Unfinished, unfinished, unfinished

Some encounters, which seem to be accidental, are actually inevitable. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Some encounters, seemingly accidental, must have been predestined...

My great-grandfather's health was getting worse and worse, and after coming to Suoyang City to recuperate, he thought that his illness would recover. However, when the doctor announced that the time was only half a year, the great-grandfather finally spoke up and asked the grandfather to send him back. He said that he knew that his son, grandson, and great-grandson were doing well, and he had nothing he couldn't let go.

Once for the sake of the children he taught, he let his son go alone, and let his son live alone in a strange city. He was sorry for his son, and he didn't even bring his own grandson for a day. Now that his great-grandchildren are so old, he is not qualified to be a great-grandfather at all.

When I was very young, I often heard my grandfather talk about my great-grandfather.

As I grew up, I knew that I had an amazing great-grandfather. He teaches and educates people, although Taoli is not all over the world, but he is the most amazing teacher in Yuyun Township. Later, my sick great-grandfather was picked up by my grandfather and father, and when I came back from kindergarten every day, I stayed by my great-grandfather's bedside and listened to him tell stories, texts, and everything that belonged to Lingu Village.

At that time, I really longed for the place where my great-grandfather grew up.

What kind of countryside will it be that will make my great-grandfather give up his glory and wealth and stay there for the rest of his life?

At least in the descriptions of my great-grandfather and grandfather, I was filled with yearning for the countryside. I have been in Suoyang since I was born, and I never have to worry about eating, let alone short of clothes or use. But my great-grandfather said that many people in Lingu Village could not afford to eat meat.

Can't afford meat?

This is the first time I've heard of this concept.

I have a car to pick me up when I go out, and my meals are full of fish and meat, and my clothes are new every day. I can't imagine what it would be like to be infused with meat. Great-grandfather also said that ordinary people only have meat to eat during the festival and New Year, and the clothes are all worn by the elder sister and the younger sister.

I asked my great-grandfather, why didn't my great-grandfather come to Suoyang to enjoy happiness earlier?

My great-grandfather told me that if he left, there would be no teacher there. Without a teacher to teach children to learn literacy, illiteracy is really a lifetime delay. Great-grandfather just wanted to do his little bit and do this little thing for his hometown.

One persistence is decades.

Later I learned what an amazing thing my great-grandfather did.

When my grandfather and father sent my great-grandfather back to Lingu Village in Yuyun Township, I learned that my great-grandfather would not be able to return to Lingu Village at all, and his health was so poor that he could only stay in the hospital.

I really just thought my great-grandfather was an ordinary elementary school teacher, but when I saw that those few kilometers of road were full of people who had come to pick up my great-grandfather. I realized that what was so ordinary in my great-grandfather's mouth was such a respectable event.

On both sides of the potholed road, the black and black people seem to be dressed very seriously and honorably. Although I saw a lot of patches on the clothes of many men and women, young and old, I could read from their faces that they really cared about their great-grandfather, and the respect in their eyes emanated from their bones.

Seeing the car of their great-grandfather coming back, they were all happy and excited, and that kind of grateful eyes were unforgettable.

My great-grandfather was lying in a hospital bed, and he was visited every day. There were so many people that Grandpa and Dad only arranged for three groups of people to come every day, and each group did not visit his great-grandfather for more than half an hour.

At that time, I heard a lot about my great-grandfather from the students of my great-grandfather.

My great-grandfather helped the students who had no money to go to school, and gave his salary and the life that his grandfather sent him every month to pay the students' tuition, buy rice to cook, and invite them to eat. Walking more than ten miles in the middle of the night to send students to the hospital for medical treatment; The flood personally sent the students home safely one by one; His clothes were torn, and he helped to mend them; The meal was spoiled, and he cooked it for the students.

He never needs any return from the students, but simply hopes that his students will be a person who stands up to the sky in the future.

After returning to Yuyun Township, my father took me back to Lingu Village with the village chief of Lingu Village. I saw my great-grandfather's house, which actually had four upper and lower floors. I heard that all of them are for those children who come to other villages to go to school in Lingu Village, and they are free of charge.

Lingu Village is really poor, full of mud houses, low and small.

A lot of children play in the garbage heap, and the whole person is dirty.

I spent five days in Lingu Village and found something very interesting. The village chief's daughter, Teacher Xiaolu, brings back a skinny little girl every day after school in the kindergarten. Teach her to learn pinyin, for five days in a row, I saw Teacher Xiaolu angry and angry and angry.

The little girl also cried every day and followed Teacher Xiaolu to learn pinyin.

Looking at the little girl, every time she opened her mouth, there was no sound at all every time.

She was always crying silently, and many times I thought she was mute. But I know she's not dumb. Teacher Xiaolu told me that this little girl's name is Lu Qinghe, and their four daughters are very poor. She is very good at learning to count, she can teach it once, and she can also understand addition and subtraction.

But it's pinyin, and I haven't learned one for a month.

Teacher Xiaolu said that she had never taught such a stupid child. If it weren't for the great-grandfather who told Teacher Xiaolu, you must teach the child seriously, and don't give up on a child because the child is slow to learn. That would be a big blow to a child.

I watched Teacher Xiaolu lose patience with this girl of Lu Qinghe little by little, and saw the little girl hiding in the corner alone again and again and crying secretly. My great-grandfather lived in the hospital, and I would run to Lingu Village whenever I could, and I couldn't help but look at the little girl.

Her palms are full of pinyin letters.... I heard that her father helped her write it down, so that she could learn pinyin as soon as possible.

She always has words in her mouth, which are the first three words of the pinyin word line, a.o.e.... She couldn't remember the back, it was these three letters, she had learned them for a long, long time....

Soon I found out that she was often bullied, and everyone called her an idiot and a stupid. No one wants to play with her, no one wants to be at the same table with her. I've never seen her laugh, nor have I seen her resist when she was bullied. I haven't seen it, she went to her parents to complain.

I've heard people say that her mother didn't like her since she was a child, and no, she was never liked by anyone since she was born. Grandma and Mom secretly gave her away while her father was not at home. It was her father who got her back. In my opinion, she is a poor little child.

One day, I saw her crying again and being beaten.

I asked her if it hurts? Do you want me to help her get revenge?

She said it didn't hurt, and she said no.

She said do you have an apple? I want to eat apples.

She said she had never eaten an apple, but others said it was the best thing in the world.

She said I'm the child of a rich family, so there must be apples, right?

I promised to bring her apples, and after returning to Yuyun Township, I asked my father to find someone from the hospital to buy the most expensive apples for me in the county seat, and I would bring one to her as long as I went to Lingu Village.

Because I gave her more, I didn't want to ask for it.

During that time, when she was eating apples, she would always laugh, and she was very happy and happy to laugh. It seems that apples really are the best thing in the world.

Later, my great-grandfather was gone. I'm sad and sad. At the agreed time with her, I didn't go. When I was about to leave to return to Soyang City, I arrived at that place.

She seemed to be losing weight again, and she rushed up to me happily when she saw me: "Where have you been?" Why didn't you come? I came to wait for you every day, and the candy I left for you was snatched away by Lu Qingjiang and them. Sorry, I didn't keep the lollipop. But it doesn't matter, I still have five cents here, I'll give it all to you, okay? Don't be angry, don't ignore me, okay? ”

A crumpled five-cent coin lay quietly in her small palm.

She still has scars on her little face.

She said she was waiting for me every day.

She said that the lollipop she had left for me had been robbed.

She said she was willing to give me all the five cents.

I know she loves money very much, and she will carefully put away a dime. She said she could buy several spicy strips for a dime, and now she's willing to give me all five cents.

It made me think about my great-grandfather's kindness to me, and the first thing I did when I returned to Yuyun Township was to buy spicy noodles and eat them secretly in the hospital with my great-grandfather. Such a memory, such a scene, I actually cried.

I didn't ask her for money, and I gave her all the more than a hundred dollars I had on me.

Tell her that I will never come to see her again.

As I left, I heard her crying.

She said she didn't want my money, she just wanted me as a friend.

When I went back to Soyang City, when my mother asked me if I had met any interesting things and interesting people, I told me about the little girl. At that time, my grandmother and mother were very surprised, and said in surprise: "You are so bad in Mandarin, how can she understand what you say?" And how did you understand what she said? ”

I just remembered that yes, I could only understand Mandarin, and I spoke Mandarin only my own family could understand. From beginning to end, Lu Qinghe, the little girl, spoke to me in the local dialect of Lingu Village, but I could understand it, only the meaning of what she said.

More than a decade later, I thought it was just a little passerby of my childhood.

Sixteen years later, I went on a business trip to the city of Ansa and met a girl in a bar. She works as a waitress in a bar, and the smile on her face always feels familiar. When I asked the manager to get her name, my heart accelerated for a few seconds.

Lu Qinghe!

These three words are a special existence in my childhood.

I never thought that that stupid girl who couldn't even learn pinyin would be admitted to Ansha Normal University with excellent grades. From the information of the investigation, it can be seen that she can go to Ansa City University with such good grades. Instead, she chose to be a teacher.

Little did I know that she was going to fulfill her father's dream of becoming a teacher when she was younger.

During the seven days I was on a business trip in Ansa, I would go to that bar every night. I don't know why, but I just feel that sitting close to her will be calm and comfortable. Back in Suoyang City, I took this as a joke and told Fat Dong about it.

They joked that this was fate.

If it's a big city, why did I meet the girl I met more than ten years ago?

Yes, I don't know why, sixteen years later, I can recognize her at a glance as a four-year-old.

Obviously there has been such a big change, but I still think it's her at a glance.

Half a year later, when I went to Ansa again, she already had a willing pet by her side. The man who loves her.

That man wasn't a good person, and I wanted to tell her forward. In the end, I realized that I wasn't even a person she knew, so why bother her?

When I left Ansa City again, I felt an indescribable discomfort in my heart.

At the age of twenty-three, I began to officially take over my family's company, and I was so busy every day that I didn't have time to have a girlfriend. Blind dates, introduced by others, I will unconsciously go to those women to find a certain similarity with that girl.

Later, I really met a girl who looked a lot like her.

At the last moment in bed, I didn't get my hands dirty. I think I must have let the devil go wrong, so I want to use the template of a person who is not even a friend to find a woman to spend my life with.

When I was thirty years old, my family was anxious about my marriage. Without my consent, I engaged a fiancée who had not returned from studying abroad. Depressed, I drove to the city of Ansa and found the address on the document.

Sit in the car and wait quietly to watch where she will often pass by.

Sure enough, I saw her enter the mall with a cute little girl, talking and laughing. I saw her taking her daughter to cram school again. The whole person is more beautiful than she met in the bar a few years ago, and she is incredibly beautiful. My small hair has actually commented on her appearance a long time ago, saying that she is just a beautiful rural girl.

And then in order to marry into a wealthy family, such a person is really not worth putting in my heart for so many years.

I know what kind of means she used to marry Wen Yuanjie. I even wanted to know more about her, and started talking with her husband about some business cooperation. People who mess around with various female stars all day long, I don't think it's worth it for her. But I still didn't have any position to explain to her.

Yes, for more than twenty years, I have only spoken to her in Lingu Village.

I didn't even have the courage to come forward and meet her again, and I was really a failure.

Seeing her smile so happily with her daughter, I returned to Suoyang City, listened to my parents, and married the fiancée.

I know that I have long missed the chance encounter.

After I got married, I also gave birth to a lovely daughter, who was thin and thin, which actually made me feel very much like the girl I met for the first time in Lingu Village.

Later, I heard about her one after another.

Like all mothers, she laughs around her daughter during the day, and at night she goes to the bar to get drunk. The next day was still the same, day and night were two worlds, two extremes.

I found the person who cared about her the most through the information, her sister, Xiaomeng.

Xiaomeng was surprised when she received my call, and when she asked why she wanted to manage Lu Qinghe's affairs, I inexplicably said that I had known her Qinghe since I was a child, and I was a friend...

Xiaomeng actually reacted and said my name.

Xiaomeng said this name, she heard Lu Qinghe mention it a few times in her dreams when she was a child; and later in many of Lu Qinghe's diaries, there was this name.

Xiaomeng also said that 'Lu Yichen' has never been a person in Lin Gucun, and she always thought that it was a character imagined by Lu Qinghe. No wonder Lu Qinghe is so obsessed with apples, such unpalatable fruits, but after she has money, the first time she buys apples, and later, she has at least one every day.

Xiaomeng's words made me stunned, I learned a lot from Xiaomeng, I didn't know her.

Her love for apples is not a taste, but a memory?

It turned out that I had such a great influence on her when she was a child.

At that moment, Xiaomeng's words hit my heart lake like thunder, like a storm and rain setting off a monstrous wave. There are no words to express this wonderful feeling.

When I was free time and wanted to go to Ansa City, my daughter got sick. The pale face of my daughter when she lay on the hospital bed instantly woke me up, and I had already made a mistake with her. She and I both had separate families and daughters. It's just a kind of short companionship for a few days in childhood......

Not even a friend.

Because of her relationship, I have more contact with Xiaomeng.

I also know how much her sisters resent her, and I wanted to do something for her. I asked Xiaomeng to go to the largest foreign language school in Suoyang City, and sent gifts to her parents for the holidays all in her name.

I thought that was already the best outcome.

Even if she really forgets, that childhood me.

I wish I could have heard from her from so far away.

Who would have thought that she was not doing well at all.

I wanted her to get out of that misery, and decided to come back from a business trip and go to her, and I would do everything I could to help her if she wanted to.

It's just that, who would have thought that a farewell is forever.

I came back from abroad and heard Xiaomeng say that she died, but how could such a living person die?

Xiaomeng said that he had committed suicide in front of her father's coffin.

When I heard the news, my heart ached so much that I couldn't breathe, and I felt like the whole world had collapsed and become dark, and the heart-rending pain couldn't save us from the time we had missed.

I can't forgive myself, because I didn't take a brave step towards her. If I had been braver, selfish, and had discovered different feelings for her earlier, would the result be different?

When I attended her funeral, my whole body was floating.

I sent her up to Lingzhu Mountain in Lingu Village step by step, and looking at the blank paper along the way, my heart was empty.

Xiaomeng said that you like her so much, why couldn't you find out earlier? Why not be brave enough to confess to her? If you are brave and confess to her like a man, maybe, this stupid person will fall in love with that scumbag.

Perhaps, this idiot wouldn't have done so many things we love and hate her.

Perhaps, this idiot will live well.

Maybe..... Everything can only be possible.

Why couldn't I have found out sooner? Why couldn't she have acknowledged how special she was for herself sooner?

Why can't you be brave...... Why should you miss out......

Perhaps, everything will be different ....

Xiaomeng stood in front of her grave, talking something, and I could only stand there from a distance.

In the end, only my and her graves remained.

If there was an afterlife, I would have grabbed your hand when you were young. Tell you, I will protect you in this life and never abandon you.

I'm going to make you fall in love with me!

I'll make sure you live well!

Wait for me in the afterlife!

------------- beg forgiveness.,I posted the extra of the previous life.,I have a lot of problems.,It's okay to like to write extra.,The manuscript is really out of stock now.,But there's more than 50,000 extras.。 Hehe, try to start squeezing time out to write the text tomorrow. Thank you for your support and forgiveness! (To be continued.) )