39.No Man's Land (3)
Jing Yu has always been a very calm person, but when facing this man, she will always lose her mind and lose her sense of proportion, and she bites the man's shoulder in one bite.
She used all her strength, and there was a pain in his shoulder, Jing Yu was relieved, and his lips were stained with some blood, looking indescribably bewitching.
His jaw tightened, his eyes dark and deep, radiating a dangerous glow, "I remember how much you used to like to do with me?" β
Jing Yu stared at him with wide eyes, her eyes were bloodshot, a little angry, she didn't want to mention the past bit by bit, he looked at her and laughed, "You used to lose control of the high tide under me, can Chu Shenyuan be so old that you can make you high tide?" β
The man who has always been cold and noble actually said such an unsightly word, Jing Yu looked at him angrily, and he couldn't say what he felt in his heart, and he always felt a little angry.
"You bastard." She scolded.
He didn't care, he didn't know why he lost any interest, he rolled over and got out of bed and walked to the bathroom.
Jing Yu trembled and hugged himself, and at this moment, the phone rang suddenly, and Jing Yu sniffled.
She trembled her hands, it was Chu Shenyuan, she coughed, and as soon as she spoke, her voice was hoarse with an indescribable ambiguity, "I'll come down immediately." β
"Thank you." She hung up a little tired.
The rushing water in the bathroom had been turned off, and Xu Mian walked out in a white bathrobe from the hotel, his hair dripping with wet water, and his face expressionless.
Jing Yu hugged the quilt and scolded him: "Xu Mian, you scumbag, scum, and traitor." β
Her voice trembled, her face was pale, her whole body was unclothed, her hair was scattered indiscriminately, and she was very wolf.
And the man is refreshing and dignified at the moment, his eyebrows are dyed with ambiguous sexiness, and his face is gloomy, "I never said that I was a decent gentleman." β
Jing Yu turned white face, wrapped up the sheets and went to the bathroom, after turning off the water, she wiped the mist off the mirror with her hands, and the young girl's body was fresh and young.
The fair skin was covered with bruises, but Xu Mian was not much better, she scratched him a few times with her nails in retaliation, and she remembered that he frowned and snorted.
After taking a bath, she wrapped the bathrobe firmly around her body, Xu Mian had already left, Jing Yu scolded him in her heart, there was a pocket on the table, Jing Yu changed her clothes, and put Xu Mian's clothes that were torn into pieces of cloth into her pocket.
After getting off the elevator, she went straight out of the hotel, and then called Chu Shenyuan and said that she had gone back, and after thinking about it, she still felt sorry and didn't know how to face him.
She began to sleep after she got home, thinking that it was the cause of the water, her head was dizzy, and her headache seemed to be about to explode, she ate two cold granules in advance, and the next morning she got up and had a headache and was about to lose consciousness, her throat seemed to be about to smoke, and she slept groggily until noon after taking leave.
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In fact, Xu Mian regretted it afterwards, and he hardly slept that night because of this regret.
When he went out the next day, he looked at Jing Yu's room door closed, and he had an indescribable feeling in his heart, he was in a very bad mood that day, and when he touched the back of his neck for the eleventh time, the assistant finally noticed his abnormality.
A long scratch on the back of his neck, slender and ambiguous, the assistant looked at Xu Mian meaningfully, but Xu Mian's face was gloomy, and his eyes were tired.
Xu Mian didn't know that he had provided a huge gossip for the company's female employees, so the pantry at noon was very lively.
"I saw such a long scratch on Mr. Xu's neck, it was obvious that the woman scratched it."
A female employee expressed her opinion, "Mr. Xu is so handsome, but it's a pity that he has a child." β
Someone sneered, "You can't be ranked even if you want to be a stepmother." β
This is honest, so everyone began to gossip about which lady subdued Xu Mian, who has never been close to women.
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Xu Mian had a party at night, it was Chu Xinwei's birthday party, she invited some good friends to dinner, and she had known each other for many years, so there was no reason not to go when others invited her.
When he arrived at the hotel that Chu Xinwei said, he called Chu Xinwei, Chu Xinwei was already waiting for him over there, and when he arrived at the private room, he found that there were only two people, him and Chu Xinwei.
He felt a little uncomfortable and irritable in his heart, but he was used to pretending to be a handsome boy on weekdays, so he naturally wouldn't do anything out of the ordinary.
He shrugged, "Just the two of us?" β
Chu Xinwei nodded, "Yes, please take a seat." β
Xu Mian sat opposite her, and had to admit that Chu Xinwei had a lot of thought to find such an elegant private room, in fact, it was not just a point to eat, she had put a lot of thought into her hairstyle, clothes and makeup today, even if it was the question of what color lipstick should be applied to, she was entangled for half an hour.
The self presented in front of him in this way is the perfect self, and she hopes that she doesn't have to do anything at this moment, and quietly keeps this moment.
It's a pity that when a man doesn't have you in his heart, he doesn't care what color your lipstick is today, what style and color your skirt is, what color your hairstyle is, and you are the same in his eyes as any other woman on the street.
It may be a bit hurtful, but it's true.
Xu Mian was a little absent-minded when he started eating this meal, and he was even more irritable when he thought about Jing Yu's affairs in his heart, so when Chu Xinwei asked him questions, he was slow for a few seconds before he reacted.
Fortunately, Chu Xinwei didn't mind much, which made him feel a little embarrassed in his heart.
"Xu Mian, why are you absent-minded today." She asked.
Xu Mian began to habitually touch the back of his neck again, and he had habitually touched it no less than five times tonight.
He tilted his head, "I'm sorry, I'm not in good spirits today." β
Chu Xinwei shook her head, and suddenly saw the red mark of his stamina, she was not an eighteen-year-old girl, she naturally knew what it was, she looked at him meaningfully, and endless panic suddenly surged in her heart.
Her life had been in shambles lately because of her father's affairs, and now she found that even the man in front of her was about to move farther and farther away from her, a terrifying realization.
She quietly scratched the plate with her knife and fork, "How are you doing?" β
Xu Mian shrugged slightly, "Same as before, why do you ask that?" β
Chu Xinwei shook her head, she couldn't tell anyone about her father, and this matter had been tied to her like a bomb recently, making her panic and helpless.
After the meal, when the two got up and were about to leave, Chu Xinwei suddenly hugged him from behind, Xu Mian was startled, she leaned her face on his broad back, she wanted to tell sΓΉ, tell him how helpless he was at the moment, how much he needed him by his side.
She inhaled the warm and refreshing breath on his body, which made her addicted, she held back her sour nose and said, "Xu Mian, don't leave me, okay?" I really love you, stay with me, right? β
Xu Mian's heart was not a taste for a moment, because he was always unable to respond to her feelings, he thought in his heart that another person was with her, which was unfair to everyone, and he followed his inner decision.
He turned around and pushed her away, the light in Chu Xinwei's eyes disappeared little by little, and finally looked at him with dark eyes, tears welling up in his eyelashes, and he was very cute.
Xu Mian has always been such a person, other people's good to himself will always be engraved in stone, if it is placed in the ancient rivers and lakes, it may be praised by people for a temperament, if it is modern, it may be laughed at pedantic, and others will be responsible for their own good, in fact, sometimes it is not a good thing, because those things will weigh heavily on him and make him breathless.
He pursed his lips, "I'm sorry." β
One sentence made her face suddenly pale, and she said with a smile like a loser: "It's my reason, not your reason, you don't need to say sorry to me." β
In the end, it still doesn't work, it seems that for so many years, she has never gone to the depths of his heart to take a look, so that no matter what, she can't impress him.
She tried hard to show a good-looking smile, but there was no way, she once fought with Xiao Yueqi wholeheartedly, and in the end, none of them won.
After the door of the hotel separated, Chu Xinwei went to a nearby bar, her heart was like a knife, the recent pressure and the sadness of being rejected, at this moment it seems that the bar has become a good home, the night gave her a good protective color, she cried while walking on the side of the road.
She sat alone at the bar and drank in the bar, and a man came to talk to her, and she was so frightened by the ferocity of her face that she left consciously.
She didn't know how much she had drunk, but she still felt that the scene was very clear in her mind.
Someone called her name, she raised her head, looked at Xiao Zekai with tears in her eyes, and suddenly burst into tears.
Xiao Zekai originally just felt that his back was similar, but then the more he looked at it, the more he looked like it, and finally couldn't help but come over to confirm, he didn't expect it to be Chu Xinwei, but her appearance at the moment looked very wolf, and he couldn't help but feel distressed.
"Don't drink it, I'll send you back." He snatched the wine glass from her hand and said, she has always been elegant and polite, she has never been so out of control, and she must have happened something that made her unable to help but collapse.
He strongly hugged Chu Xinwei in his arms, found a taxi outside to go back to her apartment, entered the room, put Chu Xinwei on the bed, took off the high heels on her feet, soaked the towel again, and wiped her face clean.
He went to the bathroom to wash his hands and came out, Chu Xinwei was already sitting on the edge of the bed, she looked at him and said calmly: "Let's go to bed, right?" β
Xiao Zekai was startled by her, he walked over and looked at her, "What's wrong with you?" β
"Not much, I'm in a bad mood." She was a little irritable, "Do you do it or not?" β
Xiao Zekai got up directly and left, "Don't belittle yourself, take a good rest." β
Then he opened the door and left.
Chu Xinwei threw herself on the bed and cried completely, she originally thought that Xiao Zekai, who had always revolved around her, would unconditionally agree to her request.
She cried regardless of the cry, and at this moment, she felt that she was abandoned by the whole world, and she was as lonely and helpless as she was.