Chapter 146: To Love or Not to Love
Meijuan, who is not shy and retreats in the face of love, knows that Chen Ling cannot run out of time on Sunday. Called Chen Ling and said, "Shall we go out for a meal?" "So straightforward, without beating around the bush.
There were no words in the mobile phone for a while, and Chen Ling, who was thinking, said: "I don't know if I have time, let's talk about it in the evening, I'm outside now!" ”
"It's noon, eight o'clock in the evening, and we are waiting for you at the Xiangcai Hotel. Whether you come or not, I'll wait until you come, the room is set! Meijuan said without leaving a way back.
"This ......" Chen Ling didn't know how to shirk in the face of such words.
"See you or leave!" Meijuan hung up the phone after speaking.
At about seven o'clock in the evening, I packed a small room called Rose in the summer palace, sat in it and waited quietly. Faced with the passage of time, Meijuan's mood became more and more lost. After half past eight, there was no trace of Chen Ling. Meijuan couldn't help but call over, and the phone status was on the call. Ten minutes later, it's still on the phone. Helplessly, Meijuan sent a message, but there was no news.
Meijuan's eyes flashed with tears, and she comforted herself strongly: Chen Ling will not be so ruthless, he will come! But at this point, she took a sip of the red wine she had ordered, and felt that the red wine was very sour. At this time, the waiter politely came in and said, "Miss, excuse me, when can the food be served?" ”
"Wait a minute! Just a bit! Meijuan was in a bad mood, tears flashed in her eyes, and she said slowly.
The waiter thought for a moment and said, "Okay, wait a minute!" ”
"Thank you!" Meijuan was embarrassed to see that the waiter was so embarrassed, and she was embarrassed and sad. I didn't expect Chen Ling to be so ruthless beyond his expectations, and he would be so faceless. Chen Ling is a very good person, loves students, and the students agree to do things when they ask him to do things, why is he so indifferent to himself, everyone is a peer, and they meet every day, is it necessary to do this?
Meijuan didn't understand Chen Ling's thoughts, and Chen Ling didn't think about how Meijuan would feel. There is no tacit understanding between the two, no matter how Meijuan caters to her, Chen Ling is helpless and perfunctory.
Meijuan remembered one thing about KTV, and there was something to talk about between them, but then she thought that the canteen was like a stranger. Such a move really made her sad. The heart was broken bit by bit, and by eleven o'clock, the summer palace was closed, and Meijuan's heart was really broken. Faced with the fragrant and delicious dishes that had to be served, he smiled bitterly and walked out without a mouthful.
After paying the bill, Meijuan's posture was still charming, and she walked slowly.
The front desk staff looked at her, smiled slightly, and waited until Meijuan completely walked out of the summer palace, and the front desk staff gossiped.
Meijuan got down to the taxi waiting area, got in the car, and said that she was going to New Century University. The taxi driver glared and nodded, it seems that the teacher is undoubted, such a beautiful teacher is rare in the world. The taxi started, Meijuan looked at the beautiful scenery speeding by outside the window, and tears slipped down unconsciously. At this time, she was really sad and painful, which was really unexpected by her, and she stopped calling, knowing that Chen Ling's phone was still in a state of calling.
Back to school, get off the bus and enter the school. It was such a coincidence that Meijuan met Chen Ling, who couldn't hide.
Chen Ling, who was extremely embarrassed, didn't smile, glanced at him, and said, "I have something to do today, and I'm free now!" ”
Meijuan burst into tears and said, "It's all in the state of the call, I understand!" With that, he walked straight back to the dormitory.
Chen Ling looked at the sad back of Meijuan's departure, and regretted whether he had done too much. At this time, he couldn't understand, he didn't know why he treated her so ruthlessly, and he didn't treat others like this, did he really hate her? With a sigh, he admitted that he had gone too far.
The next day, Meijuan sat alone, silent, quietly eating porridge and drinking sour milk. Entered the dining hall to look for Meijuan's back, found where she went, sat next to Meijuan after breakfast, sat down to say hello and smiled.
Meijuan raised her head, extremely surprised, facing this state as if the sun was coming out of the west. Seeing Chen Ling smiling at her non-stop, Meijuan finally smiled with relief, and all the unhappiness in her heart was fleeting. In fact, the smile of the person you like is very different, but it can wake up the sad and sad people and restore happiness.
Seeing Meijuan's different smile, Chen Ling said, "Are you still sad that I missed my appointment?" This weekend, I will definitely accompany you to the fun places and have a delicious meal! ”
In the face of the huge change in words, Meijuan was a little impatient with joy, and said very movingly: "Thank you!" "A word of thanks, the feelings are very rich, all the ignorance has been replaced by such initiative, and everyone is overjoyed.
Chen Ling smiled slightly.
The kind-hearted Chen Ling doesn't like Meijuan, this is certain, such a big change just wants to give a good memory to Meijuan. They still have a mustard like this, but Chen Ling really can't hurt Meijuan, who is already scarred, so hard. Meijuan has heard many sad things in the past. Meijuan is indeed a very good girl, she looks like a fairy, and she has a good heart, but she can't understand that she just can't accept the scandal of her teacher-student love.
Meijuan smiled again, the most relieved and happy, like a delicate flower, watching Chen Ling treat herself abnormally, thinking that Chen Ling accepted herself, and the previous qiē was quite worthwhile. In fact, no matter how painful the process is, as long as the ending is perfect, this is Meijuan's concept of love, and she doesn't pay much attention to the process, only the result. I have to say that the process is crucial, but who likes the process among the people who are scarred? They only care about the hard-won good ending. The cultivation of this concept of love is definitely a thought under the wear and tear of the bumpy road of love.
Meijuan smiled and said, "Why did you change a person's face today?" ”
Chen Ling smiled and said, "Is this bad for you?" Do you like it or don't you like it? ”
"No, no, no!" Meijuan's three "nos" in a row shot out as fast as a rocket, which shows that she has never been happy in New World University, looking at Chen Ling's smiling face, it is more important than anything else, and it is more comfortable than anything else.
Chen Ling smiled and said, "I know if it's not, or I understand you better!" ”
Meijuan smiled knowingly and became a little shy. Meijuan doesn't know why, she is also shy about love? It's incredible. Meijuan thought about it, couldn't believe the qiē in front of her, and said, "You promised to take me to play, and you must talk about eating with me!" ”
"You can't believe me?" Chen Ling smiled and asked.
"No, no, no!" It's three "nos" again, Meijuan doesn't know why she is like this at this time, whether she is overjoyed or her eloquence is first-class, and she has a one-in-10,000 chance that she will become speechless.
Chen Ling smiled and said, "Why do you like to say no so much today?" ”
Meijuan blushed with shame, Meijuan was really shy, her heart was pounding, and she lowered her head and drank milk.
Chen Ling looked at Meijuan with a blushing face, she was very cute, and her shy appearance had never been seen for a long time, and there was a beauty that he didn't expect. When Chen Ling was kind to Meijuan, he found that there were many lovely things about Meijuan that people couldn't put down. For a while, Chen Ling found that he seemed to be a little interested in Meijuan, but when he thought of something, this feeling was fleeting, and when he came, he didn't go quickly.
Chen Ling thought to himself: Is this good to her, is it hurting her? Does it make her even more self-extricating? Chen Ling's good intentions are good, but thinking that the person who thinks that the despair is scarred by love will only make it worse and freeze three feet.
Chen Ling smiled and said, "Aren't you happy today?" ”
Meijuan nodded.
"It's good if you're happy!" Chen Ling smiled at Meijuan, who was shy, with a sincere smile and a focused gaze.
"Then you have to be happy, too!" Meijuan said this like a child.
"Am I not happy to smile at you?" Chen Ling said with a smile.
Hearing this, Meijuan bowed her head shyly again, and today is the first time she has bowed her head shyly. In just a few minutes, how could I be like this! Meijuan's strange heart has changed so much, it seems that Chen Ling didn't expect it, and she can't see through it, but she only knows that she is overjoyed.
Meijuan ate slowly, and when Chen Ling finished breakfast, Chen Ling smiled first: "Let's go!" Let's go back to the office! ”
Meijuan was slightly surprised and said, "We are not in the same office!" ”
"But we are on the same road, and we only part of the road when we reach a small place! After all, my office and you are in the same building, but we are on the same floor, and we can see each other through the windows! Chen Ling looked at Meijuan and said with a slight smile.
"That's right!" Since she was promoted to vice principal, Meijuan has often peeked at Chen Ling because of this, but she has never seen him look back every time.
Meijuan felt unreal at all, but she was still very happy, and asked, "Why are you so good to me today, I just can't figure it out?" Meijuan looked at how Chen Ling agreed, whether she was sincere or perfunctory as always to make herself happy for a while.
"I figured it out, it's rare for a beautiful woman to be good to herself, if you don't cherish it, maybe you will regret it in the future, and it will end up like "Journey to the West"!" Chen Ling didn't laugh, he said very sincerely. Chen Ling didn't know how he was so good at acting today, but in fact, he knew in his heart that he didn't like Meijuan, and he couldn't figure out why he made up his mind to be kind to her for a while.
Meijuan looked at Chen Ling intently and didn't speak.
Chen Ling said again: "I want to give you a chance, you have to cherish it, you must move me, let me accept you with all my heart!" ”
Meijuan smiled, and it was a short-lived smile, it was so beautiful, happy like a peony blooming. With a smile on his face, he said, "I will work hard, and I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer!" ”
"If your answer is satisfactory, my answer will also satisfy you!" Chen Ling said with a smile.
At a small fork in the road. Chen Ling said: "Let's talk next time!" Bye! ”
"Good! Bye! Meijuan walked slowly back to the vice principal's office, in a good mood today. During class, I couldn't help but laugh in the face of Zhu Jie's jokes that I didn't know how to pretend to understand, but I didn't blame him. As soon as people are happy, it seems that even if they are scolded, they are happy and have no complaints. Zhu Jie was like a troublemaker, Meijuan smiled: "It's good to be positive, but answering questions can't be so incomprehensible and unexpected!" ”
Zhu Jie said: "I know, I will pay attention!" ”
The students burst into laughter.
Zhu Jie was like being stuffed in the dark, wondering why his classmates were always smiling so happily when they waited for him to answer the questions. He is handsome, looks amazing, and his appearance is not ridiculous at all; I don't think I'm funny about what I'm saying!
Wu Danlong really laughed when he looked at Zhu Jie like this, as if his words were like a joke bomb, and when they rang out, they were extraordinary.