69. Akashimaki XI
Nanaya sometimes thinks that maybe the "Fujiwara Seven Nights" was just her imagination.
People always crave things that they don't have, and Fujiwara Nanaya is the opposite of her now.
He has a noble background, a gentle personality, and excellent character and learning, and is deeply liked by everyone. On the other hand, today's self is orphaned, gloomy, and a little transparent that no one pays attention to, and even causes others to dislike it.
Or maybe this qiē was just a piece of memory of "Fujiwara Seven Nights" that unconsciously entered her mind, so much so that she regarded her as her past self.
Don't say it's not scientific, then how can she be able to see floating unknown objects and explain it with scientific reason?
However, whenever this thought came to her mind, a gentle smile from Seijuro Akaji came to her mind.
In fact, that smile is not gentle compared to him before, and it may be more polite when you look closely, but he is the only one who does not dislike her. He never mentioned "Fujiwara Nanaya", nor did he say that he believed that she was Fujiwara Nanaya, but he lent a helping hand again and again.
At least there is him, proving over and over again that the past is not an illusion derived from thin air, but a real existence in the world.
Like a lighthouse in the vast sea, although the light is weak, it gives the broken boat the confidence to reach the shore.
ushered in a new semester in a state of confusion. The reassignment is really a good thing for Nanaya, because in the new environment, almost no one knows her, and there are too many strange eyes. She is also determined to be a transparent person in the new class, not to cause trouble, not to be noticed, not to talk to people too much, just to do her own thing quietly.
It's just that God didn't go as she wanted.
Leaving Takahashi was originally a happy thing. However, compared to the new tablemates, Nanaya felt that she would rather be looked at by her former friends.
The new tablemate, named Ryota Kuse, is a big celebrity at the school, and his fans have spread all over the country.
Nanaya felt that this must be malice from the world. She desperately tried to hide herself from the crowd, but there was a flash of light sitting next to her. She found that the new semester was shooting ten times more eyes on her, of course, ninety percent of them were looking at Ryota Kuse, and Ichisei was looking at her with a look of envy and jealousy.
Seven Nights decided not to talk to him if he could, so as not to be injured by mistake. And she could see at a glance that Huang Se's first impression of her was not good, although he raised a bright smile on the surface, but there was a trace of imperceptible indifference and disgust in his eyes.
She couldn't help but think that after the two bumped into each other, Huang Se's good attitude was almost like two people now. It seems that he is not such a friendly person on the surface. She thought silently.
After class, Huang Se was surrounded by girls.
"Huang Se-kun, this is the bento I made, please accept it!"
"Liang Taijun...... Can I ask you to sign the magazine? ”
"Liang Taijun! This...... This is my love letter, please take it......"
Qiye quietly pulled out his stool and moved away from the storm area, picked up the book for the next class, and began to prepare.
This group of girls is really boring, she thought helplessly. She didn't think that their efforts would impress Ryota Kuse. Maybe the little girls who fell in love won't notice it, but she can see it clearly when she is watching from the sidelines. That official smiling face, the superficial enthusiasm, is purely just coping.
Fortunately, every time Qiye escaped in a timely manner, the two got along peacefully for a week. And during the week, they barely said a word.
In fact, no one likes to be lonely, they just don't want to be disappointed.
She was afraid to see the indifferent eyes of others, and she didn't want to see others show disgust for her. But what she hates even more is that she has now lost the courage to change.
During this time, Seven Nights became even more addicted to books. Because only words she can trust, they are not like people, they do not have so many complicated thoughts, but she can keep reading and reading until she understands what they are trying to say. Although the world in the book is illusory and silent, it is more pure than reality.
The English teacher of the new class is Kobayashi, the former homeroom teacher.
When it comes to dictation in class, she willfully doesn't want to write. Because as long as he looked up, Nanaya recalled his mocking face in the office, constantly magnifying in his mind, and a wave of disgust rose from his heart.
In order to alleviate the strange feelings in his heart, Qiye turned his head slightly, and saw that the look of the same table was not quite right. The other party's usual smiling face seemed to be tainted with anxiety, and after careful observation, she came to a conclusion.
It looks like the pen is out of ink. It just so happens that she doesn't want to write, so let's go with my personal feelings.
So she gently placed the pen on the edge of Ryota Kagose's desk, and saw that the other party's eyes suddenly widened, with confusion and gratitude in her eyes, she just nodded slightly, and then turned her head and began to concentrate.
Who would have expected that he lent the pen to Ryota Kuse, but the other party was still almost half empty, and then he was kicked out of the classroom by the teacher.
Is this guy's IQ all developed to the body?!
Qiye was a little speechless, and she didn't write a word herself, so naturally it was the same fate.
Under the teacher's reprimand, she picked up the book and walked out.
I have to say that the feeling of having someone to stand together is definitely better than being alone. At least when the sky falls, two people can carry the weight. The thought of not having to face Mr. Kobayashi's disgusting face in a class made Nanayae's mood lighter.
Fighting, being accused of cheating, being punished, these are things she couldn't have imagined before, but she didn't expect to experience them all over again in just a few months.
After going through a fight and inviting parents before, Qiye now feels that being punished by the teacher is a piece of cake.
Is it true that all human beings are self-depraved creatures? But why is there still a little sadness in her heart for her who is now abandoning herself, in addition to being indifferent?
She should be a good student who is always praised by teachers, a "child of other people's families" in the mouth of parents, and a role model and goal among her classmates, not a poor student who is spurned by everyone like she is now.
It's just that this thought didn't last long and was left behind by her.
People change, and it doesn't seem to be wrong to do so now, except that I'm a little sad. After all, even if she does her best, she is no longer the same person she once was.
After school cleaning, as expected, only Seven Nights was left alone in the classroom.
Sure enough, Huang Se Liang is too unreliable? Fortunately, she didn't expect much, just sighed and began to clean up in earnest.
And the next day, he received a serious apology from Ryota Kuse.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I forgot to sweep it yesterday!" He kept his head down, his hands folded, and looked very remorseful.
"It's okay, I'm done." Nanaya said expressionlessly.
In fact, she was still a little surprised that he would come to apologize, originally thinking that he would play a big name and push the matter on her. But even so, she would prefer to be alone now. Because as long as there is no contact with people, there will be no disappointment.
After leaving the garbage removal work to Kase, Nanaya went to the bathroom to wash his hands and then walked down the stairs with his school bag on his back. I unexpectedly saw a familiar figure around the corner.
Since that turnaround and left, it seemed like she and Akaji hadn't seen each other in a long time. I am not in the same class, and I don't participate in a club or organization, so naturally there are a lot of opportunities to meet. Akaji himself is also a busy man, and he is always entangled in various things at school. Coupled with Qiye's deliberate avoidance, the two had almost no chance to meet.
Why avoid it?
Qiye herself can't say it clearly, but she feels that the relationship between the two is not what it used to be.
He extended a helping hand to her, and while Qiye was grateful, he was faintly sad.
Once they were on the same level, she could stand beside him with a smile and a chest held up. People around them will always mistake them for a couple. Even if you don't have such an idea, you will feel that this is called gathering like like and people gathering together.
And now, they're on a different level. Even if her soul is still "Fujiwara Seven Nights", how can she have the courage to stand by his side when it is so difficult for her to even get along with others normally?
But his appearance at this time made Nanaya feel that it was not accidental.
He's waiting for her here.
Why, exactly? Do you have something to say to her, or do you want to hear an explanation from last time without saying goodbye?
Qiye stood less than two meters away from him, staring into his eyes, but gasped.
The young man's once gentle red eyes have turned into a red and a gold. The red one is still so bright, as if it can take the soul of others at a glance, and the gold is even more noble, but also with a piercing indifference.
His momentum was completely different from what he had been before.
The previous Akaji was gentle and always so polite. Many people, even though they know that this is just a manifestation of his good tutoring, are willing to sink for him. In his memory, he has never been angry, and even if he encounters tricky things, he will handle them with ease. He is proud in his bones, but he can restrain his whole body well and sharpen his body. The aura is powerful, but it doesn't feel oppressive.
And today, he has all the domineering in his heart, although he still has a smile, but it is intimidating. His gaze is like that of a newly awakened male lion, and at a glance it makes people feel dangerous.
"Levy?" Qiye called softly with doubts.
"Listen to Liangtai, in the past few days, you have been punished by the teacher for failing to pass the dictation, and you are still responsible for this week's cleaning?" The voice is still as good as usual, but it doesn't feel the same anymore.
"That's right," Nanaya forced himself to meet his strong gaze, "I...... It's willful, but it won't be like that next time. ”
She said incoherently. Indeed, he understands his own strength, and it is her fault no matter what.
"Huh, huh?" He chuckled softly.
The laughter was chilling, and his next words sent her deeper into the ice. (Look at the pirated relatives to give the poor author a little way to live, the genuine version really doesn't cost much.) )