Chapter 62: Mission Eight
At the age of sixteen like a flower, when everyone else was worried about the new words, when everyone else was enjoying the poetic youth, she found that there was no ray of sunshine in her world, no one would care about her, no one would care about her, even if she cared, it was malicious, everyone looked at her with malicious eyes, and everyone hated herself......
How not to die! Yes, why doesn't she die, when she dies, she can see her closest and the only person who will smile at herself, and if she dies, she doesn't have to bear those malicious eyes, and when she dies, she doesn't have to be called a "virus" by everyone. She's not a virus, she's just not as good as everyone else, why do you say that, why, it's good to be dead, and if you die, you don't have to suffer anymore......
As soon as Bai Wei opened her eyes, she was almost scared to death, the original owner's right foot was in the air, and she almost took that step, she said goodbye to this task world completely, fortunately she woke up early, Bai Wei immediately retreated, only to find that she should be on the top of a high-rise building now, this building has at least six floors, if she falls like this, she will have to be crippled if she doesn't die, how can she complete the task when the time comes.
Looking at the basketball court and football field in the distance, and the blue and white striped suit worn by the original owner, it is not difficult for Bai Wei to guess that she should be on campus, and campus life should be healing, warm and happy. Academic? Or something else?
You must know that the person she hates the most should be the person who commits suicide, so she does the task, and even if she completes it, she will continue to live in that world until she dies of natural causes. In her opinion, every life is worthy of respect, and no setback can make you give up your life!
It should be class time now, and she doesn't know how the original owner came here, but the class has already escaped, and the surroundings are very quiet, so Bai Wei found a corner, hugged her legs, sat down, and began to slowly accept the plot.
In this mission world, she is a high school girl named Zhang Baiwei. Their class is not a key class, there are sixty-one students in the class, and they have not yet divided the arts and sciences, Zhang Baiwei's grades are generally around forty-five, which should be regarded as a not very good ideal result for more than 1,200 high school students in the entire thirteenth middle school.
In fact, Zhang Baiwei doesn't want to work hard, but it's useless, no matter how late she reads at night, no matter how hard she tries to do the exercises, she never understands what she doesn't understand, her temperament is more introverted, she doesn't dare to ask the teacher, let alone communicate with her classmates, the result of working behind closed doors is that her grades are getting worse and worse, and she even got to the bottom of the class in the last monthly exam, so the head teacher criticized her by name, asking her where she spent her mind all day long, how she got worse and worse in the exam, and dragged the class back.
The other people immediately began to slap the table and boo her, and some people laughed and said, Banhua, naturally she has spent all her attention on dressing up, and her grades are naturally going to drop, and the Banhua in other classes is also like this, and her grades are not good, hahaha.
Zhang Baiwei almost didn't find a hole to get into at that time, these people in the class were simply joking with Zhang Baiwei, anyone could see that Zhang Baiwei should be the ugliest one among the girls in the class, regardless of her facial features, her skin was black and yellow, her body was dry and thin, she was still small, she wore dirty clothes every day, and sometimes she still smelled, she sat alone in the sanitary corner where the broom and kettle were placed in the class, and no one wanted to sit with her.
At first, everyone was reluctant to talk to her, ignoring that there was such a girl in the class. Later, I don't know why, one day she bumped into a good-looking female classmate Tang Kexin in the class, she suddenly became the public enemy of the class, everyone began to laugh and call her the class flower, no matter what class, as long as the teacher shouted who would answer this question, everyone shouted her name, the teacher called her in accordance with the public opinion, but she couldn't answer anything, she could only stand there with her head down, that smiling face with malice, and then became the evil ghost in her dream, constantly chasing her until she woke up, and then couldn't sleep.
Forget it, usually her desk is the garbage dump of the whole class, no matter what peel candy paper likes to throw on her desk, the person at the table in front of her also moved his desk to a far position, so I want to be afraid of getting a little bit involved with her, she feels like she is like those garbage abandoned by everyone, and she is also a garbage.
Although the head teacher, Mr. Wang, is a good teacher, but for her poor student whose grades lag behind the class, he just sighs every time he passes by him, and it seems that he has never called them to the office to talk face-to-face like he did with those good students who occasionally dropped their grades.
And the most excessive should be the math teacher Huang, the people in the class like to call her Mrs. Huang. Zhang Baiwei's math score is the worst, she can often only get 50 points in the 150 papers, and she is basically the last in the class, which is particularly terrifying. But she just doesn't understand, she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand any functions, ellipses, hyperbolas, she just can't understand those abstract things, so as soon as she takes math class, the woman who has just entered menopause likes to insult Zhang Baiwei, stupid as a pig, no brains are just commonplace, Zhang Baiwei will always remember her insults, it was a rainy day, Mrs. Huang's mood seems to be a little bad, although she is often in a bad mood, but that day is extremely bad, the first class in the afternoon is her math class, Zhang Baiwei because of family reasons, came late, and was immediately pulled to the podium by her ears, and scolded her, saying that she was ugly, stupid, and poor, what are she doing alive, it is better to die, and make room for the people around her.
At that time, Zhang Baiwei's eyes were red, and she broke out, and she pushed Mrs. Huang away and ran away, and that day, her only closest relative, her grandmother, died in the morning, she just wanted to accompany her, what did she do wrong! Yes, she should have followed her grandmother, after all, the last person in this world who was good to herself also left, what is the point of her living, no one will care about her, no one!
Zhang Baiwei's family situation is special, she has no other relatives, as long as a blind grandmother lives with her, she is not without parents, but neither of them wants her anymore.
Zhang Baiwei's mother is called Li Ya, she is very beautiful, but unfortunately Zhang Baiwei has never seen her, since she can remember, she has never seen her mother, because she ran away, she didn't want to live with her father, so she fled, leaving Zhang Baiwei who was still in swaddling clothes to live with her father Zhang Dalong and her grandmother, almost since Zhang Baiwei began to learn to walk, her father never hugged her again, and that's it, he often beat her, saying that she was his shame, and he didn't know if it was his own, If it weren't for her shameless mother, how could he be ridiculed by the neighbors for being a wreck, he couldn't even stand a wife, Zhang Baiwei was used to the daily beating and scolding, fortunately his grandmother kept stopping him, otherwise Zhang Baiwei might not really live to go to high school. And grandma's eye was blinded by her own son, in order to protect her, grandma's screams that day, Zhang Baiwei felt that she would never forget jì in her life.
Later, when he was sent to the hospital, Zhang Dalong has been kneeling in front of his grandmother's bed, kneeling for a long time, hoping that she can not be investigated, or grandma is soft-hearted, and promised not to pursue it again, Zhang Dalong left them old and young, left, just left, and swept away all the family's savings, and did not come back for nearly seven or eight years, God knows, at that time, grandma was still lying in the hospital, and needed medical expenses every day, how could he be ruthless, in order to treat his grandmother's eyes, Zhang Baiwei had to run to the neighbor's house to borrow money on her little short legs, and finally made up enough medical expenses, It's a pity that grandma was still blind later, only one eye was left, her eyes were very poor, and it was very difficult to cook at times, Zhang Baiwei took the initiative to learn to cook, and took care of the family's housework, and grandma went to pick up garbage on the street on weekdays, Zhang Baiwei would also help in addition to studying, so there was always a smell on her body, Zhang Baiwei had no friends since she was a child, everyone liked to avoid her, but she had never been so strict as in high school.
Zhang Baiwei once told her grandmother that she didn't want to study, but her grandmother didn't agree, in her opinion, only reading, Zhang Baiwei, who her father didn't love and didn't love, had a way out, she couldn't take care of her for long, she was old, and she might say that she would die, so she must study hard, even if she goes out to work in the future, she will read more books, and she can get more money, Zhang Baiwei has to continue to endure malice and insults to read, but unfortunately she doesn't want to find trouble, and she always likes to come to her when she goes to trouble.
Tang Kexin always remembered her collision, and from time to time she would come to tease her. Tang Kexin's family background is very good, she looks sweet, her grades are good, she can dance, she is very popular in the class, and she has a few little followers, she is a typical little princess. Zhang Baiwei couldn't figure out why she was always against her. On weekdays, just call her to run errands, and always like to take her to the commissary to go to the canteen, there are always people on the road who look at her with strange eyes, and even some people directly said it to Tang Xin, saying Tang Xin, you are too kind, Zhang Baiwei is a virus, you better stay away from her, is she shameless and always pesters you to play with her, you just ignore her, alas, only you are the kindest!
Kindness, hehe, the really kind person is not her. Tang Xin can only be regarded as a vicious female partner at best, the really kind person is a girl named Jiang Youyou in the class, although her family background is not good, she is very optimistic and her grades are not bad, Zhang Baiwei only saw Jiang Youyou smile sincerely at herself in the class, and after she was coaxed to stand up and answer questions, only Jiang Youyou kept looking at her encouragingly.
And such girls generally have no less peach blossoms, the two most handsome boys in the class, Cheng Liyang and Li Zhe seem to like Jiang Youyou very much, but one of these two is gentle, the other is sunny, and the relationship is also introverted and outgoing.
Cheng Liyang is cheerful and generous, informal, and loves to sweat on the green court and basketball court on weekdays, attracting screams from girls from all walks of life, but in terms of feelings, it is like a lack of tendons.
And Li Zhe is a member of the study committee in the class, although he is in the ordinary class, but he always takes the first place in the school, and he has never had any errands, and he doesn't know why he was assigned to this class, in fact, the head teacher of the key class has come to Li Zhe several times and wants to help him change classes, but he refuses every time, saying that it is very good in this class and does not need to be replaced. is low-key and gentle, smiling at everyone, Zhang Baiwei has seen him smile at himself a few times, and since then his heart has fallen on Li Zhe, and he often looks at him secretly.
But Tang Kexin found out and was so angry that she pulled Zhang Baiwei into the toilet at that time and warned her not to look at Li Zhe with that disgusting look, Li Zhe was hers. Zhang Baiwei was rarely angry, saying that Li Zhecai would not like a terrible girl like Tang Kexin, but she was slapped by the angry Tang Kexin and her two followers constantly, kicked her stomach, and was beaten all over her body, and went to the hospital for several days, the medical expenses were given by Tang Kexin's father, saying that he hoped she would not pursue it, and if she was investigated, she would lose more money to her, if she was investigated, she would not be able to eat any good fruits, Tang Kexin's family was rich, and it was very simple to get her, so Zhang Baiwei swallowed this breath.
But then Tang Kexin became more and more excessive, and beat her instantly whenever something didn't happen, and said that my dad gave you so much money, so naturally you have to make a good money. Zhang Baiwei couldn't resist at all, she wanted to go over to find the head teacher, but after the head teacher called Tang Kexin over to criticize and write a review, those people beat even harder, and Zhang Baiwei really felt that she couldn't live happily.
At this time, the diary she locked in the drawer was also discovered by Tang Kexin, although there were only a few diaries in it, but many of them were written about her feelings towards Li Zhe, Tang Kexin tore off those pages at that time and let the whole class read, everyone was laughing at her, saying that she was lepros□□y and wanted to eat swan meat, Li Zhe would not like her, such a disgusting person likes Li Zhe, Li Zhe is afraid that he will have nightmares at night. Tang Kexin even dragged her to the toilet, stripped her of her clothes, took □□ photos, and said that she would post these photos on the campus Internet in two days, so that everyone could come and see her ugly bastard.
After limping home, she found that all her things were thrown out, Zhang Dalong came back, and took his wife and children with him, it was he who threw out all her things, and asked her to get out, saying that this was his house, and asked her to go to her shameless mother, no matter how she begged, he wouldn't let her in, Zhang Baiwei had no way out, there was no place for her in school and home, she didn't know what it meant to live, she was simply superfluous, her father's disgust, the ridicule of her classmates, The teacher's insults, she might as well die if she lived like this......
After staying in the park for a night, Zhang Baiwei came directly to the school, did not enter the class, went directly to the top floor, she wanted to die, she didn't want to live......