I bit my finger hard, it hurt!

If it hurts, I'll have to bite!

I kept pushing hard, biting my finger until it was bleeding, and the waiter in the distance was dumbfounded, and hurriedly ran over and asked: Hey, brother, brother, what's wrong?

The waiter spoke in a thick dialect, and his face turned pale with fright, perhaps he thought that I didn't want to give money, and deliberately hurt myself to deny it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I pinched my bleeding fingers, gasped in pain, and said, "What's the matter, pay for it."

I bit my fingers, feeling that I was definitely not in a hallucination at this moment, but even so, I had been entangled in Zhuang Zhoumengdie's theory in my heart.

Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies and butterflies dream of me, is it Zhuang Sheng who dreams that he has become a butterfly, or is a butterfly dreaming that he has become Zhuang Sheng? Who is illusory and who is real?

I was scared that I was a person who lived in someone else's dreams, and as soon as he woke up, my life would be over.

Hysterical, I even thought of the big invisible hands behind my back, which was the one who dreamed, and I was just a small character in his dream, as long as he wanted to torture me, he could torture me at any time.

After leaving the hot pot restaurant, I did not go back to the house shop bus terminal, but returned to my rented house.

What happened these days made me not sure what to do, and I even felt that I, Liu Mingbu, was a non-existent person at all, and it was just someone else's dream.

Whose life can be so weird?

I'm afraid that only dreams can be like this, right?

How fragile a person's nerves are, only when they have been deeply wounded, I find that I start to shrink back, start to become timid, I even want to get into the bed, and I will never come out for the rest of my life.

When I woke up the next day, my hair was unkempt, and I was sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, and suddenly the phone rang, and I didn't answer, and after the ringtone stopped, it rang again, and it rang more than a dozen times before I connected.

"Abu, why don't you answer the phone?"

I said, "What do you have to do with me?"

"You arrange a time, this time I will accompany you to Longhu Mountain." Daoru said.

I sneered and said: Don't be busy, we are all a dream, don't be so serious, dreamers, you can torture us as much as you want.

Daoru was silent for a long time and said: Your spirit has been crushed.

I said, "Whatever you want, don't bother me, I just want to be alone."

I hung up the phone, lit a cigarette, and smoked quietly in this rented room without the curtains, the scarlet cigarette butts, sometimes bright and sometimes dark.

After a long time, the phone rang again, and I threw away the cigarette butt and glanced at the screen.

This caller number has been unreachable for a long time, but I have kept it, and at this moment I was shocked and immediately connected.

"Ge Yu!" I shouted, and I felt a pain in my cheeks, and I was about to cry.

"Abu, are you really going to fall like this? Are you really crushed? I'm still waiting for you to come back and marry me, have you forgotten? Ge Yu's voice is always like a sweet stream, irrigating my heart when I was the most miserable in my life.

"Abu, cheer up, okay?"

I cried and said: I don't know if all this is real or fake, I'm tired, I'm really tired, I want to sleep, just keep sleeping.

Ge Yu said to me softly: Abu, if this is a dream, then let's continue this dream, at least when we wake up from the dream, we can retain the eternal beauty, right?

I didn't say anything.

Ge Yu said again: Cheer up, even if it is a dream, you will be the last person in the dream, I will wait for you.

The phone hung up, and I called Ge Yu again to remind me that the number you dialed did not exist.

And the moment I dialed the number, I suddenly remembered something! A big deal!

When I was about to commit suicide by drinking pesticides on the embankment, Haiber came to me and said that he had made dozens of phone calls to me, but I didn't answer any of them. I looked at his cell phone call logs and did make dozens of calls.

But, an important detail that made me suddenly remember!

Now mobile phones are very popular, everyone has them, and many people may have encountered such a thing, you just called a person, but suddenly it occurred to you that there was nothing to say, and then you hung up.

In this way, the user you dialed did not get through at all, and there was no prompt on his side at all, but once you dialed on your side, the call record already exists!

In other words, in fact, Haibo may have deliberately directed and acted by himself, making dozens of calls, and every time he just dialed the number, he hung up immediately, so I couldn't receive Haiber's call at all!

If this inference is true, then what is Heber's reason for doing this? Since he didn't want to inform me, why don't you just let me drink the medicine and die?

In the end, there is only one possibility, the few times Haibo saved me, it was all a bitter ploy!

He just directed and acted on his own, deliberately saving me, so that I could feel that he was a good person, a person who really helped me, and I could dig out my heart and lungs for him, and I would believe what he said, and then use me to do bigger things!

But at the same time, I also had palpitations, and my heart said that I was a wolf's ambition? If I misunderstand Haiber, then wouldn't I be innocent?

When people save me, I think he's staging a bitter trick.

After thinking about it, I think that what Ge Yu said to me is right, no one should believe it! I don't even believe in myself now, I don't even know if I'm a living person or a fictitious character woven from someone else's dreams.

During this time, I regained my spirits, whether it was Daoru or Ge Yu, I felt that it was no longer so important. Although there is a pair of invisible hands in the dark, slowly pulling me into the abyss, in my life, there is always such a woman, silently helping me behind me, she is Ge Yu, Dao Ru, in short, I always remember that she is waiting for me.

When I was fine, Chen Wei pulled me to drink when I came back, I just didn't know anything, I drank with Chen Wei, I didn't care what secrets he had, as long as it had nothing to do with me, I wouldn't explore, sometimes it was not good to know more.

I originally wanted to ask for leave again, but I just asked for it some time ago, and if I ask for it again, it will be unreasonable, and I am embarrassed myself.

But there is a saying that when you are lucky, you can pick up money even if you fall.

Immediately to the eleventh, the company organizes tours, but can not go all, must go to half of the first, wait for the half to come back, the other half to go, can not let the urban traffic paralyzed.

I, the second group of people, but I didn't choose to travel collectively, and the leader said that I would not travel collectively and would not be reimbursed for the travel expenses.

I said that if I don't reimburse, I won't be reimbursed, I want to go back to my hometown to see. This holiday is seven days, and you can choose to take it all in one go, or you can take it slowly.

I called Daoru and said: We have an early holiday on National Day, when are you free, let's go to Longhu Mountain. Let's see if we can find the legendary hanging coffin of sin-washing.

Now I feel that if I am not someone else's dream, then I have found the coffin of sin-washing, and after patting the coffin lid, then all ghosts can no longer approach me, so that I can tell who is a ghost and who is a human!

Daoru replied very cheerfully, saying that I would be free at any time, let me set my own time, I said that okay, three days later, wait for a group of drivers to travel back, let's go to Longhu Mountain.

In the past three days, I still drove the last train as usual, and I still carried passengers as usual, but before I went to Longhu Mountain, an acquaintance who was not an acquaintance contacted me.

"Abu, are you still going to Sanghuai Village?" The uncle in the suit has always spoken directly.

I said no, do you have something to do?

He was stunned for a moment and said: Aren't you investigating the cause of Ge Yu's death?

I said that the investigation was clear, and there was nothing to worry about. As soon as the words fell, the uncle in the suit said: Abu, there is one thing, I must tell you, I hope you can be a little mentally prepared.

I smiled and said, "What's the matter?" Do you have to prepare me a little mentally?

The uncle in the suit said: I went to look for you some time ago, and the director of the passenger station said that you asked for leave to go home, but I saw you on the last train of No. 14, I don't know if it's your body, and I don't know if you've been... He's dead.

"I'm already dead? No way! I screamed, interrupting the suit uncle.