When he got home from school, Shen Yimo threw his schoolbag aside and lay on the bed depressed.

He's thinking about Hanguang, no matter how calm he pretends to be during the day, in fact, he still cares very much in his heart, and it is estimated that no one will not care about the person he likes but he doesn't like himself.

Speaking of this, classmate Shen don't mention how depressed he is, obviously the wife who agreed to be with him in his last life has not fallen in love with him until now, they have known each other for more than three years, and they have been doing sex for nearly half a year, but Hanguang is still lukewarm to him, saying that he will leave him, without even a little hesitation.

Now his wife is trying to date another boy, a boy who seems to be better than him in many places, Shen Yimo actually can't see what Hanguang's attitude towards that boy is, he feels like an ordinary friend, of course, this may also be his self-deception.

Turning over on the bed, Shen Yimo buried his head in the pillow and took a deep breath.

The question he has most to worry about now is, what should he do next? What if Hanguang really decides to officially fall in love with that guy? It's very likely that he won't be able to say some intimate words to Hanguang in the future, what should he do? What if Hanguang is really in love and never breaks up, and decides to be with that boy forever!!

No matter what, at least for a long time in the next year, the relationship between Shen Yimo and Hanguang is like meeting on the playground, taking their respective "lovers" for a walk together, saying hello when they meet, usually there is no communication at all, Hanguang didn't come over to see him from time to time like he had a girlfriend back then, and went out for a walk with him.

Under such circumstances, Hanguang's hot pot restaurant officially opened, but on the day of the opening, Shen Yimo was not able to witness this moment.

Because no notification was received at all.

It was still a long time after it opened, and his classmates who played well with him told him that the hot pot in his restaurant was good, and if he was interested, he could go and eat it once, and he found out about it.

Maybe it's been too long, so long that his heart doesn't have the original feeling, and he won't be sad when he hears the news.

It's just that he doesn't know who will stand at the door with Hanguang to greet the guests on the opening day? Who will be with him to accept the blessing of his friends and officially embark on the road of entrepreneurship together?

Shen Yimo finally went to the hot pot restaurant, and Mike, Yiwei, Ayang and those people went together, the decoration of the store was the same as Shen Yimo expected at the time, divided into two floors, there are private rooms on the second floor, each table on the first floor can sit four people, the guests choose their favorite pots, in addition to two long tables, there are flowing dishes and drinks on them, the decoration of the store is also very chic, all kinds of quiet ink paintings, there are green mountains and clear waters, there are pine, bamboo and plum, and the empty valley of the orchid......

Hanguang also COS the waiter, and asked them what dishes to order, Yiwei was not very familiar with Hanguang in the first place, so he was not in the same class, and he was embarrassed to talk more, Ayang even ordered the food and stopped talking, but Mike asked if he could give them a discount, Hanguang smiled and said, "It's free." ”

"Great!" Everyone at the table, except for Shen Yimo, was cheering enthusiastically.

He just looked at that person, and never moved away from the moment Hanguang appeared in his sight, Hanguang didn't look at him, he only looked at him when he talked to him very normally, and his attitude was very natural, and he didn't arouse the suspicion of others at all.

waited until that person left him before he withdrew his gaze, lowered his head slightly, and couldn't help but wonder in his heart, is Hanguang really ready to get along with him like this forever?

What he didn't know was that Hanguang actually intended to be separated from him for a period of time, in order to verify his feelings for him.

In fact, Shen Yimo is very right in what he said, that is, sexual orientation is not the decisive factor why Hanguang is unwilling to be with him, and Hanguang will reject him for only one reason - he doesn't like him.

This is what Hanguang said to Alex when the person rejected him.

Alex is a very handsome Chinese-English mixed-race, blonde and blue-eyed, elegant manners, he can be said to have fallen in love with Hanguang at first sight, and then after observing him in the class for a while, he decided to officially start the courtship, and after being rejected, he proposed to try to date him for a while.

"You should let go of the preconceived notions of homosexuality in your heart, because it doesn't matter at all, and you just think of me as someone who is pursuing you, and just try to see if you can be with me." Alex said.

Hanguang thought of Shen Yimo at that moment, he heard many words of liking from him, but he never officially thought about accepting him, just prevaricating with the excuse that he couldn't accept homosexuality, in fact, he never tried to accept a boy, how could he accept homosexuality?

Hanguang didn't care about this in the past, because they were still young, and they were even in their third year of high school when that person first confessed to him, and the love at this time was basically a joke, not to mention that at that time they had done all the things that a couple should do, and it didn't matter if they had the title of "lover" or not.

At that time, Hanguang had many other suitors, and then in high school, the number of suitors only increased, and Hanguang never thought of accepting anyone, until he met Alex, who offered to try to date him himself, but Hanguang suddenly realized at this time that it was a very terrible thing to try what he and Shen Yimo had done on another boy.

It's like before that person confessed, he always fooled him to help him solve it with his hands, and he said that he wanted to try it with others but never really practiced it, this kind of thing is really not for anyone.

Don't...... I also like Xiao Mo??

Although the more I think about it, the more unreliable I feel than trying to date other boys.

Anyway, he said to Alex, "I'm sorry, I can't accept trying to date because I think I might like someone else." ”

Alex wasn't angry, but just asked him a little funny, "What do you mean you 'maybe' like someone else?" ”

"Even I don't know if I like him or not," Hanguang said with some embarrassment, "He's a boy like you, and I've always thought I can't accept falling in love with a boy." ”

"And how do you feel about him?" Alex asked again.

"I don't know," Hanguang thought about it with a frown, "we are often together, almost inseparable, I regard him as a very good friend, and I have never officially thought of being with him." ”

Speaking of this, Hanguang secretly said in his heart that he omitted very important details, that is, this so-called "friend" likes him, and seduces him to sleep every once in a while, so that they are no different from official couples.

Alex thought for a moment and said, "Well, in that case, let's make a real yàn and test your feelings for him." Of course, the premise is that you don't deliberately avoid the problem of homosexuality, just be afraid that it will be an ordinary emotional experiment. ”