I don't want mine, I don't want to love me, I don't love me, I don't even have a back when I turn off the light.

- "I Don't Love Me, I Don't Love"

Jing Yu was depressed, and sighed in his heart that he was unlucky, how could it be rare to do a good thing and be relied on?

She had no choice but to resign herself to being a free driver, and asked him in her heart, "Where to eat?" ”

Chen Qiu pondered for a second, said the name of the hotel, Jing Yu pouted, she didn't have a good impression of this man, she still had a grudge against what happened last time, and her face was naturally not much better for him.

Chen Qiuluo also seemed to be aware of this problem, and after sitting down, he picked up his wine glass and said, "I really played a little joke on you last time, but I didn't expect you to be so sensitive." ”

Jing Yu was not angry, "If I hadn't escaped, I don't know what it would be like now?" ”

Chen Qiu smiled dumbly, indeed, in their circle, any man is ruthless when it comes to playing with women, and he never shirks the woman who sends it to the door.

Jing Yu was an accident, she didn't know, since she broke in single-handedly that night, and finally escaped, Chen Qiuluo had a different affection for her in his heart, maybe it can be called a calm and waveless life It seems that there is finally something that makes him feel a little interested.

Jing Yu felt extremely depressed, obviously she just wanted to go out for a walk alone, and by the way, she celebrated her peaceful twenty-seventh birthday, but she didn't expect that she could meet Chen Qiuluo so coincidentally, if she had known that it was him, she wouldn't care about this trouble, but now it seems that she can't get rid of it.

Jing Yu, who was depressed in her heart, only took the menu and only ordered the most expensive order, since the master next to her had a treat, she was unceremoniously, and later felt that she was too naïve, even if she ordered ten times the price, it was just a drizzle in his opinion.

Therefore, those dishes were canceled and other dishes were ordered, Chen Qiu asked her slightly puzzled, "Don't like the dishes here?" ”

Jing Yu shook his head, "Originally, I wanted you to bleed heavily, but then I thought about it, even if I ordered all the dishes in the restaurant, it would be just a drizzle in your opinion, so don't block yourself on your birthday." ”

Chen Qiu glanced at her, "Your birthday today?" ”

Jing Yu nodded, and saw him snap his fingers at the waiter, and then whispered a few words to the waiter, and the waiter nodded and left.

Jing Yu looked at him suspiciously and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

He smiled and shrugged, "How about a birthday for you?" Don't be too impressed. ”

Jing Yu looked disgusted, and lazily lifted his eyelids, "Bored." ”

Sure enough, in less than a while, the waiter pushed the dining cart over, with a beautiful cake on it and a bouquet of roses.

Jing Yu almost wanted to pick up the cake and paste it on his face, but in the end he restrained it.

Chen Qiuluo asked her to make a wish, and Jing Yu made a wish, and he asked her curiously, "What is the wish?" ”

Jing Yu glanced at him, "I hope you can disappear in front of me." ”

Chen Qiu looked at her with a slightly rare expression, "It's really hurtful." ”

Jing Yu still had an indifferent attitude, "Hehe, it's an honor to be able to hurt you." ”

Chen Qiuluo finally had a little impatient expression, perhaps because he felt that the woman in front of him was a little self-righteous, he snorted coldly and didn't bother with her.

Jing Yu also began not to speak, the aura of the two was obviously incompatible, although Jing Yu felt that this man did not seem to be so bad, but it was still because the initial impression was a little worse than him.

The two of them were eating lukewarmly here, Jing Yu heard someone calling her, she looked up, and quickly got up, a little cramped, it was Chu Shenyuan, only to remember that the last time Chu Shenyuan had specially told her not to get too close to Chen Qiu, but she didn't expect that she turned around and was eating with someone now, and she was seen by him.

Although she didn't take the initiative, but in the end, there was still a little subtle affection in her heart, Chu Shenyuan frowned, Jing Yu hurriedly greeted him, and Chen Qiuluo regained his expression, "Uncle Yuan, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

Chu Shenyuan looked at the delicate cake on the table, and a trace of complexity flashed in his eyes, "Who has a birthday?" ”

Jing Yu replied, "It's me." ”

Chu Shenyuan nodded, looked at her, his eyes were deep, and after a few seconds, he said in a dumb voice, "Happy birthday." ”

Jing Yu nodded, "Thank you." ”

After Chu Shenyuan walked away, Chen Qiuluo looked at her with interest, Jing Yu had some affection in his heart, and raised his eyebrows to look at him, "What are you looking at me?" ”

He shook his head and said, "You could have looked at him a little naked. ”

Jing Yu was not angry, and gave him a blank look.

Chen Qiuluo said again: "But I advise you to put away those thoughts, a man of his age is similar to you, if you take it seriously, I am afraid it will make people laugh." ”

Jing Yu almost squirted out a mouthful of water, why did everyone think that she wanted to think that she wanted to have something else to think about Chu Shenyuan, but she couldn't say anything, so she simply shut up, they really had nothing to do with each other, otherwise how should they explain?

She didn't speak, her sullen feelings could not be relieved, the atmosphere of this meal was not very good, and Jing Yu's deliberately cold guide Chen Qiuluo was not in a good mood.

After the meal, Chen Qiu slightly mentioned yì to go to the bar to sit, where did Jing Yu have the courage to go to the bar with him, this has seen it once, it is enough to know that he is a beast, and there is really no need to confirm it again.

Chen Qiuluo felt a little wronged, "I'm really sincere to make this friend with you now, don't treat me as a flood beast, okay?" ”

Jing Yu shrugged, "Once bitten by a snake, I was afraid of the well rope for ten years, you have to be considerate of my weak woman's feelings." ”

Chen Qiu was helpless, he didn't expect that because of the unpleasantness of the first meeting, he was directly blacklisted by someone, he was a little frustrated, it is undeniable that he has a good impression of Jing Yu, but it is not to the point where he is willing to endure people's eyes.

Therefore, the original plan to send Jing Yu home was also canceled, and he looked at her and said, "Believe in my sincerity, I really want to be friends with you." ”

Jing Yu smiled, "I don't dare to be." ”

Chen Qiu's slightly handsome face sank directly, and after getting into the car, he patted the steering wheel angrily, and a national curse popped out of his mouth.

Jing Yu directly stopped a taxi, and finally got off on a busy street, and couldn't help but feel a little irritated in her heart, she couldn't tell why, in short, she felt strange to herself like this, she didn't want to admit it because of Xu Mian's words today.

Do it all over again? Have they ever been together?

Although she told herself over and over again in her heart not to think about it anymore, she still couldn't help but think of Xu Mian's expression when she said this to her that day, and her deep black eyes were full of sincerity.

She shook her head and shook off the messy thoughts in her head, and she wandered down the street when she saw a bar and walked in without hesitation.

Jing Yu hadn't been to the bar for a long time, and she didn't have much of a good impression of the conditioned reflexes here, but she was in such a bad mood tonight that she had to use alcohol to numb her nerves.

She ordered a drink with an average alcohol content, took a sip slowly, and the brilliant lights in the bar hit her face, her complexion was fair, and her side face was soft and sexy.

Jing Yu held the wine glass, and suddenly remembered Lu Yanguang, in fact, for so many years, she has always restrained herself from thinking about that man, people's memory sometimes has the nature of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, those memories that make me can't help but feel pain in my heart when I think of it, as if she was frozen in an unknown corner, no one knows, even she herself rarely thinks about it.

But if you don't think about it, it doesn't mean that there is no zài, just like for Jing Yu, every birthday is a kind of torture for her.

When she first met Lu Yanguang, she was seventeen years old, in her prime, youthful and wanton, since Lu Yanguang got along with her under the same roof, she often looked for a sense of existence behind him, although Lu Yanguang was lukewarm to her most of the time, ignoring her, but his attitude never dispelled Jing Yu's pursuit of him.

If it were put on the current Jingyu, she would never be able to do such a thing, regardless of any reason, and only follow her inner thoughts to pursue being close to someone.

When she faced him, she bluffed, pretended, and was self-righteous, and these pediatric tricks were just a child's petty fight in Lu Yanguang's eyes, and he didn't like Jing Yu from the bottom of his heart.

It's a pity that Jing Yu didn't know at that time, she only knew that she liked this boy, she wanted to love him, what love was like, it didn't seem to be very clear at that time, but she was tired of looking for a sense of storage in front of him over and over again.

Finally one day, Lu Yanguang had a good face for her, and she was excited to feel that she could fly.

There are too many people in this world who forget how they were together in the first place, but remember how they separated in the end.

Jing Yu remembered that it was Lu Yanguang's birthday, he invited many friends, Jing Yu was also invited, she had always been arrogant in school, but she was a small follower in front of Lu Yanguang.

Before she entered the box, she heard a girl ask mockingly: "Lu Yanguang, why hasn't your school girl come yet?" ”

Someone laughed loudly, Lu Yanguang opened his mouth, his voice was indifferent, and he said indifferently: "She will definitely come, she can't wait to be by my side twenty-four hours a day." ”

Some boys disagreed, "Don't get cheap and sell well, people are school flowers, how many male classmates are rushing to stammer, you are good, and others have become pestering you." ”

Lu Yanguang sneered, "I'll put it here today, I can't like her in my life, who does she love and loves whom, I am not happy to see her at all, thinking that I am a princess?" The earth revolves around her, and she really thinks who she is. ”

Later, Jing Yu still didn't appear at the birthday party, and the gift she was going to give to Lu Yanguang was casually thrown on the trash can outside the box.

She thought that she might be really cheap, why did he hook his fingers and run after him? She didn't know at that time that Lu Yanguang not only didn't like her, he also hated her.

He thought that Jing Yu's mother caused his parents to divorce, and after his parents divorced, he went abroad with his mother, and soon, he learned the news of his father Lu Xingyun's remarriage, Lu Xingyun ignored his son for more than ten years, and even when his mother was dying, he begged him to come over to see his mother for the last time, but he refused coldly.

After returning to the Lu family, he was extremely disgusted with the mother and daughter who occupied the dove's nest, but he didn't expect that Jing Yu would entangle him like kraft candy.

That night, Jing Yu never appeared, a few friends were half-joking, but Lu Yanguang didn't take it seriously in his heart, until a few people came out of the box, he saw the discarded gift box on the trash can at a glance, the ribbon on it was tied in a very special way, and he could see at a glance that it was from Jing Yu's hand.

But so what? There is no law in this world that says that the person you love must love you as well.

At that time, Yu thought that even if she would never get Lu Yanguang's love, at least, she could still get a respect, but unfortunately, it was not until later that she learned that between them, there was no love, no reluctance, nothing, only hate.

Later, between each other, the saber rattling, like the enemies of several lifetimes, completely stood on opposite sides, fought each other, you came and went, and poked each other's hearts.

But in the end, Jing Yu admitted defeat, she couldn't fight him, and the reason for this was just because she loved him, and Lu Yanguang hated her completely.