Chapter 90

For many years to come, Runrun will recall that in that quiet early spring night, in the darkness when he couldn't see his fingers, the young prince's sentence 'I feel ashamed'.

However, at that time, Runrun, after hearing the prince's words, fell into an indescribable tension and shock. She was stunned for a moment, confirming that she was not hallucinating, and then laughed: "My cousin and cousin are joking with me, right?" ”

The prince said: "Do you think I look like I'm joking now?" Do you think that I searched all the eight nunnery outside the city and came here in the middle of the night just to joke with you? ”

"I ......," Runrun was speechless, but he didn't know what to say.

The two sat in silence for a moment, relatively silent.

"Alright, it's late at night, you rest early. There have been many events in the past few days, and I will come to see you in a few days. Eventually, the prince spoke, with a bit of loneliness in his tone.

Although the words that Fang Cai blurted out were his affection, it was also with a little desire to be reciprocated. But in the end, Runrun didn't say a word.

The prince got up to take his leave, and soon went back again in the night.

After he left, Runrun tossed and turned.

Why did the prince suddenly tell her this? Why did he fall in love with her?

She is not outstanding in anything, and she is not particularly good-looking, and there are more good-looking noblewomen in the capital than her. The identity is not particularly noble, although her father has been like a fish in water in the court in the past two years, and the saint is long, but in the end he is only a scribe, and the family background is not deep.

No matter how she thought about it, she never thought that a person as high as the prince would have feelings for her.

This night, Runrun naturally didn't fall asleep much, and when he woke up the next day, his eyes were even more thick.

Hui Xue was startled when she saw her face in the morning, and asked worriedly.

Runrun only said that he was suffering from nightmares at night, so he didn't sleep well.

Forsythia blamed himself and said: "It's all because the slave told you about the girl of the Shen family before, you must have been frightened, so you had a nightmare." ”

Runrun didn't explain, so he could only silently apologize in his heart for letting Forsythia carry the black pot.

After using the morning food, Hui Xue originally let her rest in the room, but Runrun insisted on going to Jingmiao's place.

She was distraught, and only begged to chant the Buddha to return her purity.

At Mrs. Jingmiao's place, Runrun looked at the Buddhist scriptures as usual, listening to the sound of Mrs. Jingmiao's slow chanting, and the sound of wooden fish beating slowly, her heart slowly calmed down.

But Mrs. Jing Miao was very keen, put down the wooden fish hammer, and beckoned her to her, "What is there to worry about today?" ”

In front of her, Runrun didn't want to hide it. She folded her hands, sat on the futon, and sincerely asked Mrs. Jingmiao: "Mrs. Shi, there is one thing I don't understand, and I ask Mrs. Shi to solve my doubts." ”

Master Jing Miao smiled compassionately, "You say it. ”

Runrun said: "There is something that everyone can't ask for, and it suddenly came into my hands, but I was really scared, and I felt that I didn't deserve it no matter what." Is it my sin that I am not guilty, but I am guilty? ”

Master Jing Miao smiled again when she heard this, "Everything in the world has a fate, and if it is given to you, it is what you deserve." And the so-called compatibility or unworthiness in your mouth is just the standard for the cultivation of worldly vision. This is not sin, this is your fate. ”

"But......" Runrun hesitated.

"In that case, I'm going to ask you a question as well. Do you have a heart for such a thing? Master Jing Miao's tone was soft.

Runrun bowed his head and was silent.

Indeed, she never thought about how she felt about the crown prince.

When she was a child, she didn't understand the supreme meaning of the identity of 'prince'. only treats him as Ruyi's cousin, a brother next door.

This cousin will smile very gently at her, will take her to eat good food, and will stand up when someone is bullying her. Many times she was in an embarrassment, and he was the one who rescued her from the mud. She even felt that this cousin was omnipotent, the most powerful and reliable person in the world.

Later, when she grew up, she also understood things. understood the difference between the identities of the two, and began to subconsciously keep a distance from him.

But she knew in her heart that her admiration for this cousin had never changed.

But she really didn't think that one day she would stand side by side with him.

She couldn't answer Mrs. Jingmiao's question, because even she couldn't understand whether she had a heart or not.

This morning, Runrun was thinking about this problem.

Mrs. Jing Miao didn't continue to ask, but left time and space for her to think about it herself.

This thought is many days.

Hui Xue and Forsythia saw that she had something on her mind, so they inquired a few times.

Runrun didn't confide in them.

Although they were worried and wanted to free her, they couldn't do anything about it.

In private, Forsythia asked Hui Xue, "Is it that we have been here for too long, and the girl wants to go home, so she is depressed?" ”

Hui Xue thought for a while and said, "I think the girl seems to have something on her mind, and after the night when she never slept well, it was a little unusual. ”

Among the several maids, Hui Xue has always been the backbone, and Forsythia naturally thinks that what she said is more reliable, "But the girl is different, let's say it, and we can't do anything." It's just that looking at the girl's uneasy appearance of sleeping and eating, it's really worrying. In just a few days, watching people have lost a lot, it is strange and distressing. ”

Hui Xue said: "The girl doesn't say it to us, but there is always a time when she wants to say it." Otherwise, when you go down the mountain, find a way to send a message to the county lord of Ruyi, the two of them have always been close, so they are naturally more talkative than us. ”

Forsythia asked strangely: "Didn't the county lord of Ruyi send someone to communicate with the girl?" If you put the letter outside the window, why do you have to ask me to ask someone to do it? ”

Hui Xue said again: "The girl is not stupid, let's carry the letter under her nose, isn't that clear so that she knows?" We are slaves and maids, and some things can be shared for the master in private, and put them on the surface, that is, the more than the other! ”

Forsythia shut up and did as Hui Xue said.

However, the location of Yueban'an is remote, and it is on the mountain, and the only person who can go down the mountain is the little nun who is responsible for purchasing. Although Forsythia was friendly with her, she was not at ease to entrust her with such a thing. Their girls are now on the cusp of public opinion, and their whereabouts must be kept secret.

Forsythia is not a person in the nunnery, and can come and go freely. But Runrun brought her and Hui Xue out in total, and it was naturally suspicious if she didn't see anyone for a while.

Forsythia thought about it again and again, and finally chose a morning with good weather and accompanied the little nun who was in charge of shopping down the mountain.

Runrun didn't see forsythia after getting up, and asked.

Hui Xue only said: "Forsythia has a broken temperament, saying that it is really suffocating in the nunnery these days." I got up early this morning, accompanied the little master who went down the mountain to buy, and asked me to give her a leave of absence, so that the girl should not be angry with her. ”

Runrun thought about it, forsythia is indeed a personality that can't sit still. Let her follow her to stay in such a place of pure cultivation for so many days, it is indeed wronged. And the two grew up together, Forsythia sometimes does have some lack of rules, which is like something she will do, so she didn't think much about it.

On the other side of Forsythia, she followed the little nun down the mountain, and then said that she was going into the city to buy some things, and the two agreed to return to the nunnery together, and then parted ways.

After Forsythia entered Beijing, he first rested in the teahouse and spent two large sums of money to buy a bowl of tea.

The teahouse in the morning is the lively time, and the crowd is full of people, three or five people are sitting together, and they are talking about the rise.

Forsythia drank tea while listening to the men.

As expected, sure enough, those people were talking with great interest about the 'affair' of the current prince. Her girl is also talking about the scope.

But those people are unrestrained, and the words they say are really annoying. said that her girl was rescued by the prince because she fell into the water, and she was afraid that it would be difficult to marry from now on, and the palace did not say that she would be given a name because of this matter, so the prince and the prince were angry and sent their girl to the nunnery to leave home.

It's a good thing to say, if it weren't for Forsythia who clearly knew the inside story, I really had to believe it.

She listened angrily, threw down the tea money and went to the Chengguo Mansion.

Runrun prefers to take Hui Xue and Linglong with her on occasions, but in private, it is Forsythia who follows her the longest. So the porter of the Chengguo Mansion also knew her, and when he saw her, he hurriedly stepped forward: "What kind of wind blew the forsythia girl here?" What happened to you personally? ”

Forsythia was not polite to him, for fear that someone with a heart would see him coming to the Chengguo Mansion, so he hurriedly followed the concierge into the mansion first, "It's my girl's business, Ruyi County Lord is in the mansion now?" ”

The porter said: "It's really unfortunate, our county lord followed his wife into the palace early this morning, and I don't know when I will come back yet." Why don't you go in and rest and wait? ”

Forsythia shook her head. She didn't have time to wait, she had been walking for a long time from Yuebanan to Beijing, and if she delayed any longer, she would miss the time to go back. So he said to the porter: "Please send a message to the county lord, so that she can come and see our girl if she is free." ”

The porter responded, and Forsythia stuffed him with a purse filled with silver bills, and then hurried out of the city.

Although Forsythia felt that her feet were not slow, she still missed the appointment with the little nun, who glared at her for half an hour.

The rules of the moon and a half nunnery are strict, and if you go back late, you will naturally be punished.

The little nun was also afraid that Forsythia was not familiar with the mountain road and could not find a way back, so she waited for her to go back together.

Forsythia couldn't help it, apologized again and again, and wanted to make up for it with some money.

But the other party refused to accept it, and only said that it was okay.

It wasn't until just before lunch that Forsythia returned to Runrun.