The living room was very quiet, Tong Yan sat on the sofa, supported his head with one hand, and stared at the study door for a moment.

Yan Jingdong and Ling Zesheng had been in for nearly half an hour, and even if they were lying at the door, they couldn't hear what they were saying, so Tong Yan felt faintly uneasy and a little irritable.

There were so many things going on this morning, and she really needed to work hard to suppress the power of the desolation in her body

Finally, another 5 minutes passed, the door of the study opened, Ling Zesheng walked out, he stood at the door and winked at Tong Yan, motioning for her to come over.

"What?" Tong Yan sat on the sofa and didn't move.

Looking at her slightly frowning brows and hiding the impatience in her eyes, Ling Zesheng was slightly stunned for a moment, pondered twice in his heart before speaking: "He is looking for you." ”

Needless to say, he knows this, he is Yan Jingdong.

Tong Yan lifted his eyelids: "I have nothing to say to him." ”

Ling Zesheng was speechless.

Yan Jingdong in Xu is study had already expected that it would be completely useless to let Ling Zesheng call Tong Yan, so he waited for less than a minute before he went out by himself.

"Yan Jintong." He stood at the door of the study and called her name, and Ling Zesheng glanced sideways at him, turned around and walked towards the kitchen.

Tong Yan didn't see him at all this time, and lowered his head to buckle his nails.

After waiting for ten seconds and not responding, Yan Jingdong's tone was not as stern as Fang Cai, "Tong Yan, you come in."

On the sofa, Tong Yan looked up at him slowly, but still didn't move.

"Tong Yan." In the kitchen, Ling Zesheng suddenly called her, his tone was soft, but the meaning was already obvious - let her go to see Yan Jingdong.

Well, the face of the male god still has to be given a little.

"Okay." With a soft response, Tong Yan stood up and walked towards the study.

Yan Jingdong saw her coming, sideways and let her in, and glanced at the kitchen when the door was closed, the unhappiness in his eyes was not too obvious.

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"Say something." Entering the study, Tong Yan touched the sofa by the door and sat down.

Yan Jingdong also walked back and sat down opposite her, sitting in a precarious posture like a parent: "When did it happen?" ”

Tong Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at him. She knew very well that what he was asking about her and Ling Zesheng was about. It sounded like an ordinary thing, but somehow, when he said it in such a questioning tone, the anger in her heart arched upwards in bursts.

"Does it have anything to do with you?" She replied coldly.

Yan Jingdong's eyes were cold, and his tone was also cold: "How can you talk to me?"

"And how should I talk to you?" Tong Yan looked at him with some amusement, "You want me to beg you?" ”

The atmosphere was extremely cold in an instant, Yan Jingdong squinted slightly, pursed the corners of his lips and didn't make a sound.

I never thought that I would hear such words again at such a time and on such an occasion, and the two people sitting opposite each other were silent, looking at each other calmly and ordinarily, but they were engaged in a silent confrontation.

There seems to be a spark shooting directly at the two of them, dangerous and unsettling, but with an inexplicable excitement.

I don't know how long it took.

Yan Jingdong sighed deeply, "Tong Yan, can you speak well." Don't blow up your hair every time I open my mouth. ”

"Oh~~~" Tong Yan nodded suddenly in realization, "It turns out that you really didn't understand and I didn't want to see you." ”

The smell of gunpowder in these words was already sufficient, Yan Jingdong was speechless for a while, and he didn't know what to say, so he silently lowered his head slightly, closed his eyes and pinched his frowns.

After a while, he raised his eyes to look at Tong Yan, and saw her half-leaning in the corner of the sofa, looking at him with a smile.

"Tong Yan." He slowly took a deep breath, "I think it's really necessary for us to sit down and talk, when things happened"

"Don't tell me about it!" Tong Yan suppressed his anger and interrupted him, clasped the leather on the armrest of the sofa with his hand, and fell into one nest after another.

The storage jar of memories was overturned in an instant, and those heavy memories came at her like a tsunami, and her heart was full of rain, splashing, hitting her body, cold. It was all black, and the music echoing in the rain and mist was also desolate, and she and her mother stood in the rain

For the first time in my life, I learned what the end of the world is.

"Tong Yan, it's not that I didn't let you attend my father's funeral back then"

"I said don't mention the !! at that time"

After the two of them shouted loudly at the same time, the study was quiet in vain, and the harsh sound waves dissipated, leaving only the rapid and heavy breathing of Tong Yan, who suddenly stood up, and Yan Jingdong, who sat in place as if he was still.

No one can get through this hurdle.

She closed her eyes, clenched her teeth, her hands and feet tingled, and she took two trembling breaths.

"You can't keep doing this, Tong Yan." Yan Jingdong looked at her, a layer of moisture floated in his eyes, "I just returned to China back then, and I don't know what happened." Dad left suddenly, and many things were not dealt with and not explained. I saw you outside the mourning hall that day."

With that, his throat stood, and a trace of pain slipped through his eyes.

"I originally thought that I would go to you and Aunt Tong after the others dispersed, but by that time you were already gone. I tried to explain to Aunt Tong, but she's the same as you, she doesn't listen to anything, so you can't give me a chance? ”

"I said, don't talk to me about that time." Tong Yan repeated again, his numb fists clenched tightly, and the back of his hand was covered with green tendons.

Now her mind is full of the scene of that rainy day seven years ago.

It was a week ago that she learned the news that her father was seriously ill, and Tong Yan and her mother rushed back from the United States, wanting to see him for the last time while his father was dying. But at that time, Tong Yan's grandmother said that she would not agree to let her and her mother see her father, and she did not see her father for the last time until her father died.

It's not that she didn't ask for it, it's just that Tong Yan's grandmother is stubborn, and she just refuses to let go of her mouth if she says that she is ruthless after the divorce.

For this reason, Tong Yan's mother even knelt.

But it still didn't work.

Now that I think about it, the week I came back from the United States should have been the darkest day in Tong Yan's 24-year life.

At that time, Yan Jingdong was not in the country, and no one at home spoke to Tong Yan and her mother, and everyone looked at them coldly, and it was even rumored that they came back this time for the inheritance of Yan's father.

The pain of the new bereavement, coupled with the malicious speculation of people around her who did not know right and wrong, Tong Yan's mother was emaciated like a withered flower within a week.

Tong Yan saw it all in his eyes, but he couldn't do anything about it.

Finally, his father died, and the Yan family set up a mourning hall to mourn.

However, Tong Yan and her mother were still turned away.

Three whole days.

It rained for three days, and Tong Yan and her mother stood in the rain for three days.

Finally saw Yan Jingdong on the last day of the memorial service, but he just stood outside the mourning hall, glanced out from a distance, and then turned to go in.

At that time, the black mourning dress he was wearing was all Tong Yan's memories of that time, mixed with continuous rain, and he felt a weakness that drained his strength

"Don't talk about that time." Tong Yan closed his eyes, and his voice was low, "There is nothing that can be reversed." What you say now will only worsen our relationship that could have been eased, so take it back. ”

Yan Jingdong felt that his heart was being stabbed by a blunt knife, he looked at Tong Yan, not knowing what to say.

At that time, he did go out of the mourning hall to see it, but now it was too late to say anything.

"I'm sorry." "So, I want to make it up now." ”

Make up for?

How to make up for it?

Tong Yan looked at him with some amusement: "The so-called compensation can make up for my father's life, or let my mother see him." She snorted softly, "It's useless, when people are there, it's not fulfilled, people are dead, it's useless to do anything."

Now my mom is having a good time. I think that's pretty good, too.

As for me, thank you for this time, but I don't thank you either.

I originally wanted to live a peaceful and peaceful life, but after all, it was completely ruined because of your statement. But there are also benefits, at least many people will be taboo about your face and don't dare to bully me.

So, thank you again. ”

After Tong Yan finished speaking, she sat back on the sofa again, and her face was calm at this time, without the slightest grief of mentioning the past.

On the other side, Yan Jingdong fell into a long silence.

He didn't expect things to turn out the way they were. He originally wanted to tell Tong Yan to let her come back to Yan's house, and if she could, it would be better to take her mother with her.

But now, all the words are not spoken, but there is no need for them

When Yan Jingdong left, Tong Yan didn't know, because when she came to her senses, she heard Ling Zesheng calling her.

"Hmm." She replied sullenly, rubbing her face with her hands, she felt very tired.

Ling Zesheng sat down beside her, took one of her hands, and slowly rubbed it in the palm of his hand.

"If you want to cry, cry out." He said.

Tong Yan was stunned for a moment, turned his head to look at him, and was silent for two seconds, but smiled, relieved but bitter.

"There's nothing to cry about, it's all in the past," she said. Suddenly feeling that something was wrong, the conversation changed, "You heard it all." ”

Ling Zesheng smiled and didn't speak.

"Why didn't you come in?" Tong Yan asked.

Ling Zesheng: "The matter of your brothers and sisters needs to be resolved separately. "But now, someone needs to reconcile.