52.Yong (1)
I have no gentleness, only this bravery.
- "Brave"
Zhang Xiaofang found that Jing Yu has always been inexplicable recently, and occasionally his mind wanders, even if he wanders, his mind will suddenly let out a mysterious and unpredictable horror laugh to scare him enough.
He suspected that Jing Yu was in love, otherwise he really didn't know how to explain Jing Yu's series of strange behaviors.
So while it was time to eat at noon, he gossiped, "Jingyu, have you been in love recently?" ”
Jing Yu glanced up at him, if it was in the past, she would have already started to scold him, but today she didn't say a word of swearing, but said, "Not yet." ”
It's not that there isn't, but it hasn't been, and the meaning of one word is very different, not yet, it means that it is about to happen, and it is about to happen.
He is even more terrifying, although Jing Yu has always had no shortage of suitors, just the beauty alone has attracted the attention of many men, no way, this is a world of faces, but Jing Yu never seems to care about feelings.
"I heard that you have been very close to the young owner of the Chen family recently, Jing Yu is good, it is really a killing of old and young." He quipped.
Jing Yu glanced at him, "Believe it or not, I'll tear your mouth apart." ”
Zhang Xiaofang covered his mouth and looked at her, "Then who are you with?" Surname Chen? ”
Jing Yu shook his head.
He guessed again, "Could it be that Xu Mian with a child?" ”
Jing Yu looked at him even more unkindly, he knew that his words were annoying, but he still couldn't help but say, "Is it really him?" ”
Jing Yu didn't hide it from him and nodded.
Zhang Xiaofang really can't figure it out, why does Jing Yu have to be a man with children, her conditions are more than enough to find a rich and handsome person, why do you wronged herself to be a stepmother?
He swallowed hard, and sincerely persuaded, "But, are you sure that you are not hot-headed now?" He's a man with children, huh? Why can't you think so? Do you think stepmothers are really that good? ”
Jing Yu didn't really dwell on this question, because there was nothing to worry about because she had already decided.
She thought, there is probably no man in this world who can treat herself like Xu Mian, and she will meet many people in life, but in the end, there is only one person who can come together, and it is not easy to work together.
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On the way home from work in the evening, the sky was very low in cloud formation, and the whole world was overcast, and after a while, it began to rain heavily, and the visibility outside became very low.
Xu Mian drove back, because of the weather, there were not many cars on the street, the windshield wipers swayed back and forth, the dense raindrops beat the car windows, and the whole world was in a mist.
The phone rang, it was Jing Yu's phone, he put on a Bluetooth headset, and asked with a smile, "Did you get Jiashu?" ”
Jing Yu said to him: "I've arrived home." ”
She said to him again: "It's raining outside, drive carefully." ”
He smiled, "Okay, I'll be back in about thirty minutes." ”
There was joy in his laughter, an indescribable warmth in his chest, a warm current that flowed to every corner of his body, and the thought of the woman and child he loved waiting for him at home made him feel extremely warm.
He had never looked forward to returning home sooner than he had now.
An oncoming truck came out of the reins, Xu Mian came back to his senses, slammed the steering wheel, the car shifted to the side, and slammed into the barrier on the side of the road.
The piercing sound came from the receiver of the mobile phone, and then the phone was hung up, Jing Yu panicked, her hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and she quickly dialed back, but no one answered.
She waited for a long time, and when she finally connected, it was a strange man's voice that said to her: "He was in a car accident and has been taken to the hospital." ”
Jing Yuxin suddenly raised her throat, and she hurriedly asked, "Is the injury serious?" Is that hospital? ”
"It's miserable, a lot of blood has been shed, you're a family member, right? The injured have been taken to Hospital No. 1. ”
The mobile phone in her hand fell to the ground in an instant, and she didn't bother to pick it up, and the whole person was in the sadness of the news.
When Jiashu came out of the room, he saw Jing Yu standing, his face full of tears, he was startled, and asked nervously, "Sister Goldfish, what's wrong?" Why are you crying? ”
Crying? Jing Yu touched her face with her hand after realizing it, and sure enough, her hand was full of warm liquid, she immediately wiped away her tears, sniffed and said to Jiashu: "Baby, I'll go out for a while, don't run around, I'll be back in a while." ”
When Jiashu wanted to ask her what happened, Jing Yu had already hurriedly taken the door out, the rain outside was already much lighter, Jing Yu firmly grabbed the steering wheel and drove towards the hospital, I don't know why, a sadness in her heart that she had never felt before swept her whole person, she was shrouded in this atmosphere and couldn't extricate herself, her nose was sour, her eyes were red, and tears couldn't help but gush out of her eyes several times.
She didn't dare to think about what the consequences would be if something happened to him, and she didn't dare to think about what she should do, so she made up her mind and decided to be with him, is the world always so cruel to her? Always taking away her most important thing every time?
She felt as if she was in an endless sea, and the surging cold chill around her invaded from somewhere in her body, and then swept through her body.
She trembled with fear, and in this moment, she was finally convinced that she cared about him more than she thought she could.
When she arrived at the hospital and parked the car, she hurriedly ran to the consultation desk and asked, "Where is the injured person who was in the car accident just now?" ”
The other party recalled: "Ward 403. ”
She said thank you and quickly ran to the elevator entrance, after getting out of the elevator, her whole body trembled slightly, and the panic and fear made her dare not face any bad results.
When she rushed over, two nurses came out of the ward and sighed in a low voice: "It's really pitiful, quite a young person, and I can only lie in bed as a vegetative person in the future, and I don't know when I will wake up." ”
Jing Yu's heart jumped, she grabbed the nurse's hand tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "The injured person in the car accident sent over today? ”
The nurse was a little painful when she was scratched, but she still nodded, looking at her appearance, probably the family of the injured, so she was relieved: "However, it is not easy to pick up a life, I heard that the brakes failed." ”
Jing Yu's whole person seemed to have lost support, she felt as if she had fallen into the endless deep sea, the turbulent sea water kept pouring in from all directions, the feeling of drowning made her unable to say a word, she could only breathe heavily, and everything around her seemed to have become a black-and-white silent movie of the last century.
In the eardrum, only the heartbeat of the heart in the chest cavity could be heard, as if there was a sharp dagger, mercilessly piercing the deepest part of her heart, the previous luck was mercilessly broken at this moment, and the feeling of panic and despair made her fall on the seat.
The tears could no longer be held back, madness surged out of her eyes, she could not stop it, she suppressed her crying, her shoulders trembled, and she could no longer hear any sounds around her.
The two nurses exchanged glances, looked at her sympathetically, and left.
Jing Yu scolded while crying: "Xu Mian, you liar, big liar, you said that you would always be with me, how can you leave me." ”
I don't know when, when, and under what circumstances, he once made such a promise to her, she originally thought that she had forgotten about it, but at this moment, she found out that she still remembered.
She still remembers the year in France, young men and women, laughing and scolding, lingering sympathy, he used to be good to herself, she will always put in a certain place in her heart, although she rarely thinks about it, but she will always remember.
She sniffed, her emotions out of control, "Xu Mian, if you don't wake up, I will forget you forever." ”
If you don't love me, then I won't love you, and if you love me, then I will love you more than anyone else in this world. If you're going to leave me, I'll run away, but if you're gone, I'll be dead.
"Jingyu." A low, slightly familiar male voice came from not far away, as if some kind of magic had penetrated her brain.
Jing Yu forgot to breathe for a moment, always afraid that it was like in her own dream, she stiffened her body, very slowly, very slowly turned around, her eyes looked straight at him, her eyes finally stopped, and the moment she saw him, she burst out of the embankment again, crazy and surging.
Her body moved faster than her brain, and she had already stood up, running to him anxiously and urgently, and then, the whole person was deeply plunged into his arms.
She was still trembling slightly, even if she really hugged him, but she was still afraid in her heart, she didn't dare to imagine what she would be like if he didn't have him, she was afraid to think about it, and even the thought of such a result made her heart ache, and it seemed difficult to breathe.
Her tears began to fall again, Xu Mian still had gauze wrapped around her head, and hugged her tightly, but she cried more and more, tears mixed with snot rubbed on him, Xu Mian finally couldn't bear it anymore, "My shirt is very expensive." ”
His deliberate cold joke didn't make Jing Yu stop sobbing, he didn't know what kind of moment her mood was going through in this hour, sad or unhappy, but so.