"Did you know... I miss you so much... I hate you so much. ”

Sayaro's consciousness was frozen there, and this "hatred" passed through Helo's cerebral cortex like a net to lock him in, and the resonance of brain waves allowed him to experience the sadness of the sleeping person in detail—what kind of dream was it? How could he be willing to let Helo cry like this in his dream?

Easily freed from the limits of reason, he approached the sleeping youth, slipped between his slender five fingers, and wrapped ten fingers tightly, as if he had taken the immature, scarred hands ten years ago.

As if he had really clenched the hand of the man in his dream, Helo put away his fingers in satisfaction.

The long and beautiful fingers in his memory were also close to him, and the beautiful and powerful tendons under his skin seemed to be rooted in every vein of him...... This hand belongs to his Creator.

The young man's clenched lips and teeth loosened, and he followed the longing in his heart to kiss the back of his Creator's hand, his thin lips unconsciously half-opened, his eyebrows furrowed forgedly, and Sayero stared at his face, feeling that his expression was both pious and seductive, both ascetic and ...... Dissolute, like a blasphemous believer.

Sayaro's consciousness raced uncontrollably, and a pulsing electric current rushed into Helo's brain, causing him to immediately fall into a hallucination formed by the consciousness of the other party.

In the haze, the cold rain fell on his face, and beneath him was soft sand, and in the distance there was the faint sound of the waves lapping in layers, mixed with the distant and mournful chirping of seabirds. He was wet and weak, as if he had a fever and dizziness.

Where is this? He looked around through the rain and mist. It's like a scene from another world, it's very familiar, like a night away from home many years ago. He wandered all night in the cold and rainy night, wandering aimlessly, until he reached the beach, and lay in a masochistic manner until dawn.

"Found you, my little bunny."

A familiar and deep man's voice sounded, and the rain and waves all stopped abruptly, and everything was silent.

Following a shadow from above, a long figure clutched a black umbrella and half-knelt down to shield him from the rain. The dripping umbrella was raised to the side, and the darkness slowly faded, revealing a haunting face of Helo.

Sayaro stared at him, his eyes dark and dark, like a sudden death that had nailed his entire soul under this umbrella.

Helo looked at the man pressed above in a trance, his eyes confused and confused, like a traveler who had seen a mirage in the desert. He didn't know that he was looking at a void, but his retina was an illusion of the person he missed.

"Don't doubt it... I'm here. ”

Sayero hugged him into his arms like a lost beast, and his broad palms wrapped around his waist and hips. The body has become so weak and boneless, and it seems to have returned to that time, which can be easily controlled by the other party, and the piercing scales all over the body have disappeared without a trace.

"I thought you were mad at me and wouldn't come to me. I didn't mean to follow you, I just wanted to know, what the hell is in your world, brother... Please let me come closer. ”

He reached out and grabbed the collar of the hallucinatory Sayero, buried his head in his chest, and breathed hard the smell of tobacco that fascinated him. It was as if he really felt the other person's body clinging to him, and the thin bones were so chrome that Sayero's lack of physical consciousness felt a slight pain.

"You've been close, Helo, but I can't get you closer. That will only hurt you. ”

"That's my choice!" Helo took a deep breath, a chapping pain in his heart, "I've never been able to see who you are, I've never been able to understand your past and heart...... Damn, you're like a string of code that can't be cracked, a secret link that can't be opened, a mystery that can't be guessed..."

"Why are you still so far away from me, so mysterious?" He covered his face, tears overflowed from his fingers, and asked as he did back then, "How to do it...... What exactly does it take to really touch you? ”

"Shhhh Shhhh Like coaxing a child, Sayaro lifted his face in distress, stroked his cheeks, and rubbed his Adam's apple with his joints, and the rough and thin calluses caused bursts of itching in his heart.

"Answer me, don't try to run away."

Unlike the cold and sharp when he was awake, and the young man looked up at him in his sleep with tears in his eyes, their lips were so close that he could kiss him as soon as he lowered his head, and only a little closer, a little closer broke his vows, his promises, his guilt. Sayaro suddenly felt that he was cruel, he had always been accustomed to controlling him, holding him in the palm of his hand, but he could not allow him to cross even a single step of distance.

The one who avoided, the one who feared, the one who closed his heart, was never Helo.

Dreams seemed to be able to abandon common sense, but also gave birth to a bubble-like false courage, Helo boldly hooked the man's tall and slender neck, kissed him unexpectedly, and rubbed the tip of his tongue against each other's lips. The umbrella swayed from the top of his head and landed on the ground, splashing a crystal splash, and his consciousness turned into a hand that could support the ground, and Sayaro heard his own voice hoarse due to depression: "You are really ...... I'm driving my brother crazy. Do you know that my brother would like to... Stain yours. ”

I had never heard Sayaro speak in such a revealing tone, and Helor was so weak that he was numb all the way from his neck bone to his spine, and he couldn't utter a full syllable, just a short "ah".

The sound ran through every wisp of Sayara's consciousness like electricity, distorting the entire magnetic field.

"You want to kiss your brother, don't you? Brother teaches you...... Good no good? ”

Like a poisonous snake that has been aroused to attack, he wrapped his arms around the fingers of the young man in the dream, and ravaged the two thin lips into a red and even swollen, as if he had given a doting deep kiss in place of himself, but it was far from satisfying. A cloud like a red tide suddenly surged up from the roots of the young man's snow-white ears, his cold face revealed the unique innocence of the virgin, he restrained the older he became more and more difficult to suppress the impulse, like a game on a cliff, the tighter the reins, the more irritable the horse in his heart became.

Unlike the usual touch, two fingers drove straight into his mouth, chasing the tip of his tongue, as if it was not a finger but something else. Helo closed his eyes in shame at the strange association, his lips that couldn't close let out a messy wheezing breath, and his face was covered by sweaty silver-white hair, and there was a kind of dying beauty.

"Are you afraid of such a brother? I warned you a long time ago that my brother is not as good as you think. ”

The sharp sense of guilt and the pleasure of violating the other party are in his heart, and Sayero is distressed and pityful, but he can't stop it like an addiction. Six years of dark dormancy had suppressed his thoughts to the point of nearing madness, and his indestructible reason had become like a wreck.

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"To... What to do? ”

"Don't be afraid... Brother just wants to see you..."

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Then he really cried, like a child who was found by the other party when he first experienced such a thing, biting his lips with shame, the corners of his eyes were as bright as clouds, his eyelashes were wet, and tears flowed down his cheeks, like a ravaging male prostitute, and like a holy martyr.

"What the hell are you... What the hell do you think of me, brother? ”

In an instant, the guilt swelled to the extreme, and then there was a crazy lust. The magnetic field exploded, and the dream woven by Sayaro disappeared in the blink of an eye.

The darkness that had reached his marrow** seemed to be waking up again, and with another terrifying force, it was restless.

Sensing this, he struggled to reclaim his mental power and condensed it into the medical chamber, causing it to form a pressure that would be large enough to cause a small explosion.

Seconds later, a loud bang was heard in the quiet medical area. Then there was a crackling sound of glass. The blinding light of the fire burst into the darkness, immediately triggering an automatic fire extinguishing device inside the hull, and a layer of snow-like fire extinguishing agent instantly enveloped the entire cabin.

The surrounding temperature dropped dramatically, reaching freezing point in no time.

As Sayaro had expected, the cold caused his body to burn to cool down immediately, restoring the calm of his sleep.

But he knew it was only temporary.