It has come to the end of autumn and the beginning of winter, the sky is dark and early, seeing the sun sinking gradually, the brocade kite is watching the sky idly outside the Fengwu Palace, and Leng Buding saw the brocade sleeves mysteriously coming, and he was startled.

Just as he was about to speak, he was stopped by Jinsleeve raising his hand, and the latter lowered his voice and pointed to the Fengwu Hall with the door closed, and said, "Your Majesty has stayed?"

Seeing that Jin Kite nodded, Jin Sleeve frowned slightly, remembering what Su Yao had secretly ordered before, he calculated it in his heart, and wanted to turn around and leave, and then turned back and instructed: "I'll take you for today's dinner, it's cold at the end of autumn, stand this afternoon, beware of catching a cold, and when Your Majesty and Niangniang get up and take over, you will go back and rest."

It was rare for the brocade sleeves to take the initiative for her, and the brocade kite was happy to go back to rest immediately, so she did not refuse, and responded happily, only to see the brocade sleeves turn around and leave, but in the direction of the small kitchen.

The two people outside the door had such a plan, but they didn't know it at all, Su Yao only leaned lazily on the man's arms, his hair and sideburns were damp, which showed how fierce Fang Cai was. Sometimes it really can't be said that Ye Lin is really abstinent, if he indulges and goes crazy, I'm afraid there are few people in the world who can compare with him. After calculating the days in his heart, Su Yao sighed silently, rolled out of the man's arms, lay on his back on the bed, and said weakly: "Your Majesty, why is it empty today, and everything is handed over to Master Cui to deal with?"

Ye Lin originally wanted to say that he had just postponed many affairs to a later date, and after dinner, he would go to Xining Hall to meet several important courtiers, but when Su Yao mentioned Cui Shu, it reminded him of a recent annoyance.

Cui Shu, who never pleaded for mercy that night, begged him to let Bai Fansu go, but he refused, although he knew that Cui Shu would not make a fuss, when he faced Cui Shu again, Ye Lin still cared a little in his heart.

Bai Fansu provoked his relationship with Su Yao again and again, and the traitor colluded with Feng Ce, and he even wanted to assassinate Su Yao that night, Ye Lin decided that he couldn't tolerate her. It's just that Cui Shu has a deep affection for Bai Fansu, and he still takes care of his feelings to some extent, so Bai Fansu is still imprisoned in the prison, and the arm that was abolished by Ah Jiu has been bandaged, but he has not ordered the execution for a long time.

This time Su Yao suddenly mentioned it, Ye Lin wanted to hear Su Yao's opinion, so he concisely told Su Yao about the stakes, and asked, "Ah Yao thinks, how to deal with Bai Fansu?"

After listening to his words, Su Yao was silent for a long time before turning over, holding his head with one hand and looking at the man, and said, "Why, you threw this hot potato to me because Cui Shu's face was not good for ruling?"

The man closed his eyes and didn't argue, just waiting for Su Yao to continue.

She is not a good person, and she really has no sympathy for Bai Fansu. She Su Yao thought that she had never done anything that was wrong with Bai Fansu, but that person was full of hostility when she saw her for the first time, and the man who coveted her tried to get involved, just provoking her relationship with Ye Lin again and again, Su Yao couldn't tolerate it, not to mention that she still wanted her own life...... The unmistakable hatred in Bai Fansu's eyes that night and the deep hatred in the bone marrow she still remembers clearly.

"According to me, you might as well send someone to abolish Bai Fansu's martial arts and send her to a remote place in the south of the Yangtze River to sell Cui Shu's favor." As long as that person can't disturb and threaten her future life, it also solves a knot in Cui Shu's heart.

When Ye Lin heard her say this, he also turned over, looked at her, and the surprise in his dark eyes was undisguised, and said, "You are kind-hearted."

"You're wrong. Although Bai Fansu was let go in this way, I was afraid that she would not be able to let go of herself. Su Yao explained, "You sent her to the Prime Minister's Mansion at that time, I also heard a little about her past, I heard that Bai Fan is famous for her piano and dance, presumably these two arts and skills are the most proud, and now in the current situation, she naturally can't play the piano and dance, presumably in the future, she can only spend it in memories." I would rather see her alive than dead. After all, it hurts the most—"

Before he finished speaking, he was picked up by Ye Lin, "It's better than punishing your heart." ”

Ye Lin looked at her and patiently explained, but the person in front of him who was frank and spread out his heart in front of him gradually overlapped with her in his memory, at that time, he was dealing with tricky things in the court, and he said to her unhappily, she was like this, and gave him a way in a compromise, but said, in this world, the most hurtful thing is to punish the heart.

Yes, Su Yao knows how to directly attack his weaknesses and punish his heart, it was he who made a mistake that provoked her to say goodbye without saying goodbye, that is to punish his heart......

"You remember what you said before." Su Yao didn't expect him to pick up so smoothly, and after a moment of surprise, he reacted that Xu is Ye Lin himself had said such things in his previous life, so he was no longer surprised, and only said with a smile. Seeing Ye Lin's face slightly gloomy, and he didn't know what unpleasant things he remembered, Su Yao's heart moved, and he leaned over and said, "Ah Lin, what happened to us in our previous life, every time I ask you, you don't say it, so that I have no ......bottom in my heart."

Su Yao was caught off guard and threw out this question, but he actually stopped Ye Lin suddenly, and was silent for a moment before he said slowly: "Do you have to know to be at ease?"

Su Yao nodded solemnly, and then heard the man ask, "Ah Yao, you may promise me that no matter what happened in the previous life, you will not be allowed to leave me in this life and this life?"

Suddenly, it came to the oath, and Su Yao was speechless for a while, and he was not allowed to leave him in this life and this life...... The next sentence is simple, but it is difficult to do, and I am afraid that there is only one year left in her life and this life......

"I promise you." Su Yao said seriously, "I will not leave you in this life and this life." ”

Until...... □□ separates us......

Ye Lin got such a solemn assurance, so he calmed down and slowly told her about her departure in her previous life, his search and waiting, and finally the past when even the bones were nowhere to be found. Those past events are too unforgettable, it seems to be happening right in front of you, and the heart can still feel the crispy tingling, Ye Lin said word by word: "Su Yao, how ruthless do you say, heaven and earth are coffins, the sun and the moon are monuments, you don't even want to give me a chance to die with you." The country is picturesque, but lonely and unhappy. ”

So it was, the second year after marrying him......

- "One year at most." ”……

- "You made me wait twelve years. ”……

- "You are not allowed to leave me in this life or in this world. ”……

A few words suddenly found a reason to be connected, and echoed in her ears one after another, as if a switch had been touched, and many things that had never been experienced before gradually became clear in her mind.

The painful call that belonged to Ye Lin in her mind, and she felt familiar when she saw him for the first time, many words and many things were as inexplicable and cordial as if she had experienced them once, and the riding skills and female red ,...... Those memories are not Su Yao's, they are hers.

The one who came with an unwilling heart from the previous life was not only Ye Lin, but also her.

Why did she feel that Feng Ce was familiar and dangerous when she saw him, and why was her memory so vague before the crossing, it was because she forgot, and Ye Lin remembered it clearly, maybe it was because of the drunken red dust, maybe it was her deliberate choice, all in all, in this life, she forgot all the rights and wrongs in the past, as if she had never experienced it, as if she had returned to the beginning......

There is no suspicion and suspicion day after day, no despair and powerlessness that is becoming clearer day by day, no heartfelt longing and sadness after painful separation, and no regret of leaving with hatred......

It turned out that in the past and present lives, no matter how the middle changed, the result was the same, she couldn't find an antidote, she couldn't fulfill the oath of never leaving to the end, she just wanted to leave at that time, wanted to disappear from his world, and wanted him to forget about himself. Who knows, he has been waiting for her for twelve years, looking for her for twelve years, and returning to the beginning of the story with her.

Fate likes to play tricks on the world like this, and you can't escape the barrier of fate no matter what. Even if she doesn't remember anything, even if she has subconsciously warned herself not to be attracted to this man from the beginning, she is still in love with him, and she still has to ...... Hurt him again......

Su Yao raised his hand around the man's neck, just like he had done a thousand times before, buried his head deep in the man's neck, and whispered, "Ah Lin, I'm sorry......"

Still makes you sad...... I'm sorry......

And I want to make you sad again...... I'm sorry......

The man hugged her tighter with his backhand, and his voice was lower, "You don't know, for so many years, I've been thinking about why you left me, why didn't you say goodbye, why did you choose Xu Shenyan, why didn't you leave anything to me......"

He thought about it for a long, long time, from the past life to this life, little by little, he made up for all the mistakes he had made, but he was still afraid that she would suddenly leave one day and never be found again.

Su Yao was speechless.

Yes, she knew that she left because she didn't want to die in front of his eyes, and chose Xu Shenyan because he knew that she came through time, and her medical skills were high, maybe she could come up with a way, and there was a glimmer of life, and she sprinkled her ashes on thousands of miles of rivers and mountains.

But how can she speak, how can she tell him, she is already dying, and she can't afford to give him the Qin Se and Ming he wants, together for a lifetime.

"If I die one day, Ye Lin, you must not remember me, you must find a girl well, make her the queen, and have many children......

The man lowered his head and blocked her gushing words with a kiss, hating to interrupt her nagging, "Su Yao, I don't want you to forget you, and I don't want other concubines and queens, you said that you will be a husband and wife for a lifetime, and I don't want anyone except you." ”

She will definitely be fine, the world is so big, there will always be a way, it really doesn't work, so he went with her, only entrusting the country to Ah Ji, and it is worthy of the world. In the previous life, he had done enough to be the Holy Lord of the Ming Monarch, and he came back again, but he could no longer bear that she was not by his side. Su Yao suddenly said this, making him faintly feel a little worried, as if she already knew her situation, but these words were like explaining the aftermath.

Thinking about it, although Xu Shenyan is tight-lipped, what kind of character Su Yao is, the worse his body is, he can always guess a few points.

Should I continue to hide it from her?