63 63 Ending (II)
The hallway was silent. The wall lamps on both sides of the support Jin Jin.Jiang genuine emit a faint yellow light. The oil painting of Van Gogh's sunflowers hanging on the wall, the colors flickering and darkening, the picture seems to be distorted.
Xia Ziying went up to the second floor, and this atmosphere made her a little scared. But she always comforted herself in her heart, supporting Jin Jin.Jiang Jiang genuinely, it's okay.
That's what school looks like on Saturdays, only the junior high school students are still in class. However, the third-grade classroom is located on the sixth floor of the school, so it is really scary to climb the deserted fifth floor.
At this moment, a stern voice came from behind, and Xia Ziying slowed down by half a beat due to the sudden sound. Determined, she heard the man's words clearly.
"Classmate, if you want to support the genuine version of Jin Jin.Jiang Jiang, don't read the pirated text. It's all class! Don't hurry up! "It turned out to be the dean of students.
Fortunately, there were no falls. She finally made it to the classroom.
"Report!" Xia Ziying shouted and pushed the door in, welcoming the gazes of all the students, as well as the slightly angry eyes of the teacher. The students were doing listening exercises in English, and it was clear that her presence had disrupted everything they were doing.
Yes, when I was doing listening exercises, I couldn't even accept an uncontrollable cough from others, because it was very likely that I would miss hearing a key word and lose a little and a half in vain. What's more, it's her decibel-not low reporting voice.
Xia Ziying walked back to her seat as lightly as possible, and finally sat down, but she was still beating the drum in her heart. I have promised myself a hundred times that I will go to bed early tomorrow and get up early, and next time I will not be embarrassed to rush all the way to school and end up being late. But the conclusion of countless "tomorrow" verifications is that she is not late, which is a small probability event. Xinwei added: Extremely small.
"Let's listen to that question again. Support Jin Jin.Jiang Jiang genuine Oh. The teacher was full of helplessness and glanced at Ziying viciously.
The listening exercise is finally complete. Everyone's towering ears were given a moment of rest.
"You're late again. Support Jin Jin.Jiang Jiang genuine." Declarative sentences. Xinwei passed a small note.
"Is it strange? It was so quiet in the hallway just now, it scared me." Ziying let out a sigh of relief.
"What did you do? What is there to be afraid of? It's all late, and I still have the heart to enjoy the "scenery along the road."
"It's because I'm late, I deliberately slowed down, anyway, it's already in class, so what are you doing in such a hurry."
"What a theory, lost to you!"
"Well, I was wrong. I'm going to support Jin. Jiang Zhengban."
In Beijing's winter, the sun is ice blue. It's not warm or warm, it's a little cold, but it's calm. But today there seems to be a slight change. It's nice that there's no wind. There are flocks of swallows flying south. On the way home, when Ziying was still looking up for the golden leaves of the tree, she suddenly realized that all the leaves of the ginkgo tree had suddenly fallen off. I never thought winter would come so quickly. Even if you put on a thick knitted sweater and wrap yourself in a long scarf that is soft and warm, you still can't resist the chill that penetrates through the slightest. It's winter, and even if you don't want it to be cold, you want it to give you a little warmth, but it's still so cold. This is winter, cold winter.
Nothing was done, but the hour hand pointed to twelve o'clock in disobedience. Maybe there are very few high school juniors like Ziying, but perhaps, there are many, like Ziying, who can often sit at the desk in a daze all night, thoughtful, but seem to think about nothing and do nothing. Often at this time, sleepiness also begins to drive people to the bedside, fall down and fall asleep. I hope Ziying won't be late tomorrow. Hope.
"You, don't lie on the table!" In a physics class, the teacher who taught physics coldly "reminded" Ziying. It's easy to get sleepy in winter, and I don't know how to do it today, Ziying's head is dizzy, and she can't lift it up. Ziying had never been a student who was against the teacher, so she raised her head, but her arms were still supported on the table.
"Talk about you! Keep your hands on the table! Cheer up and listen to the class! "It seems that the physics teacher is not in a good mood today. Ziying suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and simply fell on the table again.
"What do you mean by that?!" The physics teacher is still asking questions.
"I'm really upset! Can you let me lie down for a while? Ziying raised her head suddenly, staring straight at the physics teacher with both eyes, and she looked a little angry, refusing to show weakness at all. This is Ziying's personality, if she can say it well, maybe she will be very gentle, but if anyone dares to kill her, she is not to be outdone. She seems to have all the attributes of a stubborn child in a single-parent family.
"If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital! Don't lie down here! When Ziying heard this, she was angry and aggrieved, and shed tears without fighting. The surrounding classmates panicked, and shouted in their mouths, "Xia Ziying is crying!" There was a lot of discussion. A kind girl sitting closer handed a tissue to Ziying. She wiped the big tears and continued to lie on the table.
"Teacher, hurry up and give a lecture!" Not far away, a gentle but very firm voice sounded. It's Xinwei! At this time, the teacher also felt that it was indeed a bit too much to treat a girl like that just now, so he coughed his throat as if he was embarrassed, and then continued the lecture.
"Ziying, don't cry, it's okay, don't be sad. Where are you uncomfortable?" Xinwei's little note full of energy and comfort came back again.
"Oh, it's just that I'm a little dizzy today, it's okay, who am I, Xia Ziying......
"You're not anyone, you're just too much of a person...... Don't worry me, okay?"
"What are you talking about? Who do you say I'm like?" These words aroused Ziying's strong curiosity, but Xinwei did not come back. Ziying looked back at her, she deliberately avoided Ziying's gaze, pretending to be listening carefully.
"Like whom, like whom? Who do you think I'm like? …… Do I look a lot like your mother? Like your cousin? Like ...... "Ziying pestered Xinwei as soon as she got out of class, but she kept her mouth shut, and she just didn't say how Ziying was soft and hard."
"Tell me, who am I like? Is it difficult to look like a certain star? Big power power baby or round round? ”
"You stink!" Xinwei smiled and glared at Ziying.
"And who am I like? So Xinwei, you can just say it, I'm really very, incomparably curious! "Ziying couldn't stand what others wanted to say and stopped, and deliberately sold off.
"It's nothing, I'll just say it, you're quite serious."
"I don't believe it, do you have something unspeakable?" Ziying's eyes rolled and he took the agitation method.
"No, I didn't. Oh, it's class, you can sit back quickly, so that the teacher won't have to talk about you again in a while. ”
"These teachers are really annoying, and they will make it difficult for 'students who have a little difficulty in learning'!" Ziying muttered, embarrassed to say that she was a "student who didn't study well".
"Xinwei, are you listening to me? I ask you, if you don't tell me who you say I look like, I'll ignore you! Ziying is still entangled with Xinwei over the question of who she looks like. Xinwei felt really helpless, and she blamed herself, she shouldn't have said more. It's just that the scene at that time really reminded Xinwei of that person......
"HELLO, TWO FLAT HITES YOU WANTED." The waiter's brother came up with two cups of coffee with a soft smile on his face. The service of this coffee shop is really good, and even the old customers are so polite, no wonder business has been so prosperous.
"Thank you." Xinwei returned him a sweet smile, then immediately put away her smile and said viciously to Ziying, "Xia Ziying, please don't ask me anymore, I'm really annoyed by you!" Are you so interested in finding out about other people's sad past?! ”
Transparent floor-to-ceiling windows stand straight there, and the traffic is bustling outside. The atmosphere inside the café is cozy. It is a warm color that girls like, European court style, delicate crystal chandeliers, dark brown European-style double leather sofas, and purple satin curtains next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, standing on both sides of the windows, with beautiful bows. Chopin's piano music is played in the store. Opposite the large FLAT HITE is Xinwei in a white off-the-shoulder sweater with a large neckline. She was staring at a pair of beautiful big round and bright eyes and questioned Ziying. The Chanel brooch on Xinwei's chest is very good-looking.
Ziying is always coquettish to Xinwei like this, Xinwei is often like her sister, and she tolerates her most of the time, because Xinwei knows that Ziying is actually very lonely, Ziying's family has brought her loneliness, and her loneliness has caused her indifference. Xinwei really wanted her to feel some family-like warmth, even a little bit. So she gave all her friendship to Ziying, sincere from the bottom of her heart. And there is one of the most important reasons, that is, Ziying is too much like a person...... When Xinwei saw Ziying for the first time, she found ......
"I, how can I have...... I didn't even know what it was, I just didn't know what it was...... If it really makes you sad, don't tell me, and don't say anything that makes me curious, like 'you resemble a person,' and then don't tell me the truth!" ”
Ziying never thought that Xinwei would be angry at her for such a trivial matter of sesame mung beans, and her curiosity had not been satisfied, so she was very depressed, so she went back angrily. But as soon as she finished speaking, Xinwei didn't seem to react, as if she hadn't heard what Ziying said, she just mechanically stirred the coffee in the cup with her right hand, her mind was not here at all, her eyes were always staring out the window. It's like you're looking at something very seriously, or maybe it's someone.
Ziying followed Xinwei's line of sight and found that her gaze stayed on the back of a young figure waiting for a green light on a zebra crossing not far away. This back is very tall, short hair is black and shiny, very stylish, with slightly wider shoulders, wearing a black leather jacket, black jeans, black sneakers, wow, it seems to be Xinwei's favorite brand. Looks like a handsome guy.
"Hey, Ye Xinwei! You're going too far, I'm talking to you, but you're doing nymphomaniac, peeking at the handsome guy over there! …… Hey, hey, wait...... Where are you going? Ziying was talking about her dissatisfaction, but she saw Xinwei suddenly stop her movements, only to hear the crisp sound of a small coffee spoon and the wall of the coffee cup colliding, and then Xinwei ran out of the coffee shop.
Ziying didn't care too much, and immediately took out the coffee money from the wallet and put it on the table, then picked up her and Xinwei's schoolbags and chased them out. Xinwei, this guy, is she chasing a handsome guy she doesn't know, this is not her style, she was so anxious that she even forgot to take her schoolbag.
Xinwei walked in a hurry in front, and Ziying trotted behind with a big bag and a small bag, but it was still a little difficult to catch up with Xinwei. Finally the red light turned into a green light. Crowds at crosswalks began to cross the street. The handsome guy just now hurriedly walked forward, only to see Xinwei simply running, in the direction of the handsome guy. Is she really going to chase people? Oh my God, my Xinwei, you're so weird today, it's an anomaly!
Ziying had just crossed the road, and Xinwei had already turned into an alley on the left after the handsome guy. When Ziying finally caught up with Xinwei out of breath, she saw her standing there alone with a lonely expression, staring into the distance with dull eyes.
"What's wrong, Xinwei? What's going on? Who were you chasing? Ziying asked with concern as she put down the two heavy schoolbags in her hand. Phew, although the road just now was not long, it had already exhausted her enough.
Lei Hao...... It's Lei Hao......" Xinwei muttered.
"Who is Lei Hao?"
"That's it...... It's the person I said looks very similar to you......" Xinwei seemed to have just come back to her senses, realizing that Ziying was by her side, and then stared at Ziying's face with deep eyes, looking at her, but the sharp and piercing eyes were clearly like wanting to see someone else from Ziying's face.
"Huh? It turned out to be a boy who looked very similar to me, wouldn't it?! So, then where did he go? Why don't you chase him back and show me! I've never seen anyone who looks like me, let alone a boy! As soon as Ziying thought that the handsome guy looked like herself just now, she couldn't help but be excited, and talked a lot, completely ignoring the solemnity and sadness in Xinwei's expression.
"No, it's not him, he's not Lei Hao......" Xinwei still looked at Ziying deeply and carefully, as if she wanted to find out someone's soul. Ziying became more and more aware that it was not so much Xinwei looking at her, but that she was looking for the shadow of the person named Lei Hao from her face.
"Xinwei, why do you talk upside down, one moment saying that he is Lei Hao, and the other saying no, is it in the end? Who are you, Lei Hao? Does he really look like me? At this time, Ziying was still concerned about the stranger Lei Hao, who was very similar to her.
"That person just now wasn't Lei Hao, so when I finally realized this, I didn't chase after him anymore. The real Lei Hao, I can't catch up with him anymore......" Xinwei said this with a kind of pitiful sadness on her face.
"Why...... Why do you say that? Ziying asked cautiously.
Xinwei said in an extremely flat tone: "Because...... Lei Hao died four years ago......"
Ziying and Xinwei return to the coffee shop. They used to sit after school at the café called "C'est La Vie" next to the school. They used to sit at the second table on the left hand side of the door, adjacent to the window, the transparent floor-to-ceiling window was a crowd of people coming and going, the purple European-style floor-to-ceiling curtains tied a bow on each side of the window, and the dark brown European-style two-seater sofa often sat two - high school girls in school uniforms and laughing and chatting. Another reason why they like it very much is that there are melodious piano music here every day - it is Chopin, which Ziying has loved to listen to since she was a child. THERE ARE MANY REASONS WHY THE TWO OF THEM ARE RELUCTANT TO GIVE UP THEIR LOVE HERE, EVEN AS BUSY JUNIORS IN HIGH SCHOOL, THEY STILL HAVEN'T ABANDONED THIS HABIT, AND THEY STILL HAVE TO COME OVER EVERY DAY AFTER SCHOOL, DRINK A BIG GLASS OF FLAT HITE TOGETHER, AND WATCH THE TRAFFIC OUTSIDE THE WINDOW TOGETHER......
Ziying tried to ask about Xinwei's abnormal behavior just now and the Lei Hao who died four years ago...... But when she saw Xinwei's frowning brows and sad expression, Ziying suddenly didn't dare to ask her, maybe it wasn't the time, so she had to find some painless topics to talk about.
"It's not a way for you to go on like this. Support Jin Jin.Jiang Jiang genuine, my children who are going abroad are not as relaxed as you. Xinwei said lightly.
"I didn't. I'm very busy all day long. AZUSA TOOK A SIP OF THE FRAGRANT FLAT HITE, AND HER RED LIPS WERE STAINED WITH SOME WHITE CREAM. The empathetic Xinwei handed over a tissue at the right time. With a faint fragrance on her body. Ziying smiled and wiped the cream off her mouth.
In fact, Xia Ziying has always been very envious of girls like Ye Xinwei. Waist-length long black straight hair, delicate facial features, snow-white and flawless skin, small melon seed face, thin and tall figure, beautiful, elegant, gentle, generous, with some mature temperament but not lose innocence, not pretentious at all Bai Fumei. It seems that all adjectives used to describe beautiful things can be used to modify a girl like Xinwei without hesitation. She's a perfect fit.
Let's take a look at Xia Ziying. Medium-length hair that is not short and a little messy, and the bangs hang down naturally along the corners of the eyes. Thin and fair face, pointed chin, red lips. Plaid shirt jacket with a loose black sweater, black jeans, and white sneakers. Although Xinwei often praises Ziying for her beauty, good skin, and good English, when Ziying faces the more perfect Xinwei, she can't help but feel a little inferior. I always felt like I was standing with her, like a clownfish in a corner. What's more, she can't compare to her in any aspect.
But who knows, such two girls can also become good friends who talk about everything? Xia Ziying never thought that she would make a super perfect girlfriend like Xinwei in her life. She didn't even mind that she was a poor little ghost from a single-parent family. She doesn't mind her occasional teasing and occasionally very withdrawn personality, and when her family goes out to dinner or go out to play, she often brings Ziying who is lonely at home, which always makes Ziying feel happy at this time. Xinwei is like a beautiful butterfly, always around her; When Ziying is in the lowest mood, Xinwei will always bring her fairy stick to Ziying's side to comfort Ziying and bring her a good mood.
Ziying once asked Xinwei, why are you so good to me? I haven't been very nice to you. She just smiled and didn't answer, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised. How lucky you are to have such a good friend in your life who is as beautiful on the outside as you are on the outside and who thinks about you wholeheartedly. Every time Ziying thinks of this moment, she is extremely pleased.
"Are you still busy? If the third year of high school is as leisurely as you, then, is it still called the third year of high school? ......" Xinwei was in a hurry, and her mouth became stupid, and she was defeated in language every time by Ziying, who had sharp teeth. In such a comparison, Ziying felt that she seemed to have an advantage over Xinwei in terms of language, and she felt quite happy when she thought of this.
"Of course I'm busy. I have to listen to so many boring and must-listen lectures and write so many annoying homework every day. I have to surf the Internet, I have to write, I have to ...... I've only slept 7 hours a day! ”
"Then I think you're the longest sleeper in the class, and you're still complaining here. Hey, none of what you're doing is serious. How can it be as high-sounding as you say? You turn in one or two fewer assignments a day. The day before yesterday was physics, yesterday it was chemistry, and today you even dare to pass English, I really admire you. ”
"Really? That's great! My idol Xinwei said that she admires me. Hahaha......"
"I'm really convinced of you!" This is also a sentence that Xinwei often says to Ziying.
"Jokes are jokes. Actually, Xinwei, I'm really worried about my future. If I continue like this, I'll not be able to get into college, right? Ziying slowly spit out these words, and then looked at Xinwei intently. Ziying saw Xinwei's tightly locked eyebrows and tied them into a good-looking knot. Even such expressions are so charming.
"Well...... So what are you going to do? Or do you want to continue like this? Xinwei didn't look at Ziying, but her eyes seemed to be looking out the window, as if she was thinking about something. Suddenly, she shuddered, and she involuntarily wrapped herself in a scarf, a pure white wool scarf.
"No, of course I'm going to try."
"And how are you going to try?"
"Well, one hour less Internet every night and one more homework."
"I'm about to take the exam. You're going to have to do it. ”
"Ha, I thought you'd put on a whole bunch of didactic things again. I'm still sure that I'll take the exam. It's so simple, and if I can't get by, I don't want to mess around. ”
"Yes, I believe in you, Ziying." Listening to Xinwei's words, Ziying was secretly curious in her heart, wondering what Xinwei was thinking at the moment, she seemed to be absent-minded.
"Then, you go to Australia to study business." Ziying tried to pull back Xinwei in the shaking spirit.
"That's right."
"Do you know what I want to study?"
"Animation?"
"How could it be an animation? I don't know anything about drawing. I love writing and I want to go to literature. "Ziying wants to be admitted to the literature department of T University, this major has a good reputation in T University, but it is super difficult to get in, and Ziying Ye doesn't know how sure he is.
"Is the T big?"
"Hmm."
"My dad seems to know the principal of T University, let me ask him, and tell me about supporting Jin Jin.Jiang Jiang genuine."
“…… That's right. ”
"It's okay, don't worry, you're my best friend, my dad will do his best." Xinwei took over the job. Of course, Ziying would not refuse, so she had to go home and snicker. With such a good friend, let her once again be grateful for God's gift.
Ziying and Xinwei got out of the coffee shop and walked on their way home. At this time, the sky was already dark, and the street lamps had already been lit, and the faint white light emitted illuminated the ginkgo trees on both sides of the road, but unfortunately the ginkgo trees in winter were bare, and the leaves were all gone. The two of them said goodbye at a crossroads. After seeing Xinwei sit in her family's new white E-series Mercedes-Benz, Ziying slowly left.
Today, Xinwei didn't wave to Ziying through the car window as usual, but saw her sitting quietly in the car, thoughtful.
Xinwei, who is that Lei Hao, and what are you thinking?
Since the events of that day, Xia Ziying's heart has always been thinking about the person named Lei Hao. Although she had never known him, she developed a strong curiosity and a strange affection for him. What kind of person will a boy who looks like him be?
Of course, maybe I will never have the chance to see him in person, because Xinwei said that Lei Hao is dead. When Ziying was even more curious about everything about this unlucky "untimely deceased" Lei Hao, Xinwei resumed her tight-lipped mouth and no longer mentioned half a word about Lei Hao to Ziying.
Ziying didn't blame Xinwei for this, because she knew that this person named Lei Hao must be very important to Xinwei, and his death also made Xinwei very painful and sad to this day. On that day, Xinwei's sad face was deeply carved in Ziying's mind like a close-up, and it couldn't be forgotten.
Ziying knows that no one should uncover Xinwei's heavy scar, unless she voluntarily tells her everything one day.
So the days continued to be uneventful, and Ziying and Xinwei insisted on reporting to "c'est La Vie" after school every day as before. The boss is a good person, in line with the principle of integrity, and also gave her the change that Ziying put on the table last time. The lives of the two high school girls are like a calm lake, and there is no ripple at all.
Next Wednesday is the entrance exam. In the past few days, Xia Ziying has been reviewing day and night, all kinds of mock test questions, practice test papers, and dark (dizzy is the mind, black is heavy dark circles). Ziying has seriously thought about it, for her long-standing ideal, the literature department of T University, she must persevere, work hard, overcome obstacles, move forward bravely, and spare no effort! Her "desperate Saburo" learning energy made her father and teacher happy, but it made her hardcore best friend Xinwei a little worried.