Chapter 302: Yun Xiwen's life experience
From the moment Jing Chuan raised this question, Yun Xiwen's expression was a little wrong, as if she was here, but her heart didn't know where she went, and suddenly became very distant, Jing Chuan frowned when he saw this, shook Yun Xiwen's arm slightly, and shouted softly: "Xiwen!" Xiwen! What happened to you? ”
Yun Xiwen seemed to wake up suddenly, the confusion in his eyes still did not dissipate, looking at Jing Chuan's eyes was a little hollow, although his eyes were looking at Jing Chuan, but his eyes seemed to be looking at another person through him, which made Jing Chuan feel very strange.
"Did you hear what I just said? What are you thinking? Such Yun Xiwen Jingchuan once saw it, that is, after they were attacked together in Myanmar, when Yun Xiwen took him to the long-abandoned European-style building, when Yun Xiwen recalled his childhood, he also had such a distant and sad emotion, which made Jingchuan feel as if she was tens of thousands of light years away, so far away that it could never be touched, and what is it for today? Jingchuan wanted to know the answer.
Yun Xiwen suddenly let go of the hand that Jing Chuan had been holding, got up and walked to the coffee table, and stood there quietly with his back to Jing Chuan, his back looking extremely lonely.
Feeling that the originally warm palm was empty all of a sudden, Jing Chuan's heart also picked up, got up and walked behind Yun Xiwen, held her shoulders with both hands, and whispered in her ear: "Is it that I asked too much!" If you don't want to answer, or haven't figured out how to answer yet, then we'll talk about it another day, don't put so much psychological pressure on yourself! ”
Although her back was to Jing Chuan, Yun Xiwen could feel Jing Chuan's heartfelt worry just by her voice, she raised her right hand and put it on the back of Jing Chuan's hand on her left shoulder, patted it lightly and said, "It's none of your business, it's my own problem." ”
Jing Chuan heard the words with a little force, Yun Xiwen turned around, as expected, the expression on Yun Xiwen's face looked more lonely and lonely than the back, this sense of loneliness emanated from the heart, it definitely cannot be formed overnight, but when receiving some kind of stimulation or reminder, it will erupt from time to time! And this time, it was obviously caused by Jingchuan's problem just now, so Jingchuan's guilt can be imagined!
Jing Chuan lowered his head slightly and looked at Yun Xiwen and said, "Xiwen, raise your head and look at me!" ”
Yun Xiwen obediently did what Jing Chuan said, raised his head mechanically, and looked at him with waveless eyes, there were too many things in those eyes, and it seemed that there was nothing.
"Is there anything we can't say between you and me?" Jing Chuan felt that the secret in Yun Xiwen's heart was not only her identity, there was a place in her heart that no one could touch, and the story hidden there was the most real Yun Xiwen! And Jing Chuan's questioning was not to spy on Yun Xiwen's secrets, or to reveal Yun Xiwen's scars, but that he was worried that if this went on like this, the pressure in Yun Xiwen's heart would become heavier and heavier, and in the end, she would be crushed!
Seeing that Yun Xiwen still didn't speak, Jing Chuan continued to encourage: "If one person's pain is borne by two people, that pain will be much better, believe me, say it, and let me help you bear it together!" ”
The expectation and encouragement in Jing Chuan's eyes made Yun Xiwen's eyes slowly light up, and finally smiled and said helplessly: "It's really a defeat for you!" Don't leave me any secrets! ”
Seeing Yun Xiwen's expression and state slowly return to normal, Jing Chuan's heart was also relieved, the two sat on the sofa, Yun Xiwen sat in Jing Chuan's arms, and exhaled comfortably, Jing Chuan smiled and looked at Yun Xiwen in his arms gently, gently stroked Yun Xiwen's arm from time to time, and waited patiently.
"When you first met me, did you let K check me?" Yun Xiwen suddenly asked with a smile, Jing Chuan's hand movement paused obviously because of this question, and he coughed lightly and said with some embarrassment: "That...... Didn't I know you back then? I swear, I never checked you again after that! ”
Jing Chuan's appearance of swearing to the sky caused Yun Xiwen to chuckle, and he pretended to be angry and said, "Count you smart!" But you haven't found anything except something that everyone on Earth knows! ”
"Huh! Of course! Get an axe in front of the national agents, and you deserve to be touched by K! Jing Chuan said flatteringly. At the same time, K, who was busy in his studio, suddenly sneezed several times, secretly wondering that he hadn't been out of the house for several days, how could he catch a cold! But I didn't know that it was his boss who ruthlessly sold him completely in order to make the boss happy and ruthlessly!
Listening to Jing Chuan's rare tricks, Yun Xiwen decided not to tease him anymore, but asked another question, "Do you think I don't look like Master Yun?" ”
Jing Chuan was stunned again, subconsciously recalling Yun Zhanao's appearance, but he didn't notice Yun Xiwen's name for Yun Zhanao! He had only seen Yun Zhanao at the banquet of the Xia family, and he was not too impressed by him, and after thinking about it carefully, he said, "I feel that you are not too similar to your father!" Jing Chuan said uncertainly.
Yun Xiwen smiled a little bitterly and said, "Of course it won't be like it!" Because he was not my biological father at all, on the day of my fourth birthday, my biological mother took me to the most perfect birthday, and then left me alone at the door of the welfare home, and disappeared forever! ”
Jing Chuan was completely stunned by this sentence, Yun Xiwen's words were too shocking, even better than when he knew that he was Jing Chuanxiong's illegitimate son, because he never thought that the deepest secret hidden in Yun Xiwen's heart would be like this! He suddenly regretted forcing Yun Xiwen to face this matter head-on, because of how cruel it was to a person from a similar experience!
Jing Chuan wanted to open his mouth to prevent Yun Xiwen from continuing, but Yun Xiwen had already taken the lead and continued: "Master Yun adopted me to the United States when I was five years old, and since that day on, my surname has been Yun, and before that, my surname was Xia!" My biological father is Xia Zhenhua's deceased son Xia Tingyu! And my mother is Bai Yan's daughter Bai Lan, who has been missing for many years! The reason why I became an agent was to investigate my origins, and after all these years, these are the results of my investigation! ”
Yun Xiwen's every sentence made Jing Chuan more and more shocked, he never thought that Yun Xiwen's life experience would be so confusing, it was even more dramatic than a novel or a movie, and Jing Chuan didn't know what to say for a while!