10. Warm and cold (5)

Shao Yuanguang's attitude became cold, and Bai Shutong's mood also fell to the bottom.

This week was a depressing one, and while sorting out the list of participants in the academic conference, I also had to settle down to prepare the lesson plan for the literature guide class.

Bai Shutong completely failed in the study of this part, and lost to the little junior sister who didn't even study for a few days with a master's degree, Bai Shutong gambled in his heart, and wanted to win back a city in teaching, so as not to let Shao Yuanguang completely look down on himself-

On the first night of the literature guide class, Bai Shutong was so nervous that he didn't sleep well all night. This is her first time in class, and it is also Shao Yuanguang's class, success or failure is not only related to her face, but also to Shao Yuanguang's reputation. In a way, they are also communities of interest.

Thinking of this, Bai Shutong inexplicably had confidence, and more of a sense of belonging.

The literature guide class was quite successful, Bai Shutong did not comment on the literature as a teacher, but took his younger brothers and sisters to discuss the literature as a senior sister.

On Shao Yuanguang's literature list, there are only two or three articles on positive psychology, but Bai Shutong reluctantly organized the class by making up more than a dozen documents in private and browsing the abstracts of dozens of literatures in order to do a good job in this discussion class.

Standing on the podium, Bai Shutong occasionally glanced in the direction of Shao Yuanguang. He sat in the first row against the wall with his arms in his arms, because the table was low, and a pair of long legs awkwardly protruded from under the table. He listened to Bai Shutong's summary of the class with his eyebrows stretched, and nodded slowly very occasionally.

Even if the movement is slight, Bai Shutong can still feel the affirmation from him. This affirmation encouraged her, and Bai Shutong's courage gradually increased, and she became more confident, and at the end of the summary, she tried to say her thoughts: "These articles are all classic texts of positive psychology, which tell us that a positive environment can improve people's emotions and attitudes. However, I don't think they're entirely right......"

When Bai Shutong said this, Yu Guang glanced at Shao Yuanguang. Shao Yuanguang listened to her words, raised his head slightly, and did not make any other moves.

Bai Shutong paused for a moment and continued: "Actually, sometimes, a positive environment may not be able to improve people's feelings, not only can they not be improved, but they can even make their feelings worse. This seems to be a kind of counter-effect......" Bai Shutong hesitated for a moment, feeling that it was not so easy to extract the theory from the phenomena of life, so she started with the concrete, and continued, "Just like the scene in MTV of "The King of Karaoke", a group of people carnival creates a positive atmosphere, but if the individual is lonely inside, he will feel more out of place and more lonely. ”

The students below looked at Bai Shutong blankly, Bai Shutong's loneliness did not resonate in their age group, and some even whispered because of Bai Shutong's questioning of authority.

Seeing this posture, Bai Shutong couldn't say any more, and his momentum gradually weakened.

Cao Feng sat down and continued: "Carnival is the loneliness of a group of people!" ”

His words were just right, very similar to the scene described by Bai Shutong, and some students gradually came to their senses after hearing it, and nodded in agreement.

Bai Shutong glanced at Cao Feng and pursed his lips at him-

This literature discussion class was not very good, and Bai Shutong was annoyed that he had a hot mind at the end. If it weren't for the last gibberish, his own table would barely be qualified.

Bai Shutong walked off the podium in a gloomy manner, and did not dare to look up at Shao Yuanguang. The research has not been done well, and the teaching is lackluster, Bai Shutong feels that he is so humble in front of Shao Yuanguang that he is useless.

Bai Shutong got off the podium, and Shao Yuanguang stood up to summarize the course.

He glanced at Bai Shutong under the podium, cleared his throat and said, "This discussion class is very good. ”

Bai Shutong was stunned for a moment and looked up at Shao Yuanguang.

He stood tall on the stage, his body straight, his mouth saying words of praise, but his face was still calm. Looking at Shao Yuanguang's expression, Bai Shutong's mood that had just become excited fell again, he was just saying some polite words to stabilize the situation in the classroom.

Shao Yuanguang's praise stopped, and he began to summarize the theory of positive psychology. After talking for a few minutes, he changed his words and returned to Bai Shutong's messy conclusion just now: "Positive psychology is using scientific methods to study happiness, but happiness is an abstract thing, and the content it represents may be different for everyone, even the same person at different points in time. Shao Yuanguang said, looking at Bai Shutong, "Therefore, in such a situation, it is extremely important to reflect on the classics. ”

Bai Shutong held his breath and listened to Shao Yuanguang's comments, and Cao Feng leaned over in his ear and whispered, "Praise you." ”

Cao Feng's words verified Bai Shutong's conjecture, and she didn't have time to dislike Cao Feng being too close at this time, so she just looked up at Shao Yuanguang, and didn't forget to purse her lips and smile at him.

On the stage, Shao Yuanguang's eyes drifted away lightly, and he turned to look at the students and explained to them the essence of reading literature-

After class, the students dispersed, and there were only three people left in the room.

Cao Feng packed up his equipment on the podium and refused to leave. Shao Yuanguang called Bai Shutong to him.

Bai Shutong was still immersed in the joy of being praised by Shao Yuanguang, her face was ruddy, her eyes could not hide her excitement, and the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed to be unhidden, faintly revealed.

Joy in shape.

Shao Yuanguang looked at her, snorted coldly in his heart, and asked her in his arms: "What did you score just now?" ”

Since Shao Yuanguang praised her in class, Bai Shutong was a little complacent, but he still put on a humble posture at the moment and gave a score: "Seventy points." ”

Shao Yuanguang listened, raised his eyebrows and snorted lightly: "Passed." ”

These three words were plain, but there was a hint of contempt in Bai Shutong's ears, which undoubtedly poured cold water on her head.

Bai Shutong listened to Shao Yuanguang's words, the excitement in his eyes was swept away, and his face became more ruddy. She no longer looked at him, but lowered her head slightly, her eyelashes fluttering, as if to convey a sense of disappointment and apprehension.

She couldn't hide her feelings when she spoke and did things, Shao Yuanguang slowly shook his head, and softened his tone slightly: "This time is a lesson, next time if there is no Cao Feng to answer the call, what are you going to do?" ”

Bai Shutong bit his lip. She also knew that it would depend on Cao Feng's words to barely end this time, otherwise, it would probably be a cold scene next.

"Teacher Shao, I'm sorry......" Bai Shutong said sullenly.

"You don't have to say I'm sorry." Shao Yuanguang's tone was cold and calm, and at first glance he sounded like he was angry. Bai Shutong looked up at him cautiously, only to find that he had been looking at the rows of empty desks and chairs in the classroom.

"Immature ideas are easily stifled by consensus," Shao Yuanguang paused, retracted his gaze, looked at Bai Shutong in front of him, and said, "Even if it is a valuable idea." ”

Shao Yuanguang finished speaking and left the classroom.

Cao Feng, who had been grinding on the podium, came to Bai Shutong's side to comfort her at this time: "Teacher Shao is like that, I don't get trained every time." You go in your left ear and go out in your right ear, and you're done ignoring him. ”

Now every word Shao Yuanguang said seems to be deeply remembered by Bai Shutong, as if it is imprinted in his mind, saying that the left ear goes in and the right ear goes out, how easy is it to say?

Bai Shutong smiled faintly, listened to Cao Feng's comfort for a long time, and then put away his things and went back to the office.

Because of the delay, when he returned to the office, Shao Yuanguang had already left.

That's fine, Bai Shutong didn't know how to face him for a while. She put her things away and prepared to leave work, and when she turned around, she saw a journal on the table.

Bai Shutong felt strange, stretched out his hand and flipped through the pages, a page of the journal was folded, and when he opened it, the topic of the paper was very similar to the idea she had just said.

Bai Shutong was stunned for a moment, and then thought that this might be the journal that Shao Yuanguang specially left for her to read after listening to her feelings. She sat back down at her table and read the abstract carefully.

After reading the summary, Shao Yuanguang's words just now came to Bai Shutong's mind again. She thought about it for a long time, and suddenly realized that Shao Yuanguang was not dissatisfied with her nonsense, but dissatisfied with her expressing her immature and unclear thoughts without thinking.

Immature ideas can easily be stifled by consensus, and Shao Yuanguang is right, when authority and consensus are questioned, most people will choose to side with authority and consensus, even if they are imperfect or even wrong. At this time, if Bai Shutong's thinking is immature and firm, even if she holds the truth in her hands, she will choose to retreat or even give up because of her weak strength.

Shao Yuanguang approached her with the paper he had seen, in order to strengthen her thoughts and give her confidence in her findings.

Bai Shutong closed the periodical, held it in his arms, and laughed.

understood what Shao Yuanguang meant, and she was relieved.

Now, for her, even if the whole world chooses to stand on the opposite side of her, as long as Shao Yuanguang supports her and affirms her behind her, she will have the courage to persevere.