16

The world of feelings is always clear to the authorities and bystanders.

Li Yingfan seems to be an emotional master, firmly analyzing the relationship between his brother and Anya. But in his own feelings, he seems to be mired in a quagmire and can't find a direction.

Like him, there is also Li Zhifan.

Thinking about Li Yingfan's words, his hand shaking to light a cigarette shook like a person who had been addicted to smoking for many years, and his breath was disordered.

In Li Zhifan's view, Anya is the kind of princess in the fairy tale world that does not eat the world, with big eyes and a doll-like beauty. Be docile and lovely in front of your elders, lively and touching in front of your friends, and arrogant in front of strangers. Such a woman is exactly in line with the pursuit of a macho man like Li Zhifan, and in fact, Li Zhifan has always regarded Anya as his pursuit in this life.

In the year that Anya returned to China, Li Zhifan has always taken her with her, even when she is on a business trip, she must be with her. He made all kinds of efforts, and finally got the parents of both sides to agree to the marriage of the two, but he only ignored Anya's feelings. That's right, in this upcoming successful wedding, whether Anya has promised from beginning to end, Li Zhifan knows better than anyone.

Even though he knew that Anya was willing to try on the wedding dress, it was just because she was worried about the feelings of both parents. It turned out that she could also continue to maintain this concern, and then marry Li Zhifan as scheduled.

However, she did not do so.

Thinking of this, Li Zhifan suddenly raised his head, a pair of black eyes emitted a cold light, the light and shadow flashed, and fell into darkness again in a moment.

It took all the strength of his body to utter the words, "Let's go." ”

The sound is extremely faint.

Li Yingfan nodded, then put back the cigarette he had not had time to light, closed the window, and then started the car and left the parking lot of the airport.

On the other side, Anya sat in the departure hall, looking at the ticket in her hand, imagining what might happen at the wedding scene now, and a trace of guilt slowly appeared on her beautiful face.

The man, who had been calling not far away, walked back, "Regret it?" ”

Anya's sudden voice startled Anya, and she raised her head and glared at him, "Zhang Yao, are you going to scare me to death?" ”

Zhang Yao is Anya's only friend in China, he and Anya were in the same university during his study in the United States, and the two took several of the same courses, and later became good friends after communicating more.

He smiled, sat down beside her, played with the mobile phone in his hand, and said lightly: "Actually, you regret it now, it's still too late." The plane hasn't taken off yet, and you haven't boarded the plane, so maybe you can get back in time and the wedding will go ahead as scheduled. ”

"I don't regret anything, I've come this far, there's no need to look back." Anya didn't like him to say that, snorted, and continued to look down at the ticket in her hand.

"Are you really sure?" Zhang Yao leaned forward, propped one elbow on his knee, and looked at Anya with a look of distrust.

Anya kept her head down, her big eyes blinking, "If I wasn't sure, I wouldn't be at the airport with you at this time." ”

Zhang Yao looked at her expressionlessly, from her eyes to the corners of her mouth, all the expressions on her face were in his eyes.

He is a criminal police officer and is particularly sensitive to anything he doesn't know.

For a moment, Anya couldn't stand the stares of the prisoners he interrogated like that, and slapped him on the forehead with the ticket in her hand, "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”

Zhang Yao ducked behind the statue, leaned back in the chair and shrugged his shoulders, "I really don't understand you." ”

He put his phone away and continued: "You don't look like you don't love Li Zhifan at all, why do you go to all the trouble to run away on the wedding day?" You can say no to this engagement before it is made. ”

Anya wrinkled her nose in displeasure, "Does this have anything to do with you?" ”

"Hey."

Zhang Yao reached out and pinched one of Anya's cheeks, without much force, "Are you crossing the river and demolishing the bridge now?" Do you know that in the middle of the night, I made a plan to escape from your marriage, asked for leave from the office, booked you a plane ticket, drove to the wedding site to pick you up, and now I have to come in with you to protect you. ”

He sighed, "Do you think it's easy for me?" ”

"I'm really bothering you this time." Anya followed his words.

Zhang Yao nodded with a smile, "In that case, shouldn't you sue me for your reason for escaping the marriage?" ”

He was really curious, after all, for him, Anya's wedding came and went suddenly.

"There's no reason." Anya raised a hand in front of Zhang Yao, and then glanced at the time, "It's about to board the plane." ”

She stood up and bent down towards Zhang Yao, as if something was going on, "Zhang Yao, thank you very much for helping me, now you can go back, it is estimated that Li Zhifan will not be able to come in and stop me." ”

Seeing her attitude, Zhang Yao immediately jumped up, "Don't, really just leave?" ”

"Hmm."

Anya responded, stepped forward and hugged Zhang Yao, "If you have the opportunity to go to the United States again in the future, remember to play with me." ”

As she spoke, she grabbed her bag and followed the crowd to the gate.

"Anya, wait a minute." Zhang Yao chased after her, reached out and grabbed her arm, "When you return to the United States, remember to call me and report that you are safe." ”

"Got it." Anya glanced at him impatiently.

"Is there anything else?"

Zhang Yao grabbed her hand and didn't let go, the gossip on his face did not decrease but increased, "I still want to ask, why did you refuse to marry Li Zhifan?" ”

Anya's eyes froze, and the expression on her face froze for a moment, "I have never accepted it." ”

"Then why?" Zhang Yao did not relent.

Anya already had Li Zhifan's face in her mind, and her sharp eyes were staring at her darkly. She shook her head before pulling her thoughts back, "Zhang Yao, I've never told anyone about it, and I didn't plan to tell you before." But if you ask, I'll sue you. ”

She was referring to the emotional entanglement between her and Li Zhifan.

Zhang Yao naturally understood, he stared at Anya for a long time, until he heard her say, "I can't bear his feelings." ”

Indeed, Anya has known Li Zhifan since she was five years old, and at that time, Li Zhifan played the role of an older brother in her life. She really always regarded him as her best friend and brother, and wanted to share anything with him, including her parents.

She didn't know that in the process of her growth, Li Zhifan had changed from a boy to a man, and his ** towards her became more and more intense during that time, and he couldn't cover it.

Li Zhifan is different from the suitors she has met, he is the same person as his feelings, very domineering, he is self-righteous, and he is very unreasonable.

Of course, if he is just her brother, she really doesn't mind this, as long as the brother is good to his sister, he will like Li Yingfan to her; It doesn't matter how you treat other people.

However, after Li Zhifan became an adult, he told her his intentions very clearly. He was not afraid to scare her at all, and tried to bind her to him little by little with his love.

They are eight years apart, and there is a generation gap of three years, so there are almost three insurmountable abysses between them.

Li Zhifan feels that love is that he loves her, and then she just needs to bear it, not necessarily to respond, not necessarily to accept. Therefore, in the days when he loved Anya, he never asked Anya if she wanted this question.

In this regard, Anya completely can't accept his lover's way, but no matter how she protests, Li Zhifan still turns a blind eye. Once, Li Zhifan took her to Yangfan Law Firm. She deliberately appeared arrogant and domineering, with the style of a young lady, and arrogance, and even deliberately quarreled with a mouthy assistant in the law firm. However, in the end, Li Zhifan not only had no intention of criticizing her, but also dismissed the assistant directly, which made her feel guilty.

He was always like this, keeping her with him, as if he would lose her in the next second. She often felt like she was living in his eyes, and that he knew exactly where she was and what she was doing, and that he might come to her for a short time.

She grew up in the United States, but because of family education, she still has a little bit of a little woman's blood in her bones. She doesn't want her life to be so vast and different, and she is willing to accept the ordinary Chinese life of a husband and a child.

Therefore, when the parents of both parties agreed to her and Li Zhifan's wedding, she also thought that it would be good to be with Li Zhifan, Fang Lan liked her, and Brother Yingfan also took care of her, but Li Zhifan's love for her made her hesitate.

With that kind of love, Anya asked herself that she couldn't bear it at all.

That's what makes people

Her answer made Zhang Yao not know what to continue to say for a while, so he only let go of the hand that was holding her.

He glanced at the boarding gate that was checking in, waved his hand and said, "Let's go, remember to call me." ”

Anya also turned to look at the team behind her, and nodded with a smile, "Got it, you can go too." ”

After waiting for the plane, Anya sat in her seat and had time to take out the phone that had been in her bag, and sure enough, it displayed countless missed calls and unchecked text messages.

She didn't check them one by one, she turned off her phone and put it back in her bag. The whole person was lying on the seat, staring motionless at the window.

At this moment, her heart is free.