30.Chapter 30 The Poppy of the Heart

"Sayaro ......"

Struggling in the mire of chaos, the man faintly heard a familiar voice calling.

The evil thoughts that gnawed at his heart like poisonous insects suddenly slowed down, allowing him to calm down again from his manic state. His body couldn't move, like a piece of driftwood. It was as if his soul was trapped in this dead shell, only to live forever in his own mental space.

It felt like it was at that time......

In a trance, consciousness seems to disintegrate into particles, drifting into the depths of the infinite mind.

"It's okay, Sayero."

"I will be immortalized in this world, and in this way I will live in another dimension. You don't have to feel sorry for it, I have no regrets about coming to the end here. I've fulfilled the mission you've given me, and I've fulfilled the meaning of being a zài, haven't I? ”

"Don't be sad for me, Sayara...... If I have any unfulfilled wishes, I just want to tell you one thing. ”

"I love you, brother. Please promise me one thing......

"Never forget me."

In the silent and empty electronic graticule, the blond-haired and blue-eyed youth looked at him and smiled, his body gradually becoming transparent, scattered into dusty dazzling spots, scattered into the boundless virtual world.

Even if the world is annihilated by the dust of the sun and millions of stars fall into eternal darkness, I am still with you.

"No...... Elling! ”

He stretched out his hand, trying to catch the sand and gravel pieces of the man's spirit, but his body pierced through the graticule and grasped a pair of real and soft hands.

"Brother...... Is it held like this? ”

Helo writhed uneasily in his arms, turned his face sideways, and under the silky silver hair, he revealed the exact same face as he remembered, and his glassy blue eyes stared at him obediently. The sun fell on his face, dyeing the tiny hairs of his face golden.

"Hold on a little more. Like this, you can aim at the target. ”

He resisted the urge to kiss the young man's cheek, and only leaned close to the earplug-in earplug and whispered.

"So?"

The boy's rose-colored lips playfully furled and tightened his grip on the handle of the gun.

"Spread your legs apart, stand up straight, and concentrate."

He bent his knees against the young man's waist, supported the opponent's delicate and soft waist with one hand, clenched the hand that was much smaller than his own, leaned down to squint one eye, deliberately ignored the reluctant gaze on his face, and pulled the trigger towards the hologram in the distance without hesitation.

The boy raised his gun in his do, aiming at the image again, and the considerable recoil from the firing made him take a step back, and the whole person crashed into his arms. As if from exerting too much force, he coughed a few times, and his exposed skin instantly flushed.

He subconsciously hugged the boy tightly, threw away the gun in his hand, and rubbed the boy's flushed face with his leather gloved hand, his heart was full of soft feelings, and he was so reluctant to let go of it.

"It's okay, you're still too young. When I'm a little older, I'll be able to use this kind of gun. ”

"But I'm fourteen! At the age of fourteen, you can already enlist in the army! I'm such a piece of shit, I can't even do such a simple thing......" The boy gritted his teeth in annoyance, his thin body trembling in his arms, and stubbornly turned his head to avoid his reassurance, and broke free from his arms.

Before he could react, the boy picked up the gun on the ground like an unleashed little wolfdog and fired a dozen rounds at the shooting table.

Not a single shot hit.

Under the superimposed recoil, the boy fell back into his arms, bent over and coughed violently.

His narrow neck was tense, and the tendons tugged at the heart under the white, transparent skin, like a string that was about to break.

He bent down, reached out and grabbed the young man's shoulder, skillfully injected the vital essence needed by the Krons into his veins, carried the young man to his knees, and pulled him over his face, only to find a string of crystal tears hanging from his face, silently dripping down.

Afraid that he would see it, the young man hurriedly brushed the corners of his eyes.

"That's all for today. How about I take you to that interstellar amusement park of yours to see space? He squatted down, put the boy on his shoulder, and heard the other man mutter, "I'm not a child anymore, what amusement park to go to?" ”

"Really? Who was it that scared me into the thunder yesterday? He couldn't help but laugh, and his hand deliberately grabbed the young man's small buttocks from behind, causing him to curl up in panic.

"Brother, am I from Kiron?"

After taking a few steps, he heard the boy crouched on his back and asked cautiously.

His body stiffened for a moment, and his voice sank: "Nonsense, how can you think of asking such a strange question?" ”

"In school...... Some of my classmates said that my eyes were as light as glass beads and that I had albinism, and they said that I was like a group of genetic garbage that came out of the genital, and that I was only worthy of doing the lowest physical work, or ...... Go and be a male prostitute. They said they would have the opportunity to report me and have the government medical staff check if I should be thrown in the Kiron recycling bin. ”

The boy whispered word by word, each word piercing into his throat like a thin, sharp blade, so that his voice trembled.

The faint, almost self-talking voice penetrated his sternum from his back, causing heart-rending shocks like a butterfly effect.

"Ridiculous. If you are really from Kron, how can my adoption be successful? Little fools. ”

He comforted the other in a calm tone, but the violent factor grew like a vine in his blood, causing every bone and muscle to suffer excruciously, as if it was about to pierce out of his body, turning him into a monster that slaughtered people like a mutant infected with the "Flower of Evil".

The hearts of people in this world do not need to be corroded by the virus, they have already rotted to the extreme.

"Brother... I want to change schools. I want to study electronic information engineering, is that possible? Please, promise me, okay? I don't want to stay at home like a piece of waste for the rest of my life, you know I have that talent. ”

"I don't want to see space through a screen forever, I want to be a 'Silver Wing Rover', isn't that what you want to be?"

The boy stubbornly begged for this choice he had already vetoed, over and over again, unyieldingly, as if the genes in his body carried the gravitational pull of fate, and he could not control himself to follow the track that "he" had walked and had not been able to complete, and even went further than he had feared.

[No, I don't want to.] I never wanted you to leave my arms again. ]

[Preferably always... Forever in the palm of my hand, I grew up with my care. No one can touch you, hurt you, defile you with a discriminatory or greedy gaze. ]

[You are mine, and you belong to me alone.] ]

The unspoken poison dissolved his heart into a shape, fermenting over the years, completely changing the feelings contained in it into a different and almost hideous appearance. The poppy that grows from the wound of guilt sways with a dark fragrance, but he always opens the closed lock, touches it, picks it.

He put down the boy on his back in his imagination, looked back, and in the blink of an eye, he saw that he had become a young man. His silver-white hair covered half of his face, his eyebrows and eyes faded from childishness and became more cold, staring at him almost arrogantly, raising his chin, and even a "brother" was stingy to call out.

He could see his hatred clearly, piercing people like nails.

"Now I'm your chief, Sayara, and you have to do my bidding."

He heard him say with no obsessiveness.

The ** that suddenly burst out seemed to be quenched fire, like magma erupting out of the chest. I don't know if it was in a dream or reality, he seemed to have lost all reason and self-control, put aside all taboos, crushed the youth under him, and tore his clothes to shreds.

He grabbed the young man's hands roughly, stepped forward and invaded him, and took him for himself like a beast.

Click――

The cracks in the glass cabin were a little bigger.

His consciousness poured out of the nutrient solution through the narrow gap, seeped into the bulkhead of the warship, entered the circuit, and surged towards the monitor lens in one corner.

"Come on, baby, put on your shield and welcome to be a VIP visitor to my secret garden."

Hearing this, Helo's scalp tingled. He frowned in disgust, put the transparent shield on his face, pulled the zipper of the isolation gown tightly above his neck, touched his throat uncomfortably, and followed Ando into the dark room.

In the dim monitor lens, the young man's graceful figure was strangled by the isolation suit, and even if he was wrapped in cold inorganic materials, he unconsciously revealed a seductive aura of abstinence.

Ando absentmindedly turned on the purple sterilization lamp, and he didn't know what he remembered, and smiled inexplicably: "To be honest, Helo, with what I know about Sayero, he will definitely not accept you." I mean as a lover. He'll just treat you like a child, you know? ”

"What do you mean by that? Did he tell you that? ”

Helo's heart trembled, and he stood still, one hand propped up against the wall, and looked at him with an unkind face.