48. Not mature enough

In fact, when it comes to this point, An Bai is not stupid, of course he already knows it.

"Yan Qing, how long have you been together? Who is chasing whom? Why are you so stingy, you say~" Where is the mood to play tennis, Anbai now wants to ask more questions than 100,000 why, "She chased you?" ”

Thinking about it, An Bai immediately shook his head, Qiao Yi is an eighteenth-tier actor, in terms of all conditions, there are more people who are better than her, and the number of people chasing Shen Yanqing can be so many that they can be counted as a football team, An Bai really can't think of what point Qiao Yi can stand out from a group of competitors.

"You're chasing her?" That's even more unlikely......

An Bai couldn't imagine that there would still be a person in this world who could make Shen Yanqing put down his shelf and take the initiative to get close.

In the question of who is chasing whom, An Bai thought for a long time, and finally came to the answer, it is very strange that these two people can come together. I joked before that Qiao Yi was Shen Yanqing's little lover, but I didn't expect it to come true!

"O-M-G......" Shen Yanqing hadn't said a word, and An Bai had already made up N scenes in his brain.

"Shut up for me." Shen Yanqing gave An Bai a warning before answering the phone.

"Honey, why is it so slow?"

Qiao Yi's deliberate voice came from the other end of the phone, which can make people sick with goosebumps, but Shen Yanqing has long been used to it, she subconsciously glanced at An Bai, and said lightly: "It's not convenient for me now, I'll call you later." ”

actually "showed affection" in front of him, since Shen Yanqing was like this, then An Bai didn't care so much, raised his voice, and directly greeted Qiao Yi enthusiastically: "Qiaoqiao~ I am Sister An An, you should pay attention to rest during filming, so as to save the ...... in your family who is so worried that you can't sleep."

Hearing An Bai's voice, Qiao Yi was very surprised, and she took what An Bai said seriously, "Qingqing, you don't have to worry, I will take care of myself." After a while, Qiao Yi asked Shen Yanqing with some surprise, "Yanqing...... You sued us about it? ”

"I'll talk to you in the evening."

"Well, I'll miss you."

Hanging up the phone, Qiao Yi's mood was a little complicated, Shen Yanqing disclosed the relationship between the two to others for the first time, in the final analysis, in fact, she was still happy in her heart, Qiao Yi always felt that underground love was the best choice to maintain the relationship between her and Shen Yanqing......

She loves Shen Yanqing, she really wants to live with this woman for the rest of her life, but she is afraid, afraid that the day their relationship is exposed will be the end of the relationship. Sooner or later, an underground romance will surface, and what will happen then? Qiao Yi had been running away from this question before, but now she wanted to face it.

Although the two were able to hug each other and say I love you, although the two of them could have no reservations between the sheets, Qiao Yi felt that she and Shen Yanqing were like stacking blocks together, and as time passed, the higher the building blocks were, the more precarious they were, and maybe in the next moment, they would collapse.

A sense of security, she and Shen Yanqing are together, and it seems that she has never gotten a sense of security in the real sense.

At night.

Shen Yanqing called Qiao Yi back, obviously feeling the change in her feelings, she seemed to be a little low, and her whole voice was wilted, Shen Yanqing thought that it was Anbai's matter in the afternoon that made her unhappy, so she said: "Anbai, you don't have to worry, she ......"

Qiao Yi didn't want to listen to her comfort, and the more Shen Yanqing ensured that their relationship would not be exposed, the more bottomless her heart became.

"I don't want to act anymore."

Qiao Yi plucked up a lot of courage to say this, she once thought that acting would be her life's pursuit, but she said it more than once.

blurted out a sentence that pulled Qiao Yi's thoughts away, and I still remember that she asked Wen Wen with a stubborn face: "Sister Wen, if you give up acting, if you quit this circle, can we be together?" ”

Wen Wen didn't answer her, but gave her the most cruel answer with her actions, the choice between career and love, and Qiao Yi was abandoned like this. That year, she learned to smoke and fell in love with alcoholism, and after being banned by her old club, there were constant scandals, and she still relied on her "rich father" to clean up the mess for her in the back, and it was not completely for nothing that Ye Huaizong wanted to tie her up in Ruida.

Qiao Yi sometimes felt that she shouldn't hate Ye Huaizong too much, if it wasn't for him asking Ruida to "take in" her, she wouldn't dare to imagine how depressed she would be now.

After breaking up with Wen Wen and becoming the rice worm of the Ye family, Qiao Yi laughed every day, she used a cynical attitude to disguise herself, but she was really happy one day, she began to go to the orphanage frequently, where she could see the shadow of her childhood, at least there were few good memories of her during that time, until she met Shen Yanqing, Qiao Yi's life began to deviate......

originally thought that he would never fall in love with anyone again, but after coming into contact with Shen Yanqing, Qiao Yi gradually regained the feeling of heartbeat. Not as muddled as before, she began to look forward to life, looking forward to pursuing a seemingly impossible person with a scarred heart, Qiao Yi knew that her glass heart was so fragile that it would shatter at the touch, but she still didn't give up.

The courage to fight Shen Yanqing's stubbornness is lost to many nights of tears that Qiao Yi has exchanged. She is not naturally cheeky, her ability to resist blows is not even comparable to ordinary people, but the funny thing is that everyone always thinks that she is a scoundrel with copper skin and iron bones, even Aunt Bing thinks so...... Shen Yanqing, probably thinks the same way.

If you love someone, you will pour your all, how much Qiao Yi wants to possess Shen Yanqing, how afraid she is of losing her, Shen Yanqing occupies almost all of her life.

If she abandons it again, Qiao Yi can't stand it, she can't survive it anymore......

"I don't want to act anymore."

Qiao Yi said it again, what she said to Wen Wen five years ago was just a temptation for the other party, and what she said to Shen Yanqing today was from the bottom of her heart and what she said she did.

"What's going on, is it in the crew unhappy?"

Qiao Yi's words for no reason made Shen Yanqing fall into new thinking, the two of them actually didn't know each other at all, just on a momentary impulse, the so-called feeling was together, did they think about the problem too simply?

"Xiaoyi, do you have something to say to me?" This is not a question sentence, but a declarative sentence, Shen Yanqing felt that Qiao Yi wanted to say something, wanted to say something that had never been said before, even though they had been together for so long, the two did not open their hearts in the strict sense.

Love is not sustained by the phrase "I love you".

"Yanqing, I want to stay by your side, I want to see you every day, I can hold you at night, eat together, walk together, watch movies together, you know?" Qiao Yi never said to Shen Yanqing what he really thought in his heart, "I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid that you don't want me, I'm afraid if I can't see you, I'm afraid ......"

Shen Yanqing didn't expect Qiao Yi to be so insecure, she said, and even began to cry, "Qiao Yi, do you distrust me so much?" I don't know what's wrong with you today, I don't think there will be a conflict between these two things, why do you want to give up filming? ”

Shen Yanqing's focus was obviously on filming, which made Qiao Yi's heart feel cold again.

Qiao Yi's edges and corners seemed to be smoothed out, and Shen Yanqing even felt that she was starting to become stranger, and she couldn't see the brute strength she had when she was filming, and the stubbornness and strength when she made trouble with the Ye family......

The other party didn't answer this question, but Shen Yanqing already knew her answer, "Xiaoyi, I'm not all of you, and you're not all of mine, but I love you, do you understand?" ”

Shen Yanqing didn't want Qiao Yi to completely lose herself in her dealings with herself, so the price of loving someone was too great.

"You are all I have, I can't fit anything else in my heart, if I'm not in this circle, then I can be like an ordinary couple...... Yan Qing, let's come out, okay......"

Qiao Yi is now speechless, his brain is in chaos, and he actually came out of the closet.

"Qiao Yi, can you be more mature, have you considered the consequences?" Qiao Yi's career has just improved, and Senwen is also just starting out, even if he wants to come out, it is definitely not now.

"I thought about it! I love acting, but I love you even more, and I can give up ...... for you."

Qiao Yi originally thought that she could move Shen Yanqing with these words, but she didn't expect that it just angered Shen Yanqing, she rarely heard Shen Yanqing speak in this tone, and it seemed that she was really angry.

said that she had thought about it, but in fact, she only thought about herself, and Shen Yanqing lost her temper with her for the first time.

"For me? This is just a high-sounding reason for your selfishness, Qiao Yi, you should be calm and calm, and you may find that I am not as important as you think. ”

End of call.

Qiao Yi didn't understand what she said wrong, if she loves someone, she is the only one in her heart, is this wrong?

She was full of only one question: Shen Yanqing didn't want to come out, just like Wen Wen back then, was she just acting on the spot?

Unfortunately, in this game, Qiao Yi paid his true feelings.

Alone, she cried unscrupulously, she couldn't do it, she couldn't calm down, did Shen Yanqing think anyone could be like her?

Shen Yanqing pinched the bridge of her nose, a little tired, she hadn't walked out of the conversation between her and Qiao Yi yet, she did say it a little heavy just now, but she didn't want to see Qiao Yi completely lost her way, people, people are destined to grow.

Time passed day by day, and the two tacitly cut off contact, except for daily filming, they nested in the hotel room in their spare time, refusing to entertain them, just thinking about what Shen Yanqing said.

"Sister Qiao, aren't you coming to dinner at night?"

Feng Sha was more active than her assistant, Qiao Yi lay on the bed and read the script, and replied lazily: "No, my head is a little dizzy."

"Dizziness? Yan is not strict, do you want to go to the hospital, I'll buy you medicine, Sister Qiao! ”

Dou Bi snatched Fengsha's mobile phone and hung up directly, "Sister Qiao, Sister Qiao, Sister Qiao, do you know whose assistant you are?!" In the future, I dare to call the person surnamed Qiao, and I will call once I see him. After speaking, Dou Bi gave Feng Sha a big brain collapse.

Qiao Yi not only stole her limelight from the crew, but even the assistant had to dig it up, can Dou Bi have a good face for her? It's not an exaggeration, now when Dou Bi crosses the bridge, he can't help but step on it twice, and curse in his heart, "Stomp on your ...... surnamed Qiao"

Dou Bi is just talking, Fengsha is used to it.

"Sister Wen!" Dou Bi's eyes suddenly lit up, and he raised a glass of champagne and walked over to a woman in a long purple dress.

Wen Wen's age has always been a mystery, and it is only rumored in the circle that she is in her thirties, but she has never had an actual age, and the few years of retirement have made her face crawl with traces of time.

Coming back, Wen Wen's arrogance back then is gone, her face is no longer what she used to be, and she is no longer as stunning as I was at the beginning, but she looks a little haggard.

"Sister Wen, I like you a lot."

The company has always claimed that Dou Bi lived in the United States before the age of 18, but unfortunately Dou Bi opened her mouth and closed her mouth with an authentic Northeast accent, which completely ruined the company's careful packaging for her.

Wen Wenwan and Dou Bi casually exchanged a few words and asked, "Have you seen Qiao Yi?"

Tonight is a friendship dinner between the two crews, and Dou Bi was unhappy when she heard Wen Wen ask Qiao Yi.

How charming Qiao Yi is, it makes the actresses of the crew next door come to hook up.

"Sister Wen knows her?"

"We've worked together before."

"Sister Qiao is uncomfortable and a little dizzy today, so I didn't come......" Feng Sha stepped forward and interjected, after all, a few years ago, Wen Wen was also a queen-level figure, and it was an honor to be able to pick up the conversation.

"Where is she?"