34.Chapter 34: The Problem of Trust
"Mr. Chi, after I talk to Brother Shi later, let's have a good talk, okay?" Shao Qian made up his mind that he had gained the trust from Chi Feng, but he couldn't fully trust him, which was a bit unfair to both of them, so he needed to make a decision today.
Chi Feng glanced at him, although the two had not been together for a long time, he still saw what he wanted to say from Shao Qian's eyes, and couldn't help frowning, if he could, he would rather choose to refuse.
Xu Qing stood aside, feeling that the originally pleasant atmosphere suddenly became cold and silent, and couldn't help but look at the two of them, what was it that was willing to make the atmosphere between the two suddenly change like this.
Before Xu Qing could come up with a reason, the sound of the elevator opening sounded, and Shi Ning walked out of the elevator quickly with Wen JiΓ n in his hand.
At the same time, Chi Feng received a phone call.
"It's me, what's wrong with him?" He answered the phone and walked to the other side, "You warned him that it was his choice to make such a scandal, and the company would not do anything for him." β
"When he climbed up to Mr. Guo, someone had already warned him, and now either he took the initiative to come forward to clarify the relationship with Mr. Guo, and the company will contact reporters and arrange a press conference, or he will leave Chi's International."
"He's useless, he needs to know that."
Just broke through the first layer of Qi training, Shao Qian could clearly hear what Chi Feng said when he was talking to the person on the other side of the phone, and couldn't help blinking, is this considered an invasion**?
"Shao Qian, you should know about Lin Chen, no matter what personal grudge you have with Lin Chen now, no matter how the reporter asks, you can't answer positively, do you know?" Shi Ning deliberately admonished.
He had always known what happened to Lin Chen, and he knew that this kind of thing could not be hidden all the time, but he didn't expect this matter to break out so quickly, and the reporter had already found him.
As Lin Chen's former agent and Shao Qian's current agent, his deposit is obviously also a focus of reporters' attacks.
"I know," Shao Qian came back to his senses and his eyes fell on Shi Ning, "This matter has nothing to do with us in the final analysis, but Brother Shi, you must pay attention to it, Lin Chen was still brought by you when he was caught by the unspoken rules, and if the reporter picked up this point, he might stab you." β
As soon as Shao Qian said this, Shi Ning also frowned: "I've received a lot of calls, forget it, don't mention him," he shook the information in his hand, "These are the scripts that I just got in my hands, I have already picked them once before, and you can take a look at the rest to see if there is anything you like." β
"Okay." Shao Qian took the information from Shi Ning's hand, "I'll take a good look, Brother Shi, you go and get busy first." β
Shi Ning didn't say much, feeling the mobile phone in his pocket vibrate again and again, his mood gradually fell, and indeed he was busy today: "Then I won't say more, you read the script first, and then look for me after reading it." β
"Well," Shao Qian nodded, and then turned to Xu Qing, "Brother Xu, you and Brother Shi go down first, I still have some business." β
"Okay, call me when it's time to leave, and I'll pick you up." Xu Qing nodded quickly, he had been in this circle for a long time, even if he was stupid, he understood that there were some things that he should not ask, from just now, he had already sensed the strange atmosphere between Shao Qian and Chi Feng, and he would not stay at this time.
After the two left, Shao Qian turned his head and looked at the place where Chi Feng was before.
Chi Feng was still standing not far away, the early winter sun shone on him, as if a circle of light shrouded him, but Shao Qian still saw the expression on Chi Feng's face clearly, affectionate and serious, knowing that the two might not have a future, but his heartbeat still fluctuated because of this.
"Chi Feng," Shao Qian said seriously, looking at him directly, "Let's talk, talk about our previous relationship." β
Before starting to cultivate the truth, Shao Qian didn't think about this problem, he thought that although he liked Chi Feng's Cheng dΓΉ was completely inferior to the other party's feelings for him, Chi Feng was the first person who made him feel comfortable, and he wanted to try.
But Shao Qian began to cultivate the truth, if he still can't trust Chi Feng, the gap between the two will get bigger and bigger, he doesn't want his partner to be too far behind him, and not being able to trust Chi Feng has become the biggest problem.
If Shao Qian was asked to choose the person he trusted in the world, it would be Chi Feng, but he still didn't dare to tell Chi Feng about the existence of the plane trading system, not because he didn't trust, but he didn't want to use human nature as a bet on the relationship between the two.
Chi Feng slowly approached, until he stood in front of Shao Qian, the person he liked was close at hand, but the gap between the two was getting bigger and bigger, and this cognition reminded Chi Feng of the relationship between him and his parents.
is obviously the closest person, obviously the person who should trust each other the most, but because of "selfishness", they hide everything from him and don't let him know anything.
It is undeniable that those two people are not hidden materially and emotionally, and Chi Feng knows that his parents also love him, but when the closest people hide something in their hearts, it is easy to be detected.
Chi Feng lowered his head and happened to meet Shao Qian's eyes, he could feel Shao Qian's feelings for him, but there was still a huge gap between them.
"Did I tell you about my family?"
Shao Qian's eyes widened suddenly, he didn't expect that Chi Feng's first sentence when the two looked at each other turned out to be this.
Seeing Shao Qian's suddenly widened eyes and slightly open mouth, Chi Feng couldn't help but feel restless in his heart, and had an urge to kiss him, but he still suppressed the urge in his heart, raised his hand to take Shao Qian's hand, pulled him to sit on the chair, and pulled a chair with the other hand to sit opposite.
The distance between the two is extremely close, so close that it seems that they can detect each other's thoughts at the first time.
Shao Qian struggled a little, the experience of growing up in an orphanage had made him accustomed to not trusting anyone, he rarely got along with people in close proximity, even in the eyes of many people his friend Lin Chen, he also retained great vigilance.
And now, the distance between him and Chi Feng gives him an illusion, as if his every move can be seen through.
"Listen to me, okay?" Chi Feng said in a low voice.
"Hmm." Shao Qian lowered his head and tried not to look at Chi Feng's eyes.
Chi Feng took Shao Qian's hand and began to narrate his family.
"My family is a very happy family in the eyes of outsiders, my father, that is, the founder of Chi's International, his ability is very strong, in just a dozen years to create a business, that is, Chi's International, including this building, was also bought a long time ago, my mother is a typical housewife, what she loves most is to watch TV series, and then she goes shopping with others and buys things."
"In the year I graduated, my dad handed over the company to me, in the name of exercising my ability, so I became the de facto head of Chi's International very early, in the eyes of outsiders, our family is a very happy family, my parents spoil me very much, whether it is material or life will be according to my ideas, my mother is different from many people, from a very young age will be broken thoughts, thinking that I must be wrong, but she has always been very good to me, those words are just talking."
"I can confirm that I am my parents' biological child, because I am the only child, and they gave me everything, when I was young, I also thought that a family should be like that, but I don't know when it started, I felt that they didn't trust me as much as I thought."
"When I was younger, I lived in a boarding school and rarely went home, and when I graduated, my parents would travel every year, ranging from three to six months, and I never asked them what they were going out for."
When Chi Feng said this, Shao Qian looked at him suddenly, even if the family was rich, it was impossible for him to spend so much time traveling outside every year, and judging from Chi Feng's account, it seemed that his parents had never considered him when they went out to travel.
Chi Feng noticed Shao Qian's gaze, but did not respond, and continued: "When I was a child, there were a few years when they would only come back during the Chinese New Year, and at the beginning, I would ask them what they were going out for, but then gradually, I stopped asking. β
"My parents have a good relationship, and they stick together whenever they have time."
"When I grew up, I didn't care about what they thought, after all, apart from the estrangement I felt, they have always been very good to me, but at that time I made up my mind, if I meet someone I love, I must give all my trust, I hope my lover can feel my trust all the time, I hope he will not be sad because he is not trusted."
As he spoke, Chi Feng's gaze fell on Shao Qian: "I am 28 years old this year, and I have never met someone who makes my heart flutter before I meet you, and I thought that I would never meet someone who made my heart move in my life, but when I saw you in the hospital, no, maybe earlier, I already had you in my heart, but I didn't even notice the feelings I had." β
Earlier? Shao Qian looked at Chi Feng with his eyebrows, he knew Chi Feng, he wouldn't say such specious things lightly, but if he was sure of something, was it the same thing?
Chi Feng clenched Shao Qian's hand: "I won't ask you, I won't ask you anything, but I hope you don't deny our relationship so quickly." β
Shao Qian was silent for a moment, and then suddenly spoke: "Maybe I will never trust you, just like your parents, always make you feel that there is a layer of estrangement between you and them, is this okay?" β
Chi Feng's narration made Shao Qian completely understand why Chi Feng's trust in him was so high, and it was precisely because he had experienced a situation of not being trusted, so he would give all his trust as soon as he met the person he liked, which was his promise to his lover.
Hearing Shao Qian's inquiry, Chi Feng was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Shao Qian seriously: "It is undeniable that I hope to get all your trust, but if you can't give me trust, I will admit it, who made me fall in love with you." As he spoke, he chuckled lightly and raised his hand to caress Shao Qian's cheek.
Feeling the heat on his cheeks, Shao Qian was stunned, and his heart was beating far more frequently than before.
As an actor, he has heard a lot of touching love words, but there has never been such a heartwarming time as now, maybe it's not that the love words are not moving enough, but the person who spoke was not the right one.
Shao Qian clutched his chest, where his heart was beating violently.
"I ...... Go back and think about it. β
"Okay." Chi Feng chuckled, leaned over and kissed lightly on the long-awaited lips, sure enough, it was as sweet as he imagined, he approached and hugged Shao Qian, as if two lonely people had found the most suitable half, and they were close to each other, "I'll wait for you." β
The three words sounded in Shao Qian's ears, and he suddenly felt that his cheeks and ears were a little hot.