48. Dilemma

The incense was curling, and as soon as the brocade sleeves filled the incense burner with soothing incense, she was sent to rest by Su Yao, and only then did she ask the brocade kite to stay outside the door for her, and she heard Ye Lin coming.

But she didn't want to see him at all now, there was like a nameless fire in her chest, knowing that she was not qualified and had no position, but she still couldn't be relieved.

She actually regretted it a little, if she hadn't recklessly made the summer soup today and sent it over in person, she would never be as embarrassed as she is now.

Su Yao turned his back to the door, lying on the soft couch under the window of the carved Xuan, one arm bent up to support his head, and the other hand rested on the armrest of the mahogany marble, boredly flipping through a thin booklet, and didn't read a page for a long time.

Hearing a sound behind him, Su Yao only thought it was a brocade kite. didn't bother to move, and said slightly impatiently: "Your Majesty can go, you don't have to come back to your life."

Thinking that a noble son like Ye Lin, who was born with a golden spoon, must have never been rejected, this time he was closed, and he would not come again for a few days. Su Yao, who realized this, didn't know whether to be happier or more depressed.

There was no movement behind him, Su Yao didn't pay attention to it anymore, his heart was uncomfortable, a sigh escaped lightly from his red lips, he raised his hand and knocked his head with the back of the book, his body slipped, he lay down directly, closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

She naturally knew that the person in the hall was Bai Fansu, except for Bai Fansu, no one completely wrapped themselves in a white all day long, without the slightest variegation. She also knew that Ye Lin had summoned her to the Qinzheng Palace because of serious matters to discuss, and he was not a person who could do such a thing as daytime preaching/lewdness. But when Su Yao was blocked outside the Qinzheng Palace, he suddenly remembered Bai Fansu's warm eyes when he looked at that person, and he suddenly lost his interest. Riding the mood and returning home in displeasure is probably this mood.

In the final analysis, even if Ye Lin really wanted to do something, what reason did she have to make trouble? Ye Lin is the emperor, respecting her opinion and not touching her is already an exception, how can she be qualified to care who he likes and who he favors? I'm afraid it's not just about being selfish and jealous.

Su Yao understood that she was making trouble unreasonably, but she just didn't want to see him today, and she didn't know how she would answer if Ye Lin asked her why she was awkward.

At that time, Qiu Yu said that they were intimate, and Su Yao was still a little moved, but in fact it was not. There are many things in this world that she can't do, even if she looks through ancient books and classics, she will never be able to find the answer from the books.

I was thinking of sleeping for a while, sobering up my mind, but who would have thought that as soon as I closed my eyes, I would be in chaos. In a daze, she felt someone approaching, and gently took away the book that she had held on her face, and the familiar breath lingered Su Yao didn't open his eyes, he shrank back to himself, and fell into a very soft embrace.

A familiar feeling of déjà vu came to her heart, Su Yao wanted to open her eyes at this time, but her eyelids seemed to be filled with lead, she couldn't open them, she heard Ye Lin's voice close at hand, but she couldn't answer. He said, "Ah Yao, are you jealous?"

Wake up the person in the dream with a word, Su Yao was shocked to realize that he had put Ye Lin in a very important position in his heart, and wanted to refute it for a while, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't even move his lips.

Su Yao, who had almost lost control of her body, suddenly understood that she was a nightmare.

Like a switch, Su Yao fell into the boundless darkness.

Gradually, her vision became wider and brighter, and Su Yao saw her sitting alone in the boudoir of the Prime Minister's Mansion, facing the cable bronze mirror and weeping silently. Tears were like beads with broken threads, dripping down on the dresser and wetting the rouge on the table.

It turned out to be makeup. It's just that I don't know why I put on makeup and dress up, but I have to cry in the mirror again. This is not her, this is not Su Yao, it is Su Yao.

Su Yao looked at this picture as a bystander, and saw that Su Yao in the dream slowly took out a rosewood box from the drawer of the dresser. Su Yao took out the box and put it on the dresser, and then she didn't move, just staring at herself in the mirror in a daze.

"Su Yao, if you weren't the eldest daughter of the Pingxi Su family, how good it would be."

The white and slender fingers plucked a golden hairpin from the golden hair, and with a slight twist, it became a delicate key, Su Yao raised her hand and opened the rosewood box with the golden hairpin key, and took out a stack of letterheads from the inside. Su Yao wanted to read the letter carefully, but he couldn't move forward any way, so he had to watch Su Yao read the letterheads one by one anxiously, with a sad and sweet expression, folded it and put it back in the box, and took out a blue and white porcelain vase from the box, which was small and could be held in the palm of his hand.

What is it?

Before she could think clearly, Su Yao had already raised her hand, decisively poured the liquid in the porcelain bottle into her mouth, and poured it down. Su Yao seemed to have synesthesia with Su Yao in his dream at this moment, only to feel that the strength of his whole body was slowly withdrawn, his body was weak, and he slipped off the stool in front of the dresser.

Su Yao heard the voice in Su Yao's heart, so uncomfortable, so resolute - "Ace, in the next life, we will stay together." ”

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But no one ever sued her, it turned out that she committed suicide. She said why as soon as she woke up, Mrs. Su and the maids around her were so frightened that their faces changed at first, and they didn't have a trace of joy, and slowly came back to their senses. Su is so cold to her, she must have mistaken right and wrong, thinking that she was trying to fake her death and regret her marriage, right?

Su Yao now has only one question in his heart, what exactly did Su Yao eat?

Su Yao broke out in a cold sweat while half asleep, but Ye Lin didn't notice anything abnormal. She is still the same as before, she always likes to leave her back to others, to him, and she can even fall asleep in the blue sky and daytime, and she sleeps so deeply. Raising his hand to pick up the thin woman and gently put it on the wide and soft phoenix couch, Ye Lin couldn't help throbbing, so he leaned over, lowered his head and kissed her on the cheek.

"Ah Yao, if you are really jealous, I will be very happy."

Ye Lin turned around and sat down on the carved lacquered phoenix couch of golden silk nanmu, one hand unconsciously rubbed the folding fan that never left his waist, and looked at Su Yao, who was frowning slightly in his sleep, and lost his mind.

Mingyu Pavilion is a dark chess piece in the opposition under his hands, and it is the largest news distribution point for the entire Dayan, he called Bai Fansu to the Qinzheng Palace, just to ask her, why Miao Nan suddenly paid tribute, and what kind of "surprise" was the big gift in the song. He didn't expect Su Yao to look for him at this time, she had always avoided him, and she never thought that Miao Nan's incident was related to Su Yao.

The news that Ming Yuge has now is that Miao Nan has sent hundreds of Gu masters to escort many rare treasures and scarce medicinal materials. What's more, there is also the princess of the Miaonan royal family, who plans to marry the wild goose. Miao Nan's tributary procession was already about to arrive in Huazhou, and in two days, it would be possible to reach Changning.

The only princes of the Yan Dynasty who are of the right age are King Ning, who has been placed under house arrest in Changning, the restless King Duan, and Ye Ji, the fourth prince who is about to be weak. Other than that, there are no other nobles of appropriate age.

King Ning and King Duan had bad intentions, and it was absolutely impossible for Ye Lin to promise the princess of Miao Nan to any of them, which was tantamount to planting a disaster for himself with his own hands. But the fourth prince Ye Ji has watched him grow up, and he knows better than anyone that Ye Ji has been loved by no one since he was a child, and he will no longer be wronged in family affairs no matter what, and as an elder brother, it is impossible for him to push him into the fire pit. He also knew his marriage from his previous life, and it was absolutely impossible for his future lover not to be a concubine, and the princess of Miao Nan could not be a concubine, and it was tricky left and right, so he could only think differently.

What's more, he is now newly on the throne, the harem is vacant, and the ministers of the court are still eyeing him, Miao Nan is coming to the court at this time, and he must have the calculation of sending the princess to the palace. If it was in his previous life, he might not care, but if the princess was a transparent person, she would be relieved to put it in the palace and look at it under her nose. But he relived his life, knowing Su Yao's insistence in his heart, he didn't dare to make a mistake, even if he didn't plan to be fortunate with this princess at all, just put her in the palace, he was afraid that Su Yao would have a bad heart.

Isn't today the best example of this? As thorough as Su Yao, she must know that Bai Fan, the woman in the Qinzheng Palace, is undoubted, and she also knows that he won't do anything, but she is still angry, and she returns to the Fengwu Hall to be awkward with herself, and she refuses to see him or talk to him.

What Ye Lin is most afraid of is the estrangement, he has really experienced how big a rift the estrangement between husband and wife will cause, once the rift appears, no matter how perfect it is, it still can't go back to the past. He didn't want to live again, there was no longer a gap between himself and Su Yao, and he couldn't afford her to leave again.

But what to do?

Ye Lin raised his hand to caress the man's pale cheeks, but the tentacles were wet and cold.

She cried, in a dream, because of what? But for him?

Ye Lin leaned down, stretched out his arms to hold her in his arms, buried his head in her neck socket with a faint fragrance, and whispered in a low voice: "Ah Yao, you say, what should I do?"