Chapter 221: Get Out
Ji Cheng found Shen Che in Shizuka-in. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
In a place like Shizuka-in, Ji Cheng naturally couldn't get in, but she had already changed into men's clothes when she went out.
This kind of fireworks land Ji Cheng pretended to be a little maid when her second brother was addicted to meat, but it was the first time to come to this kind of place in the capital.
At this moment, Ji Cheng was naturally in no mood to browse around to satisfy her curiosity, she straightened up and said to the girl who was guarding the door of the upper room: "Please ask the young lady to spread the word and tell the second son, Jin Diji, to ask to see him." ”
The little girl accepted the purse handed over by Ji Cheng, and the pretty gentleman in front of her was generous and polite, where was she willing to embarrass him, and said playfully: "Wait." With that, he twisted his waist and went in.
The little girl went in for a while, and there was a sound of footsteps in the door, Ji Cheng took a breath, and was thinking about how to speak, but what he saw was not Shen Che, but a charming and charming half-old, about twenty-eight or nine years old.
Hua Gu is not that little girl, she has seen more people than the little girl has eaten more salt, and she can see at a glance that Ji Cheng is a girl, "What is the matter with this girl looking for the second son?" ”
Ji Cheng had long expected that Shen Che might not be willing to see him, and he was not discouraged, "I have something urgent to find him, please ask the girl to help me pass it on." ”
Hua Gu leaned against the door frame and lazily stretched her waist, "It's really funny, I have grabbed the door to grab business these years, and I don't even care about my face." ”
Ji Cheng's face turned red, she didn't expect to be misunderstood by Hua Gu for such a woman, but she didn't bother to fight with Hua Gu, so she didn't have to belittle her identity, so she took out a silver ticket of five hundred taels from her cuff and handed it to Hua Gu, "Girl, can you let me in?" ”
Hua Gu laughed "chickling", laughing so much that a flower branch trembled, and took the silver ticket from Ji Cheng's hand and said: "The second son is really right, he said that you just like to smash people with silver, girl, and the slave family rushed out to see if you can ask for some luck." ”
Ji Cheng's stomach was about to be blown up by Shen Che, so he raised his leg and walked inside.
Hua Gu stretched out her hand to block in front of Ji Cheng and said, "What is this girl?" ”
Ji Cheng glanced at Hua Gu, didn't he do anything after receiving the money?
Hua Gu smiled: "It's not that I don't let the girl in, but I'm afraid that the girl will lose her face when she goes in. ”
Ji Cheng reacted for a moment before she understood what the "cool" in Hua Gu's mouth meant, her face was white, her legs couldn't go out anymore, she turned around and walked out.
Hua Gu watched Ji Cheng leave, thinking that she was angry and left, but she saw her sitting down on a stone bench under the camphor tree in the courtyard, sitting with her eyes and nose and nose and mouth, and did not move.
Hua Gu whispered to the little girl to keep an eye on it, and then turned around and went inside.
Shen Che was playing chess with others, Hua Gu walked in lightly, kneeling on the side and pouring tea for the two of them, at this moment where is there a bewitching expression on her face, so obedient that she didn't even dare to breathe, especially the gaze on her forehead made her scalp numb.
Fortunately, Shen Che's gaze quickly retracted and fell back to the chessboard, and Hua Gu dared to take a breath.
The rain had stopped for a while, and now it was falling again, still with snow foam, and shivering with cold. Ji Cheng couldn't sit still anymore, although she was not so afraid of the cold, but her toes were frozen when she sat outside the house in this weather, she gathered the cloak on her shoulders and stood up and walked around to warm up.
Ji Cheng was rubbing his hands when he heard movement in the house, and after a while, he saw Shen Che walking out first, and she was just about to meet it, when she saw Shen Che turn sideways and give way, and a middle-aged man with a beautiful face walked out from behind him.
Ji Cheng stayed where he was and didn't move, just watched Shen Che send the man all the way to the door, Ji Cheng had never seen Shen Che attach so much importance to a person, although he didn't have any special actions, but he had always been lazy, and he was not even so attentive to the old lady, and he was sent all the way to the door.
Ji Cheng secretly pondered the origin of that person in his heart.
After Shen Che sent the man out of the back door, he turned around and walked to Ji Cheng's side.
Ji Cheng looked at Shen Che with some weakness, after all, it was very inappropriate for her to come to this kind of place as a married woman, and if someone found out, the Shen family would be embarrassed.
"Let's go." Shen Che said.
When Ji Cheng heard this, he silently followed Shen Che out the door. She looked at Shen Che's back, and then looked back at Hua Gu at the gate of Shizuka Temple, knowing that Hua Gu's words just now turned out to be lying to her, which was ridiculously a little happy, it was said that with her current mood, she would definitely not be happy.
However, Ji Cheng's finch joy didn't last for a few moments, and she saw Shen Che turn over and get on the horse. Ji Cheng came by carriage, and it was impossible to catch up with Shen Che's horse, she trotted over in a little anxious, grabbed Shen Che's reins, and looked at Shen Che beggingly, "Lang Jun." ”
When it came to the end, he left behind any hesitation and dignity, and even when he misunderstood that Shen Che was having fun in it just now, Ji Cheng couldn't help but go in and sprinkle, and at this time, he shouted "Lang Jun" for the first time.
Shen Che patted the unpleasantly snorting horse, then looked at Ji Cheng and said, "Go back first, I know what you're looking for me for." ”
Ji Cheng slowly let go of his hand with some embarrassment, and just watched Shen Che leave.
When Ji Cheng returned to Jiuliyuan, Liu Ye'er hurriedly came up and asked, "Can the girl see Langjun?" ”
Ji Cheng nodded, he had no interest in speaking, hurriedly coped with a dinner, and rushed to Rui Yingtang to talk to the old lady with a smile, and then returned to Jiuliyuan.
Shen Che still didn't come back, and Liu Ye'er persuaded her to go to bed after saying anything. It's just that Ji Cheng can sleep somewhere, and he has been listening to the movement outside.
Ji Cheng listened to the voice, it was already the hour, and Shen Che had not come back yet. Ji Cheng waited for a while before he heard Ni Shang call "Childe".
Ji Cheng got up and ran out without even bothering to put on his shoes, and crashed into Shen Che's arms who were coming in with the curtain.
If it weren't for Shen Che hugging him quickly, Ji Cheng would have to fall to the ground after crashing back.
"I'm so anxious to throw myself into my arms, I'm afraid that I won't help your eldest brother?" Shen Che's voice came from above Ji Cheng's head, and he gently pushed her away with his hand on Ji Cheng's shoulder.
Just this action made Ji Cheng embarrassed, she stepped back embarrassed and embarrassed, straightened her sideburns and bowed her head, and said, "I'll go change my clothes." ”
Having said that, Ji Cheng stood still and didn't move, until Shen Che nodded, she was relieved to enter the East Room, she was afraid that Shen Che would be unhappy and left again.
Ji Cheng was afraid that Shen Che would be impatient, so he hurriedly wrapped a robe, put on his shoes and socks and walked out, only to see Shen Che sitting on the kang in the south window, looking down at his hand on his lap, and looking at his expression indecently.
Ji Cheng walked lightly to the door, poked his head out and asked Liu Ye'er, who had been guarding outside, to make a cup of tea.
Liu Ye'er was busy responding, it was said that she should have made tea for Shen Che a long time ago, but Liu Ye'er was afraid that it would be a big sin to disturb the two masters if she went in, so she kept lingering by the door.
After instructing Liu Ye'er, Ji Cheng walked lightly to Shen Che and sat down, she didn't even have the courage to look directly at Shen Che, she only felt ashamed and ashamed, "You know everything about my eldest brother?" ”
"I didn't know. But if you can work as a man, you disguised yourself as a man to find me in Shizuka-in, and swallowed your anger at Hua Gu, I roughly guessed a little. Shen Che was sarcastic and not polite at all.
Ji Cheng closed his eyes before raising his head to look at Shen Che and said, "Can you help my eldest brother?" ”
Shen Che raised his eyebrows and said: "The one you saw in the afternoon is Zeng Yushi, who is the one he poked out of this imperial examination case, and the emperor ordered him to investigate this case." ”
Ji Cheng's eyes widened suddenly, "You already knew that my eldest brother was ......"
Shen Che sneered, "I still know something about my own eldest brother. In order to win the polo match, you can let you, who is a sister, help him play, this time if Qiu Yu can get through the joint, will he let it go? With the financial resources of your Ji family, do you still lack the money to buy joints? ”
Ji Cheng only felt that his face was burning hotly when he heard this, he was angry and ashamed in his heart, and he couldn't help but feel sad and sad, how could Shen Che look down on her mother's family? But it's no wonder that he is, after all, it is his eldest brother who does something that is too despised.
"I know it's too late to say anything now, I just ask you to help him, my father has been in poor health, if something happens to the eldest brother this time, he is only afraid that he will ......" Ji Cheng didn't dare to say the word "death". Although the father and daughter had a quarrel over the matter of their aunt, and what Ji Qing said today was a little ruthless, but it was Ji Cheng's father in the end, and Ji Cheng also knew that her father didn't love her daughter, but just loved his son more.
Ji Cheng doesn't miss many people in this world, she can't help but cherish the rest of the people.
But then again, if it was put on Ji Cheng in the past, I was afraid that she would not feel so guilty about her eldest brother's affairs. The profit of a businessman can be exchanged for a small amount of money to make her eldest brother easily moved, and she may support her eldest brother to do such a cost-effective deal.
But somehow, Ji Cheng can't do anything like that now. She subconsciously knew that Shen Che definitely didn't like her like that, and Su Yun's incident had always been on Shen Che's mind. It's about close to Zhu Zhechi, except for the third room, almost everyone else in the Shen family acts in a dignified manner, so that the Shen family can stand for a hundred years without falling.
Ji Cheng has now become the grave woman of the big house, and everything she does unconsciously is doing according to the Shen family's set, and she rarely calculates people behind her back. Even Shen Cui, Li Rui and the like, she just laughed it off.
Shen Che looked at Ji Cheng with a begging face and said, "What do you think I invited Lord Zeng to dinner today?" Ji Yuan is your eldest brother and my eldest brother, if he has such a faceless thing, the Shen family's face will not be bright. ”
Shen Che had already expected this mess of the Ji family at the beginning, so the words that persuaded Shen Yu at that time were not false, but in the end, he himself failed to resist the temptation.
Before meeting Shen Che, Ji Cheng had a lot of conjectures in his heart, but he never thought that Shen Che was already helping her eldest brother before she could speak.
Ji Cheng was so ashamed in his heart that he was so ashamed, grateful, moved, guilty, remorseful, and happy, it was really a mixture of tastes, and all kinds of tastes came to his heart, and his eyes couldn't help but turn red.
Ji Cheng opened his mouth and was about to speak, but he heard footsteps by the door, it was Liu Ye'er who brought tea. Ji Cheng turned his face to the side, calmed down his emotions, and waited for Liu Ye'er to leave before turning back again.
"What did Master Zeng say? Does he already have a list of candidates who have passed the joint? Ji Cheng asked.
Shen Che picked up the teacup, put aside the floating leaves on his face, and took a sip of tea before he said slowly: "Not yet, tonight he will open the examination papers of all the middle school candidates." ”
"So what now? Lord Zeng, he ......, "Ji Cheng is as anxious as an ant on a hot pot."
Shen Che lowered his eyelids and didn't look at Ji Cheng, as if the floating leaves were better looking than Ji Cheng, "Lord Zeng has always been known for his honesty and integrity, otherwise people with high secrets would not have put the evidence on his mansion." If you want to stuff him with silver, stop it. ”
"So what are we supposed to do?" Ji Cheng asked.
Shen Che smiled, leaned over to Ji Cheng and said, "Don't tell me you don't have a plan in your heart, if you don't have a plan, I'll go to sleep." ”
Ji Cheng naturally has a plan, as early as last night, she had already thought of all the ways she could think of, but it was difficult to speak.
But looking at Shen Che's appearance, if she didn't say it, he would definitely not take the initiative to ask for it.
Ji Cheng had to be cheeky and said: "I can only replace my eldest brother's exam papers before Lord Zeng opens the scroll seal, and I have to replace the copied exam papers as well." "In this way, we will never have any troubles.
Because there is evidence of buying joints on the exam paper. Usually bribing the examiner is to discuss with each other what to write on the first few pages, how many lines and how many words to write in the exam paper, generally there are three to five joints, if these several places are correct, then the examiner will select the exam paper, which is counted as the exam paper selected in the primary selection, and finally the main examiner will determine the ranking.
Usually, in order to prevent favoritism and fraud, an examination paper must be reviewed by several examiners, so once there is favoritism in the imperial examination, it must be the answer, and all the examiners and examiners may be involved.
Zeng Yushi now knows what those joint words are, and when he opens a pair of exam papers, he can find out that those lifters have bought through the joints.
Yes, Ji Yuan's exam papers must be replaced, and the speed must be fast.
Today, Ji Cheng has asked her brother to rewrite an exam paper from memory at Ji's house, and I don't know if he drove it out. Ji Cheng knew that everything would be ruined if it was too late, otherwise he would not have rushed to Shizuka Courtyard to find Shen Che.
"How do you change that?" Shen Che asked.
"I've already asked my eldest brother to rush out a new copy of the exam papers." Ji Cheng said, "But there is no way to copy the copy." "Because the imperial court has also thought of a lot of ways to deal with the fraud in the imperial examination, for fear that the examiner will recognize the handwriting, so each candidate's examination paper will be specially copied by someone, so that the examiner cannot distinguish which candidate's examination paper is from the handwriting.
Shen Che smiled: "It's a threat for other people to know about this matter. So I can only do it, but then I got involved, I really don't know what kind of fate I will end up in the future to help you like this? ”
Shen Che's smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, but instead made people think of the fact that he took drugs for Ji Cheng and wasted half of his life and was finally betrayed by Ji Cheng.
Ji Cheng was so sensitive, she naturally understood the sarcasm and coolness in Shen Che's words, she was silent for a moment, and then raised her head to look at Shen Che again, "After this time, I won't have the face to stay in the Shen family anymore." In the seven rules, I am guilty of disobedience to my parents, childlessness, jealousy, and excessive speech. ”
This is just a superficial article, just to give Shen Che a decent reason to divorce his wife.
Ji Cheng stood up and took a step to the side, lifted the corner of his skirt and knelt down towards Shen Che and said: "From the beginning, Ji Cheng has been involved in Langjun a lot, and he is so thin that he can't match the gentleman, so he just wants to stop dragging Langjun down in the future." Ji Cheng knocked his head on the ground and said goodbye, "I know that Lang Jun is not short of silver, but the Ji family and Ji Cheng have nothing else, so they just ask Lang Jun to accept the shares of the Longchang and help my eldest brother one more time." ”
Longchang is the only hole card in Ji Cheng's hand. After losing the Longchang, Ji Chengke really had nothing to do and was destitute, that was the only confidence she had.
The person on the head didn't make a sound for a long time, Ji Cheng's head was still on the ground and he didn't dare to get up, and he didn't have the face to look up at Shen Che's face, it was all her fault that they were married to the point where they are now.
The silence was so long that Ji Cheng almost thought that Shen Che was asleep, she turned sideways slightly and raised her head, only to see Shen Che raise her hand and slam the teacup in her hand to the corner.
The force was so great, the sound of the teacup falling to the place was almost like thunder, Ji Cheng fell back in fright, watching the fragments splash up from the ground and fly straight towards her, it was too late to dodge, Ji Cheng could only close his eyes appointively.
Everything was just a false alarm, and the fragments did not splash on Ji Cheng's face, as if they had hit a wall of qi, and then fell to the ground with a "ding-ding" sound.
"It's not your fault, it's all me, it's my own fault." Shen Che said sharply.
Ji Cheng has been frightened by Shen Che at a loss, she has known Shen Che for so many years, she has never seen him speak so harshly, most of the time he is lazy and looks at people with a mocking smile, and when he is angry, he will behave more gently than usual, and then play yin behind his back to make you cry dad and call mother.
This is the first time that such an uncontrollable outburst of anger has been made.
Ji Cheng's back was tightly pressed against the kang wall, as if he couldn't get into the wall, and looked at Shen Che with a pale face.
Shen Che looked at Ji Cheng's frightened eyes, and after calming down, he couldn't help laughing self-deprecatingly, "I didn't expect that I would have today." ”
The tone was full of helplessness and sadness, Ji Cheng only felt sad when he heard it, but he didn't know what to do to comfort Shen Che.
"You're afraid that I'm right, if I don't stop you, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to help but end up with your own hands that day." Shen Che said, "Get up, isn't it silver?" No one will dislike a lot of silver, and I don't dislike it. I accepted the Longchang, and I will handle Ji Yuan's affairs for you, which can be regarded as the full affection of our husband and wife, and we will be separated from each other from now on. ”
Shen Che's sudden "reasonableness" made Ji Cheng even more embarrassed. How hurtful is the word love, so a cold person like her shouldn't have feelings, but hurts others and herself, Ji Cheng thought sadly, and when he heard the words "one part, two wide", tears fell out.
"Sit down, you don't have to feel sorry for me." Shen Che's voice was as tired as an old man, "I forced you at the beginning, otherwise you would have been living with your brother Ziyun at this moment, and I would have beaten the mandarin ducks with my stick, and I would have taken the blame." Now that this is the case, you can finally have a lover and become a family. ”
Ji Cheng shook her head again and again, although she was not a sharp person, but she was also articulate on weekdays, but she couldn't spit out a word at this time, she only choked and shook her head.
"You don't have to pretend to be pitiful in front of me, don't I know what kind of heart you are? Since I promised to help your eldest brother, I will never regret it. Put away your tears and don't waste them. Shen Che said sarcastically.
Ji Cheng's tears were still hanging on his face, but he couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly, obviously he had already made a decision, but in the end, he couldn't help shedding tears. But tears can't solve anything, it's just a joke, she hasn't been a crying person since she was a child.
Ji Cheng naturally had insomnia all night, sitting in front of the makeup and looking at himself in the mirror, picking up the hairpin next to him, and gesturing it on his cheek with the pointed end, thinking that after working hard for so many years, he might have to destroy this face in order to live in peace.
In the morning, Liu Ye'er came to open the door, and saw the debris all over the ground at a glance, and hurriedly went into the room to see Ji Cheng, "Girl, are you okay?" ”
"It's okay, sweep the debris away, lest you accidentally step on it and hurt your foot." Ji Cheng combed his long hair with a comb as he spoke.
Seeing Ji Cheng's calm face, Liu Ye'er also breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, comforting herself that it must be nothing serious. She went to sleep after bringing the tea over last night, and how dare she eavesdrop on her master's speech outside. Maybe she was too tired, so she fell asleep on the bed, and she didn't hear the sound of the cup being smashed.
Ji Cheng is a regular director on this day, and when she arrives at Rui Yingtang, she also talks to the old lady as usual to relieve her boredom, and no one can see the abnormality, even she herself is shocked by her composure, or it can also be called numbness.
In the evening, Shen Che came back from outside and entered Woyun Hall directly, and Liu Ye'er was so happy that she smiled, and hurriedly made tea and sent it in.
Ji Cheng's eyelids jumped when he saw the teacup.
"I'm not going to drink tea, let's take it out." Shen Che said coldly, "Prepare a set of pen, ink, paper, and inkstones." ”
Liu Ye'er stepped back in response, quickly sent the pen and paper, and then walked out lightly and closed the door from the outside.
Ji Cheng took a breath, what should have come will come after all, she regretted it countless times during the day, and wanted to take back what she said, but every time she ran to the firewood leading to the top courtyard and saw the lock, she remembered her words, and many things were not something that could be taken back if she wanted to.
Shen Che handed two exam papers to Ji Cheng, one of which she recognized as her eldest brother's handwriting, she looked at the joints that Shen Che told her, and sure enough, all five places were correct. This exam paper was replaced, which finally made people breathe a sigh of relief. And the other copy is naturally a transcription, Ji Cheng read it carefully, and there is no difference from the one from the first.
In the end, Shen Che is capable. In such a short period of time, it was impossible for Ji Yuan to rewrite the examination papers from memory, because the imperial examination emphasized the pavilion style, and the font was square and even, not a one-touch thing. Therefore, Ji Cheng did not give the exam paper written by Ji Yuan to Shen Che.
"That, the eldest brother's exam papers have been taken out, but what should I do if I can't find his exam papers at that time?" Ji Cheng asked Shen Chedao.
"I asked someone to imitate your eldest brother's handwriting and write a new copy, and the one that was copied also imitated." Shen Che said.
Jing Shijun is capable of many people, so naturally there are people who can imitate handwriting, and Ji Cheng no longer speaks when he hears this.
"What, don't believe me?" Shen Che asked, "Afraid that I will have a back hand?" ”
Ji Cheng shook his head, "I didn't believe you. ”
Shen Che ignored Ji Cheng, picked up Ji Yuan's exam paper from in front of Ji Cheng, then walked to the table and sat down to pick up the pen, and wrote against the exam paper.
Ji Cheng stood next to her and looked at it, even she couldn't tell the truth from the fake, her heart moved, "Is it the exam paper you rewrote for the eldest brother?" ”
Shen Che raised his head and said, "Otherwise? Since I have promised you something, I will do it properly and leave no trouble. Except for you and me, no one else knows about it. ”
Ji Cheng took Ji Yuan's exam paper again, only to feel that it was so heavy that she could barely pick it up, if it weren't for it, her life shouldn't have been so desperate and hopeless.
Ji Cheng turned around and put away the exam papers, and then looked at Shen Che again.
Shen Che sat at the table, holding a book, this time he didn't need to look at Ji Cheng to know what he wrote, the strength in her body seemed to be all taken away, and she could only support her body by leaning on the partition fan.
There is no need to talk at length about the book, and soon Shen Che put down his pen on the book and put the book on the table and waited for the ink to dry.
Hugh wrote the book and sent it to Ji Cheng's mother's house, and then her mother's family sent someone to take her back, and this relationship between husband and wife was completely over.
Neither of them spoke, nor did they look at each other, as if they were both waiting for the ink to dry.
"Husband and wife turn against each other, punish without restraint, and have no heart to live. Therefore, the husband and wife are in love. Determined to retire, to leave forever, and to have nothing to do with it again. ”
Ji Cheng's hand holding the book of resignation could barely bear the weight of the thin paper, and his eyes were pierced by the words "forever gone".
"You take your eldest brother's exam paper back, presumably the Ji family will definitely be happy to accept your daughter again." Shen Che said.
Ji Cheng felt a pain in her heart, obviously Shen Che misinterpreted her mind again, thinking that she had exhausted her calculations and proposed to leave at this time, the Ji family would never dislike her as an abandoned woman, everything was a transaction.
Ji Cheng turned around and entered the house, took out her letter seal on the Longchang, and handed it to Shen Che with both hands.
Shen Che took the box in Ji Cheng's hand, rubbed his fingers lightly on it, and smiled: "I really made a lot of money marrying you." How many people in this world have never seen so much silver in their lives. ”
Ji Cheng lowered his head and said, "Ancestor, I really don't have the face to see her, I'll leave early tomorrow morning." ”
Shen Che sneered and said, "You don't have the face to see her, and I don't have the face to see her." After going around and around for so many years, it turned out to be this kind of ending, how can it not be chilling? ”
Ji Cheng held Xiu Shu's hand tightly, looked up at Shen Che, and was about to speak but was interrupted by him.
"That's fine, I still have to thank you, long pain is better than short pain, it's a good thing for me to see your selfishness and coldness as soon as possible." Shen Che paused, "Actually, I already saw your viciousness and selfishness back then, but later I deceived myself and thought that you were forced to do it. It turns out that there is nothing to be forced to, but it is nature. ”
Ji Cheng choked so much that she covered her mouth so that she didn't make a sound, she already knew that she was unbearable, and she also knew that Shen Che couldn't look down on herself, but she didn't know that listening to him hurt people like this.
"I ......"
Shen Che waved his hand and said, "Don't talk, we won't see each other again in our lives after tonight." There are some things that must be said clearly, and those who are clear must be asked. ”
"I was ...... on the grassland," Shen Che's words were generally cut off by Ji Cheng in a hurry.
"I know you won't forgive me, I turned my back on you and saved Brother Ziyun, and I never asked for your forgiveness." Ji Cheng said hurriedly, for fear that Shen Che would not allow her to speak, "Originally, I didn't have the face to stay in the Shen family anymore, but I stayed shamelessly, everything was my fault." ”
Shen Che shook his head and smiled, "You have never understood me. He was so disappointed that he didn't even want to say anything more, so he stood up and said, "Sleep, what's the point of saying this?" ”
Ji Cheng followed Shen Che to stand up and staggered to the door, Shen Che opened the door and turned around and said, "I didn't blame you for saving Ling Ziyun at all. If you watch him die in front of you, it's inhuman. This has never been the place I hated you. I can forgive you for even designing to kill me, and you are the first to bow your head, do you think I still care about the antidote you gave out? ”
Ji Cheng stood stunned when he heard this, since he never blamed her, then why did they come to this point? Ji Cheng quickly chased Shen Che and ran out, "Lang Jun." ”
Shen Che paused and said, "I'm no longer your Langjun. You don't need to say anything more, I've made up my mind, and I've seen through a lot of things. At this point, it is impossible to turn back. ”
Ji Cheng felt as if a sledgehammer had fallen from the top of her head, her eyes could no longer see anything, and her ears could no longer hear any sound, until Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er held her hand and mixed her back on the kang, Ji Cheng was still confused.
Liu Ye'er held Ji Cheng's hand and rubbed it back and forth for her, "Oh my God, why did you freeze like this?" Yu Qian'er went to cook a bowl of ginger soup, and the girl was cold. ”
It's true that the whole body is cold, and even the internal organs are cold.
When holding the ginger soup, Ji Cheng was awakened by the heat, and cried out with a "wow", crying uncontrollably, scared Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er at a loss, it was the first time they saw Ji Cheng crying so heartbreakingly, even when Zhu Jijun wanted to marry her, she was so scared and never cried like this.
It's a fairy, there's nothing to look good at crying really about, a handful of snot and a handful of tears, after Ji Cheng threw thirty or forty handkerchiefs at her feet, she stopped crying, her eyes were swollen and tall, like a goldfish.
Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er didn't dare to speak, until Ji Cheng calmed down and said, "Lang Jun has already written a letter of resignation, and we will go back to Orchid Lane early tomorrow morning." Simply clean up, Daddy will send someone to pull things later. ”
Liu Ye'er exclaimed, "How can this be? How so? ”
Ji Cheng waved his hand, "You all go down, let me stay alone for a while." ”
Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er stood still, for fear that Ji Cheng would do something stupid.
Ji Cheng smiled bitterly: "Don't worry about me, I won't look for death." I need to be quiet, go down. ”
Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er retreated at this time, and as soon as they walked to the door, they heard Ji Cheng say: "Don't tell anyone, don't look for the ancestor." Stay quietly in your room, or our master's servant will be over. ”
Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er glanced at each other and dispelled the thoughts in their hearts.
Ji Cheng sat in front of the makeup, and the book of resignation had been collected by her and the two exam papers, and she looked around. Woyun Hall had been renovated before she and Shen Che got married, especially the clean room had taken a lot of effort to decorate, Ji Cheng suddenly remembered that she seemed to have never rested here with Shen Che.
Ji Cheng instantly surged up a lot of regrets and remorse in her heart, these remorse made her can't wait for a moment to open the door and go out in a hurry, she still owes Shen Che a sincere apology, those words poured into her mouth several times, but she never said it because of some reasons that she can't remember now.
Tonight, when everything comes to a dead end, people have no scruples. After Shen Che said those words, Ji Cheng didn't hold out any hope of redeeming him, because leaving was her own request. Now I just want to feel at ease.
That's right, peace of mind.
Ji Cheng comforted himself when he saw the copper lock hanging on the firewood. She turned around and ran back to Woyun Hall, took the light snow sword and walked out again.
As soon as Ji Cheng went out, he saw Ni Sheng looking in the corner, where did she care about her now, the movement of the first was only afraid that Ni Sheng was the clearest, and what she said when she chased Shen Che out, Ni Sheng was afraid that she would also hear it.
Ji Cheng didn't see Ni Shang, ran to the firewood with his sword, and cut the copper lock with a sword.
In the top courtyard, Shen Che had just come out of the bath, barefoot, wearing white Songjiang muslin trousers, and was casually tying the belt of his upper body, Ji Cheng ran in.
Shen Che frowned and looked at Ji Cheng with an unswerving expression.
"I know you don't want to see me again, I'll leave when I'm done, okay?" Ji Cheng looked at Shen Che with pleading.
Shen Che was silent for a moment, then walked to the cushion in front of the low table and sat down, "Say it." ”
Ji Cheng didn't choose to sit opposite Shen Che, but knelt down on the pu mat on his right hand, "I always owe you an explanation for the half-day dispersion." ”
Shen Che raised his eyebrows, and Ji Cheng said anxiously, "You let me finish." If he interrupted her at this time, Ji Cheng was afraid that he would never have the courage to say these words again in his life.
"You're right, I'm cold and selfish by nature, insidious and vicious, and when Ziyun was scattered for half a day, the thought of not saving him even flashed in my mind. Because if I save him, you may die. Ji Cheng looked at Shen Che and said, "The reason for this may be because if you die, I will become a widow, and if you are still alive, this matter will become an eternal estrangement between you and me." None of this is what I wanted. ”
Ji Cheng lowered his eyelids, and his face began to have a fever, "But at that time, my mind was in a mess, and Ziyun kept vomiting blood, whether you believe it or not, my hesitation at that time was not because of these trade-offs, but because I didn't want you to be in danger in my heart." ”
"I myself was stunned by the thought." Ji Cheng laughed self-deprecatingly: "I really didn't expect that one day I would be unwilling to save Ziyun?"
"But I can't watch him die. If he dies, my heart will no longer be at peace in this life, and I have already turned my back on my relationship with him from the bottom of my heart, and I can no longer watch him die because of it. Ji Cheng looked up at Shen Che again, "So I saved him, and from then on there was no more him in my heart." ”
Shen Che said lightly: "I have already said just now, I have not blamed you for this matter. ”
Ji Cheng's words were actually confessions, but she didn't see any fluctuations in expression on Shen Che's face, as if she was just listening to a stranger stating something inconsequential.
Sadness and despair poured down, Ji Cheng lowered his eyelids again and asked, "Do you blame me for not going to you after that?" ”
Shen Che's eyes widened, but Ji Cheng didn't see it, she only cared about saying the words in her heart in one go, "I have some guesses in my heart, you have never been a person who has no success, I hope that you can escape the pursuit of Hodder, but I am not sure." I can see that Zai is in love with you, and she must be reluctant to let you die, but she forced me to save Ziyun, and I thought that she must have a way to save you. ”
"Look, how sad it is, I saved Ziyun, but I have to beg Zayna in my heart to save you." Ji Cheng's voice was as ethereal as a cloud in the wilderness, "At the beginning, I was very sick and couldn't see the direction, and after I woke up, I didn't have the face to see you again, and I was afraid that if I found you, you and Zayina were close to each other." ”
Shen Che sneered: "You don't have to make excuses for yourself. How am I to Zayina, don't you know? You didn't have the face to see me, but because you didn't think I would forgive you, you didn't even want to test it, so you made a decision for me. Since you have decided that I will not forgive you, it is naturally not worth your effort to redeem it, because there is no gain. ”
"Later, I found you and took you back to Beijing. Your so-called brazenness, but you are just reluctant to be rich and rich, you are afraid of meeting someone like Zhu Jijun again, so you live in the Shen family with a silent life, right? In this way, you also refused to bow your head and say half a word to me. ”
"Ji Cheng, if you really have a trace of affection for me in your heart, you won't say a word for so many months." Shen Che said coldly.
Ji Cheng shook his head, tears flowed down his eyes with the movement of shaking his head, "That's not the case, I want to apologize to you." ”
"Oh." Shen Che smiled, obviously not believing it, "Since you want to, why did you never say it?" Ji Cheng, why bother saying these self-deceiving words, I have already handled the matter of your eldest brother for you, I am not a person with a small belly, and I will not deliberately deal with your Ji family in the future, you can relax, you don't have to act here again, it will only make people disgusting when you watch it. ”
Ji Cheng's tears fell more and more, his face turned blue and white, white and blue, and he looked at Shen Che's eyes crying and said, "It's not for the Ji family, I'm not." It's just that if I don't say it today, I won't have the opportunity to say it again in the future, and I won't have the courage to say it. I wanted to apologize to you before my eldest brother had an accident, but you always didn't come back and always ignored me. I still have the fragrance of other women on my body, and then Princess Nanzhao ran out, I was not happy, I was really afraid that I would become a person like my mother. ”
"My mother, you know, right?" Ji Cheng looked at Shen Che timidly, "At the beginning, my father and her were also sworn by the mountains and seas, but then my mother's red face was not old, and my father accepted a new aunt, my mother cried every day, did a lot of things that people looked down on, and pushed my father farther and farther, I am really afraid that I will become like my mother." ”
Ji Cheng cried and grabbed Shen Che's hand on the table and said, "But I'm just jealous, so I always can't speak, and I blame everything on your head." When I was sick and you didn't come to see me, I thought you must have liked someone else, and you didn't have me in your heart anymore. I'm just what you said, I can't afford to be early, so I don't want to put in any effort. Even Liu Ye'er couldn't look past it and began to teach me a lesson, but I was still hesitating until my eldest brother had an accident. ”
Ji Cheng's voice became lower and lower, and he let go of Shen Che's hand weakly and said, "I knew then that no matter what I said, you wouldn't believe me anymore." ”
Shen Che put his hand under the table and said, "I really won't believe anything you say anymore. Until now, you're still making excuses, and if I had someone else in mind, you wouldn't have had the chance to stand here and talk to me. I won't send someone to find you as soon as the battle of Leyuan Pass is over, and I won't bring you back to the Shen family again. You're so smart, how can you not understand the meaning behind it? ”
Shen Che stood up suddenly, took Ji Cheng's arm and led her half-supported and half-pulled her out of the door, "If you don't say it, I'll say it for you." ”
"You're waiting for me to bow to you because you're sure in your heart that I'm rare and you're going to die, right? The time you killed me, I bowed my head in a sloppy way, so you did it again this time, right? Between me and you, you have never put me in your heart, so you can say you can go, you can stay, and you can watch me struggle for you from above, is it very happy? ”
Ji Cheng's arm was pinched by Shen Che, but he didn't dare to cry out for pain, tears fell one by one, blurring his eyes, and he couldn't even speak.
"The letter of resignation has been written to you, what is your intention in coming to me to say these words? So that I will never forget you in my heart for the rest of my life, right? Shen Che asked Ji Cheng sharply, "Don't say anything just to owe me an apology, you are just asking for your peace of mind." You never cared about my feelings, and if you did, you should have walked cleanly, didn't say anything, and never got along with each other. ”
Ji Cheng turned her head in embarrassment, she just wishful thinking that maybe Shen Che would feel better if she knew that the person in her heart was him, but she didn't expect that she would selfishly decide for him again.
Ji Cheng walked down the mountain lightly, but she didn't have any strength in her legs, she couldn't care about any elegant and dignified manners, she sat on the stone ladder with her butt, hugged her legs and buried her head in her knees, she hadn't shed tears in her life for more than two days, her eyes hurt so much that she was almost blind, Ji Cheng only wished that she was really blind.
It's better to be blind, deaf, and dead so that you don't feel pain anymore.
Ji Cheng didn't know how long he had been sitting on the stone stairs, but after a long time, there were already sporadic lights in the chime garden at the bottom of the mountain, and it was the servant woman in the kitchen who began to get up.
Only then did Ji Cheng stand up, take two steps down, frowned and looked at his empty hands, and only remembered for a while that the Qingxue Sword was still in the top courtyard.
The sword was already the only thought left between her and Shen Che, and it was also the sword that accompanied her to guard her mother's grave for three years. Ji Cheng turned around and ran towards the top courtyard again, and when he ran to the door, he saw Shen Che sitting on the cushion behind the low table, and the clothes on his body were exactly the same as last night.
Shen Che saw Ji Cheng reappear, but he just glanced at it and lowered his eyelids again.
Ji Cheng thought to himself, did Shen Che also sleep all night?
"I'll get my sword." Ji Cheng lowered his head and said softly, and the sword rested horizontally on Shen Che's lap.
Shen Che raised his eyelids and said, "I took back the sword, if it is broken, it will be broken cleanly, and there will be no more problems." ”
Ji Cheng didn't listen to what Shen Che said at all, she ran over and grabbed the sword body, she had to take the light snow sword back.
Shen Che's hand lightly touched the scabbard, and the light snow sword seemed to grow on his leg, and Ji Cheng couldn't help it at all. She frantically broke Shen Che's hand, like a magic barrier, he was indifferent, but her hand hurt terribly, and her heart swelled with unwarranted anger, she lowered her head and bit Shen Che's wrist, so hard that she couldn't bite it off.
The blood stained Ji Cheng's teeth red, she tasted the sweet smell before she came back to her senses, and weakly pressed her face against the back of Shen Che's hand resting on the scabbard, tears had already wet her entire face, "Why are you so ruthless?" Why are you so ruthless? Don't even leave me with the last thoughts? ”
"So far, there is no thought, it is the best for each other." Shen Che coldly withdrew the back of his hand.
Ji Cheng's head hit the sword body at once, and it hurt slightly, she lay her face on Shen Che's knee without moving, "Why did we come to this point?" Ji Cheng seemed to be asking Shen Che, and it seemed to be asking himself.
"Wouldn't that be the case if we had a child?" Ji Cheng thought a little stunned, this thought had just surfaced in his mind, making Ji Cheng feel like he was stupid and even left the Qingxue Sword behind.
Before Shen Che pushed her away, Ji Cheng sat up quickly, this time he really didn't want any face, he straddled Shen Che's lap and eagerly looked for Shen Che's lips.
Shen Che used both hands to prop up Ji Cheng's shoulders, and Ji Cheng even used his strength to breastfeed, hugging his waist hard. Ji Cheng didn't even dare to open his eyes to look at Shen Che's face.
It's just that Ji Cheng's strength is comparable to Shen Che, and Shen Che pushed Ji Cheng off his leg with a slight exertion and fell on the mat.
Ji Cheng raised his head from the pu mat in embarrassment, and saw that Shen Che had already stood up and threw the light snow sword in front of Ji Cheng, "Get out!" ”
Ji Cheng is already out of the way anyway, and he doesn't care how embarrassed he is, once a person breaks through the bottom line, he is simply unscrupulous. She didn't even look at the light snow sword, and after she got up, she hugged Shen Che's waist from behind and pressed her face tightly against his back.
Shen Che turned around and wanted to push Ji Cheng away, but Ji Cheng took the opportunity to stand on tiptoe and look for Shen Che's lips again, thirsty like a traveler in the desert who hadn't drunk water for three days, she hugged Shen Che hard, for fear that he would push her away again.
Shen Che lowered his eyes and looked at Ji Cheng who was blindly touching with his eyes closed, and wanted to laugh a little out of place, but he still wanted to seduce and seduce people with Ji Cheng's random kissing skills? His teeth were nearly knocked out by her, and his lips were numb from her teeth.
But one-sided enthusiasm always can't last, and Shen Che's indifference made Ji Cheng retreat after his reason gradually returned.
As for Shen Che, after being knocked on the lips by Ji Cheng, he remembered the scene he saw in the temple in northern Jin, Ling Ziyun and Ji Cheng.
Ji Cheng put down his tiptoes, and when his lips just left Shen Che's skin, he felt his hand around her waist and lift it up, and her lips were imprinted on his lips again.