84 Uchiha Nine
After Qiye saw that sentence, his heart suddenly sank.
This must have been mentioned in the suicide note, that devastating blow!
She held her breath and eagerly flipped the page.
One day after that, something unspeakable happened.
This society has always been unsafe. Maybe it's because I'm used to living a stable life and have long forgotten the initial pain.
Maybe I was born to be a troublemaker, and one day on my way home from school, I was kidnapped.
The plot in the TV series happened to me, and even if I had a pair of eyes that could see through death, I was helpless.
Later, I found out that I was not the only kidnapped child, there were at least five more children.
We were tied hand and foot, our mouths gagged with strips of cloth, and we were thrown into a dimly lit room, more of a warehouse than a room.
The biting cold, and the disgusting smell, were unbearable for a second.
What's even more terrifying is that the perpetrator is a person with an extremely twisted psychology. What followed was nothing more than some atrocities, and I didn't want to remember it, and although I was at peace when I wrote this, my body trembled involuntarily.
Later I learned that these cruel bullies were really nothing compared to the terrible things that happened later.
Because of the large number of victims, a task force was soon formed. Among those involved in the rescue of this child abduction case are Kakashi and Rin.
When several of us were taken to the designated place by the kidnappers, I, who had lost hope of survival, saw those two familiar figures, and my eyes blurred with tears.
At least then I saw hope for survival. Because I always believed that with Kakashi and Rin's abilities, they could get me out. They won't let me go.
As I expected, I was rescued safely by them, but I would rather be trapped and killed.
Because at the same time as I was rescued, I saw Lynn die in front of me. It was because of her departure that Kakashi and the others were able to get their hands on us and save us all together.
It's nice to be rescued and not have to die, but I can't stop crying.
Because the person who died in place of our group was Lynn.
Seeing the seven nights here, he gasped.
She really didn't expect that it would be such a painful experience that caused Uchiha Nanaya's mental abnormality.
After being kidnapped and atrocious, he faced a killing.
A train faces two lanes, one side is one person and the other is a group of people, you can choose to pull the rod or not, the non-pull rod train will go to a group of people, and the pull rod only has to sacrifice one person to save a group of people. The fate of all is in your hands.
This is the problem of the tram that has been discussed so much.
She didn't know the right answer to such a profound philosophical problem.
In fact, the practice of killing one to save a hundred has been repeated in history. The "Fukushima 50" chose to sacrifice themselves in order to avoid even greater catastrophic consequences. Such a feat deserves everyone's admiration, but is such a sacrifice the right thing to do?
And this time, the final choice fell to Kakashi as the captain.
In fact, Kakashi chose the lever to lead the train to a person's track.
It is true that it is a little more "advantageous" to die a person than a group of people, and a little more "happy" to the majority.
All choices must be made out of responsibility, not intuition.
If Rin could be sacrificed alone in exchange for the survival of all the children, then Kakashi's decision, as the leader of the crime team, was not wrong.
But was Lynn's sacrifice the right thing to do?
Everyone has the right to live. The method of exchanging lives for lives, which is extremely unfair to the person who is being replaced. It's just that there is no such thing as fairness in this world, if this is a multiple-choice question, no matter what choice is made, there will be sacrifices, then ordinary people will often choose the side with greater benefits, such as a large number of people.
Nanaya felt that Kakashi, who was a lever man, was actually more painful than that of Uchiha Nanaya.
Because no matter which side he chooses, there will be those closest to him who will be sacrificed.
And under his choice, he sacrificed his closest teammates and betrayed Obito's last wish.
But can he be blamed for all this? I can only blame this cruel fate.
What he didn't expect was what happened later-
Rin died, and then the Uchiha Nanaya went insane.
This can probably only be said to be fateful.
I have been burdened with Lynn's life since then, this statement may not be correct, Lynn's death was voluntary, and she did not save me alone, but my heart has always been depressed.
At least I can think that my survival was bought by Lynn with her life.
The Lynn who has always treated me gently, the Lynn who he is willing to protect with his life.
As soon as I thought about it, my head began to hurt again, as if a bomb had exploded in the depths of my mind, and the impact was too great for me to bear.
But Kakashi wasn't entirely to blame. He may be a thousand times sadder than me when he made the choice.
But none of that matters anymore.
Because after that, I fell into a long period of insanity. Kakashi kept taking me to a psychiatrist for treatment, and after a few months I was finally mentally stable, but my memory was broken.
Later, I found out that it was probably the psychiatrist who treated me and made me forget all the bad things in the past.
But I think that if forgetting the past leads to the future, then I would rather not live in this world.
I went back to school.
I don't have any friends, and I'm even more gloomy and eccentric.
The constant school bullying and vague memories also made me doubt the necessity of living in this world. Until I met the girl of the same name again that I had dreamed of.
During a school bullying, she stood up and stopped the group of girls. When the group of girls saw her arrival, they seemed a little frightened, apologized and fled.
"Can you get up on your own?" She said this to me.
I didn't speak, but she wasn't annoyed: "When you encounter this kind of thing in the future, remember to tell the teacher." ”
I looked at her smiling, but there was a sneer in my heart.
How can a person who really lives in the light understand the darkness? Is it really a teacher who cares about this kind of thing?
At this point, I know that we are not the same kind.
As she was leaving, I suddenly noticed something - the breath of death that I hadn't seen for a long time had reappeared.
Returning home in a daze, I began to write down my memories in fits and starts, trying to remember them all. And now these are the records that I have put together.
Qiye was slightly stunned when she saw this, she really didn't remember this scene.
She had seen a lot of school bullying at school, but it was just an unintentional outreach to help, but she didn't expect it to cause so many things later.
At this time, I met another very important person in my life. She calls herself Rin and doesn't reveal her identity to me, but she says she can help me get back to normal.
I asked her if she would like to help me recover my memory.
She said it was something to consider, but one person made a wish to her that I could live a normal life.
I said, I just want to remember the past, otherwise I will never be able to be normal without memories.
After listening to me, she promised to help me recover my memory.
And when I remembered it all, I realized how true Kakashi and the psychiatrist were about what they said to me.
When I finally remembered all of my past, it looked like I was back to normal. But I don't want to live in this world anymore.
Rin said that it was not going to work, and that she had violated what she had promised the man.
I vaguely guessed who that person was.
He hadn't left yet. Yes, if he had been quietly watching us live from afar, what a disappointment it would have been for him if I had left this world without permission.
My life was given by him and Lynn, and I don't want to disappoint him.
I suddenly thought of the girl with the same name as me, the same person I once thought we were reincarnated at the same time.
She is so good, she seems to be still enjoying the beauty of life, but she is about to die. And I, on the other hand, have a lot of time to spare, but I don't want to survive anymore.
I asked Rin, is it possible to convert souls?
The girl of the same name lives in my place, although the situation may be a little worse, but at least it is better than death. If she is as good as her, she will definitely be able to live a normal life. And his wish was for me to have a normal life.
This approach satisfies the wishes of several of us at the same time.
Rin listened, and after a half-deliberation, looked at me with interest.
She said it sounded funny, and she was willing to say yes, but hoped I would think about it.
I said I had made up my mind.
When I got home, I started to organize my diary, which was finally completed after a few days.
I don't know if you'll be able to read this wonderful memoir of mine, and I don't know if you'll be able to accept this unacceptable fact now.
Although it is a selfish thing to let you live normally in my place. But you probably think that as long as you live, it makes sense.
Because we are the opposite beings.
After reading the whole diary, I exhaled deeply, but my heart couldn't calm down for a long time.
It turns out that this is all the truth. The reason why she woke up after a car accident and found that she had entered someone else's body was only because she was a damned person in the first place. It was the Uchiha Nanaya who gave her another chance to live in this world.
But this is not to live as "Fujiwara Seven Nights".
This situation is like reincarnation, but this is not her previous life, but a new beginning.
Nanaya didn't know whether she should be angry or sigh, but there was one sentence, and she had to agree with Nanaya Uchiha - as long as she lived, it was meaningful. (Please support the genuine version for the rest) 166 Reading Network