Even if we meet again, the mature performance is better than not seeing.

- "It's better not to see"

Coming out of the hotel, Chu Shenyuan proposed to go to the theater to watch Peking Opera, Jing Yu readily agreed, after arriving at the theater, Chu Shenyuan's secretary was already waiting there, saw them coming, handed Jing Yu a delicate pocket, Jing Yu looked at him curiously.

Chu Shenyuan said with a smile: "Just now I asked the secretary to buy new clothes, you go and change them." ”

Jing Yu's face was slightly embarrassed, but he still followed the secretary to the dressing room to change clothes, it was a new suit of the season, Jing Yu knew this brand, and naturally knew that the high price was terrifying.

She only felt ashamed, and after changing her clothes and coming out, she said to Chu Shenyuan: "I will give you the money to buy clothes." ”

Chu Shenyuan didn't say anything, just looked at the young girl in front of him and praised: "It's beautiful." ”

"Thank you." Jing Yu replied.

Tonight's performance is a classic repertoire of the concubine drunk, Jing Yu is not very familiar with Peking Opera, but when she was very young, she would hear her mother sing a few words, and she was very serious throughout the whole process.

After the actor's curtain call, the applause in the theater was thunderous, and the two came out of it, Chu Shenyuan asked her what she thought, Jing Yu thought about it and said, "Very good, singing skills and dancing are very quintessential." ”

"Really?" He paused, as if recalling, "I have an old man, the best Peking Opera performer I have ever seen. ”

"Then I have to listen to it." Jing Yu raised his eyebrows.

Chu Shenyuan's expression was slightly surprised, "I really didn't expect a young man like you to be able to accompany an old man like me to watch this." ”

Jing Yu hurriedly shook his head, "How come?" You look so young. ”

She said this sincerely, Chu Shenyuan looked like he was in his early forties at most, and a man who had been in a high position for a long time always had a certain admirable momentum on his body.

Chu Shenyuan laughed, his laughter was full of joy, "You kid is really sweet to talk about, thank you for accompanying me tonight, I feel very happy." ”

Jing Yu was terrified, "No, I didn't expect you to take the initiative to contact me." ”

He frowned, with a hint of a smile in his eyes, and suddenly said, "Miss Jing is very much like an old friend of mine. ”

Jing Yu's heart was entangled all of a sudden, and a heart instantly rose to his throat, timid and frightened, but he still asked calmly: "Oh? Like whom? ”

He smiled and didn't answer, and the topic was passed by, perhaps because of the cowardice of her hometown, she wanted to recognize this father she had never met but didn't dare to admit it.

After the end, Chu Shenyuan personally sent Jing Yu back, and after Jing Yu got out of the car, he sincerely thanked him, and then turned around and went in.

She passed by the supermarket and went to the supermarket to buy some food, and the next two days of the weekend, when the surplus food at home was urgent, she wore the latest style of the season, standing in the fast food area to choose instant noodles, this style of painting looks how to look at how it doesn't match.

Jingyu's cooking skills are so bad, she relies on instant noodles or takeaway more often at home to make a living, even Zhang Xiaofang, who is a man, can't get used to her, life is so rough, she is glamorous and beautiful outside, and she is a lazy female ** silk at home.

Jing Yu deeply thinks that if a person has lived outside for a long time, he will naturally have to get by, and if he is full, the whole family will not be hungry, and he will not have to think about family pressure.

But in the end, I still feel a little lonely in my heart, especially during the New Year's holidays, when everyone else is reunited, and she eats instant noodles alone in the rental house.

In the next few years, she also went back to S City several times, but never returned home, she didn't dare to go back, when she left, her mother said all the ugly words to her, at that moment, she thought, maybe her mother doesn't love herself at all, right?

Jing Hua's attitude towards her since she was a child was lukewarm, at that time Jing Yu understood her, a single and beautiful woman, with a drag oil bottle, life was hard, and she had to endure some men's obscenity and abuse of her words, she was naturally unhappy in her heart, and the pressure was very great, so sometimes, she scolded her a few words, and Jing Yu never took it to heart.

I only remember that once I had a high fever, in the middle of the night to the point of confusion, Jing Hua picked herself up and ran out, even if she had a high fever to almost no consciousness, she could still feel her mother's heart-rending cry when she hugged her tightly.

At that moment, Jing Yu decided to forgive her for any bad things she had done to herself in the past, at least she gave herself life, gave her love, and gave her something that a mother should give to her child.

Jing Yu pushed the shopping cart and bought a lot of things, most of them were fast food, she liked to drink yogurt, so she bought a few large bottles, Jing Yu pushed the shopping cart to line up to check out.

When she came out with a shopping bag, she didn't expect to meet Xu Mian, he seemed to have just come back, he was stunned when he saw her, and then habitually hooked the corners of his lips and looked at him with a little sarcasm.

Jing Yu now has a very bad impression of this gloomy man, and in order to avoid the two from quarreling again, she has been obediently not speaking.

The plastic shopping bag in her hand hurt her wrist very much, so after the elevator stopped on the first floor, she took the lead in getting on the elevator, and Xu Mian stood outside the elevator and hesitated for a second before coming in.

Jing Yu gave him an angry look, what do you mean? Is it now that even riding in the same elevator with him makes him uncomfortable? It's really depressing.

Jing Yu was even more depressed that after the elevator rose two floors, it suddenly jolted, and then stopped in place, and the power in the elevator was also cut off, it was pitch black, Jing Yu screamed, and asked in horror: "What's the matter?" ”

Xu Mian pressed the first aid button in the elevator, but there was no response, and he explained in a tone of "It's still a matter of saying, you idiot": "Elevator accident." ”

Jing Yu's voice was even more frightened, "Then what should I do, call quickly?" ”

Xu Mian was even more speechless, he didn't bother to speak, it was a waste of effort, and he was speechless than communicating with Xu Jiashu, "Miss, there is no signal in the elevator, don't you know?" ”

Jing Yu exploded all of a sudden, "Why is it that every time I am with you, there is always no good thing, and, who is the young lady?" You're a young lady, your whole family is a young lady. ”

Xu Mian hooked his lips and smiled sarcastically, "I should give you this sentence." ”

Jing Yu put down the shopping bag and began to slap the elevator door vigorously with her hand, but the elevator did not move at all, allowing her to use her hands and feet at the same time, scolding and scolding.

After Jing Yu tossed for half an hour, she finally accepted the flying disaster in front of her, she was really unlucky, she even stuffed her teeth with cold water, didn't she just take an elevator? Why do you still encounter such a thing.

Jing Yu was exhausted, she turned her head and saw a man sitting idly on the ground, looking at her with a calm face and shouting like a madman, she was angry and scolded him, "Why are you like a nobody?" ”

Xu Mian spread his high-end blazer on the ground, and sat on it casually, his posture was free and easy, very casual, and his handsome face was pleasing to the eye even at the moment.

Jing Yu discovered a long time ago that Xu Mian was a top-notch good-looking man, whether he pursed his lips in contemplation or hooked his lips and smiled, his every move was full of the charm of a mature man.

At this moment, he said to her without being salty: "It's a waste of your strength to toss like this." ”

Jing Yu was depressed to death, and when he said that she really felt hungry, she opened a bottle of yogurt and asked, "How long will anyone know?" ”

Xu Mian shook his head, "Maybe tomorrow morning, isn't there an announcement posted outside?" Elevator maintenance, no one should pay attention here. ”

"I'll go." She couldn't help but burst into a foul mouth, and looked at Xu Mian with neurotic eyes, so why didn't he say maintenance earlier.

When she looked up, she saw Xu Mian frowning at her, Jing Yu shut up, she used to be open-mouthed, and she would always pop out a few dirty words intentionally or unintentionally, like a little sister.

When she only met Xu Mian, she was not yet twenty years old, she always wore smoky makeup that did not match her actual age, her hair was pulled up, her clothes were bold and rebellious, and her whole person exuded an indescribable charm, men would whistle at her when they saw her, and women would scold her vixen with a little disdain.

It used to be a period of self-exile, she didn't care about anything, she didn't care about anything, and even if she died the next day, she wouldn't be reluctant to think about herself.

didn't expect to meet Xu Mian in the darkest period of her life.

Xu Mian first met Jing Yu in the Alps, where he and a few friends went hiking in the third year of his stay in France, where he was studying hotel management at a university.

When he met Jing Yu that day, she was wearing a white down jacket alone, almost dissolved into a line with the white background, she didn't wear a mask, her lips were purple from the cold, Xu Mian looked at her strangely, almost everyone knew that she couldn't wear light-colored clothes when climbing the snow mountain, especially white, so that when encountering an avalanche and other accidents, the rescue team couldn't see people clearly, and a few friends looked at her alone and asked Jing Yu to follow all the way to have a good response, she coldly refused.

When Xu Mian and a few friends climbed to the top of the mountain, Jing Yu also reached the top of the mountain, and he saw her seemingly praying to the sky, and after a while she knelt on the ground and bowed.

The strange woman caught his attention, and he walked over to her and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

Jing Yu's expression was solemn, and he replied calmly: "I'm going to commit suicide, and when I'm done with this, I'm going to jump off the steepest snow peak." ”