39. "You Ask Me How Much I Love You"

Shen Xing first read the script of the movie, and the title of the cover is "You Ask Me How Much I Love You".

At the beginning of the story, in the airport hall, a pair of former lovers reunited after ten years, and those unforgettable thoughts finally turned into a relieved smile, able to sit down and drink a cup of coffee together.

Bai Xiaoshu and Fang Yilian were an enviable couple in college, talented men and women, and they were a good match, and the relationship between the two was stable since their freshman year, and everyone thought that they would enter the palace of marriage.

But life is always full of accidents, just when Bai Xiaoshu was about to graduate, his mother died in a car accident. Bai Xiaoshu's father suffered a stroke because of the death of his wife, and the originally happy family was shattered overnight.

Bai Xiaoshu and Fang Yilian originally agreed to study abroad for graduate school together, but such a change happened to the Bai family, and in order to take care of his father after a stroke, it was impossible for him to go abroad at this time. Fang Yilian is unwilling to compromise on this, she is a person with firm goals, and she is not willing to give up her future plans for Bai Xiaoshu.

Bai Xiaoshu knows his girlfriend, she is not a person who puts love and family first, they are not unable to share weal and sorrow, Fang Yilian even proposed that it is better to take Bai's father abroad for treatment, but Bai Xiaoshu gave up this option. If it is only about the level of medical care, there is not much difference between home and abroad, but when he goes abroad to a new place, there must be a period of adaptation, and he does not want his father to accompany him to try to be unstable when his physical condition is unstable.

So the two broke up peacefully, and the sky was separated. Some love is beautiful and dazzling when it is in full bloom, but no one can predict whether it will be fireworks or sunshine.

It is impossible not to be sentimental, this is the love encountered in the age of innocence, and letting go means a compromise with reality. There is even some anger, not knowing whether it is to yourself or to fate. However, in the end, I can only leave regrets, this is the life of mortals, there are gains and losses, blessings and misfortunes.

Fang Yilian has been gone for ten years, she has heard some news about Bai Xiaoshu outside, those stories of missing a person who will not marry for life are just stories after all, Bai Xiaoshu got married nine years ago, and his wife Fang Yilian also knew her, and she was Lu Fengfei, a classmate of the two in the same school.

Fang Yilian can't remember Lu Fengfei's appearance a little, in her memory it was a very ordinary girl, not the same major as them, it seems that she studied psychology, and everyone once took elective courses together and collaborated on a topic.

Fang Yilian was disappointed when she heard the news, she and Bai Xiaoshu had only broken up for a year, and he had already married someone else, I don't know if I should say that the man is unkind, or she herself is not free and easy.

Fang Yilian wanted to ask why, but she didn't ask why, why is it a stupid question in love.

There is no need to be implicated if they have broken up, even if she thinks that the separation between them is not because of unlove, but she also understands that it is because the love is not deep enough. In this case, there is nothing wrong with an ex-boyfriend being able to think about it right away, and marrying someone else.

Then Fang Yilian doesn't have to be upset, she doesn't have to work hard like an iron man every day, and she doesn't have any illusions in her heart, one day she can meet Bai Xiaoshu and have the ability to bear something for Bai Xiaoshu and Bai's father.

Now that they meet again, Fang Yilian saw the ring on Bai Xiaoshu's hand, and she finally admitted that Bai Xiaoshu had become very strange, and she always felt that she could no longer find the shadow of her former boyfriend.

And she can also ask Bai Xiaoshu about his wife with a calm mind, not with regret, but with ridicule. "You're also quick enough, I didn't expect that the first one in our class to get married, did he have a child?"

Bai Xiaoshu's eyes were very gentle when he mentioned his wife, "Feng Fei is a very good person, you also know the situation in my family at that time, my father's situation was very bad, I just graduated and entered the job, and Feng Fei took care of me more." Unconsciously, it seems that without her, it is like life lacking air, and it can't survive. So it was a matter of course that we got married, and the time was fast, and after ten years, we didn't plan to have children, and the state of two people accompanying each other was the best. ”

Fang Yilian didn't expect Bai Xiaoshu to say this, she just smiled when she was surprised, it's okay, there is one person who amazes the years, and there is one person who softens the time. The love between Bai Xiaoshu and Lu Fengfei may not be vigorous, but it can flow for a long time.

The two were separated at the airport, and this farewell really didn't have to be seen again, the two went in different directions, and they were already fine.

Bai Xiaoshu met Lu Fengfei, who had been secretly in love with him for many years, in the year he graduated from college, and his life moved from City B to City S. Lu Fengfei majored in psychology, although she was different from medical students, but she knew a doctor who was good at treating her father's disease, and it was in S City.

So the three of them settled here together, and Bai Xiaoshu later learned about Lu Fengfei's personal situation, her parents died unexpectedly when she was in junior high school, dying of a gas explosion. Lu Fengfei is a strong girl, she does not have Fang Yilian's beautiful appearance, but she has the will to survive a hardship with Bai Xiaoshu.

Bai Xiaoshu was moved at first, and it was Lu Fengfei's perseverance that gave him a sense of security, who said that men don't want a sense of security, Bai Xiaoshu was at his most vulnerable, he was no longer suitable for a simple love, but accepted Lu Fengfei's feelings that were half able to rely on him and half support each other.

Bai Xiaoshu took a plane this time to go back to his hometown, Fang Yilian didn't know that the two most important people in his heart were actually gone, he went back to sweep the graves of his father and Lu Fengfei.

Soon after Bai Xiaoshu and Lu Fengfei got married, Bai's father's illness was magically stabilized, and everyone else was on a honeymoon trip for two people, and they took Bai's father back to their hometown one at a time. Bai Xiaoshu's mother was also buried there, which was also the good news for Bai's mother to report her marriage. But that time on the winding mountain road, bad luck found them again, and the family of three even fell down the mountain with the car, unfortunately only Bai Xiaoshu survived, and Bai's father and Lu Fengfei both died once.

Bai Xiaoshu was also seriously injured, and of course he was very sad to learn what had happened when he woke up. He may not have the right to happiness in this life, he always gains and loses, and the cycle is endless. Bai Xiaoshu couldn't return to S City, where there were good memories of him, he went to a new city alone, never took off his wedding ring, and lived as if his wife was still alive.

Bai Xiaoshu seems to be able to feel that he may have some psychological shadows, so he went to understand psychology, he has never been a stupid person, and after a few years, he came out of the past and became a well-known psychological counselor. Now that his wife has passed away, it is better for him to fulfill his wish to become a counselor instead of his wife.

Bai Xiaoshu worshiped his parents and wife, he kissed the photo on his wife's tombstone, his eyes were extremely lingering, but he could only reluctantly leave. But this time he failed to escape the clutches of death again, and it was too much of a coincidence that he was electrocuted by a falling power line on the road.

Fang Yilian returned to the United States after her domestic family visit, but she unexpectedly received a courier, which was nine years late. It was sent from Huaguo, and she didn't know the sender.

The postal company said that it was a mistake on their part, that the package was not large, and that it contained documents, and that it did not know how it ran from the conveyor belt into the gap between the machine and the ground. This time, I found the package because of the renovation of the factory.

Fang Yilian hadn't heard any friend say that she would send her a courier, so of course she wouldn't go to the postal company to ask. She opened the package with all kinds of doubts, and it turned out to be an investigation about Lu Fengfei, including the investigation of her parents' deaths when the gas exploded, and it turned out that Lu Fengfei and Bai Xiaoshu's mother knew each other, and their relationship seemed to be not bad, Bai Xiaoshu's mother likes music, and the two met in a piano shop, and there is also a group photo here, not a frontal photo, but a profile photo taken by someone when the two of them played together.

Fang Yilian was a little puzzled, she had also met Bai Xiaoshu's mother, to be precise, the relationship between the prospective mother-in-law and the prospective daughter-in-law was not very good, because Fang Yilian was too ambitious, and she was not the kind of child who would obediently listen to her parents.

This report is a bit clueless, and she doesn't understand why someone sent it to her, is it to ask her to contact Bai Xiaoshu? But judging by the time, they had already broken up by then. Even if she knew that before the breakup, Bai Mu knew or liked Lu Fengfei very much, what else could Fang Yilian do besides being a little disgusting?

Before Fang Yilian could figure it out, she received a call from China, and the police wanted to ask her to assist in the investigation. Bai Xiaoshu is dead, no, it should be said that the person who died was not Bai Xiaoshu, but Lu Fengfei.

The body that was accidentally electrocuted on the road was sent to the hospital, but it was found that it was the body of a transgender person, with a knife on his face and chest, but not down. body does not.

This is a bit scary, this person is not Bai Xiaoshu, but a woman, who cannot be judged from fingerprints, because he/she has been injured on all ten fingers. However, matching DNA was found in the criminal investigation system, and the deceased was Lu Fengfei, because Lu Fengfei's DNA was tested and stored in the previous investigation of her parents' gas explosion case.

Regarding the investigation report delivered to Fang Yilian, what truth is hidden in the death of Bai Mu?

'You ask me how much I love you?' I want to fall in love, but you say you can't. You can't let go of the past, you will always have a past in your heart, even if you have to compromise with reality, but you are unwilling to give up the love in your heart.

I also understand this kind of love, because I can't get your love, since I can never love each other, then it is better to let me be you. To love you is to be you, then we can really be together forever. ’

Shen Xing finished reading the last confession from Lu Fengfei, his whole person was a little bad, this is the only line Lu Fengfei in the play, and the rest of the time it is through the memories of Bai Xiaoshu to see Lu Fengfei, of course, it is actually Lu Fengfei's fantasy after becoming Bai Xiaoshu.

Ahhh Do you really want Yang Tuo to take over this play? thought it was a literary romance movie, but in the end it turned into a terrifying thriller story. What about letting Yang Tuo play some normal roles?

"Why don't you act?" Yang Tuo himself likes this story. This film is quite a test of acting skills, and it is Bai Xiaoshu who has always appeared in front of the camera, one is Bai Xiaoshu in college, and the other is 'Bai Xiaoshu' who later changed her sex and face, they are similar but different.

Especially like when 'Bai Xiaoshu' kissed Lu Fengfei's grave photo in front of the tomb, that kind of perverted and neurotic but full of affectionate feelings, it really achieved the creepy love of 'I love you, become you, love me'.

It's the first time that Yang Tuo can't understand such a character lightly, and with his previous theory, love happens between human beings, and that feeling is similar to a liking for food. But Yang Tuo doesn't like braised pork, wants to be braised pork, and finally eats himself. What kind of weird logic is this!

However, it is precisely because of this challenge that Yang Tuo has the urge to try, I wonder if he can use this film to understand what love is? "If it's okay, I'm willing to take it."

Of course, it can't be without a big problem, the biggest problem is that this script is not sent by other companies, but a script that Shen Xing has never heard from a young director. If he hadn't been responsible for his work and treated everyone equally, he would have missed this book.

"Are you sure? I've been in contact with this white director.,The book was written by him.,He's a junior student.,No money and no power.,It means that if you're optimistic.,Please help pull investment.。 That's all about to be on this piece.

Of course, I want you to go from the small screen to the big screen, but I want you to take the first step safely. Participate in a big production of a well-known director, even if it is just a supporting role, not like now. Yang Tuo, let's say it strictly, making movies is not a trick, you know how many people outside want you to plant a big heel, this step is a mistake, and if you don't say it, all the honors in front of you will be wasted. ”

"Brother Shen, do you know what I think is the luckiest thing in my life?"

Yang Tuo looked at the blue sky outside the window, the blue sky of the earth was completely different from what he could see through the electronic light screen on the desert star. In the past, he never had to make a mistake, a mistake was to be devoured by the Zerg, there was no win or loss, only life and death, and finally he didn't have to do it in this life.

"In this life, I have the right to fail, I am only twenty-one years old, and I think I should be able to act until I am sixty years old. I'm not in a hurry, and don't be in a hurry. I won't forget why I acted, not for money, just to fulfill a dream. It's kind of ridiculous, but I'm glad that people will laugh at me for it. ”

That proves that I am alive, living on this stable earth, eating and drinking every day, which makes me feel the taste of happiness.