No matter how beautiful they are, they are not as noble as you.

- "Lifelong Beauty"

After the background board Zhang Xiao let go, Jing Yu closed the door, looking at the messy room that was tossed by herself, she wanted to die in chagrin in her heart, she screamed a few times, only to feel deflated, why did she come back again?

After she took a bath, she began to sleep again, but she couldn't sleep again and again, and Xu Mian's cruel words always popped up involuntarily in her mind, and the more she thought about it, the more irritated she became.

She made a decision in her heart, even if she lived here, she would never have anything to do with him again, she hadn't been wronged much since she was a child, why should she be wronged by him?

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In the past few days, Xu Mian has to go to the hospital every day to accompany Xu Jiashu, and she is so busy that she naturally has no time to entangle with her, so Jing Yu feels that it is very comfortable not to see someone these days, except that her car is still being repaired and needs to squeeze the bus, which is very good.

Xu Mian's life is not easy, he □□lacks skills every day, and he is tired enough, especially Xu Jiashu is still a special and hypocritical guy.

For example, the next day, Xu Mian came to the hospital to see him after work, Xu Jiashu was super bored here alone every day, so he naturally couldn't help but start to miss Jing Yu, he felt that Jing Yu was good to him, and he would not hurt him, and he treated him like a friend, so he began to miss her.

But he has been in the hospital for two days, and he hasn't seen Jing Yu once, and he can't help but be anxious in his heart, Xu Mian is already irritable and in a bad mood, and he is even more irritable when he listens to him shouting all the time.

He yelled at Xu Jiashu mercilessly, "Your goldfish sister won't come to see you in the future, don't be like anything, people give you a date, I think you're about to call your mother." ”

Xu Jiashu was already sensitive, and he had an inferiority complex about the topic of his mother in his heart, and now he was hit by Xu Mian like this, so he cried all of a sudden, crying loudly, and tears fell straight down.

Xu Mian rubbed his temples that were about to explode, and yelled at him, "You try to cry again?" ”

If it were in normal times, Xu Jiashu, who is good at reading people's eyes, would have stopped crying a long time ago, but this time, the tears would be like a broken embankment, and he couldn't help but surge anymore.

and cried even more vigorously when he yelled at him and fought with him.

Xu Mian couldn't bear it anymore, walked over and lifted his ass and hit him, the strength of his hand was unrelenting, and he coldly threatened him, "Cry again." ”

Xu Jiashu, who was aggrieved physically and mentally, didn't care about it anymore, his tears were dry, crying in his throat, tears flowing, not to mention how distressing it was to watch.

Xu Mian is angry now, so he doesn't bother to care about him, let him cry, this kid is a brilliant guy who gives a little color, and he will feel uncomfortable if he doesn't teach him.

At this time, the nurse pushed the door in, saw this scene, and hurriedly persuaded: "Mr. Xu, why do you beat the child?" ”

Although it is said that it is difficult for a Qing official to cut off family affairs, but such a small and well-behaved child, how could this father bear to do it, and hurriedly went over to comfort him.

Xu Jiashu buried his head in the quilt and arched his body and didn't come out, so the nurse had no choice but to leave.

Before leaving, he said to Xu Mian: "I am also a mother, the child is naughty and disciplined in other ways, don't beat it for a while, the child is still young, I am afraid that I will subconsciously be afraid of you in the future." ”

Xu Mian calmed down a little and nodded apologetically, "I know, thank you." ”

After the nurse left, the anger in his heart disappeared a lot, and he walked to the edge of the bed and sat down in a few steps, Xu Jiashu stopped crying, but his shoulders were still trembling.

Xu Mian couldn't help but be annoyed and said, "Jiashu, Dad is wrong, don't be angry." ”

Still ignoring him, Xu Mian rubbed his brows a little frustratedly, feeling more and more that he was really not a person inside and outside recently.

He went out to smoke in the smoking area, and when the smell of smoke cleared, he went to the hospital cafeteria to buy food and brought it to his room.

Xu Jiashu was still covered with a quilt, and when he heard the steady footsteps, he knew that his father was back, the tears on his face had dried, and he cried too much just now, which would hurt his eyes and throat, and it was very uncomfortable.

Xu Mian put the food on the table and called Xu Jiashu, "Get up and eat." ”

Xu Jiashu still didn't move, Xu Mian was a little annoyed, he walked to the side of the bed and lifted the quilt, he grabbed the quilt fiercely and didn't let go, Xu Mian glared at him, "Let go." ”

He was so frightened that he threw it away, and he was afraid that he would be beaten, but he just looked at him aggrieved and complaining, Xu Mian's face softened slightly, and even his voice was a little softer, "Get up and eat." ”

Xu Jiashu got out of bed slowly, obviously, Xu Mian specially chose his favorite dish in order to apologize, although he still looks like that on the surface, but in his heart he has forgiven his father.

Because they are family, Dad said, even if they quarrel, they just want him to be good.

Although there are many bad things about his father, he often doesn't talk well, the things he promised him will always change, the cooking is not very delicious, and sometimes he will beat him, but he knows that the best person in this world for him is Dad, and there is no one better than him.

After eating, Xu Mian asked him, "Do you want to go home?" ”

Xu Jiashu naturally nodded and said that he thought about it, he was a little bored in the hospital for the past two days, and he suddenly thought that even the most annoying math class didn't seem to be so annoying, and he really missed Sister Goldfish, why didn't she come to see him? Are you angry?

Because that goldfish died?

He was a little sad, and his expression was also depressed, Xu Mian couldn't see his expression, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Dad, is Sister Goldfish angry with me?" He asked cautiously.

Xu Mian raised his eyebrows, "Why is she angry?" ”

"Then why didn't she come to see me at the hospital?" His voice was lower, muffled.

Xu Mian looked at him, and didn't know what to say to comfort him for a while, so he thought about it and said, "How about inviting her to dinner when you get home?" ”

"Is that okay?" He looked up at him, his dark eyes shining.

Xu Mian nodded, but for some reason a sense of irritability rose in his heart, a little depressed and helpless, he was really annoyed by this feeling.

After the doctor finally checked Xu Jiashu's body, he told Xu Mian that there was no major problem and that he could be discharged from the hospital, as soon as he heard that he could be discharged, Xu Jiashu was happy, he was depressed in the hospital for the past two days, and he was naturally happy to hear that he could be discharged.

The two came out of the hospital, and after Xu Jiashu got into the car, he said to Xu Mian: "Dad, I want to buy a goldfish." ”

Xu Mian pressed his temples with a headache, this son of his, it really gave him a headache.

Although he was very irritable in his heart, he still took him over, and went to the store where Xu Jiashu came to buy last time, and he re-salvaged a golden-headed black and white lion's head, but for some reason, he always felt that this fish was lonely and lonely.

He asked Xu Mian, "Dad, let's buy another one and make it a companion, right?" ”

Xu Mian sneered, "Do you want to buy another one and be a family of three?" ”

Xu Jiashu thought about it, felt that this was very feasible, and hurriedly said, "Then buy three." ”

Xu Mian supported his forehead.

In the end, I chose two more, one was obviously smaller, Xu Mian bought a slightly larger fish tank, and then asked the boss to deliver it to the door.

After buying the goldfish, Xu Jiashu's mood was finally not so low, and after getting in the car, he said, "Dad, is Sister Goldfish at home?" ”

Xu Mian nodded speechlessly, "At home, I'm just waiting for you to go back, okay?" ”

Xu Jiashu was serious, full of surprise and shyness.

Xu Mian completely convinced him.

In fact, he had also bought a goldfish for Jing Yu before, thinking about it, it was not all unhappy memories in the past, they met in the prime of life, this was a kind of fate.

Xu Mian always thought that if he hadn't met Jing Yu who was about to commit suicide in the snow mountain that year, if he hadn't saved her by chance, then there would have been no follow-up, maybe she would have really died in Xuefeng, and his life would not have been disrupted by her.

But there is no if, the first time they met, she made him feel pity, the second time, she was kind and fearless, and the third time, she was bewitching and sexy.

She wasn't what he liked.

But then, they got together.

At that time, he was still a poor student, and he had to go to work every week, because of Jingyu, he even needed to work more time, and it became very difficult to do anything in a foreign country.

But that difficult time seemed to be the most fulfilling day he can remember, and all he needed to do every day was to go to class, work part-time, and be with Jingyu.

Jing Yu learned to paint since she was a child, and she had some talent for painting, at that time she set up a stall on the streets of Paris to paint people, landscapes and portraits, and the price ranged from 10 yuan to 50 yuan.

Sometimes when business is good, she can sell ten or twenty paintings a day, and sometimes business is bleak and no one cares for several days.

Everything needs money, food, housing, shelter and transportation, these all need money.

Occasionally, she was forced to go to a Chinese bar to sing or dance for people, which could earn thousands of dollars a night, but every time he found out, the two would inevitably quarrel because of this, and then she didn't go.

Xu Mian admits that he is a bit machismo, he thinks that even if he goes to work two or three jobs a day, he doesn't want Jing Yu to sing and dance there, and the men who hunt for beauty in the bar are like hungry wolves who want to pounce on her and want to strip her clothes naked.

Although he is not a decent gentleman.

But the girl he fell in love with always wanted to keep all her beauty to himself, and he hoped that he could give her a comfortable and carefree life, instead of being trapped in life and giving people smiles everywhere.