Chapter 79: As a son

Although Anyang is angry, he will not be like a childish ghost, absorbing the fact that he was drunk yesterday, and today he prepared some tea and fruit snacks and the like, and the two of them sat there and chatted nonsense.

Qin Luohai asked him: "By the way, after I left, did your parents get angry with my father?" ”

"No, just a little shocked that you made such a move."

"What about your sister?" Qin Luohai said: "Actually, I feel quite sorry. ”

An Yang laughed and said: "I don't dare to say anything else, my sister can be said to have nothing to say, and she has no feelings for you, so she just met for the first time, so she didn't feel anything, and she was glad that she was liberated." ”

"That's good." Qin Luohai breathed a sigh of relief.

After chatting for a while, An Yang asked: "You said your orientation so recklessly at the dinner table, and said that you have a lover, and you really love your lover." ”

"No, I didn't do it all for him, I did it for myself, because I didn't want to live my life according to other people's will." Qin Luohai said seriously: "Moreover, I must also let my parents realize that the bargaining chip for their happiness before was not on me, and they will not be in the future, our family, everyone is an individual, and they have the right to pursue what they want." ”

When Anyang heard this, he felt very convinced and admired, and he couldn't help but sigh when he remembered that he still didn't have the courage to confess his orientation to his parents, not only did he not dare to confess, but he also pretended to be a playboy, occasionally flirting with girls, and engaging in ambiguity......

Now that I think about it, there is really a big difference between these people.

An Yang thought for a while and said, "...... Well, you're right. He sighed: "You say, why do we like the same sex?" Why can't you get other people's approval? ”

"Why do you have to ask for any?" Qin Luohai asked rhetorically.

An Yang was stunned, so he had to smile and give a thumbs up: "...... You're amazing. ”

Qin Luohai gave him a particularly scowling smile and said, "I'm not amazing, I just think that some people won't change their opinions, so why should you force it, just do what you like." Others take care of him. ”

An Yang chuckled: "Yes, other people care about him." He took out a cigarette, shook it, and asked, "Do you smoke it?" ”

Qin Luohai stretched out his hand and asked for a cigarette, the two lit the cigarette, An Yang took a puff and said, "But if it's his parents, it's no one else." Said and smiled: "Didn't you just worry about my parents because you would be angry with your father?" ”

Qin Luohai smoked a cigarette and didn't reply, and after a while, he smiled slightly and sighed: "But some things can't be both, can they?" ”

An Yang's expression froze, and he also sighed and didn't speak. After thinking about it, he patted Qin Luohai on the shoulder: "Brother Xiaohai, in fact, you are already very brave, and I admire you very much." Either way, let's continue to work the road ahead. ”

Qin Luohai snuffed out the cigarette in his hand: "I'll come on." As he spoke, he stood up, turned back to Anyang and said, "Come on, too." ”

An Yang smiled: "I will." ”

"Bye."

"Bye."

When Qin Luohai returned home, it was already 17:32 in the afternoon, and when he entered the door, there was no one at home. No one is just right, so he is also idle.

After taking a shower and walking to the bed, I found that my passport, ID card and other documents had been placed on my bedside intact.

Qin Luohai was stunned, touching them, and a different taste welled up in his heart.

I put away my passport, dried my hair, and went to bed. Get up early in the morning and video chat with Su Cai.

"I'll go to the airport tomorrow to buy a ticket and go straight back." Qin Luohai said.

"So fast?"

"It's been more than two months, it's time to go back."

Su Cai stretched: "Then let's talk less today, I'll go to bed early and recharge my energy to pick you up at the airport." ”

Qin Luohai looked at him in the video and whispered, "Sleep, good night." ”

Su Cai smiled: "It's early in the morning over there, and it just so happens that you can sleep again." ”

"Hmm."

turned off the video, Qin Luohai directly prepared to go to the airport to buy a ticket back.

Annoyed his parents so much, he didn't want to stay here anymore to upset them, go back early, so that everyone would be relaxed.

Just as he was packing his luggage, his mother pushed the door and came in, and Qin Luohai shouted, "Mom." ”

"When are you leaving?" Mother Qin came over and sat on the bed and asked.

Qin Luohai paused, and said very reproachfully: "I'm sorry." ”

Mother Qin smiled: "I'm sorry for what you said." Pursing her lips: "Mom is asking when you will go back?" ”

"I want to go to the airport and buy a ticket back as soon as the morning dawns." Qin Luohai looked at his mother and said, "It's mid-May in China, and there will be a holiday in less than two months, I will come to see you during the holiday, and I will bring side dishes when the time comes." ”

"Okay." Mother Qin smiled.

Qin Luohai looked at his mother's smile and asked, "Mom, you don't object?" ”

Mother Qin's expression froze, and then she smiled and said, "Mom didn't object to it in the first place, but a few days ago, I thought wrong." ”

"Mom, don't say that." Qin Luohai felt even more sorry.

Qin's mother took the clothes in his hand: "Mom will help you clean up." ”

Qin Luohai watched his mother help him pack his luggage, and his heart was even more unspeakably uncomfortable.

After cleaning up, Qin's mother said, "There is a gift I bought for Xiaocai downstairs, and I will ask Uncle He to drive you later." ”

"Okay, thank you, Mom."

Mother Qin snorted and looked at him helplessly: "Why do you say thank you again." ”

Qin Luohai smiled faintly and did not squeak.

Qin's mother continued: "Do you still want to tell your father?" ”

"Well, I'll make a call."

"Hmm." Mother Qin pursed her lips and said softly with hesitation: "Son, I'm sorry that you have been wronged for so many years." ”

Qin Luohai, who heard this, was stunned, and hurriedly said, "Mom, what are you doing, I'm sorry to tell me." ”

Qin's mother said guiltily: "I always thought that your child was very selfish, but only now did I realize that it was me and your father who were selfish, and my mother felt so guilty that you ......" said and choked up: "Son, why didn't you sue your mother before?" ”

Seeing that his mother was about to cry, Qin Luohai was a little panicked, and couldn't help but say, "Mom, what I said today, are ...... It's all that I'm angry without...... Mom, in fact, there is an element of exaggeration in it. ”

"Son, mom knows that what you said is true, not only is there no exaggeration, but you haven't said your feelings, your grievances, and your loneliness." said with a long sigh: "I really don't know how you came here, my mother is so incompetent." ”

Qin Luohai sat beside her: "Mom, it's not that exaggerated. ”

Mother Qin didn't speak, lowered her head and choked up, for a long time, raised her head and looked at Qin Luohai and said, "I'm going back to China, what you want to eat, Mom will make it for you." ”

Qin Luohai thought for a while: "Then you can make me those favorite foods." ”

"Okay." Mother Qin's expression became happy: "Is there anything else you want to eat?" ”

"Not yet."

"Mom, just do it." As soon as I got up, I remembered something, and said, "Otherwise, I'll call your dad and we'll have a meal together as a family?" ”

Qin Luohai was stunned, and smiled unnaturally: "You don't consider Uncle He's feelings?" ”

"This is still what he mentioned."

Qin Luohai raised his eyebrows: "Okay, it's up to you, just right, I don't have to call my dad." ”

"Okay." Mother Qin said and walked out of the bedroom.

In fact, Qin Luohai is not used to their family sitting at the same table to eat, so awkward and unaccustomed, but he knows that today made his parents angry and confused, and he feels quite guilty now, plus he is going back to China, so he has to eat this meal like this.

Maybe my parents are not used to it, the silence at the dinner table is a little weird, only the sound of dishes and chopsticks colliding and eating.

Until the end of the meal, Qin Luohai said: "You don't have to feel about it because I said something in my brain today, it's my greatest wish that everyone is okay now, and I also have someone to accompany me, you don't need to do something that everyone feels uncomfortable with, it's too much." Wipe your mouth and continue: "I'll leave after dinner, you don't have to send me, I will often move around at home and abroad in the future, oh, and ......" took a deep breath: "Mom, Dad, I'm sorry." After speaking, he stood up: "I'm full, go upstairs to get my luggage and go to the airport first." ”

"We'll send you." Father Qin said.

"No, I said it, no." Qin Luohai emphasized again.

"Then let Uncle He send you." Qin's mother said.

"No, you don't have to send me."

"Let Lao Liu send it to you." Father Qin stood up: "Old Liu, it's always more convenient to be your own car than to take a taxi." ”

Qin Luohai thought about it, and felt that it was such a reason, so he nodded.

On the way to the airport, Qin Luohai didn't say a word, he was thinking about a lot of things, from childhood to adulthood, many, many things.

Liu Jiang drove the car, and during this period, he turned his head several times to look at Qin Luohai who was sitting in the passenger seat, and after a long time, he coughed and spoke: "Xiaohai, there is nothing to fall, right?" ”

Qin Luohai glanced at him and said with a smile: "Uncle Liu, it's been more than ten minutes since you left the house, and you just asked this." ”

Liu Jiang smiled and said, "You Uncle Liu, I'm old." ”

"How so? You're only 39. ”

"I'm going to be 40 soon." Liu Jiang sighed.

Qin Luohai glanced at him: "40 is still very young. ”

Liu Jiang subconsciously sighed: "No, even if you say that, your energy is still not as good as you young people." Slightly paused: "It's even worse after 50, for example, ......" glanced at Qin Luohai's expression: "Your father, he is 51 years old, and his body and energy are not as good as when he was twenty or thirty years old." ”

As soon as Liu Jiang said this, Qin Luohai frowned and said softly: "Forty or fifty is definitely worse than twenty or thirty, this is normal." ”

Liu Jiang immediately answered: "Xiaohai, to be honest, your father is still busy every day with such a big family business, going out early and returning late, this will be and that, flying here and there, I feel sorry for your father when I look at it." ”

Qin Luohai pursed his lips and said, "That's because he is willing to be tired, he has earned so much money, why is he so greedy, I think his current assets are enough for him to live for a few lifetimes." ”

"Xiaohai, you can't say that, your father is not for himself." Liu Jiang frowned: "He is responsible for the thousands of employees under him, he has to be responsible for those people, if the company goes bankrupt, it means that thousands of people are unemployed, and if they are unemployed, it means that thousands of families will lose their source of income." ”

These words made Qin Luohai frown and purse his lips silently.

Liu Jiang continued: "Xiaohai, do you know, when a man's career is very successful, what he struggles next is not just for himself, just like our famous rich businessman Ma Yun, his assets are hard enough, aren't people still working very hard, even investing in the film and television industry, and even investing in Ali literature or something, why is this, for money?" Yes, there is this aspect, but more of it is to drive, to bring everyone to make money together, you know? ”

Qin Luohai was quite disdainful in his heart, and smiled lightly: "Maybe." ”

Liu Jiang sighed: "Xiaohai, maybe Uncle Liu, what I said is not right, but your father, I have been with him for so many years, and now he is really not completely for himself, if it is for himself, then it is really as you said, he can stop doing it." ”

Qin Luohai frowned and thought for a while, half a sound, and looked at Liu Jiang: "Uncle Liu, you have something to say, what do you want to say?" ”

Liu Jiang glanced at him and said, "I just think that you are not too young, you can try to share some things for your father." ”

Qin Luohai chuckled: "What are you doing, I said again, my father won't force me anymore." ”

Liu Jiang frowned: "Don't say anything else, I think, as a son, you have to do your son's responsibilities." ”

"Son's responsibility?" Qin Luohai frowned: "Get married and have children? ”

"A son's responsibility is not necessarily to get married and have children."

Qin Luohai turned his head to look at Liu Jiang: "If Uncle Liu has anything to say, just say it, I don't like to beat around the bush." ”

Liu Jiang was silent for a moment, as if he had made up his mind, glanced at Qin Luohai, and said, "Xiaohai, your father is sick." ”

Qin Luohai looked stunned: "What disease?" ”

Liu Jiang's Adam's apple rolled a little: "The liver has a tumor." ”

These words made Qin Luohai's face stiffen, and then he asked, "Benign or malignant?" ”

"Benign."

Hearing this answer, Qin Luohai breathed a sigh of relief, his face softened, and then asked, "What did the doctor say?" ”

"The doctor just wants your father to be hospitalized, but your father refuses, mainly because there are too many things to deal with on the company's side."

Qin Luohai cut a sigh and said speechlessly: "Is the company important or the life important, it's really pedantic!" ”

"Isn't this someone who doesn't have him completely reassured."

"What about the other directors of the company?"

"Other people have other people to be busy with, and he must not be a little sloppy if he is the leader."

Qin Luohai frowned and was silent, silent for a while, and then asked, "Did you take the medicine?" ”

"I was taking medicine, but the doctor said that I had to be hospitalized for surgery, otherwise it would inevitably develop into malignancy."

"Does my mom know?"

"Yes."

"Where's Aunt Xue?"

"I know."

"Then why don't you persuade him?" Qin Luohai stiffened his face.

"You don't know your dad's temper? Who persuaded me to move? Liu Jiang smiled helplessly: "To put it bluntly, you are simply another your father, as long as you two decide something, no one can persuade you." ”

Qin Luohai pursed his lips tightly, frowned deeply and did not speak.

Liu Jiang looked at him, cleared his throat, and continued: "Xiaohai, you know, your father really wants you to help him manage the company, and he is also willing to take over the Qin family's family business by you in the future. ”

"Then don't you have my younger siblings, and besides, I'm not interested in business or anything."

"Xiaohai, that's right, your father is not only your child, but your younger brothers and sisters are only ten years old." Saying that, Liu Jiang smiled bitterly: "Once your father had dinner with me, he joked that he has this disease now, and he doesn't know which day it will worsen, and he doesn't know which day he will leave, he said that he can't wait for your younger brothers and sisters to grow up, and there is only you now." ”

Qin Luohai frowned tightly, and suddenly didn't know what to do.

After about two minutes, Qin Luohai narrowed his eyes: "Did the doctor say that my father's condition can be completely cured by surgery?" ”

"The doctor said that even if you have surgery, your father can't work like this anymore, otherwise he will relapse, and if he relapses, it will definitely become malignant, and you should know what malignancy means."

Qin Luohai was entangled in his heart.

Liu Jiang sighed softly: "Your father doesn't have to use the company's affairs to pressure you, he actually wants you to have a good time, this game is really just ...... Youth rice. Silence: "Now that society is developing so fast, how can you not learn some practical knowledge?" Now many people have begun to learn one more language and master one more knowledge, don't you say, even I have begun to learn multiple Chinese languages in the past two years, after all, society is changing, we people want to adapt to this society, we have to change, right? ”

Qin Luohai didn't reply, just listened quietly, not knowing what he was thinking in his head.

Liu Jiang laughed twice: "You are so young and your mind is not stupid, I think you must be fast and efficient in learning things...... And if you join the company, it will definitely not take two years to be on your own. ”

Qin Luohai chuckled: "Uncle Liu, you are exalting me too much, you must know that I haven't even gotten a college diploma, and I often fail in school." ”

Liu Jiang paused and said with a smile: "So, your father hopes that you can come abroad to learn and get in touch with a wider range of knowledge, and he doesn't need to say more, just two years, and then go back to China and directly enter the company." ”

Qin Luohai said lazily: "I said, I'm not interested, don't say more." ”

Liu Jiang's face froze, blinked, and didn't say anything more, but after a while, he said tentatively: "Are you really not willing to spend two years on your father's expectations of you?" ”

Qin Luohai rubbed his eyebrows with his hand and said lightly: "This has nothing to do with you, right?" My dad doesn't even ask me to do anything anymore. ”

Liu Jiang: "......" was blocked and had nothing to say, so he could only shut up.

The car drove towards the airport, Qin Luohai clasped his hands to his chest, looked at the front of the window without squinting, it was the time of the red light in front of him, the car stopped slowly, his eyes followed a father and son crossing the road, the little boy was bouncing in front of him, and his father helped him hold his schoolbag and follow closely behind. In his memory, he also had his father pick him up and drop him off at school, it was very young, and he couldn't remember the specifics, but he remembered that it was about the same as the father and son at this time, running in front of him, his father chasing behind, and reminding himself to be careful from time to time......

"Make a U-turn at the next intersection." He said in a deep voice with a blank face.

"Huh?" Liu Jiang didn't react for a while.

Qin Luohai squinted at him and said word by word: "I said that I would turn around and go back to my father at the next intersection." After saying that, he scratched his head irritably.

Liu Jiang was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help but smile and nodded: "Okay, Uncle Liu listens to Xiaohai." He also said, "Xiaohai, your father will definitely be very happy, you really deserve to be his good son." ”

Qin Luohai smiled faintly and bitterly: "I'm not good, it's just ......" lowered his head and said softly: "Who called him my father, I am his son." The voice was so light that it was inaudible.

Then he took a long breath and turned his head to look out the window thoughtfully......