The cold coffee left the coaster, and I couldn't hold back the love xù in the very back.

- "The Secret That Can't Be Said"

When he arrived downstairs in the company, Jing Yu asked Xu Mian to stop the car, and as soon as he got out of the car, Zhang Xiaofang didn't know where to get out, hugged Jing Yu's shoulder, looked at the BMW that was not far away, and asked, "What's the situation?" Are you a man? ”

Jing Yu glanced at him angrily, "If you can't speak, don't speak, no one will treat you as a dumb person." ”

The aggrieved Zhang Xiaofang had to shut up and follow her, he deeply felt that Jing Yu was like eating explosives, and it was better to make less trouble.

Jing Yucai didn't have the heart to tease and joke with him, she has now shifted her target, from today onwards, she wants to take revenge on Xu Mian for fun, that man slapped her face three or four times and caused her to be scolded inexplicably, is it easy to bully when she is a sick cat?

Men really can't get used to it, and they are used to kicking their noses in the face, so which green onion is they again?

Jing Yu, who was planning a revenge plan, didn't wait for her to retaliate against Xu Mian, God had already retaliated against her in advance, Jing Yu sighed, and looked at the house full of fields that were comparable to water, a mess.

She took off her shoes and went upstairs with water, and the upstairs was even stricter, it was like a mountain of water, and the current had reached her ankles.

Jing Yu was so depressed that she almost wanted to die, her things were messy on weekdays, and now many of them are naturally not spared.

She called the property to come over, and after a while, the property brought a maintenance worker to repair the blasted water pipe for her, and Jing Yu's heart was simply beeping at this time.

After the water pipe was repaired, the property said to her very apologetically: "Miss Jing, I'm afraid you can't live at home today." ”

Jing Yu is not angry, she has eyes, she actually has a slight cleanliness habit, unless she is forced to do so, she will never stay in a hotel, she can't sleep in a hotel, because the health of the hotel reported on TV before makes her worry, and she has never been used to using things that others have used, and she still doesn't know how many people have used them, so staying in a hotel is a kind of torture for her, even if it is a high-end hotel.

Jing Yu nodded weakly, and after sending the property away, she took a mop to mop the floor, and after dragging it twice, she lost her patience, and planned to find a housekeeper to clean up the room tomorrow.

She is a person who is lazy and used to it, and many times she has to get by, and this is true of work and life.

She dragged out a box from under the bed, which contained a few miscellaneous things that she didn't use often, most of them left over from so many years of traveling, except for a yellowed diary that she had taken with her when she left home when she was eighteen.

Jing Yu picked it up, spread the diary in the palm of her hand and looked at it twice, thought about it and opened the title page, where her name was written.

Jing Yu writes well, conjoined and elegant, very beautiful, but the name is written in block letters, it was her diary before the age of eighteen, and she used to be in her youth.

The weather was fine on 14 January 2006

Lu Yanguang, he said his name was Lu Yanguang, he stood there, rolled up the ironed sleeves of his white shirt, at that glance, I seemed to hear the sound of my own heartbeat, it turned out that love appeared so suddenly, at that moment, my self-esteem and reserve were put down, in front of him, I was just a girl, I just wanted to love him, and I also hoped that he could love my girl.

On 20 July 2006, the weather was light rain

He was simply arrogant and naughty, hateful and hateful.

But I love him beyond reason.

On December 25, 2006, the weather was light and snowy

The first snow of early winter, I think today is my lucky day, he actually gave me a gift, God, I think I am completely fallen.

The weather was cloudy on 7 May 2007

When I saw his eyes, I was sure it was hate, he hated me?

The weather was fine on 9 October 2007

I hate you.

The last one was only three words, and those three words seemed to have been written with all the strength of his body, and the force penetrated the back of the paper, and the page was almost torn.

Since then, the diary has never been updated, Jing Yu flipped through the diary with his hand, and seemed to be able to see that he used to be like a fool who was sincere to people, but was mercilessly thrown to the ground and crushed.

She hooked her lips and sneered, the most precious and cheapest thing in the world is a person's sincerity, but unfortunately she didn't understand until much later that if you love someone, don't throw away your self-esteem and pride together, that's not love, it's just self-touching cheapness.

Because the diary has been in a humid environment for a long time, the paper has been damp, and the color of the handwriting is almost blurred, and she has almost forgotten what kind of mood she used to write these diaries that year, and the girl's heartbeat and ignorance are poured out on the tip of the pen.

She looked at it for a long time, and finally went downstairs and got up and threw the notebook into the idle stainless steel basin, she tore the diary from the middle, and found a lighter to light it, the notebook is not easy to burn when damp, Jing Yu was a little frustrated and annoyed, so she found the cotton wool that she didn't use, threw it inside, and the paper flames with combustibles jumped up.

She calmly looked at the notebook that had turned to ashes in the basin, the biggest secret she had ever been, the person she had loved the most, and now, she had decided to stop there.

Her tears spread unconsciously, I don't know if it was because of the smoke or because of sadness, when she realized that she was actually crying, she quickly wiped away her tears with a tissue.

Jing Yu was in this sad spring and autumn, there was a knock on the door outside, Jing Yu wiped her face with her hand, and went to open the door, she intuitively felt that it was not a good thing.

Sure enough, Xu Mian stood outside the door with a black face, Jing Yu was already in a bad mood, and was about to scold him, but he had already frowned and replied, "I'm afraid you won't hear the doorbell again." ”

Jing Yu almost vomited blood, his face and eyes were red, and the whole person was very wolfy, Xu Mian was choked and coughed, the smell of fireworks in the room was very strong, and his brows furrowed even deeper, "What are you doing?" ”

"Don't worry, I'm sensible, I didn't commit suicide, I just cleaned the room." She was in a bad mood and spoke aggressively.

He unexpectedly hooked the corners of his mouth, "Hehe, you are really self-aware." ”

"I'm not an underage girl, I know what I do, and I don't need your advice."

"Who used to be his own underage rebellious girl, and committed suicide so vigorously."

Jing Yu was angry, "Who is still abducting underage girls?" ”

Xu Mian unceremoniously sneered, "Hehe, what if you are still a minor?" How big is the face? ”

"Even if I am tomorrow's yellow flower, it is the most fresh and refined yellow flower."

Xu Mian was actually amused by her, this person has always been a bunch of crooked reasoning, no matter what, he must press the other party on his tongue, he looked at the mess in the room, frowned and said, "Where do you stay at night?" ”

Jing Yu didn't want to pay attention to him at all, "Don't worry, you won't live on the streets." ”

He sneered again, "Which ear do you hear that I'm not worried about you?" ”

Jing Yu: Embarrassed.

She looked up to the sky and sighed, can God accept this man, she really doesn't want to quarrel with him.

She didn't care about him, packed her luggage and planned to go out, Xu Mian leaned against the door to look at the stagnant water in the house that had not completely receded, and raised her eyebrows to look at her, "Where are you going to live so late?" ”

Jing Yu rolled his eyelids lazily, "Could it be that now that the economy is in a recession, are all the hotels outside closed?" ”

Xu Mian frowned and looked good, it was rare that he didn't continue to quarrel with her, his hot palm clasped her wrist, "Now there are no cars outside, how do you get to the hotel?" ”

Jing Yu pursed his lips, in a bad mood, there are few taxis in this apartment on weekdays, and no driver is willing to make a special trip to carry passengers, but Jing Yu does not plan to show weakness to him.

She was carrying her bag, a little frustrated, she was thinking about whether she should let Zhang Xiaofang pick her up, or if she should overcome the shadow of the past and go to the driver's license test again.

When she realized that her wrists were surrounded by the man's broad, hot palm, her wrists seemed to be hot, and she looked sideways at the man in front of her, his eyebrows clear and elegant.

When they met for the first time, she only felt that he and Lu Yan felt too similar to him, his height of 1.85 meters, his red phoenix eyes, thin lips, and the inconspicuous mole in the center of his eyebrows made her so familiar that she couldn't be more familiar.

Later, I learned that they were two people who were obviously very different, at least she had never had deep feelings for Xu Mian, neither love nor hatred, and it had always been very bland.