Chapter 121: Self-loathing
"Say no more!" Mu Zi suddenly shouted, the picture was vivid, as if it was repeated, the heart that had just calmed down before fluctuated again, especially Xue Jincheng's face, so that Mu Zi could hardly suppress the hatred in her heart, she stared at Xue Jincheng deadly, her voice was as sad as crying blood, "You hurt me!" You betrayed me! ”
"I didn't hurt you!" Xue Jincheng closed his eyes and said in a slightly hoarse voice.
Mu Zi didn't reply, because of the shortness of breath, her chest rose and fell violently, and her heart was even more mixed.
"He didn't betray you either!" Xue Jincheng looked at Mu Zi, his eyes were gentle, as if he was reassuring, "He has no reason to harm you!" Ah Zi, think about it! Don't get into the horns! Sometimes, what you see with your own eyes can also blind you! ”
Feeling that Mu Zi's feelings had calmed down a bit, and it seemed that he could listen to his words, Xue Jincheng said again, "Have you ever heard of the illusion technique?" It is a high-level illusion that is said to be able to transform into any image flawlessly! ”
Phantoms? Mu Zi's thoughts were attracted by Xue Jincheng's words, and she vaguely remembered that her master had mentioned a technique to her, which could be imitated in her voice and appearance, but after many years, she didn't remember the name of that spell, but she clearly remembered that her master once said that no matter how advanced the illusion is, if you cheat, there will definitely be flaws!
Xue Jincheng seemed to know what she was confused about, so he spoke, "Because you never defended him, you didn't find some details!" If you do it all over again, there are many details worth considering! ”
Mu Zi was stunned when she heard this, and suddenly she was a little dazed.
Is that so? Because he believed in him with all his heart and loved him, he was blinded, and he didn't even notice that others were pretending to be him?
How ridiculous is that? Mu Zi couldn't accept such an excuse.
How can you not recognize someone when you love someone so much? Don't you claim to know him, understand him? How can it be difficult to tell the real from the fake?
Mu Zi suddenly remembered what Sora had said to her, "Sometimes, what you see with your eyes and hear with your ears may not be true!" ”
He also warned her not to be blinded by the past!
Mu Zi was confused at first, but unfortunately he couldn't figure it out at the time, and then he left those behind.
And now, memories are surging like a tide, and those times that Mu Zi had deliberately avoided are reproduced in his mind one by one.
He knew that she was so happy when she was pregnant, and her face, which had always been gentle and elegant, showed excitement like a child that day; Since then, he has been by her side almost every day, never leaving an inch, carefully taking care of her; Her belly was getting bigger day by day, and he watched her look at her holding her belly, his eyes soft and distressed.
Now that I think about it, I was so comfortable that I didn't even have the most basic vigilance.
That man is not him! It wasn't him who made her drink bird's nest!
Mu Zi gradually figured it out, she stood in a trance and her eyes were out of focus, and a wave of sorrow and sadness came to her heart.
If it wasn't him, something must have happened to him! Otherwise, how could she not even show up when she gave birth?
He had an accident, but she didn't recognize him, not only did she not save him, but she always hated him and resented him. What right does she have to hate him! How much Mu Zi hated Xue Jincheng before, but now he hates himself even more. The feeling of self-loathing came up at once, and she instinctively wanted to escape.