There are thousands of words in the world, Chen Linci's cultural level is not high but not low, and there are a lot of people who recognize it, I don't feel anything in previous years, sitting by the small lake at this time, Chen Linci's mood is very low, and then I have a deep understanding, it turns out that Buddhism talks about all kinds of bitter fruits in the world, the most disturbing thing, or this love word.

If it is those who act like the wind and are as chic as the wind, Chen Linci is the kind of person who lives extremely carefully, he has been lonely since he was a child, except for the drunkard old Taoist priest and Cheng Zihao, there are few people who can treat each other heart-to-heart, so he cherishes every bit of kindness more than others, otherwise he would not have done it back then for Ning Weiyu who did not have too much friendship, just because of a sentence to stand up, he seems to be indifferent to many things, but in fact he is very sensitive in his heart, and the direct result of such a character is his affection and indecision。

This heart drags mud and water, which is the most bitter place in life.

In the face of Luo Ziyan and Zhao Yiran, in fact, Chen Linci has not given himself an answer until now, the only thing he can choose is the answer left to him by life and chance, but in the face of Zhao Yiran's question, Chen Linci once again chose to hesitate, and the words he said also deeply hurt Zhao Yiran.

You have affection for Luo Ziyan and like me, and you haven't even given a clear answer at this time, so what does your Senior Brother Chen think of me Zhao Yiran?

Zhao Yiran was born in the White Horse Academy, and his grandfather was the famous old dean of Zao Wou-ki, although his family background was not as good as Tianbo Mansion, but he was also a famous scholar, and his education since childhood and his own arrogance did not allow Zhao Yiran to accept this kind of thing.

And if Chen Linci can really capture Luo Ziyan's heart, then what he gets is the support of the entire Tianbo Mansion, no matter how uncompetitive Chen Linci is in the future, the Endless Continent must have his name. So Zhao Yiran chose to take the initiative to let go and give Chen Linci a broader world.

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The old dean of the pale and gray-haired Zao Wou-Ki stood in the small courtyard of the inn, walking around anxiously and stamping his feet, the old man has been kind to people all his life, and has a good reputation in the Great Chu State and even in many surrounding countries, and he is also a gentle and elegant figure on weekdays, the disciples of the White Horse Academy looked at the appearance of the old dean at this time, and all of them showed shocked looks, but no one dared to come over and say anything, because everyone knew what the old dean was worried about at this time.

The only person who can make the old dean lose his temper like this is the eldest lady.

After the eldest lady came back from outside in the evening, there were a few tear stains on her face, her little face was flushed, obviously she had just cried, and no one paid attention to it after she came back, even Xiao Tang, the maid who was inseparable on weekdays, couldn't say a word at the moment.

Many people know that after coming to Yingtian City, the eldest lady left the inn with Senior Brother Chen and didn't know where she went.

Xiao Tang stood beside Dean Zhao, and he was also anxious and didn't know what to do, she knew better than anyone else about the eldest lady's temperament, and knew that even if she could get into the room at this time, she would be kicked out, and it was impossible to say anything, she stomped

stamped his feet, a trace of tears appeared in the corners of his angry eyes, and he said hatefully: "Miss has never been like this, it must be that bastard Chen Linci who did something to make Miss angry, and the two of them went out and came back alone, then Chen Linci must have done something and didn't dare to come to see you, I'll go to him, dare to bully Miss, the sword in my Xiao Tang's hand is not vegetarian." ”

"Can you beat him?" Jiang is still old and spicy, although he has become like this, but Old Dean Zhao did not lose his mind because of this, but directly pointed out the essence of the problem.

"If you can't beat it, won't you fight?" Xiao Tang said angrily: "Miss has grown so big, when has she ever been so out of shape." Does he really dare to use his sword to kill me?"

Old Dean Zhao sighed and said, "Xiao Tang, I know that you have a deep friendship with Yiran, but at this time, don't say such stupid things to block me, what can we do about the young man's own feelings? ”

Xiao Tang lowered her head and sat down on the stool next to the stone table next to her, she was holding back a lot of anger in her heart at this time, but she didn't dare not listen to Old Dean Zhao's words, so she could only sit at the stone table, and her little feet kept kicking the stone pillar under the table, obviously taking this stone table as Chen Linci.

The bright moon hung in the night sky, and Chen Linci got up from the lake and walked back along the way he came.

He walked very slowly, his mind was full of scenes of walking with Zhao Yiran during the day, fantasizing about Zhao Yiran going back alone, he detoured to the side alley, the alley was brightly lit, and the snack business was better than during the day, he came to the roast duck shop again, and queued up for a long time, so that the shopkeeper slice half a roast duck in his hand, the roast duck was very fragrant, but he did not have the slightest appetite, he came to all the snack bars that he had walked with Zhao Yiran when he came during the day, bought all the food he had bought for Zhao Yiran during the day, and then walked forward in despair along the way he came。

Chen Linci doesn't know if he is out of love like this, because this relationship can be said to have never started in a real sense, but it is in a hazy stage, and it was cut off by Zhao Yiran on his own initiative as soon as it emerged.

Chen Linci walked on the bustling streets of Yingtiancheng, and passed by the Qingxi River, the riverside scenery is still the same, the blind old lady is still sitting on the riverside and pulling the sad and distant erhu song, the last time Chen Linci came here to hear this song, there was not so much empathy, but this time it was different, his mood seemed to have a very wonderful resonance with the blind old lady in a certain aspect, and the mood became more sad with the song.

There was a wind blowing, Chen Linci was stunned, and took out some broken silver taels from his waist bag and threw them in the box in front of the old lady, this time he did not suppress the sound, the old lady heard the sound of the silver falling into the box, and immediately stopped, and muttered: "Good Samaritan, thank you for always taking such care of me as a blind old woman." ”

Chen Linci smiled, but he didn't expect the old lady to judge that it was not the first time she had come over, so she asked curiously: "Mother-in-law, how do you know that this is not the first time I have come." ”

"It turned out to be a handsome offspring. The old lady sighed and said, "My wife is already here."

Qingxi River has been playing music for many years, but no one has ever been as generous as you, and I threw ten taels of silver when I came up, and I was blind, but my heart was not blind, and I naturally would not forget the great kindness of my son. ”

"Mother-in-law, don't you have a family?" Chen Linci asked suddenly, and then realized that his question was a little abrupt, and continued: "Mother-in-law, I don't mean anything else, don't care. ”

The blind old lady smiled and said, " It's okay to live after life, it's been so many years, I've long been used to it, I was also a rich girl in Yingtiancheng, my father was in the silk business, I met a teenager at the age of sixteen, he had long sleeves and poems and books, but he was a poor boy from a village in other counties, like those clichéd stories in many books, I married him despite my father's opposition, and finally the boy was lifted, and then filled the position of a county order, but my father failed in business, and became an ordinary person overnight, he secretly hated my father for looking down on him back then, and grafted this hatred to me, and gradually began to snub and alienate, married a woman from another family, and later my father died of illness, A teenager who is no longer a teenager was also sent to prison for embezzlement and bribery, I was heartbroken and cried blind these eyes, so I have the erhu song on the bank of the Qingxi River today. ”

Chen Linci handed the roast duck and food in his hand to the old lady, and said: "Mother-in-law, you take these things first, I didn't expect that the four seas of the Tianxi Era were leveled, and there were so many tragic stories in the world by the bustling Qingxi River, do you hate him?"

"Housheng, thank you. The old lady put down the erhu and took the food from Chen Linci's hand, and then continued: "The past has flowed with the water of the Qingxi River to an unknown place, where can we talk about hatred or not hate? I only know that the love of those years is real, the pain is real, and all the joys and sorrows in the world are also true, but the only thing I am sorry for is my father, who raised me for so many years, and he never saw me when he died. ”

"Mother-in-law, my name is Chen Linci, and I will come to see you often. Chen Linci muttered, then turned around and left the Qingxi River.

The blind old lady's words touched his heart deeply, if it was spread out to previous years, he would definitely spit on it, and then scold the scholar in his life is really not a thing, but tonight he didn't, that scholar is hateful, but what is the difference between himself and that scholar?

He left Qingxi River, and suddenly wanted to go to the inn to see Zhao Yiran, and when he felt empty-handed, he suddenly realized that he had already begun to have this idea, and he didn't realize that when he went to the side alley to buy these things, the deep thought in his heart was to take these things to eat, and go to Zhao Yiran again.

But at this time, those roast ducks and snacks have been given to the blind old lady by him, how can he see her empty-handed?

Chen Linci suddenly wanted to give up, he didn't dare to face Zhao Yiran at this time, nor did he dare to see the kind old dean Zhao, he could even imagine what the straightforward maid Xiao Tang would do to himself if he appeared in the inn at this time.

His mind was in a mess, thinking about these things that he didn't have, but he didn't realize that he had deviated from the street back to Starry Night Academy, and came to the door of the inn where the students of White Horse Academy were.