It was a very ordinary early morning. 》し

Early risers walk in the hospital garden, white smoke billows from the chimneys of the cafeteria, and nurses push carts to distribute medicines to each ward.

And Lin Chen held a small bunch of daisies and walked into Shen Lian's ward.

The only patient in the room closed his eyes as if he didn't know what was going on.

But monitoring shows that she is now conscious.

Lin Chen put down the folder in his hand at the head of the bed, picked up the vase, took some water on the faucet, inserted the tender yellow daisies into the bottle one by one, and put them on the bedside table.

Shen Lian's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he slowly opened his eyes.

Her neck was covered with heavy white gauze, and her hands and feet were cuffed to the bed, so weak that they could be shattered at the touch of a button. She rolled her eyes and looked at the flowers in the sun at the bedside.

It was just that momentary gaze, Lin Chen knew that Shen Lian's soul was cold and solid, just like in the past.

"Don't mind too much." Lin Chen said, "This is not a persistent flattery, and this bouquet of flowers is not given to you, you can take it as a right, this is my nostalgia for the friend who only has one side."

Lin Chen sat down on the edge of the hospital bed.

He no longer needed to observe Shen Lian's expression, and he didn't mean to do it with Shen Lian again, he looked at the flowers and the sky outside the window, as if he was talking to some friends who had gone away.

"For more than a year, I've had a very unpeaceful life."

"I have seen a girl who avenged her father, a school girl who was willing to commit suicide, a heinous sexual assault, and a sexual assault victim who persevered to commit a crime for her idol. I've been kidnapped, I've been abroad, I've been to the most cruel places in the world, and I've seen the most simple and beautiful souls in the world. I met the love of my life, and I almost died. I succeeded in bringing the criminals to justice, but I failed to save the people I wanted to save the most......"

"These experiences left me in extreme despair when I was at my most chaotic and confused. Too many tragic stories seem to really say that this world is unreasonable, never fair, and any struggle is a drop in the bucket under the manipulation of fate, so give up efforts, reject hope, recognize the cruel reality, only cold and ruthless can survive better, this is the ultimate future of human spiritual evolution, this is your belief. ”

"However, in this short period of one year, I have seen a smart and beautiful girl, a tenacious and tenacious young man, and the most awe-inspiring moment is when she puts down her gun and when he ends his own life. It tells me that there must be something better than hatred, above life and death, beyond the psychological techniques I trust, and I think there must be such a thing. ”

"It has been deeply rooted since our ancestors first opened their eyes to the beautiful starry sky and the vast wilderness hundreds of thousands of years ago, and it has grown stronger through generations of reproduction, which is not only morality, but a higher standard that transcends human morality."

"I didn't understand where such a rule came from. I don't think that it was created and existed for the sake of maintaining the stability of human society, and if it were to be like that, then there would be no need for human beings to continue to explore the ultimate of the physical world, nor to shed tears for beautiful art, nor to strive to become a better person. ”

"And after more than a year, it wasn't until recently that I suddenly understood what it was."

"Wanting to do better, wanting to be better, wanting to influence the world so that it can also get better and better, is the most ordinary pursuit of many ordinary and ordinary people, these pursuit of everything 'better' is often smoothed out by the hardships of life, but it will never disappear."

"After all, when our ancestors opened their eyes, they should see the vast starry sky in the night, and what they longed for was a broader world."

"Then we come to this world, while suffering a lot, it is also to see how beautiful it can be, and how much you can see and what you can see often depends on your pursuit."

When Lin Chen said this, the woman lying in the hospital bed finally made a vomiting expression with difficulty as if she couldn't stand it.

Lin Chen finally withdrew his gaze into the distance on Shen Lian's face.

He didn't get angry, just said to Shen Lian calmly and concisely: "You still want to say that a person with a 'sick brain' like 'me' can't feel what you said?" ”

Shen Lian was noncommittal.

"What if I told you that the problem in your brain is just an excuse for you to excuse yourself, and you can feel everything I say?"

Lin Chen picked up the document bag on the side of the vase, took out one of them, and said silently.

"One day many years ago, Duan Wanshan took his students to do a brain study on tic disorders, and in order to fill in the number of brain maps in the control group, that is, normal people, all his students' brains were scanned together."

"After this experiment, Duan Wanshan must have talked to you very clearly, I don't know what he said, but with his straightforward personality, I am afraid that he will clearly tell you that 'your brain is sick' and 'you must control yourself'...... At that time, you may have fallen in love with him, but after the conversation, you thought that your secret was exposed, and you were humiliated, and you turned from love to hate. ”

"But actually, you shouldn't hate him."

Because whatever he says to you, he does it from the bottom of his heart, and he never criticizes you from a condescending point of view. In fact, he didn't tell you that in addition to the students, the teacher's brain scans were also included. ”

"He knows better than anyone who he really is."

Lin Chen unfolded the brain scan so that Shen Lian could see it clearly.

A family can't decide a person, the brain can't decide a person, and genes can't decide a person......

The brain scan was mottled, and the frontal cortex, prefrontal cortex, and amygdala were defective, which belonged to the brains of most perverted killers and Duan Wanshan's brain.

People who belong to the planet and have the most beautiful souls.

The author has something to say: Can you compare you to a summer day?

You are gentler and more delicate.

The wind destroys the stamens of May,

Summer is also short;

The light of the eye of heaven is sometimes too hot,

The golden face is often dull;

All kinds of enchantment will lose their beauty,

Destroyed by impermanence or natural alteration:

But your summer will not die,

Your face will endure forever;

As long as you stay forever in the eternal poetry,

Death renews that you bear its gloom;

As long as humanity is still reading,

You will live with this psalm for eternity.

—Shakespeare, 166 Reading Network