, she has been busy with work. The daughter Zigui was adopted from the orphanage by her and Lu Zhao after they registered their marriage. At that time, Zigui was still a baby in swaddling clothes, she held it in her arms and brought Lu Zhao here. It was the first time in many years that she was back here.

She got married and had children. Although her husband is not the person she likes very much, although the child was not conceived by her in October. For her, scarred, she was content.

Time always flies, and five years have passed in a flash. Zigui grew up, and she and Lu Zhao ended that emotionless marriage a few years earlier.

She never complained about everything that happened in her life, and it should have been her life. And the only exception in her life is probably Chen Ziang.

Yao Qian slowly approached the house, and a rusty lock was hung on the door. Without a key, it would be impossible for her to open it. The rain trickled down the eaves and fell to the ground, splashing small ripples.

She turned, and the sky was gray. That was the same weather when the family left for the city that year. Shen Yue looked at her with a displeased look and asked her if she was not happy to go to City A, and he said that if she didn't want to, she could not go.

Yao Qian was really unhappy at that time, leaving a city where she had lived for fifteen years, leaving those people she was familiar with, and leaving her hometown to go to a strange city, it was indeed a very unhappy thing for her.

But after all, she didn't have the right to make her father give up the opportunity at work, so she shook her head.

If she had nodded at that time, would she still have gone to City A? Will there be a chance to meet Chen Ziang?

She liked him, the kind of love at first sight that rarely appeared. It would be nice if we hadn't met, there would be no liking, and there would be no harm. 166 Reading Network