He took a deep breath and forced himself to control his tone: "Don't you think you're so naïve?" What are you fighting for now, fighting for a breath? Today, if they provoke you, you will beat them up, and they deserve to be beaten, crippled, and disabled. Tomorrow you will provoke others and be beaten, and you deserve to be beaten and disabled? What if you have an injury that will never heal for the rest of your life? For example, if your arm is broken now, what should you do? You still feel very cool, because of the fight? If you are beaten up, how can you really fight for a piece of land, and how much money you can fight for, it will be worth it, fucking for the sake of shit, do you have a bag in your head?! ”

"......" Shi Hanguang felt speechless for the first time in his life, really, for the first time, he was so angry with a person that he didn't know what to say.

It seems that he has been struggling with this problem since the first time I met him, and has been saying the word "fight", as if this is really a natural and outrageous thing in his eyes, although in his own opinion, this set of theories is really ......

Hanguang smiled, just raised the corners of his lips and smiled, and his bright eyes looked directly at the boy opposite: "Why do you come to me if you look down on me so much?" ”

Shen Yimo: "......"

Hanguang smiled happily, because he thought of many things, and became more and more happy: "I remember that I was fighting when I first met you, and the second time I was still fighting, I don't know how many times I fought when you couldn't see it, and you already knew about it, I also told you this afternoon that I was going to fight, and fighting in my daily life was originally part of it, I had already told you about it, why didn't you stay away from me if you couldn't accept it?" Do you have to find yourself unhappy again and again? ”

...... "Yes, I'm really looking for unhappiness for myself, I should have known that you were this kind of person from the first time I saw you, or I shouldn't have been so mouthful in my last life, I just knew you when you were twenty-eight years old, why did I want to go back to the age of thirteen and love you from the beginning?" You're not worth it at all! No matter what you went through later to make you change for the better, or you didn't change it at all, but you didn't bother to do it when you were old, at least at the age of thirteen, you are so unreasonable and unreasonable, you are not worthy of my love at all!

I want you to change the law all the time and want to see you, this is originally my head has a bag, I want to have a better relationship with you and then slowly express to you that my feelings are my head is squeezed by the door, I want you to grow up well, healthy and happy, this is even more delusional, because you didn't want to be good from the beginning, you don't want to be a normal person, it is useless for me to bother for you, and you will not listen to me.

Then why do I bother to do that, I'm still worried about you all day long, do you care about what you do!

Shen Yimo nodded, as if he finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Yes, you are right, I shouldn't look for you again, don't worry, I will never contact you again from now on, I apologize to you for all the trouble I caused you before, just because I have a bag in my head." After he finished speaking, he wanted to leave, but he still said again, "What I still want to tell you is that I don't look down on you, but I don't like to fight, and since you take it for granted, I didn't say those words." Bye. ”

With that, he turned away and never looked back.

Hanguang wanted to go back and join the battle again, but he didn't know why he couldn't move, he just stood here and watched the back of that person, although it quickly disappeared in front of him.

There was a sudden pain in my heart, a pain that was not deep but endless, why was this happening?

……

Shen Yimo walked a long way to get a taxi, and stopped again when he returned to the gate of the community, the school has not yet finished at this time, and it is too early to go home.

After thinking about it, he went to a nearby café and ordered a casual latte, and then sat there depressed.

The mood has not weakened much from the initial anger to the present, and there is still an urge to lift the whole table.

This is the first time in his two lives that he has had such a big conflict with that person, and it is likely that he will never reconcile again, which really makes him feel that it is better to die.

Yes, he came back to love that person well, and now that the people are gone, what is he still alive for?

Depend on......

He didn't bother to drink the coffee when it was served, so he sat there with his head on his hand and thought, that person's expression and words were replayed in his mind over and over again, and he really wanted to yell: Shi Hanguang, are you stupid?!

If you don't learn well in fighting all day long, you still think that the incident is a good thing, if you really get hurt by accident, what can you do!

You think it doesn't matter if you're young, but you're only thirteen, what about another ten years? Twenty years? If you lose an arm or a broken leg for so long, then you don't care, I'll admire you!

It's that stinky boy who has been taught repeatedly and doesn't understand that he is for his good, and his illness makes his liver hurt, and since he has been reborn to the present, Shen Yimo will reflect on whether he has done something wrong with Hanguang every time he comes into contact with Hanguang, and the conclusion is that there are really a lot of problems, but this time he has no problem, right?

So, unless he really dies, this can only be the case.

After staying at the café until half past five, Shen Yimo returned home, and his parents were surprised to see him, thinking that he would not come back for dinner.

"How's it going? Let's talk to my mother. The mother said this as expected.

Shen Yimo began to speak as usual, in fact, he had found a predetermined statement on the Internet to deal with them.

The next day, Shen Yimo didn't go to school, he went to the hotel where Hanguang took him yesterday to find Liang Wenting.

Today's arrival time is about the same as yesterday, because I am not sure when Brother Liang will come, he has been staying in the Internet café before that, anyway, the current Internet café is cheap and does not require an ID card.

Liang Wenting was naturally very surprised when he heard that he was coming, and hurriedly beckoned him to sit down, saying, "Why are you here?" Isn't Xiaoguang with you? ”

Shen Yimo noticed that the person didn't come, of course, it didn't matter to him whether he came or not, and he was happier if he didn't come.

"I didn't look for him." Shen Yimo said coldly.

"What's wrong with you? I don't feel right," Liang Wenting said and poured him tea, "By the way, why did you leave early yesterday?" Xiaoguang said that you have something, and we want to treat you to a meal. ”

"It's not a big deal, but I came to you today for a big deal."

"What's the matter?" Liang Wenting picked up the teacup.

"I want you to teach me how to fight."

"......" Liang Wenting's mouthful of water almost squirted out, and he hurriedly put down the cup to wipe his mouth, coughed and said, "What did you say?" ”

"I want you to teach me how to fight, if you don't have time or don't want to teach then find someone else, the better the better."

“…… No," Liang Wenting couldn't keep up with his train of thought, "why do you want to learn this?" Are you going to fight with someone? Who messed with you? ”

Shen Yimo looked at him and snorted, "It's not the stinky boy when I was surnamed, the purpose of my learning to fight is to be able to beat him one day, by the way, don't tell him about this I told you, and don't mention me in front of him, this is a secret between me and you." ”

“…… It's not that you wait," Liang Wenting thought about it carefully before saying, "You learned to fight for Xiaoguang?" Is it to fight him one day and win against him? But why are you fighting him? Are you two at odds? Did he you off? ”

"Even if it's right," Shen Yimo tugged at the corners of his lips, "By the way, did you win the fight yesterday?" Has anyone been hurt? ”

"Even if you win, you will be injured, and it will not be a big deal, at most your arms and legs will be swollen for a few days. The other party was injured more severely than us, and several of them went to the hospital. ”

"......" Shen Yimo was a little speechless, but he couldn't help but care: "...... And what about him? Was he injured? ”

"He? Xiaoguang, you say? Of course he's fine, he's so good at fighting, I don't necessarily have a fight, so if you ask me to teach you to defeat him, I really can't guarantee that I can do it. He should be resting at home now, saying that he is not in a good mood and is too lazy to go out. The kid had also learned to be sentimental, and for the first time I heard him talk about mood problems. Liang Wenting smiled and shook his head.

Shen Yimo's heart couldn't help but tremble, and he didn't know what that person was in a bad mood for, or rather, for whom.

"However, aren't you having an awkward relationship with him, you should be happy, he won't come over to get your eyes in the way today." Liang Wenting looked at him with a smile.

Shen Yimo didn't answer this, but said thoughtfully: "Brother Liang, how did you and him meet?" ”

Liang Wenting thought for a while: "It was introduced by Brother Hai, Brother Hai brought him here to find me, and we met, and then he often came over, and we took him with us to play together, it should have been a year." ”

Shen Yimo nodded: "I see." ”

"Yes, if you really want to learn to fight, you might as well go to Brother Hai, he is much stronger than me, one of the few people who is more powerful than Xiaoguang among so many of us, it is more reliable for you to ask him to teach, and I can also help you talk to him."

"Okay, that's for you." Shen Yimo smiled.

“…… I'll go, you're really going to fight with Xiaoguang, it seems that he provoked you a lot. Then you wait for me, I'll go change my clothes and take you to Brother Hai's gym to have a look, he should be there. ”

"Okay."

When Liang Wenting came out of the change of clothes, he really took Shen Yimo to find Cheng Hai, yesterday Hanguang only said that the person's father was a sanda coach, and Shen Yimo only now knew that Cheng Hai's family still opened a gym, I don't know if the VIP member Hanguang said is this one.

At this time, there was no one in the gym, Cheng Hai was playing with the computer alone in the lounge upstairs, his upper body was not wearing clothes, and his muscles were more domineering than Hanguang. Liang Wenting said that this person was also injured a little yesterday, because the fight was too fierce, and the charge was at the forefront, and people hit him several times with a stick.

Liang Wenting said what he meant, Cheng Hai also couldn't help laughing, and patted him on the arm: "I said that you and Xiaoguang must have quarreled yesterday, why are you arguing, just why don't you make a fuss on the beach, why did he say that he was in a bad mood today and wanted to stay at home, and you want to learn martial arts to defeat him in the future?" ”