80 Try again!
An Shijin felt that he couldn't wait to see Chu Shi'an's self, and he was a little humble.
But while she belittled herself so much, as if she was looking for an excuse not to go to see Chu Shi'an like that, she drove to the detective office.
The person who appeared in the hotel last night, helped himself to bed, and made a cup of honey tea is Chu Shi'an, An Shijin actually has a number in his heart.
So that's why.
Why does such a situation suddenly happen between two people.
Chu Shi'an's snubbing and indifference seemed to have happened suddenly, and the time period was ten minutes after Wang Yi's appearance, and when she disappeared for more than ten minutes, when she reappeared, her face was already a little strange.
An Shijin thought about it carefully, and to her chagrin, she found that she seemed to be so angry and sad that she had overlooked some obvious details.
Now that she thinks about it, she finds a lot of doubts.
Chu Shi'an was obviously normal before, but they were still making love before Wang Yi came, how could they change so quickly.
Chu Shi'an is not a fickle person, something must have happened.
So what happened to Chu Shi'an in the ten minutes when Wang Yi came.
Everything has a cause and effect.
An Shijin felt that he had been blinded by the illusion on the surface in a chaotic manner these days, and he only knew that he was blindly sad, but he didn't think about what happened to Chu Shi'an, and what he encountered would change.
Thinking like this, An Shijin suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart.
Chu Shi'an's illness...
Damn, actually ignoring this, An Shijin frowned tightly and stepped on the accelerator.
It's a little different from what An Shijin expected.
She stood by the iron gate, and at a glance saw Chu Shi'an, who was bathing in the sunshine, sitting under the tree drinking tea and holding a small hair ball.
She turned sideways to An Shijin, her thin face was white and delicate, she lowered her head slightly and stroked the small hair ball in her arms, there seemed to be no expression on her face, but her eyes were shining with golden soft light in the sun.
The chaotic and anxious heart seemed to calm down quickly the moment he saw Chu Shi'an.
There are always things in this world that cannot be explained by science, such as feelings and emotions.
An Shijin looked at Chu Shi'an's side face greedily, and his nose was a little sour.
For a moment, she felt that Chu Shi'an seemed to be waiting for someone, as if he was waiting for her.
Shaking off this trance-like thought, An Shijin stared at Chu Shi'an, and quickly pushed open the door and walked towards Chu Shi'an.
Until Chu Shi'an stood still, An Shijin's shadow covered the sunlight in front of her, but she still lowered her head slightly and stroked the small hair ball, without raising her head.
An Shijin looked at her side face carefully, trying to find some answers.
After pondering for a long time, An Shijin slowly spoke: "An... You..."
Before she finished asking, Chu Shi'an interrupted her lightly.
"I saw your father the night your mother came."
Chu Shi'an said so lightly, without raising his head, just picked up an empty teacup and filled it with a cup of green tea.
Drinking tea alone, but two teacups had already been prepared, Chu Shi'an seemed to have expected An Shijin to come to her.
"He's been looking for you." An Shijin's face turned pale, she was so stupid that she didn't suspect her sinister and cunning father.
Since returning to China, she has not seen An Ming, and An Ming has not come to look for her, but Li Yang'er once reminded her that An Ming is looking for her fiancé.
After a long time, An Shijin forgot about An Ming, and she thought that An Ming had given up on her.
"What did he ask you for, did he threaten you? So you did that to me that day? An Shijin's face turned pale, and he anxiously reached out and grabbed Chu Shi'an's arm.
"He didn't threaten me, he just reminded me." Chu Shi'an said lightly, letting An Shijin grab his arm.
"Remind you of something." An Shijin vaguely guessed what it was.
"My sickness, there is no cure." Chu Shi'an suddenly gently raised the corners of her lips, and she finally looked up at An Shijin.
The gaze is gentle and calm.
"Didn't I say that I don't care about your illness, I don't care at all." An Shijin frowned tightly.
"Little Ten, but I care, I don't want to hurt you." Chu Shi'an's voice slowly softened, mixed with a hint of helplessness in his indifference.
"But you won't hurt me, and I'm sure you won't." An Shijin bent her knees and squatted gently in front of Chu Shi'an, she looked up at Chu Shi'an with her eyes shining slightly, and her white palm was on Chu Shi'an's lap.
"Meow~" The little hair ball did not blow up and run away when he saw An Shijin in the past, but leaned over his fluffy little head, stretched out his little tongue, and licked it lightly on the back of An Shijin's hand as if he was courteous.
"An Shijin, are you tired, like me, you should be very tired." Chu Shi'an looked down at An Shijin, his eyes slightly dimmed.
"Of course I'm tired, a woman like you who doesn't understand the amorous feelings, whoever likes you will be tired." An Shijin nodded without hesitation.
"Since you're tired, why bother coming to me again, isn't it better to fade like this." Chu Shi'an's face was pale, but if he looked closely, he could find that she was a lot haggard and thin, and her already sharp chin seemed to be even sharper than before.
"I'm here to just pack my things." An Shi frowned, she stood up with some disappointment, and pursed her lips.
She just wanted Chu Shi'an to take the initiative once, to be as firm as her.
If Chu Shi'an only knew how to blindly retreat, then there would be no reason for her to continue to persist alone, An Shi thought with disgust.
Chu Shi'an didn't speak again.
An Shijin stood for a long time, but did not see her speak, so he smiled self-deprecatingly, raised his chin and walked to the door.
She's going to take her stuff with her.
"An Shijin..."Chu Shi'an's voice came from behind him.
"If we continue to be together, will you be afraid of me?"
"No, I'll love you to death." An Shi didn't look back, biting his lip and answering in a cold voice.
"Then let's try, let's fall in love again, okay." Chu Shi'an was silent for a while before she slowly spoke, and she looked at An Shijin quietly.
"Chu Shi'an, why do you say whatever you say, you say you are together, you are together, and if you say separate, you are separated. Why is it me who takes the initiative, can you do whatever you want because I love you, let me tell you, yes, I love you, but I can not be with you if I love you. ”
An Shijin heard Chu Shi'an's hint of asking for peace, although there was a trace of excitement in his heart, but he was quickly suppressed by a wave of anger.
In this relationship, it is always herself who is sad and begging, and Chu Shi'an is always on top, all the decisions are in her hands, she can do whatever she wants, which is not fair.
Isn't it the understanding and compromise of both sides to like?
She was the one who said she hated herself, and now she is the one who says she will try.
No matter how embarrassing the excuse she has, no matter what she is thinking about, if she really loves herself, shouldn't she tell herself all her worries and pains, instead of self-righteous compromises.
I made myself miserable for so many days, and I didn't even come to see myself, and it was her who chased after her in the end.
A fluttering sentence to try it, what do you think she is, come and go when you call it?
"Then you... Don't you want to be with me? Chu Shi'an pursed her lips, her brows furrowed tightly, she was a little surprised, a little lost and scared.
An Shijin used to be obedient to Chu Shi'an, but suddenly she seemed to be dead-hearted, and rejected Chu Shi'an so coldly.
Chu Shi'an was a little clear, but also a little guilty.
But she didn't say anything to save anything, just hugged the little hair ball and quietly followed behind An Shijin without saying a word.
An Shijin threw the clothes in the wardrobe into the box one by one, with a cold and pretty face, and her chest rose and fell slightly, proving that her current mood was a little uneven.
"Detective Chu, you have been following behind, is it possible that you are afraid that I will take your things away." An Shijin turned his head and looked at Chu Shi'an coldly, and said sarcastically.
"An Shijin, I understand that I was wrong." Chu Shi'an didn't care about An Shijin's sarcasm, but tilted his head slightly, softened his voice, and followed the little hair ball in his arms to tilt his head in one direction, and his two pairs of bright eyes looked at An Shijin curiously.
An Shijin actually felt that the current Chu Shi'an's expression and tone were simply cute.
It's just that she still said in a cold voice: "Haven't you heard a word from Detective Chu, it's too late." ”
An Shijin was dragging a large box, and suddenly, the day she came, it suddenly rained on the horizon.
Chu Shi'an stood beside An Shijin with an umbrella holding a small hairball napping in his arms, and saw her walk on the curved and uneven stone road.
An Shijin's face was condensed, she dragged the somewhat heavy box with both hands, and staggered a little to drag the box out.
Chu Shi'an saw that she was dragging reluctantly, so he kindly said softly: "Do you need me to help you?" ”
"No, thank you." An Shijin snorted coldly and refused, dragged the box out of the umbrella quickly, and then walked out of the door.
I walked to the car, opened the trunk, and it took me a while to lift the box a bit.
An Shijin didn't put the box in the trunk for a long time, Chu Shi'an walked behind her, put his hand lightly on the corner of the box, and with a slight force, the box was smoothly thrown into the trunk.
An Shijin didn't look at her, turned his head and got into the car, and isolated Chu Shi'an, who was holding an umbrella outside.
Finally, he took a deep look at Chu Shi'an, An Shijin pursed his red lips, started the car, stepped on the accelerator and sped away, and the splash of water from the wheels drenched Chu Shi'an, who was standing aside and couldn't dodge.
"Meow~" Xiao Maotuan was also beaten in Chu Shi'an's arms, raised his little head and drooped his wet little ears, and looked at Chu Shi'an who was also wet with water on his face aggrievedly.
Chu Shi'an was drenched, but he didn't get angry, he just raised the corners of his lips and looked down at the little hairball in his arms that was licking his little paws.