52. Chapter 52
It's not that he didn't think about it at all, he made a fuss all night, it turned out that he was just saying such a sentence.
He was going to chase her away, and he told her that she would never have to look back.
But this shouldn't be his will at all, there must be a demon when things go wrong. She groaned for a moment and asked bluntly, "Did you meet someone, did Yang Ke look for you?" ”
He said no, shaking his head lightly, "That person has to find me?" I remember you saying that he shouldn't be in Kyori right now. ”
Shen Huan stared at him, and didn't find a flaw in his expression for a while, "Then why do you want me to leave?" said that they would leave together, but at the last moment, they suddenly changed their hexagrams? ”
"If it's not suitable, it should be taken away in time. When we come to this day, we should also realize that we are not people on the same path. It's been reluctant for so long, but it's just the result of a compromise. This kind of compromise may be effective for three years and five years, but after a long time, it is inevitable to look at each other and resent. ”
He chuckled and shook his head, "That's not worth it." Now that you know the result, you shouldn't force it. So let's fulfill each other and take a step back. I'll let you go, and you can also let me go and give me a peaceful life, okay? ”
She laughed angrily, "Isn't it a peaceful life that we expected? ”
"Can you stand it?" He smiled sarcastically, "Not all of them admit it, the mind of revenge has never been broken." I don't want to be scared, I don't want to live with you in Tibet, and I don't want to be a Jiangyang thief with you. You have your opinions, and I have what I want to keep. Even if I am not satisfied with this court, I don't feel that killing people at will is doing the right thing for heaven. ”
"Ridiculous!" She couldn't help but scold, "Why do you want to defend the wicked when you know it's not good?" Sitting back and watching the wicked do evil is tantamount to aiding and abetting abuse. ”
He laughed and raised his eyebrows to look at her, "If it weren't for the death of your father and the defeat of your family, you wouldn't be able to enjoy the brocade clothes and food with peace of mind, and sit back and watch the collapse of the dynasty with peace of mind." What does all this have to do with you? Don't talk about how generous it is! There is such a thing as a thief, I don't believe it, and countering violence with violence is also evil in the final analysis. ”
Gu Cheng had never said these words in front of her before, and whenever she talked about her wanting revenge, most of the time she was stating and he was listening. She didn't know that the thoughts in his heart were so different from hers.
But he was still unwilling, and he grabbed a glimmer of hope and chased after him, "You promised me before, you can even go to the rebels with me, even if you go to the court to invade, isn't it okay?" You promised that you will accompany me wherever I go, and now I just want to find a place with you that no one knows and live quietly......"
He actually laughed out loud and looked at her with some pity, "So, if you say a man's words, just listen to them." I didn't sue you just now, even me, don't listen to any man's promise. ”
She listened to it word by word, but she still panicked in the end. The smile on Gu Cheng's face was easy and playful, and it broke down the idea and defense line in her heart little by little. If he was telling the truth, if he was really cheating on her......
"You're lying," she said, and at this point, she could only feign a sense of confidence, "you must have something unspeakable, or a concern for me." You name it, and let's figure it out together. ”
His face was very impatient, "I'm just surnamed Gu, I told you a long time ago, I don't live up to my name, where do I have so many unnecessary concerns?" I only care about whether my own life is comfortable or not. ”
How can a person's temperament suddenly change drastically? Shen Huan refused to believe it, calmed down, gritted his teeth and asked, "Then you are just now, why did you do that to me?" If you are not reluctant, you can't let go, you don't have me in your heart, you don't have to be like that...... It's like there's no tomorrow. ”
Lingering to the death! These four words were like flying sharp blades, which cut his heart inch by inch in an instant, and the blood flowed like a river. But the smile in the corner of his eyes became more and more contemptuous, "Isn't there no tomorrow?" I'm going to let you go. The moonlight is like a promise, and there is warm nephrite next to him, how can people not be excited? I'm a man, and you're ......
Squinting his eyes and thinking for a moment, the corners of his lips finally raised, and he said, "Willing to throw a hug to me......"
He stared at her, seeing her pupils black as ink and hard as jade from anger. Seeing her snatch the wine glass on the case, she threw it at herself without thinking about it.
The warm liquid with a cold breath spilled on his face, dripping down his cheeks, dripping down his neck and the placket of his clothes.
He guessed it, he saw it, and her reaction was not unexpected. But he didn't want to avoid it, and he was indignant at her slap. He didn't even bother to take the sweat towel, wiped it casually, and thought gloomily in the middle of his head, this is what he deserves, but he should thank her for not slashing it with a palm.
After Shen Huan finished venting, he calmed down instead, thinking about the loophole in his words, "Are you so sure that I will let you go?" Don't be afraid of my coercion, or simply, kill you! You know I have the ability and the guts. ”
He didn't care, "Will it?" There's no point in coercing me to go with you, and we can't become dependents in the end. You're a smart person, there's no point in doing such a stupid thing. ”
After a pause, his smile became more flirtatious, "As for killing me, you probably can't bear it." At most, it's just a drink on me, and I'm your benefactor. If you boast that you have clear grievances, then you can't harm me, don't you think that's the truth? ”
The viciousness of the honest man became more and more unbearable, and she looked at him coldly, "I underestimated you, but my mind is quite thorough." But what else can you do while staying in Kyori? Your reputation has been ruined by me, and there is no place for you in your career......"
"You can't say that." He interrupted her with a smile, "I'm the nephew of Tobe Shirou, and our family is somewhat famous in Beijing. As long as I'm willing to put in some hard work, I can still find a promising errand sooner or later. Men, after all, it is most important to be famous in the world. ”
"Make a name for yourself?" She scoffed, "In this troubled world? The Great Wei Dynasty may collapse one day, are you willing to work hard for such a court? ”
He smiled disapprehantly, "Say that you are young and ignorant, the dynasty has changed, and the successor is the minister and the emperor." No matter who does it, there must be no shortage of officials to govern it. I am my own ruler, and nothing else has anything to do with me. I'm so good at protecting myself, you don't have to this idea. ”
This face is almost shameless, why didn't you notice it earlier? Shaking her head and sneering, her eyes were like electricity, "So what's next?" Is it that the previous marriage contract has also been fulfilled, so that you can earn a good reputation. That delicate girl Fang must have been reassured by you recently, and she has to live or die again. It's just that Lang's heart is repeated, I am not worth it for her, and I still don't know anything about myself when I fall into the trap. ”
He didn't respond, and his heart sank. That's what she thinks of herself, and it seems that all her efforts tonight have not been in vain. He should feel relieved, he was only one step away from his goal. Then there is no need to feel sorry for yourself, and there is no need to repeat this topic.
But she didn't think so, and asked directly, "Are you going to marry Fang Qiaozhen?" ”
No, he replied in his heart, but he changed his mouth to a teasing attitude, "Of course, her family background is innocent, and her brothers are also in a good time to prosper. Being close to her, I don't suffer, no matter how you look at it, it's better than dying with a person with a ruined family. ”
He knew the weight of the words, and guessed that she would probably actually slap himself in the face. Unexpectedly, her face was calm, she just looked at him with a smile, her eyes were cold, as if she was looking at a hopeless person.
He exhaled secretly and was about to look away, but she suddenly jumped up, extremely fast. He didn't have time to retreat, and she grabbed him by the neckline, and there was already a sharp pain in his neck.
It was she who bit down deeply, fiercely at the fragile skin.
Blood flowed down his neck, and she didn't have time to pay attention to it, and she didn't bother to let go. He was held back by the pain of the tearing, gritting his teeth, but he couldn't and couldn't bear to make any attack on her. One hand subconsciously grasped the edge of a few cases, and the joints of the bones were blue and white.
The pain in his heart made him tremble involuntarily, and finally the pain was unbearable, so he stopped with a trembling voice, "Shen Huan, you...... Stop it. ”
She relieved her mouth in time, calmly stepped back, the corners of her mouth still covered with blood, and sat back beside him with a smile.
"Does it hurt?" She asked with a weight.
He reached out to cover the wound, blood spilling from between his fingers and a wet patch on his neck. She hated herself so much, she wanted to eat flesh and drink blood. He knew that in this life, she would probably never forgive herself again.
Thinking about it like this, you can feel that your heart is like a knife, and the wound that was bitten by her doesn't hurt much.
So he made a look of displeasure, "It's okay, you've had enough madness?" ”
"I'm leaving a mark for you, go back to the wedding night, don't forget to explain it to Miss Fang. Even if you don't mention it, she'll ask. Do you know that a woman's bite marks can't be removed for a lifetime. ”
She smiled skillfully, looked at him and frowned, and smiled more and more proudly, "It's like a brand, I branded it." Although you are not me, we will not be involved in the future. But I've liked you for a while, so I'll just think of it as a gift from me. ”
Like it for a while...... The blood gradually clotted and became cold. When the night wind blew, the shivers on his body rose one by one. He no longer has anything to do with her, in this life and this life, their fate finally came to an abrupt end in a bloodstain.
Then there is no need to dwell on it, he stood up expressionlessly and looked at the flower hall, "You are ruthless, I can't be unrighteous." If you go on the road alone, I will prepare the money for you, and you will remember to pack it tomorrow morning. The carriage and horses are waiting at the door at two o'clock, I told him to send you to Baoding Mansion, no matter how far he will go, the rest of the way you want to rut. ”
After taking two steps, he paused, "The road is not smooth, you should be more careful alone." ”
Try to walk as steadily as possible and walk lightly he tried his best to restrain his steps and suddenly heard her clear and bright voice gu cheng .
This time, he is really called by his first name and surname, and he is so unfamiliar. He didn't turn around, he stood still.
"Is everything you say lying to me?"
How to respond, he didn't know. If she denies it, what kind of trick will she set on herself? But he is sad enough, and he thinks that she is too, just leave a little room and make a thought for himself in the future.
"No, there are so many things that have been said, and there are always a few words that are sincere."
"Well, if I come back here many years from now, will you be willing to come with me?"
He was glad that he didn't turn around, his back to her, and he could let his vision gradually be obscured by the mist, and the light and shadow in front of him swayed and blurred.
Holding his breath to stabilize his voice, he replied as indifferently as possible, "What happened at that time, I'll talk about it at that time." ”
With a steady step, he moved his gaze out of her place little by little. Then, the whole person completely moved out of her world.