CHAPTER XIII

Finally, a week later, Tong Yan was ruthlessly attacked by her for not replying to Xia Qi's message in time.

"Tong Yan, give me a reasonable explanation." Xia Qi hugged her arms and sat cross-legged on the sofa, as if she was the hostess.

Tong Yan, who was sitting on the sofa opposite her, was lazy in his arms, his eyes couldn't help but drift left and right, pretending to be stupid: "What explanation?" ”

"What do you think?" Xia Qi leaned over and stretched out his hand to point at her: "Why did you have a moth after I just left for more than a month?" first revealed that Ling Zesheng was your first love, and then you were recognized by him, and then you actually met Qiao Ge, and you introduced her to the group! Tong Yan Wuji, why don't you go to heaven? ”

"Uh" Tong Yan blinked and stretched out a finger: "I'm not a monkey, the heavens are slightly more difficult for me, you say it's easier to achieve." After speaking, he grinned at Xia Qi.

"Tong Yan, give me a little serious!" Xia Qi slapped the sofa angrily, so frightened that the lazy who was sleeping jumped up from Tong Yan's arms and slipped back to the bedroom.

Tong Yan looked at its merciless back, sighed, changed to a comfortable position and leaned directly on the sofa, and said in a lazy tone: "These things are not as complicated as you think." Ling Zesheng and I, that was a long time ago. If you compare egg pain, it's called a childhood sweetheart. Besides, I was originally in unrequited love, and he didn't know about it. He now treats me as a sister.

As for Qiao Ge, I just think she's a little pitiful. Having said that, I didn't do anything, she was able to get the role because of her ability, I was just building a bridge.

You don't always think of others so badly. ”

"Heh, I think people badly?" Xia Qi looked at her with an expression of hatred, patted the sofa and came over and sat down beside Tong Yan, changed to a serious tone, and said, "Tong Yan, you have been in this circle for a while. You can also see some things clearly, how do you know that she Qiao Ge is not hugging your thighs?

There are too many such people in the circle, you don't want to be Mr. Dongguo, so as not to fold yourself into it in the future. ”

Xia Qi said this, how could Tong Yan not know, but he didn't want to hit Xia Qi's heart to protect her, so he patted her shoulder very comfortingly, and nodded like pounding garlic: "The concubine knows, not next time." ”

Xia Qi glanced at her helplessly and did not continue the topic. She reached out and took an apple from the fruit bowl on the table, and said to Tong Yan while peeling it: "Hey, by the way, Cheng Yuan told me that your show has a launch conference in a few days, do you want to go?" ”

Speaking of this, Tong Yan remembered that Ling Zesheng called her to tell her about this two days ago.

Tong Yan remembers very well that Ling Zesheng said: "Tong Yan, this start-up press conference is actually a screenwriter who must be present." But considering that you haven't told your family about returning to China, your appearance will inevitably be photographed by the media, so I will wait in the nanny car in the back, and just follow the group when the time comes, what do you think? ”

Obviously, he had already made the decision to just tell her, but when he said it, it was as if he was asking for her opinion. This feeling of being domineering, gentlemanly and thoughtful in everything is really cute.

It's the person she's always liked since she can remember

Tong Yan couldn't help but become a nymphomaniac again. Starry eyes.

Xia Qi next to her seemed to be able to see through her thoughts, and directly stuffed half of the peeled apple into Tong Yan's mouth, and said in a cold tone: "Okay, looking at your expression, you know that in the end, it was your brother Zesheng who helped you solve it." ”

She took a bite of the apple, and the words suddenly changed, "Look at it this way, Ling Zesheng is also good to you." Why don't you try to chase it, maybe there's a play? She bumped Tong Yan's arm and asked seriously.

Tong Yan immediately looked at her with a ghostly expression, "I'll just think you're joking." After saying that, he got up and walked directly to the kitchen.

In fact, how to say it, she didn't think about such a thing.

But every time she mustered up the courage to stand in front of him and see his face, the words that had lingered on her lips countless times would be swallowed back.

At first, Tong Yan would laugh at her timidity, but later, it took her a long time to figure out that she was not just timid, but lacked the courage to accept it.

What is the saying?

If you don't confess at the beginning, then you will always be by your side as a friend, and if you are rejected after the confession, then even being friends will feel awkward.

Therefore, compared with the old age and death after confession, Tong Yan still prefers to exist in the current relationship. Even if you can't get closer, you won't be pushed farther.

Please love him as a friend and don't cause him any trouble. It is also best to enjoy his occasional little care, and let herself be immersed in it, but there is only a little happiness about herself

"Tong Yan, is it interesting that you are so tense?"

I don't know when Xia Qi chased her over, leaned on the kitchen table and looked at Tong Yan who was taking cauliflower from the refrigerator, and said: "What kind of society is it now, social status can't affect anything at all." Besides, from your point of view, even if Ling Zesheng has a good background, then you are not bad, your brother is still Yan Jingdong! ”

It's okay not to mention this, but it's even more depressing when I mention this fairy tale.

Earlier, when she first mentioned to Xia Qi that she and Ling Zesheng knew each other, she raised her hands and feet to oppose it, but later due to her obscenity, Tong Yan could only tell all the things between the two, including her former family. It's just that she didn't expect that Xia Qi changed her attitude in an instant after hearing about these old sesame seeds and rotten grains, and now she began to encourage her to chase after her.

I can't bear it at all.

Tong Yan directly threw the cauliflower in his hand on the cutting board, raised his eyes and glared at her: "Xia Qi, let's talk about it." Only you know about my family history. I"

She suddenly couldn't go on, because she didn't know how to explain it to Xia Qi. She can't remember the trivial things that were too messy and complicated when she was a child, but she still remembers the unequal treatment her mother received at home because of her status.

Who said that Cinderella can live happily ever after marrying a prince? What if the prince still has a mother who is very old-fashioned and strict? And what if this prince listens to fucking things? And what if the son left by the prince's predecessor didn't like this Cinderella?

There are always so many what-ifs in the world, and you can always be so unlucky to come across a few.

Is there any other way than to accept it?

If not, you can only shut up, hehe.

That's what Tong Yan thinks, and that's what she does.

After a long while, she let out a long sigh and said to Xia Qi in as calm a tone as possible: "Explain to you like this, this is a problem left over from history, and I can't solve it fundamentally."

All in all, I hate Yan Jingdong very much, and I hate the Yan family very much. I'm in this position right now, and I just want to live my own life. To be honest, I didn't expect to meet him at all, but fate has intertwined so far, so I can only accept it calmly.

But Xia Qi, I put myself in the right position, I know that he is my dream, and it can only be a dream in this life. Then as a dream, I just need to look up to him, there is no need to take it for myself.

Because you are afraid of losing, don't have it in the first place. ”

After speaking, Tong Yan took a long breath, picked up the cauliflower she threw on the cutting board again, and cut it down with a knife.

Xia Qi stood by and looked at her, and suddenly felt very sad.

In fact, from the very beginning, when she heard about Tong Yan and Ling Zesheng, she felt that Tong Yan was a bit of a man. But now she suddenly understands that some of the things are not out of her own heart, but that she is a person who lives in the cracks, and she can't embarrass others, but can only embarrass herself. She couldn't imagine what Tong Yan had experienced before, but in her opinion, if she could wipe out all the enthusiasm and expectations of a person, it would definitely be enough to ruin Miè alone.

However, she didn't know about this, not to mention, Tong Yan couldn't sue her at all.

She didn't ask. This is also the only thing she can do for her as a friend.

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Sending Xia Qi away, Tong Yan was a little embarrassed, sitting alone on the sofa in a daze.

The lazy lazy who had just woken up paced out of the bedroom, shook the hair on his body, and went to drink some water, before he walked to Tong Yan's feet, stretched his limbs and yawned.

Tong Yan reached out and touched its head, snorted lazily twice, and was just about to jump on the sofa with her hand, when she heard two knocks on the door.

Could it be Xia Qi, what did the cub forget?

Tong Yan got up from the sofa and shouted in an impatient voice as he walked to the door: "Here it is~~~~"

When he opened the door, he saw Ling Zesheng standing at the door, Tong Yan was stunned for a moment, and before he could close his mouth, he turned around and ran back to the bedroom.

What's the situation?

Ling Zesheng stood at the door a little inexplicably. Is he that scary?

I looked down at the clothes on my body and felt that there was nothing wrong. Ling Zesheng still didn't understand it, but he didn't stop outside the door for much, and walked in directly to help bring the door.

As soon as he put the things in his hand on the cabinet at the door, he looked down and saw Lazy tilting his head and looking at him with a puzzled expression.

Ling Zesheng had seen Lazy last time he came to Tong Yan's house, and this time he felt even more fun when he saw it, especially the gray fluffy hair of Lazy, which inexplicably gave people a very soft and cute feeling, which made people want to touch it.

So when Tong Yan changed his clothes and came out of the bedroom, what he saw was the scene in front of him - Ling Zesheng was sitting on the sofa, lazily lying on his lap, exposing his entire belly to him and letting him touch it.

The corners of Tong Yan's mouth twitched, walked over and sat down on the sofa next to him, and said to Lazy, "Is it comfortable for horses to kill chickens?" ”

Lazy stretched out a paw at her, obviously indicating that it was great. Tong Yan rolled his eyes, looked up at Ling Zesheng with some embarrassment, and smirked.

"What did you just see me hiding?" Ling Zesheng asked.

"Uh" Tong Yan was stunned for a moment, rolled his eyes, and replied with some difficulty: "I was not dressed just now, and it is not suitable to meet guests." ”

This time it was Ling Zesheng's turn to be stunned, and thinking about it carefully, it seemed that she had the impression that she was only wearing a long shirt just now, and the length was just enough to cover the root of her thighs

Well, it's really disheveled.