After sending Chu Shenyuan away, the secretary saw that Chen Qiuluo's face was as gloomy as the bottom of a pot, and no one dared to provoke him, as if he was about to kill someone at a glance.

The secretary hesitated for a long time, but still mustered up the courage to say to Chen Qiuluo: "Mr. Chen, Miss Jing came over just now, but she left after a while." ”

Because Chen Qiuluo spoke specially last time, Jing Yu didn't need a passage to come over in the future, so the secretary didn't stop her.

Chen Qiu nodded sluggishly, he already knew in his heart that Jing Yu had probably heard Fang Cai's conversation, and he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, whether he was sorry for himself or Jing Yu, or because he was involved in this incident.

They are actually a quarter of each other? He sneered incredibly, it was really impermanent, and finally he had a little realization, the ancients often said that only fate was to blame.

Late at night, Jing Yu was still wandering alone on the street, she drove aimlessly along the traffic, the world outside the car was brightly lit, people were boiling, and in the car she was lonely and sad in her heart.

It wasn't until she finally heard the truth of the matter that she could truly understand the sadness her mother had experienced, finally understand her prejudice against herself, and understand why her mother was always depressed when she was young, and she would never have thought that things would be like this.

The man who originally thought it was her father turned out to be the executioner of this qiē, hehe, she sneered, self-deprecating and sarcastic.

She casually drove the car to a bar street, she got out of the car and walked into a bar, her mind was in a mess at the moment, she couldn't think of anything, she was sad and sad in her heart, her eyes were sour, and she wanted to cry.

She sat on the high chair in front of the bar, her movements were neat and handsome, she crossed her legs, ordered a glass of wine casually and drank it, and many men came to talk to her halfway, but she refused expressionlessly.

Jing Yu sometimes looks very imposing, maybe she has been wandering outside for a long time, and people will always become, and now she has learned many things, and those are what she didn't need to worry about before.

She thought she was different, but in the end, she realized how different she was from most people in the world, and that taking herself as the center of the world was actually a child's idea.

After three glasses of wine, she was sober-minded, and her steps were slightly messy and she came out of the bar and climbed into her car, she was a little uncomfortable, and her mind was chaotic at the moment after drinking, and her brain couldn't think of anything.

She turned up the stereo in the car to the maximum, the lyrical music floated with the night breeze, she slowly hummed to the song, then she fastened her seatbelt and drove away without hesitation.

She stepped on the accelerator to the maximum, and the car flew out like an arrow from Hyun, the windows were ajar, the wind whistled past her ears, and the thrill of racing emanated from the bottom of her heart.

The bitter wind blew across her cheeks, and in a few moments half of her face was almost numb with pain, and tears slid down her face and were quickly dried by the wind.

In the dead of night, there were vehicles passing by from time to time, she was similar to drag racing and soon suffered, she didn't have time to brake, the car hit the protective fence on the side of the road, her mind finally cleared up, she saw a traffic police coming.

The traffic police took a detector to let her blow and finally confirmed that she was drunk driving, so Jingyu was taken to the police station again, and after making a simple record, she was temporarily detained.

She was half-bent legs, she was only wearing a long knitted skirt, the jacket was not worn in the car, a little cold, and a little hungry, she hugged herself, tears couldn't help but slide down, first a small whimper, then turned into a cry, she didn't know why she was crying, but the tears fell by themselves.

The older policeman looked a little pitiful at her and said to her, "Little girl, let your family bail you?" ”

Jing Yu shook her head, she would rather hide and lick her wounds by herself, she didn't want people to see her appearance at the moment.

The policeman sighed, Jingyu buried her head in her knees, a little ostrich, after a while, the police came to inform her that she could go, she was slightly surprised, but she still followed the police out.

Then after signing, she let her leave, she walked out of the police station, and saw Chu Shenyuan standing outside, she was in a very bad mental state at the moment, but Chu Shenyuan was not much better.

He has always been meticulous and energetic in the public, but at the moment his hair is messy, his face is haggard, and he seems to have aged a lot.

Jing Yu restrained her sour nose, as soon as she saw him, she would think of her mother again, and she would think of him as such a despicable villain.

He took a few steps forward, "Jingyu." ”

Jing Yu was defensive in her eyes, took a step back, and didn't let him touch herself, she was expressionless, "Why did you come?" ”

He didn't answer her question, because her appearance at the moment had been extremely clear, she already knew, how many times before, he was extremely annoyed and regretted, but it didn't help, for many years afterwards, he had asked himself how he would choose if he faced such a choice again, but this was a false proposition after all, and even he couldn't get an answer.

He always finds all kinds of reasons for himself, so that the guilt in his heart can be reduced, when he knows that she is married and has children, he feels a lot better, but after knowing whose child Jing Yu is, the guilt and self-blame in his heart have reached its peak, and he wants to make up for her.

Jing Yu looked at him expressionlessly, there was sadness, sadness, and indescribable complex feelings in her heart, she had never had the slightest resentment towards her biological father before, and her mother had never complained to her about her father, but she didn't expect things to be like this, this man she once admired and respected with all her heart, would be such a person.

When she was a child, because she didn't have a father, she was ridiculed by many children around her, they scolded her for being a little wild seed, at that time she dreamed that her father could come to her side, although she always pretended not to care, but this kind of thought was paranoid and stubborn in her heart.

Chu Shenyuan, who had always been calm and elegant in front of the public, confident and calm, looked haggard at the moment, very helpless, annoyed and frustrated, he didn't even know how to face Jing Yu.

His voice was very hoarse and low, "I'm sorry, Jing Yu." ”

Jing Yu sneered, "You don't need to tell me I'm sorry, you didn't say sorry to me, you just felt sorry for my mother." ”

She brushed his shoulder and was about to leave, but Chu Shenyuan grabbed her quickly, he didn't know what he wanted to say, but he just wanted this qiē to return to the place where he started, what he once said to her, it's a pity that I'm not blessed, it's true, he is not blessed.

He had reached the age when he liked to reminisce, and when he looked back, he realized that many things were gone, just like fireworks in the wind disappeared in an instant, and he couldn't catch anything.

He gloomed, "I know, I'm sorry for her, and I'll do my best to make it up to you if I can." ”

She chuckled, "How to make up for it?" Money? Don't think everyone thinks like you can do anything for money, do you know how I lived when I was a kid? No, you don't know that people like you probably only have money in their eyes, right? ”

"I... I... I'm sorry. He was speechless.

"You don't have to say anything sorry to me, you didn't say sorry to me." She replied forcefully.

"Your mother, how are you all these years?" He asked bitterly.

Jing Yu smiled: "She is very good, thanks to you, after leaving you, she can find her own happiness, she now has a new family, her husband loves her very much, you don't bother her, probably she doesn't want to see you again." ”

As she spoke, the tears fell again, and she didn't know why, her chest was sour, and she couldn't suppress the urge to cry, so she suddenly squatted down and hugged herself and cried.

Confessing a thief as a father, that's probably what she is talking about, right? It's ridiculous that there should be such a thing.

The one who bears the most is probably the mother, right? Betrayed by the person he loves the most, he fled his homeland, left his homeland, and took her to live a difficult life.

She couldn't help but feel even more sad when she thought about it, so she began to cry even more.

How many times did she ask her mother about her father, but she didn't know that it was another handful of salt on her scarred place, and she suddenly missed her mother very much, and she missed her mother and daughter lying on the same bed as when she was a child, and she was lying on her mother's chest, warm and comfortable.

Mother was very virtuous and elegant most of the time, could sing, cook, and clean up the house, and rarely didactic to her, but they got along with each other like their age.

Jingyu has been a very cold person since she was a child, perhaps because of her mother's influence on her since she was a child, children cannot accompany their parents for a lifetime, they will always leave, and their parents will always grow old with time, and finally return to dust, birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature, she has always been very open, no one can fight for time, so so many years,

Wandering in a foreign country, except for occasionally missing his hometown, life is still the same.

Her voice was hoarse, Chu Shenyuan felt distressed, the night breeze was slow, the temperature at night was very low, she was trembling holding herself, Chu Shenyuan took off her clothes and prepared to put it on her.

Before he could make this move, a man had already put his clothes on her, wrapped her up, and carried her into his arms.

Xu Mian's face was gloomy, and he said to him, "Mr. Chu, I'll take Jing Yu back first." ”

He used to call him uncle, but now he is called Mr. Chu very unfamiliarly, Chu Shenyuan was gloomy, nodded, and Xu Mian had already carried Jing Yu to the car parked on the side of the road.