When I arrived at the door of the nine-story tower, it was still a familiar feeling, a familiar taste, and the old lama inside must have lit the firewood and boiled the water in the iron kettle. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

With a creak, I gently pushed the door open, and a cold snap poured the three of us in from outside the door, and in the depths of the hall on the first floor, the old lama was sitting in front of the couch, looking at me with a side smile.

"You're finally here." The old lama's voice was small. But it spread throughout the entire nine-story tower, and I was shocked, I didn't know what level the old lama had cultivated, he gave me a sense of God.

I smiled and nodded, turned around and closed the door, and was about to go forward when the old lama said, "Don't move yet, the two of them can come first." ”

Although Su Zhen and the ghost monkey were puzzled, they still obediently walked to the opposite side of the old lama, sat down, and the old lama poured tea for them and chatted briefly.

Don't look at the ghost monkey usually jumping up and down, but when it comes to the old lama, it is almost like a grandson, not to mention how well-behaved, the man sits on the couch like a monkey, motionless, the old lama pours tea, it quickly takes it obediently, as if the old lama has an invisible majesty, so that anyone respects him.

"Abu, what have you been through since the day you left here?" The old lama poured a cup of hot tea and suddenly turned his head to me and asked me.

I was standing at the door, the crack of the door may not be closed tightly, or it may not be closed tightly at all, I was already a little cold shivering, and the old lama asked this, which made me directly ask in the same place.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally said, "I've been through too much, too much." ”

The old lama smiled slightly, picked up the prayer wheel, and said to me as he turned, "Then you can tell me about it." ”

No way?

Just let me stand at the gate and tell him all about it? I scratched my head and said, "There are so many stories that I don't know where to start." ”

The old lama remained silent, still holding the prayer wheel, closed his eyes and began to chant the scriptures, as if waiting for me to speak.

But I really don't know where to start, I just want to find the ancestor, look around, I don't see any trace of the ancestor, but it's not good to ignore the old lama and go straight upstairs, I respect him very much.

Immediately he stood straight and said, "I haven't experienced anything." ”

Su Zhen and the ghost monkey were stunned, and both of them looked at me stupidly. The old lama's prayer wheel stopped at the sound, but his eyes did not immediately break open, and after a long time, he looked sideways at me, let out a long breath, and said, "I am not mistaken. ”

"Come here." The old lama waved me and asked me to walk towards him, and when we reached the old lama's side, we sat cross-legged, the wrinkles on his face deepened, his smile became kinder, and after handing me a bowl of tea, he said, "Do you know what the ultimate thinking of the Celestial Diagram is?" ”

I shook my head, I really don't know this, I can't understand the Tianyan diagram at all, to say that it's a martial arts cheat. That's, and to me it's a constellation.

The old lama glanced at the small window, his vision was like two golden rays, from the small window straight out of the Tianshan Mountain, after a while, he said softly: "Dayan days, in fact, the ups and downs of eternity, dust, a moment to calm down, and then flying." No matter how calm it is, it seems to have gone through thousands of years, but in fact it is empty, and this is true of people, so are the stars, and even more so are the days. Everything in the world will eventually return to dust, and all your experiences are nothing more than a dream of prosperity. ”

This truth is a bit profound, I don't understand it for a while, but if you think about it carefully, it may be similar to the allusion of Zhuang Zhou's dream of butterflies, is it Zhuang Zhou's dream that he became a butterfly? Or is it a butterfly dreaming that she has become Zhuang Zhou?

It's like we live in a modern city, we dream at night, maybe we dream that we are driving a luxury car, we dream that we live in a villa, and we dream that we have a group of wives and concubines.

So are we real? Or is it someone else's dream? It is possible that we are all fake, the whole world is fake, the whole world is just a dream, a dream of one person, when this person wakes up, the world is gone, the world is gone.

In Hindu mythology, there is a Brahma person, and Brahma has been immersed in sleep, and this world is woven by Brahma in his dreams. When he wakes up one day, the world will disappear, and when he falls back asleep and reweaves a new world, animals, people, and plants will appear again.

But this principle aside, the old lama asked me these words, what did he mean by saying these words to me? What did he want me to understand?

I didn't say a word, and after immersing myself for a long time, the old lama said, "Immortality and immortality are a kind of loneliness, and I have saved my friends and harmed my friends." ”

With these words, I heard the sadness of the old lama. But I still didn't speak.

After a long time, the old lama said, "I wanted to be detached from the world, to stay away from any strife, just to seek the holy place in my heart. It's a pity that I also let myself fall into the land of immortality forever, and I hope that in everything I see with my naked eyes, it will always be this pure land. ”

Why did the old lama live in seclusion in the mountains? Perhaps when he was young, he had seen a lot of corrupt social realities, and he couldn't stand why this society was the way it was. He couldn't fit into this society, but he couldn't change this society on his own, so he chose to live in seclusion in the Tianshan Mountains.

He was a master, a master who could not be understood by the whole world.

"I wanted to give you the Celestial Diagram, but I don't want you to fall into the painful realm of immortality, Abu. What do you think? "When the old lama said this, I probably understood what he meant.

So that's the case, the old lama first asked me what I had experienced during this time, and asked me to tell me all these things one by one, but I thought about it. That's a lot of things, how can I say it? Which one to talk about first? It's all a difficult thing to do.

But when I began to recall these things in my brain, I suddenly realized that none of these things seemed to be a matter now, because they were all in the past, and there was no need to mention the past anymore.

This is like the state of life, some people nag for ten days and half a month in order to buy a piece of clothing for themselves, and some people don't feel distressed when they lose a sum of money, why?

Because not everyone in this world has ghost eyes, not everyone can reverse time and space, the past. After all, it's in the past, so don't be sad anymore, no matter how unforgettable, look forward.

And while looking forward, as time goes by, everything you have experienced will slowly become the past again, so people are generally busy dying in this life.

But, personally, I feel that there are many meaningful things to do before I die. Or else? Wouldn't it be a vain death, spending a lifetime in a mess, not to mention whether it is meaningful, at least not at all.

Listening to the old lama's meaning, he may want to let the Tianyan diagram pass on to me. But he himself realized the supreme truth, he feared eternal life, and he wanted to close his eyes and die peacefully one day.

I really can't comprehend how high this realm is, because from ancient times to the present, first say that Qin Shi Huang, the first emperor of the ages, exhausted the power of the whole country to create an elixir and find immortals, just to seek the art of immortality and make the country eternal.

More on that later. The emperors of all dynasties also dreamed of alchemy and eternal glory and wealth, but in the end, isn't it still Nanke's dream?

But even so, almost everyone from ancient times to the present has dreamed of immortality, which is an indescribable pleasure, a good thing that can be squandered at will.

But the old lama doesn't like immortality, he doesn't want immortality, he wants to try the most ordinary birth, old age, sickness and death in the world, but in order to save the ancestor, he delved into the Tianyan diagram, and now he is beyond the world, has reached the realm of immortality, but he can't be happy.

What kind of realm does a person who is not cynical want to die?

I had no expression on my face, but I was shocked inside.

Finally, the old lama asked me: "I don't want to harm you, but I respect you, because everyone can't force their own thinking into others, if you want to learn the Heavenly Diagram, I will naturally teach you, but I just hope that when you live too long and are tired of everything in this world, don't hate me." ”

I hurriedly shook my head and said, "I don't hate you at all, I shouldn't hate you, and I can't hate you, but I definitely can't learn Tianyantu, I'm too stupid." ”

The old lama suddenly shook his head mysteriously, smiled, and said, "Have you ever seen such a picture? ”