25. [Like a fish in the throat]
CHAPTER XXV
As soon as Xia Qi left, Tong Yan and Ling Zesheng were left in the whole room, and the atmosphere became a little awkward inexplicably.
Tong Yan twisted her body and sat on the chair without moving, her eyes stared at Ling Zesheng who was standing behind the chair, and after a few seconds, she put on a smile and said flatteringly: "Zesheng Oba, you have been filming for a day, don't stand, sit down quickly." I'm going to pour you a glass of water. With that, he got up and reached for the cabinet on the other side.
Ling Zesheng snorted coldly, turned around and sat down on the chair next to the desk, clasped his hands in front of his chest, and looked at someone who was really busy with his work with a frosty face.
Tong Yan hurriedly poured a glass of water, respectfully brought it to Ling Zesheng, put it on the glass table in front of him, and then turned around and sat on the chair that was farther away from him on the other side.
"What are you looking for from me?" Tong Yan asked cautiously.
Ling Zesheng still maintained the sitting posture just now, didn't even move, glanced at her lazily, and his face instantly turned a little colder: "Why don't you close the door of the room?" ”
In the face of his non-answering rhetorical question, Tong Yan was obviously a little caught off guard.
She blinked, and replied stupidly, "Ah, isn't the door to my room closed?" Then she tilted her head and thought about it, and slapped her head suddenly, "Remember, Xia Qi came to bring me food at noon and introduced me to a few movies." I originally wanted to download it, but the network was too bad, so I went down to find the front desk attendant, maybe the lock was not in jail when I came back, it shouldn't be a big deal. ”
After saying that, she tilted her head and smiled, obviously not taking it seriously at all.
However, it was her expression that thought she was not a big problem that completely hooked up the fire that Ling Zesheng had suppressed for a long time.
"Tong Yan, can't you grow snacks?" Ling Zesheng's tone was a little stern, "You are a girl's house, you stay in the room alone, and you don't turn on the lights when it's dark, so you haven't thought about what to do if someone comes in?" And with your back to the door and headphones plugged in, do you really think the world is peaceful? ”
At this time, Tong Yan faced Ling Zesheng's sudden reprimand, with a completely confused expression.
She blinked hard, her mind quickly reacting to what he had just said, and finally came to a conclusion: she was angry with him because she didn't lock the door!
found the root cause, Tong Yan immediately put on a dog-legged face, stretched out three fingers to his ear, and swore and said: "Mmmmmm, I know it's wrong, in the future, when I am alone in the house, I will definitely lock the door and close the window, it's really not good, I will send you photos every day to report, please don't be angry, okay?" After speaking, his eyes widened, and he pursed his lips, trying to make a very innocent expression.
Hearing her soft tone admitting her mistake and flattering, Ling Zesheng's anger suddenly became half dumb, he glared at her helplessly, silently picked up the water cup on the table, and took a sip.
When he put down the cup, he casually swept his gaze and saw that the screen of the computer that had been half-deducted on the desk next to him was still on.
Ling Zesheng suddenly remembered that when he entered the house just now, although he was following Xia Qi, he didn't miss the unsightly pictures on Tong Yan's computer, and the words she said when she turned her head to see Xia Qi, it's really hey, don't mention it!
As soon as he thought of this, the fire that had just been extinguished in his heart instantly rekindled, his face suddenly turned cold again, stared at Tong Yan, who was relieved just now, and asked in a cold voice, "What is on your computer?" ”
Tong Yan was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously glanced at the desk. A hint of joy suddenly rose in his heart: Could it be that he didn't see anything just now? That's amazing!
"Nothing." Tong Yan pretended to answer lightly.
Ling Zesheng glanced at her lightly, silently sneered in his heart, and said slowly: "Then what 'reaction' and 'posture' you just told Xia Qi about?" After all, he didn't want to say these words, but seeing that this Tong Yan looked like "carrying a cow's head and not admitting dirty", he couldn't care so much.
It's really tiring to have such an uneasy sister.
I don't know why, he suddenly has some sympathy for Yan Jingdong now.
But it doesn't seem like the time to care about this right now.
Ling Zesheng coughed lightly, straightened his expression, and spoke again: "Tong Yan, you'd better give me a reasonable explanation." ”
Oh, another reasonable explanation.
As soon as he heard this, Tong Yan understood, he simply saw that he was still acting in front of him just now, and she was entertaining herself. The thought of this made her unhappy.
"Didn't you see it, and you want me to explain something?" Tong Yan replied to him very stiffly, and then leaned back, holding his arms to look at him.
Ling Zesheng was choked by her, and was silent for a few seconds before he came up with a non-salty rebuke: "How can you read this kind of comic?!"
This kind of comic?
What kind of comics?
Tong Yan, who was already unhappy, became even more popular when she heard this, she looked at Ling Zesheng, and her face instantly turned cold: "Why can't I watch it?" Everyone is an adult, why can you only watch restricted movies, and I can't watch ** comics, what is the reason? Is it true that only the governor is allowed to set fires and the people are not allowed to light lamps? And then again, it's not like I want to watch it myself, if I hadn't said last night that I was going to add a play, I would have used to make up for it here today? ”
Why does this sound so strange?
"Is that still mine?" Ling Zesheng frowned, "In this case, there is no need to write these two scenes, I will tell Cheng Yuan when I turn around." ”
Originally, what he said was very ordinary, and there were no other excessive words, but listening to Tong Yan's ears produced other meanings.
In her opinion, from the moment Ling Zesheng opened her mouth to tell her how to do it, she decided that he didn't like this style, and she could understand it, after all, straight men, she understood
But this latter sentence made her very uncomfortable to listen to, what is his no, she didn't have anything to do with him at all, as for what he said later, these two scenes don't need to be written, although she knows that he said this without malice, but in her ears, it seems that she feels that she is incompetent.
An inexplicable grievance suddenly caught her, her nose was a little sour, and a layer of mist rose under her eyes, as if there were tears to stay.
She paused for a few seconds, then got up and walked to the desk and sat down, turning on the computer screen without any shredging, "No." Screenwriting is my job, I will definitely take responsibility for the work I take care of, and I will definitely hand in those two scenes on time, Mr. Ling rest assured. As for the fact that I like **, it is my own business, and I hope that Mr. Ling will not interfere. ”
Speaking of which, a strange thought suddenly flashed through her mind: Could it be that Ling Zesheng was worried that she was watching ** and affecting her normal sexual orientation?
Thinking of this, she suddenly changed her words, "There is another thing I must declare, I like ** but it doesn't affect my normal sexual orientation." By the way, in the case of no accident, those who like ** are straight women, so Mr. Ling doesn't have to worry about me being bent. ”
Ling Zesheng suddenly didn't know what to answer.
Tong Yan saw that he was silent, glanced back at him, and continued: "Once again, I like men, especially handsome ones. "Like you, and I've liked it for years.
What a mess this is!
He remembered what he had just told her that wasn't the problem!
Ling Zesheng was completely speechless, he turned his head to look at Tong Yan, but he was the first to see the fragrant picture on her screen, and he suddenly didn't know what the feeling was in his heart. I want to say that if I continue to stay here and talk nonsense with Tong Yan, I don't know which dimension he will run to, so he might as well evacuate first?
Well, make up your mind and do what you say.
Ling Zesheng stood up, coughed lightly unpretentiously, and then walked towards the door.
But after taking two steps, I felt that it was not appropriate to walk away like this, so I stopped at the door and left two words without being salty: "Come on." And he went out.
Hearing the sound of the door slamming, Tong Yan felt a little inexplicable, but more often than not, there was a faint sense of loss overflowing from the bottom of her heart.
Unconsciously thinking back to what happened just now, she wanted to see even the slightest strangeness from Ling Zesheng's subtle expression, but nothing was true of his worries. His reprimand was true. His anger was also real.
But there was no jealousy she expected
This is what Tong Yan knew early on.
But why, do you still feel a little uncomfortable when you think about it now?
She sat back in her chair and let out a long sigh. She suddenly understood why she had such a feeling—because she was expecting Ling Zesheng to treat her in the slightest. Even if she said from the beginning that she didn't have a chance, deep down in her heart, she still looked forward to it.
However, when she finally waited for his strangeness to her, she found that the strangeness was just like treating her as a sister, and the loss and bitterness that went deep into the bone marrow were like a fish in her throat.
I can't spit it out, I can't swallow it
Somehow, she suddenly remembered the ending of the male and female protagonists in her script "If the Passing Years Have Not Arrived", after many years, the two met again, in addition to the bland greeting and reminiscence, they do need emotional catharsis. And the most intuitive way to express that catharsis is to take possession of the other party.
Carnival before farewell, like a fool of death||Wrap.
This is the truest embodiment of human nature.
At this moment, Tong Yan suddenly reached the last two fierce scenesHow should the love scene be expressed, she closed the comic website, opened the document, wrote down her truest thoughts, and even substituted herself into the role, breaking through the character in the most intense way.
But at this time, she sealed the most real self in her life into the character of the script, and she still had to act like she didn't understand anything in reality.
Continue to be by the side of the person she loves, when the incomparably close, but untouchable Cunzài.