41. Chapter 40
When he arrived at the bedroom, he helped Shen Yimo to sit down on the sofa, poured him a glass of water, and said, "Why don't you dance today, I see that you have been drinking there all the time, are you in a bad mood?" ”
Shen Yimo took a sip of water, raised his head and looked at him with some playfulness: "I'm not in a bad mood, but I'm quite happy to drink a little more, after all, it's your birthday." As for why I don't find someone else to dance," he got up and walked over to Hanguang and put his arm on his shoulder, whispering in his ear, "because I don't think they dance as well as you." ”
"What nonsense." Hanguang frowned and wanted to push him away.
"I'm not talking nonsense." Shen Yimo's two hands grabbed his arm downward, still smiling, but his face was a little flushed, and his eyes were not very clear, "I skipped with you, can't you see whether other people are better or worse than you?" Actually, I've always wanted to dance with you again, I don't know if you'd like to appreciate your face? ”
"I don't want to." Hanguang was a little dissatisfied and wanted to distance himself from him again.
"It's like the two of us dancing together, and you didn't dance with me on my birthday, so you should compensate me today, okay?"
"Okay then." Hanguang reluctantly agreed.
Then he went over and turned on the stereo, played a waltz, and then returned to Shen Yimo, who naturally put his arms around his waist and held his hand with the other.
Hanguang reluctantly put his hand on his shoulder, in fact, he didn't want to dance with him, in addition to many other factors, there was also a very important point, that is, every time he danced with him, he was a woman.
The two of them danced to the music again.
Shen Yimo also has a lot of past events in his mind, but this time it is mostly in this life, he remembered all the experiences they have had all the way from the first time they met to the present, and remembered every time his heart made various waves for him, the joy and sorrow of the past have been precipitated, at this time he is still with him, wearing a beautiful little suit, he is already a "handsome and extraordinary" look, but he can't see whether there will be his existence in the future.
Unconsciously stopped, Shen Yimo stared at the person opposite, and suddenly had a strong desire to say a word to him, maybe if he didn't say this sentence now, he would never have a chance to say it in the future, and his voice really sounded: "Hanguang, I ......"
He wanted to say I love you, but the last two words were choked there and couldn't be said anymore, he couldn't predict what the consequences would be after saying this, if he really had to risk never getting along again, he still felt that this relationship would be better, at least they could meet occasionally and chat like two normal friends.
He staggered on his feet, then leaned over and embraced the man in his arms.
Hanguang slowly raised her arms and put them on his back, this was the first time since that time that the two were so close, hugging each other, as if their relationship was still so close.
In fact, just when he said those three words, Hanguang's heart involuntarily hung up, nervously waiting for what he was going to say next, but he didn't finish it, but leaned over and hugged himself, and Hanguang finally breathed a sigh of relief.
However, then he was a little confused, and when he looked at himself, there was a faint expectation in his heart, although he didn't understand what he was expecting, but whatever it was, it was now shattered, and the feeling was very shallow, so shallow that it almost never appeared.
It's like a seed in my heart that quietly sprouts a little bit, a little bit of surprise and a sweet and shy mood, but this little bud was cut off before it had time to grow, and that little bit of mood can only pass away with the wind in the end.
He closed his eyes and hugged the man even tighter.
After Hanguang's birthday party to the end of this holiday, Shen Yimo didn't see him again, Shen Yimo reduced the number of times he went to the gym after the second year of junior high school, and Hanguang never came to school to look for him, and the two of them could only see each other in a month.
Later, Shen Yimo learned from Cheng Haikou that Hanguang had a girlfriend.
That's a particularly beautiful girl.,As soon as they came to their school, they were at the school flower candidate level.,It's said that she heard others talk about Hanguang and saw the photo and then went to Hanguang's classmates to ask for contact information.,It didn't take long for Hanguang to be with her.。
When they met again, Shen Yimo also saw the girl, she was indeed very well-behaved and a bird, standing with Hanguang was like a golden boy and a girl, Shen Yimo had also heard of Hanguang's so many suitors why they chose her, it was because she was the first person to skip class to play with Hanguang.
But these don't matter anymore, Shen Yimo saw that the girl didn't save it except for saying hello when Hanguang introduced them at the beginning, but secretly told him in his heart that he could reduce the number of times he came to this place, maybe it was changed to once every two months, and it would be another semester after a few times.
At this time, it was already November, and Shen Yimo hadn't been to the gym until the final exam, but the next time he saw Hanguang was very interesting, just at the time of the final exam, the two of them were in the first exam room.
Shen was already in the thirty-fifth place in the year group at the end of the first half semester, and this midterm exam advanced four places, and finally mixed into the first examination room, of course, his seat was in the last vertical row, and Hanguang was at the end of the first row, that is, the eighth.
It wasn't until the end of the first day of the exam that the two met at the door, and Hanguang was quite surprised to see him: "You actually came to this exam room?" ”
"Yes," Shen Yimo raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I will be in this examination room in the future, and my seniors will cover me." ”
"It's still a senior," Hanguang couldn't help laughing, and sighed a little, "Hey, how do I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time, you don't go over to play, Brother Hai, they all miss you." ”
Shen Yimo was trying to tease him, then do you want me, but the two walked to the staircase and saw Hanguang's little girlfriend waiting there, and immediately waved his hand at him: "Your object is here, I'll leave first." ”
Then he didn't wait for Hanguang to answer, and ran down the stairs directly.
Walking out of the teaching building, Shen Yimo threw the schoolbag behind his back, although what he wanted most now was to slam it on the ground and step on it twice, the schoolbag was used as a stand-in not for either of the two, but for his own heart.
This heart is simply worthless, and it was given to that stinky boy, who never cherished it from the beginning!
Putting aside the stinky boy who always comes to stir up the situation, Shen Yimo has actually had a pretty good time this half of the semester, he continues to study hard, and plays football with Mike and them after school, just like at the beginning, he has now seen it very openly, he shouldn't know that person at this stage, and it's casual to have a girlfriend.
Winter vacation means that there is another Spring Festival, he doesn't know if that person plans to go to Hainan Province to play for a while, but Hanguang now has a girlfriend, maybe he will take his girlfriend with him? Or if you don't go to Hainan Province this time, Yunnan Province, Guangdong Province, the closer to the equator in the south, the cities shouldn't be very cold.
Shen Yimo later learned that this time Hanguang did not go elsewhere, but stayed here peacefully for the New Year, the reason seemed to be that his girlfriend was reluctant to let him go.
In fact, in Shen Yimo's opinion, these two people are not very tired when they are together, so let's hold hands, Hanguang is still very gentle when he talks to her, but that kid is so pure now, it is estimated that he and his girlfriend can't do anything too intimate, maybe they kiss ......
I'm ......
Shen Yimo scolded himself in his heart again, he obviously said eight hundred times that he didn't look at it or not, why did he look at them again?
Damn, can you blame him, he can bear not to look at that girl, but it's too hard to bear not to look at Hanguang, that stinky boy is still dangling in front of his eyes so that he can see it as soon as he looks up, so that Brother Hai is just wrong, you said that you have to take that Hanguang when you come out to play? Even if you take Hanguang, do you have to take his girlfriend with you? In fact, you can call both of you, so why do you have to call me!
Of course, Shen Yimo can understand, it's a holiday, it's normal for the big brothers to organize the younger brothers to come out to play, of course, you have to call the younger brothers and sisters, if you don't want to see the younger brothers and sisters have the ability, let the younger brother not take her, if you don't have the ability, then bear with it.
Just as he was gritting his teeth, Hanguang on the other side put another piece of barbecue meat on the girl's plate, and the girl raised her head and smiled at him, and then snuggled sweetly into his arms.
I'm, I'm leaning on!
Shen Yimo really wanted to kick over the stove in front of him!
They still came to the beach to barbecue today, but this time the barbecue method is different from the past, it is not the kind of skewer-style barbecue, but a simulation of Korean-style barbecue, bring their own induction cooker and pot, and then bring oil and various seasonings, a group of people in a big tent, in fact, quite happy to eat.
"Oh, I said." The single dog Shen could only sandwich meat for himself, and when he took a bite and felt that it tasted good, Cheng Hai next to him leaned over to him and said in his ear, "Have you not reconciled with Xiaoguang since that time?" ”
"I said," Shen Yimo put down his chopsticks and looked at him, "how do you see that I haven't reconciled with him?" No, how the hell do you see that I'm having trouble with him? We've been getting along, haven't we? I didn't make a fuss last time! ”
"It's not troublesome yet," Cheng Hai looked incredulous, "If you didn't make trouble, you wouldn't talk much, and you haven't come to play with us much in the past six months, you must still be making trouble." ”
Shen Yimo couldn't help but roll his eyes at the sky: "How do you know that I don't talk to him?" How do you know I'm not going to play because I'm not going to study hard? You also know that we are all in the second year of junior high school now, and if we don't study hard, we won't be able to get into a key high school in the future, and I'm not as good as him who doesn't have to go to school to take the exam. Hey, why don't I say a few words to him now, and let you verify our relationship. ”