118 Chapter 118
When Chen Jing came back, she saw Sun Li squatting at the door in embarrassment, even taking off her high heels, looking like she had been waiting for a long time, looking pitiful, which made Chen Jing feel a little soft-hearted.
"How long have you waited? Don't you have the key? Chen Jing asked, with Sun Li's domineering personality, how could he not look like someone who would wait at the door for so long.
"Three or four hours. I'm afraid you'll make you unhappy, last time you were so angry......" Sun Li said in a somewhat aggrieved tone, she had never done such a stupid thing, she obviously had the key, but she waited at the door of someone else's house for three or four hours, she couldn't stand standing in high heels, and she had to take off her shoes, and she didn't even have her image.
"This time is a little different from the last time, and I'm not an unkind person." Chen Jing said this, but she had to admit that Sun Li's actions this time made her favorability rise a little.
"Then next time, I'm here, can I come in?" Sun Li immediately fought for himself for the right to enter the house next time.
Chen Jing felt as if she had a feeling of shooting herself in the foot, if she agreed, Sun Li would be able to enter and leave her house at any time in the future, if she didn't agree, then the sentence just now would be a slap in the face.
"Whatever you want." Chen Jing, who struggled inwardly, relented.
Sun Li saw that Chen Jing had agreed this time, and he was secretly ecstatic in his heart, it seemed that he had waited outside for three or four hours today in vain. At the same time, Sun Li has a rough idea of Chen Jing's character and bottom line, and he is easy to be soft-hearted, and within the bottom line, he is very flexible. Sun Li suddenly felt that he had taken a lot of wrongful paths before, and now Sun Li felt like he had mastered the cheats of the strategy, full of hope and confidence. Being able to have the key to Chen Jing's house, he is still a little special to Chen Jing, thinking about it this way, the haze in Sun Li's heart was swept away, and there was a kind of willow and flower in his heart.
Chen Jing didn't look at Sun Li's happy face, she felt a little awkward, she opened the door directly and entered the house, Sun Li quickly picked up her high heels and took the bag and immediately followed.
"Have you eaten dinner?" When Chen Jing was changing her shoes at the entrance, she suddenly remembered something and asked Sun Li.
"Not yet." Sun Li replied truthfully that she would come directly to Chen Jing's house after work.
"I'll cook you a bowl of noodles." Chen Jing came back after eating, and thinking that Sun Li hadn't eaten yet, he went into the kitchen and simply cooked a bowl of noodles.
"You eat, I'll go for a run." After Chen Jing put down her noodles, she changed out of her professional clothes, went to the gym, drove the treadmill to run, and tried to take half an hour to an hour of exercise every day.
Sun Li ate the noodles cooked by Chen Jing, to be honest, Chen Jing's cooking skills are not as good as those of the young, and they are decent, but Sun Li is wrong to eat very satisfied, and soon a bowl of noodles will be eaten, put away the dishes and chopsticks, put them in the kitchen, and then go to the gym to find Chen Jing, and then stand aside to watch Chen Jing exercise, Sun Li feels that it is really wonderful to like a person, almost nothing has to be done, just look at it, as if you can't get tired of looking at it.
Sun Li's straight gaze has interfered with Chen Jing, Chen Jing doesn't know what she looks like, but Sun Li has a way to keep staring at herself since she came in, and she can watch as long as she exercises.
"Have you seen enough?" Chen Jing endured until the end of the run, Sun Li was still watching, and finally couldn't help asking.
"Does my gaze make you feel uncomfortable?" Sun Li asked.
"A little." There is a little interference with himself, no matter who he is, he will feel very uncomfortable when he is stared at all the time, Chen Jing thought secretly.
"Then I'll try not to look at you, but I can't guarantee that I will be able to do it." Sun Li felt that it was normal to follow the person he liked, it was not something he could control if he wanted to, there was always a time when he couldn't control it.
"What's there to see?" Chen Jing is very puzzled, in terms of beauty, she is not as good as Sun Li herself, and in terms of figure, she is not as good as her, she looks at herself, it is better to look in the mirror.
"I'm willing to look at you, this is the most direct reaction to liking someone, it's completely uncontrollable." Sun Li felt that Chen Jing was asking too much, anyway, she was a rare Chen Jing now.
Chen Jing felt that she probably had to ask more, but when she grew up to this age, even if she had been in two relationships, she couldn't help but like it in the real sense.
"What do you like about me?" Chen Jing asked again, she felt that she was indeed quite rigid and boring, anyway, Chen Jing didn't like women like herself, others liked her for a while, and it turned out that they couldn't stand their really boring character for a long time.
"Sometimes I think you're very boring, very rigid, maybe cold, but at the same time I think you're very reliable, especially good at taking care of people, especially secure, I didn't like your type of person before, or a woman, but I just like it inexplicably, every time I tell myself that you're not so good, don't like you, but I still can't help but think of you......" Sun Li actually every time he thinks of Chen Jing, he always attacks Chen Jing's shortcomings first, trying to convince himself not to like Chen Jing, But every time after deceiving himself, he stopped for a few days, and he couldn't help but think about Chen Jing, and when he thought of Chen Jing's rejection and indifference to himself, he felt uncomfortable.
"Maybe you just can't ask for it, after all, you may not have asked for it in the past." Chen Jing sighed and said, maybe this is mixed with some real likes, but it is always best to get it, which is probably human nature. Just like when I was a child, I desperately wanted things but it was difficult to get, and that feeling of longing could not be forgotten even when I grew up, and I couldn't remember what I had easily, and those things that were easy to get have long been drowned in my long memory. Yu Sun Li is probably a very difficult person to get, so she feels tormented and uncomfortable.
"I don't care which one it is, I just know that I like you now, and I don't even think I like someone so much in the past and even in the future. Even if you say it, I like you because I can't ask for it, and I can't forget you, but after all, I like you, and I just want you. Sun Li found that her reaction to feelings was simple and rude, knowing that Chen Jing ate soft and not hard, but she just couldn't take a roundabout route. Sun Li has now discovered that she is an idiot emotionally, why did she answer like this, what if Chen Jing felt that she would not cherish her if she got her?
Chen Jing heard Sun Li say this, and somehow laughed, although she felt that Sun Li really had a kind of human race from Mars, anyway, she was incompatible with herself, and at the same time, she felt that this woman's feelings were so real and rough that people didn't know what to say. But also, no matter how unimportant things seem to others, as long as you want them very much, but you just can't ask for them, it will become a kind of psychological torment. Obviously, he has also become some kind of torment for Sun Li.
When Sun Li saw Chen Jing smiling, she didn't know what Chen Jing was thinking and laughing at.
"What the hell do you think?" Sun Li asked in a somewhat anxious tone, just now it was finally dawning, but now it seems to have turned into a dead end.
Chen Jing suddenly walked towards Sun Li, and before Sun Li could react, Chen Jing's lips were attached to Sun Li's, Chen Jing was also a little conflicted in her heart, she could faintly feel that she was not completely as determined to reject Sun Li as before this time, at least she was still a little shaken. Since you don't even know whether to accept Sun Li or not, why not let the body's feelings choose to see, just like Ning Yixun said, get out of the snail shell and try the feeling of doing what you want. Otherwise, you may have regrets about your past well-behaved life when you are old, because often the old man says that what you didn't try will always cost you a little more regret than what you did wrong. At least after the comparison, I know better whether I want a so-called wonderful life like Ning Yixun, or just like my past, I am not allowed to have any life outside the trajectory.
Sun Li was completely stunned by Chen Jing's sudden behavior, so that when Chen Jing kissed her, her eyes were still wide open, but as Chen Jing poked her tongue into her mouth, although Sun Li's mind was still full of mush, she instinctively reacted quickly, and immediately wrapped Chen Jing's slightly jerky tongue. 166 Reading Network